accompany me

He Yi calmly let him lean on him, and didn't shy away from the students who passed by occasionally, as if he didn't see it: "What happened?"

"My mother said that her daughter needs to go to school and lacks a house..." Chi Yang scoffed, "What's the use of looking for me, I'm not the child's father either."

He didn't want to say much, so He Yi didn't ask any more questions. He raised his hand silently and patted his back lightly, feeling that there was a big fluffy animal in his arms, and others would go around when they saw it. It walked along, but it didn't notice it at all, it was still wagging its tail and coquettishly begging him for a hug.

He heard Chi Yang lower his voice, calling him stickily, brother, at a volume that only the two of them could hear.

"Well, if there are any problems that can't be solved, I can help." In fact, he didn't know what he could do, but he just wanted to say that.

"Okay," Chi Yang straightened up, and patted his head casually, "That's it, it's nothing serious, let's go, let's eat."

It was actually very late to go to dinner at this point, He Yi was not feeling well from the cold, and he was not walking fast, the two of them simply didn't take a shortcut, and found a small path with few people and walked slowly, just passing by a small bookstore, and they could still go in when they came back go around.

"Didn't you ask me what I should do just now?" Chi Yang accompanied him to slow down his pace, "How should I put it, there are not many people I have serious conversations with, and none of them are in school. We usually go out on a date... just run away Come here, throw yourself into my arms and act coquettishly."

He still harbored a little secret selfishness, uttering some ambiguous love history out of thin air, which he himself could not remember clearly, hoping that He Yi would really fall for it and do what he said.

But the other party is not stupid, at least not planning to implement it on the spot right now, just nodded to show that he heard: "What else?"

"Also..." Chi Yang continued to imagine out of thin air, "This kind of thing that bumps into me usually hugs me, begging for a kiss, or whispering a few words."

I don't know if He Yi listened to it or not.He didn't take off his glasses when he came to dinner today, and the thin metal frame reflected a little street light, which fell between his eyebrows and eyes, covering up the slightly fluctuating emotions in his eyes.

Probably not jealous.Chi Yang looked at his expression cautiously, and came to the conclusion——He Yi is not someone who has something to hide, and he probably doesn't know what the Cold War is. Hearing that he hasn't interrupted him yet, it should be Not because of these words.

On the contrary, it is very likely that he really used his love history as a research material. The purpose of the research is to learn how to fall in love well, and to communicate with him to ensure that the source of knowledge is reliable.

I have nothing to say about the research data, so I can only get used to my boyfriend and fabricate it out of thin air through imagination: "As for eating together... There are a lot of discussions on twitter for a long time, but usually they decide, I prefer I have a little say in 'you're not fat at all and don't need to lose weight'...what are you laughing at, you're serious."

He felt that he was a bit like the stupid kings in literature and history. He used to think that it was absurd for the princes in Fenghuo opera to laugh at each other. When he really met someone who didn't like to smile easily, but was so good-looking when he smiled, he found out what these stupid kings did. It's actually not that unreasonable.

So He Yi put away his smile and continued walking as if nothing happened: "What else?"

He didn't talk much at first, but today he talked even less when his voice became hoarse, so Chi Yang had to take on the job of telling him stories for free to enliven the atmosphere: "Also... just watch a movie after dinner, routine operation After watching a movie, I have to tell them that after drinking all the Coke, it’s not a big deal to eat two more popcorns... I usually just watch those romance movies, it’s so boring, I know what’s going to happen at the end after watching the beginning, but I can’t Sleep, if you accidentally take a nap, people will be angry..."

"I can't tell when you were in love..." He Yi thought about his words a little, "You have such a good temper."

"It's not obvious yet," Chi Yang pretended to be surprised, "Is it because I haven't treated you well these days, huh?"

"It's not..." He Yi never reacted to the hints in such words, he just discussed the matter seriously and answered the questions according to the points, "You are very good to me, but..."

It doesn't seem to have reached this level.

"That's because you're too considerate," Chi Yang continued, "You don't push your limits, how can I show my good temper—whether I'm in a relationship, or how many times we've been together? I'm still tempted. Treat them better. It's normal."

Before I knew it, I had already walked downstairs to the cafeteria.Chi Yang took He Yi's hand, raised his sleeve slightly under his confused gaze, glanced at his watch, and said, "Don't go up, just sit here and wait for me, you won't be able to eat in line at this hour , You can’t eat those greasy ones... What do you want to eat in the supermarket? I’ll go up and buy it for you.”

