accompany me

Chi Yang's home is well-heated and quiet, much more comfortable than outside, but until he grabbed He Yi's hand to record his fingerprints, and opened the door with one hand with a little effort, He Yi remained silent in his arms, He didn't mean to let go at all.

"It's here." Chi Yang patted him on the back, put him on the sofa, and signaled him to let go, "You..."

Before he finished speaking, the other party pulled back his collar before he straightened up, and stopped him forcefully and stubbornly.

Unexpectedly, Chi Yang stretched out his hands subconsciously to support him, his back blocked the light, and the blurred shadow and body gathered together, forming a "sofa-dong" posture impartially.

He lowered his head, just in time to meet the eyes of the perpetrator - he looked much calmer than his behavior, but his eyes were red from the cold wind, and he showed some grievances for no reason.

Chi Yang was used to seeing his gentle and calm appearance, at first he unlocked this pitiful appearance, found it fresh, so he calmed down and coaxed him: "What's wrong?"

He is still bad in his bones, and he insists on forcing He Yi to tell the truth.It's just that the other party is not a little white rabbit who is familiar with shyness or playing hard to get. When he was asked such a question, he answered bluntly: "Don't go..."

"anything else?"

"Stay with me for a while," He Yi's voice was unnaturally hoarse, as if he hadn't recovered from the cold wind for a long time, "Don't go."

Chi Yang stared at him for a moment, as if he had suddenly figured out something - it wasn't a day or two for him to be messed up, he had played in the social field for a long time, and there were many opposite sexes who coveted his face or those sweet words, he But he was caught by He Yi, and it seems that it is not completely unreasonable.

Relying on him so bluntly and frankly, but with an innocent and unreserved appearance, as if He Yi himself said that he doesn't understand the rules of love, he learns what he teaches, and expects what he gives .

He is obviously a smart person, but at this time he is so stupid that it is unreasonable, and his heart softens.

He sat down as he said, and stretched out his hand to wrap her in his arms. His shoulder bones were thin and straight, even a little bit crooked, but they were more tickling than any soft and fragrant jade.Hearing the sound of breathing softly in the pocket of his shoulder, he suddenly lost his confidence.

——Can those ambiguous things that he learned in the field of love and moon really be placed on He Yi?

Is this what he wants.

Or to be more blunt, does he really have the capital to please He Yi like he teased those little girls?

But He Yi didn't notice his complicated absent-mindedness, his chin was resting on his shoulder, he seemed to enjoy such a silent and unreserved hug, he didn't even bother to lift his hand, just letting him hug him, he was satisfied.

Oh, okay——Chi Yang stroked his back and thought again, it seems that he still has such a little capital.

"Chi Yang..."

"Ok?"

"They're divorced..." He Yi started, then stopped, as if he hadn't figured out how to continue.

Chi Yang didn't ask any further questions—he wasn't really interested in the messy things in He Yi's family, and it was over when it was over, he just cared about He Yi, and wanted to make him happy, don't always act like he was being fooled by the rules of the family education , I was bored and didn't say anything, and I didn't have any temper.

He is obviously a person who can smoke and skip classes, how can he behave like this.

He Yi looked over his shoulder, looking at the warm-colored floor lamp, carefully considering his words word by word, trying to find an opening to continue this long and boring memory.

"...I sometimes wonder, is there any point in living for nearly 20 years?" He twitched the corners of his mouth, wanting to laugh, but in the end he just breathed out restrainedly, as if the question that had been stuck in his heart all year round was thrown out, and he There is nothing left behind, "I seem to be living for something, to obey him, or to resist him—"

"But Chi Yang, if in order to obey him, I excel in character and learning, and in order to resist him, I hide from the world, smoke and skip classes where others can't see, and do those meaningless things, what is the difference from him..."

Chi Yang knew who this "he" was referring to, vaguely noticed something, and asked tentatively: "Your father, no, your father—"

"He is a teacher of a key middle school. He should have some achievements in the industry and a good reputation." He Yi paused strangely when he said this, as if disgusted, he couldn't continue, and said succinctly, "...but he has at least 16 years of domestic violence history."

"That's why you lied to the teacher so much because... that's what you mean, Aiwujiwu, that's what you mean?"

"No... In fact, most of the teachers are conscientious and worthy of respect. There are very few such unworthy ones—he is actually not worthy of educating students. His own life is so dirty, how can he be qualified to teach others?" He smiled wryly, "It's just that he is proud of this profession after all, and he is dedicated to training me to be a teacher in the future. There is nothing wrong with being a little bit repulsive..."

He didn't finish speaking, but Chi Yang understood.

That probably wasn't rejection, it was just the result of years of distorted experience, he subconsciously mistook the teachers and even classmates he met for his father, and took pleasure in putting on a mask in front of them, so obedient as to hide everything from the sky, Cover up his "nature".

But those so-called "natures" of smoking, skipping classes and lying are just things he intentionally fabricated, not even taking revenge on his parents, but at most deceiving himself.

How can this be called the same.

