accompany me

The main entrance of the community was brightly lit, and there was a figure on the stone bench at the corner with his head lowered - Chi Yang saw it at a glance.

He walked over quickly and saw that He Yi was only wearing a thin coat in La Yueli, he subconsciously frowned, and gave a somewhat irritated "tsk".

He Yi heard the sound of footsteps, raised his head to look at him, and met his gaze directly.His shoulders are always stretched and straight, even at this time, he doesn't seem to feel cold at all, but they are so thin that they are about to melt into the shadow of the lamp, forcing a sudden sense of loneliness.

Chi Yang was taken aback by him, and asked tentatively, "Why are you here..."

This is so strange, the two of them had already broken up so badly, they hadn't spoken for nearly 72 hours, they turned a blind eye to each other, and he didn't think that with He Yi's character, he appeared here to seek him for reconciliation—wrapped The fragility and bewilderment he had never seen before, his eyes were at a loss, and he lowered his head after looking at him.

He Yi didn't answer.I don't know if it was an illusion, Chi Yang looked at the thin and straight shoulders, and always felt that the other party was so cold that he was trembling almost imperceptibly.

The night wind howled, nailing into the bone dry and cold, even though this corner was regarded as a shelter from the wind, He Yi's hair was still messed up. He sat at the intersection of the light and the night, his drooping eyelashes were long and straight, covered with A ray of snow-like lamp color.Chi Yang looked down at him, and stayed silent with him for a long time, finally defeated in this ridiculous one-sided confrontation, took off his coat, and bent down to put it on for He Yi.

His movements were very restrained, he didn't hug his waist or touch his shoulders intentionally or unintentionally like before, and took advantage of the other party by taking advantage of the cloak. The gentleman seemed to be a different person, and he put his hands on the clothes without touching them. When it came to He Yi—the other party didn't cooperate with his politeness, and unexpectedly stretched out his hand at the same time as he pulled it out, actively wrapped his arms around his waist, and stuck it into his arms.

As the two of them stood and sat, He Yi's forehead was pressed against Chi Yang's waist and abdomen, and his posture was so ambiguous that it was shocking.Chi Yang took a breath and suddenly became anxious: "You..."

"My parents are divorced," the other party's voice was muffled and came out through the fabric, his tone was calm as usual, and he didn't look up at him, as if he was just stating an ordinary fact, "My mother charged me with extortion and domestic violence. My father went to court, won, and my mother has custody...but she doesn't want me."

At the end of his clear and objective words, he suddenly became subjective, like a long-suppressed emotion burst out suddenly, and he couldn't find a suitable outlet, so he could only express it in this way—these five words— Come out, hiding some implicit grievances, trembling slightly.

When he uttered the first word, or earlier, when he was in Chi Yang's arms, Chi Yang's hand had already been placed behind his head, caressing him gently as if soothing.

He obviously lowered his head, the emotional components in his tone were not clear, and he couldn't see his expression clearly, but it caused Chi Yang to have a certain illusion for no reason: the person in his arms was like a kitten, with his ears lowered, and his fur all over his body. They all woke up, full of vigilance and fear of the outside world, only willing to cling to his arms, relying on him wholeheartedly.

——He probably just wanted someone to rely on.

In fact, Chi Yang really wanted to bring up the problem between the two of them, and remind He Yi that their relationship is awkward now, and it is not suitable for them to hug together in public like lovers - but He Yi has already opened the wound to show him, if He still only cares about his own private affairs, turning a blind eye to the other party's rare fragility, it is too inhuman.

He is not the kind of person who is overly protective, except for He Yi, who was softened by what he said, and couldn't help coaxing: "It's okay, I want you."

However, He Yi seemed to have never heard of it, and continued to make a statement and said in detail: "Chi Yang, I have thought about it, you should like me, or love me... But in the first 19 years of my life, everything I came into contact with Love is associated with violence and deformity, it's not something to be happy about, and I don't think you want that kind of relationship. I don't know what you want, and probably can't give an appropriate response, but I Willing to try to learn, you teach me, is that okay?"