He Yi had no objection, and was obediently pulled to one side of the bench and sat down.Behind him is the basketball court, with a very high fence, and the remote white light falls over the branches, blending into the dark night indistinctly. The boy is wrapped in a large winter school uniform, sitting upright and upright, like a planted green pine.

Chi Yang looked down at him for a moment, then stretched out his hand to cover the exposed slender neck, and rubbed it lightly: "Is it cold, bring a scarf tomorrow."

He Yi shook his head and said calmly, "It's okay, I'm not afraid of the cold."

"I'm not afraid of the cold, who lent me my coat last week—or was it just trying to get me to seduce me?" Chi Yang smiled, and rubbed the hand on the back of his neck upwards His hair, "I still think about it... Don't worry, it's the first time I really like someone so much, it will only be better for you. Don't be angry, huh?"

"I'm not angry..." I just couldn't figure it out.

He Yi turned his head and took a look, there was no one around at the corner of the back door of the cafeteria, only the faint cheers came from the basketball court separated by a few trees behind him, probably no one paid attention here—so he stretched out his hand to pull him over, borrowing Keeping close to the distance, she took advantage of the situation and hugged his waist.

anything else.Acting coquettishly, begging for a kiss, whispering a few words——he smelled the faint smell of laundry detergent on Chi Yang's body, and thought about the past one by one, and felt that none of them were suitable for the current scene, so he stopped and hugged his waist, and let go. hands.

"I want to eat instant porridge and buckwheat bread." He raised his head without explaining, and naturally uncovered the previous topic, "I need to trouble you to make some porridge for me."

In private, the lights were remote and dim, but the young man's eyes were clear, not as calm as usual, with some vague hints that made people itch -- that was obviously only a momentary, bottom-up gaze, but in Chi Yang's view, it was For some reason, there was an illusion of being dominated by others.

Interesting.

"Did I say one thing..." He suddenly asked out of context.

"what?"

"I'll tell you later," Chi Yang said, "wait for me here."

What's the matter.

Standing in front of the shelf, Chi Yang stretched his arms over the heads of the little girls in twos and threes to reach for the buckwheat bread on the top floor, thinking aimlessly what was going on.

At that moment, what he thought of was probably the first time he saw He Yi.A fair and well-behaved boy, dressed like a little prince, even spoke softly and articulately, cleaner than any child of the same age he had seen in the orphanage.

The spotless cleanliness that leaked from the corners of the eyes and the brows made people unable to bear the thought of insulting at a certain moment, but they were reluctant to touch profanity.

Black hair, black eyes, fruit candy.

Fingertips are soft.

—that was almost a ray of light that suddenly shone into his bewildered world.Although in the long ten years that followed, he never knew the child's name and gradually forgot his appearance, but a thought gradually took root, pointing to the future from the depths of his distant memory.

I want to see him again.

Maybe he will be frightened by his own appearance, or disappointed by his indulgent and depraved appearance, but at least he still wants to see him—it’s okay if he doesn’t speak, and it’s okay if he doesn’t recognize himself, he just wants to see it with his own eyes , this mass of light that supported him to survive and grow in the chaotic and savage environment of the orphanage, without becoming vulgar, did he grow into an admirable young man as he thought.

It seems that He Yi did not disappoint him.

"Just now you said you wanted to tell me," He Yi took a bite of the bread, "What's the matter?"

He looks very refined when he eats, and when he speaks, he raises his hands to cover his mouth. From Chi Yang's perspective, he can only see the upper half of his face, and his gaze sweeps over, which is also unreasonably exciting.

"That," Chi Yang twisted the headphone cable, thinking about his words, "I just never thought that I would meet you again, and even catch up with you... Actually, when I was young, I really admired you. Those who like you feel that this kid is clean and different from the group of disgraced little devils in the orphanage, and I want to be like this too."

"...But it obviously failed. You must have had good grades when you were young." His tone was very relaxed, as if he was talking about something irrelevant to him. , after I came out, I dawdled around, hanging out in bars all day long, and I didn't know what I was like... For someone as good as you, you can't learn it even if you want to."

He Yi seemed to enjoy the listening process, so he just listened quietly. After eating a piece of bread, he felt that it was too dry, so he folded the package and stuffed it back into Chi Yang's hand: "What else?"

"Also," Chi Yang took it over, "Actually, I just want to say that I have always liked you, maybe I didn't like you that way before, but..."

But always regard that meeting as a treasure, and treat you as a god within reach.

He didn't say any more.

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