Chi Yang looked at his hand on the side, sighed silently, stretched out his hand to touch it, found an angle to hold it, and interlocked his fingers.

Maybe it was really clear to the bystanders, as soon as he heard it, he knew that He Yi was on the edge of his horn, but he couldn't say anything when he got to the point of his mouth, fearing that he would not be able to empathize with him, so he made a judgment after hearing a few words.

That would be taking yourself too seriously.

"I was wronged for those teachers who were kept in the dark by you." Chi Yang thought for a while, and changed his sentence, as if teasing him, "But you acted very well, no wonder they favored you, if they didn't see you with their own eyes If you smoke, I will unconditionally believe that you are a good student—good student, what do you plan to do in the future?"

"I don't know," He Yi said honestly, "I have no hostility towards them, even because of...those things, on the contrary, I respect the real teachers who have both ability and political integrity, and I probably won't..."

"That's fine." Chi Yang rubbed his fingers lightly, with a rare gentleness and patience - almost exhausted all the patience in this life, trying to lure He Yi away from him. Hold it out from the horns.

"What's the matter..."

"You didn't want to do bad things behind your back, how could you be like that beast father of yours," Chi Yang said, "Actually, you know it in your heart, don't you, eh?"

The person in his arms moved almost imperceptibly, as if he was stimulated by his words, and wanted to look up at him, but in the end he just pressed closer to him, and said softly in a hoarse voice that was almost inaudible, I Know.

"Well, smart," Chi Yang bowed his head and kissed him, coaxing him like a reward—even though the other party might not need it, "Be good."

"...I am still ashamed of my teacher who trusted me."

Instead, it was reviewed.Chi Yang laughed, and teased him in a low voice with a close posture, so you have to apologize?

"Be his monitor in the future," He Yi said, "Don't let me skip class, I won't agree."

He seemed to have completely calmed down his emotions, and he actually smiled a little at the end of his speech. He couldn't tell whether he just thought it was funny or was deliberately teasing.

Chi Yang: "..."

He wasn't sure if He Yi had crossed the hurdle in his heart, but one thing was certain, he seemed to have lost money after all this mental game.

On the first night of the relationship, his boyfriend told him that he would no longer skip class with him to do things that barely count as dates.

"Why are you still talking about the conditions with me?" Chi Yang heard his suppressed smile, and his heart hanging in the air finally relaxed. He felt that it was not appropriate to talk about the current situation of the teaching profession in this situation, so he teased him casually. "Then if you don't accompany me during the day, do you have to make up for it at night?"

He Yi obviously couldn't hear the hint in his words, so he supported his shoulders to distance himself, and looked at him seriously: "How to make up?"

On the contrary, Chi Yang was taken aback by asking: "...let me mention it?"

"Well," He Yi nodded, looking at the bright smile in his eyes and feeling wrong, he added hesitantly, "Don't go too far."

"Oh, okay." Chi Yang was sure that he didn't want to continue talking about life, and the hand around his waist moved quietly, moving the topic in a more obscure direction, "What do you mean don't go too far, for example ——Our bottom line may be different.”

He Yi frowned, obviously not thinking about this question: "You..."

"A kiss?" Chi Yang stopped him, leaned on the sofa and stretched out his hand, bringing him into his arms, as if he really wanted to kiss him, "Is this too much?"

He Yi was brought forward by him, almost threw himself on him, leaned on the sofa and stared at him for two seconds, as if thinking about something, then raised his head slightly: "Yes."

How dare I say it.

Chi Yang looked at the beautiful lips that were close at hand, and suddenly wanted to laugh, feeling that molesting He Yi was a long way to go, it was like touching a blind box, never knowing how the other party would react.

It's not uncommon for him to be shy, but he always feels that it is different from what he imagined, cute and illogical.

"You want me to kiss you," he intentionally misunderstood, and lightly wrapped his hands around the man's waist, "so proactive."

He Yi: "..."

He thought that Chi Yang's words were begging for a kiss, dragging him for a long time like making trouble for no reason all night, and he also wanted to repay him. Hearing the words, he raised his head and stuck it up as he wished, touching Chi Yang's lips.

It was obviously an ordinary and almost boring thing, but Chi Yang was caught off guard by him, his breathing tightened, and the pinna of his ears seemed to burn.

It's like touching a blind box.

He lowered his head, raised He Yi's chin to breathe close to him, he didn't want to continue the previous unconditional topics, and asked him softly: "I don't even stick out my tongue, what do you mean by asking for a kiss? .”

He Yi didn't make a sound, his eyelashes moved, almost imperceptibly nervous.

"Then do you know what those people who wanted to have a follow-up with me would do at this time?"

"The kind that sticks up, hugs me, hooks my neck—then kisses me and sticks out her tongue."

He felt that He Yi moved, as if he really wanted to do so, he quickly leaned back and opened the distance: "No, I just want to say, you are different from them, you don't need to do all these things... "

"Don't keep saying things like this in the future, you won't be responsible for flirting, you know?"

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