Rigorous and serious, as if he had typed many times in the bottom of his heart, explaining the cause and effect and the bargaining chip clearly, like negotiating.

Chi Yang put his hands around the back of his neck, he could feel his restrained trembling breathing, and his emotions were complicated—it was like someone handed a piece of jade into his hand, saying that this piece of jade was fragile and useless, even It's all up to you to enjoy it, whether you want it or throw it away if you don't want it, the decision is up to you, but I'm willing to leave it to you without charging a penny.

He Yi is that person and that piece of jade.

He obviously spoke calmly, but Chi Yang always felt that if he dared to say no, the other party would definitely do something that made him regret his whole life—even just looking up at him with red eyes.

"You don't need to learn," Chi Yang said, "It's good for you to be like this now, it's enough."

He bent down, leaned close to He Yi's ear, bit the cold pinna, and added in a low voice vaguely: "You don't need to learn to love me, do you?"

This was the first time he felt He Yi's rapid breathing and unconsciously accelerated heartbeat.

It's too warm.He Yi thought when someone kissed his lips——Chi Yang's body temperature seems to be higher than his, and the warmth of his embrace is addictive, like a hot spring fire encountered on a snow trip, knowing that getting too close will cause burns For myself, I am still willing to slam into it and stick closer.

He is too greedy for Chi Yang's body temperature, greedy for each other's arms and every inch of his body, almost forgetting that this is a public place late at night, and the security guards can see them after walking a few steps. The usual sobriety and restraint seem to be lost along with the disintegrating family On the road, only the most instinctive desire for dependence is left, clinging to the other party and refusing to let go.

Until this moment, he finally had a realization in his mind that had been dazed for a long time: the dust of those nightmares that haunted him and tortured him for more than ten years has settled, is it really over?——At least at this moment, he can lean on the Chi Yang didn't think about anything, and didn't worry about anything.

If someone told him now that the urge to hug each other is actually love, he would believe it.

"Still up?" After an unknown amount of time, Chi Yang finally couldn't help asking him, with a teasing tone, deliberately teasing him, "Is it cold?"

He Yi answered him with actions, and hugged him for a while.

Chi Yang raised his eyebrows, feeling very novel, but couldn't help but feel distressed - he seemed to have seen many He Yi's appearances in front of others, he had seen him gentle and refined, he had also seen him calm and mean, even cold and slightly ruffian, but now This is the first time, like a small animal with no way out, hugging him and refusing to let go.

His desire for dependence is irresistible, but it is also pure and unexpected. He is obsessed with hugging and stops at hugging.

If it's not so cold now, Chi Yang doesn't mind letting him hug him for a while, it doesn't matter until dawn, but this season is late at night, and the two of them don't wear much, so hugging at the door of the house is a bit abnormal.He patiently stroked He Yi's hair, trying to persuade him, but the words turned around and changed into a more hostile tone: "You think I can't hold you?"

This time, he didn't give He Yi a chance to silently refuse, and he didn't stop him from continuing to cling to him. He just bent down, and coaxingly pulled his two hands around his shoulders, passing through the bend of his knees and the back of his shoulders. With a strong arm, he was easily picked up.

"Let's go home," he said, "I'll have my fingerprints taken at the door later, and I'll live with you in the future, huh?"

He Yi's voice was muffled in his arms, and he replied "yes".

Chi Yang didn't care whether he was angry or not, and apologized first, wagging his tail easily: "It's all my fault, I'm an asshole, okay——I won't delete your fingerprints anymore, don't be angry."

The last two words were pasted in He Yi's ear, vaguely, as if calling him brother in love.

He didn't wait for He Yi's answer, but just hugged his hand tightly, bowed his head and kissed him uncontrollably. There was a vague thought in his heart, and finally it was written: Even if this relationship has no result, He Yi will always Nothing will change, and he has no regrets.

I don't regret entering He Yi's fingerprints in the door lock, and I don't regret loving him so deeply.

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