accompany me

Chi Yang is very talented in superficial love words, or those ordinary ambiguous methods, and he is also good at inferring other cases from one instance, and he can easily express his feelings. His attitude is between flair and concentration, and he does not lack the sincerity of a big boy who makes people fall in love. , but if you go deeper, you will touch the blind spot of knowledge, and you can't say it.

He pointed to the bookstore not far ahead: "Do you need to go in and have a look? Didn't you say you want to buy test papers this afternoon?"

He Yi glanced at his watch. There were still 10 minutes left, so he nodded, "Okay."

It's a bit like shopping with your girlfriend.While waiting for He Yi to pick out books, Chi Yang leaned aside, casually flipping through the extracurricular books on the shelf, thinking strangely.

But here, he can't use the campus card as a mobile cash machine.

"What's wrong with this book..." There was no one in the bookstore, He Yi had a clear goal, took a set of test papers and paid quickly, walked over and saw the book in his hand, and asked.

"Oh, it's nothing, I seem to have flipped through it before." Chi Yang smiled, and put the book back in its original place, "When I was first picked up by my uncle, I lived there for two days. An old society person still pretends to be literary. , The study room is full of new and brand new books, I have nothing to do to read them twice."

After finishing speaking, he naturally took the book in his hand and put it in the plastic bag for bread and dinner: "Okay? Let's go."

Twenty or ten minutes before the evening self-study starts, the campus radio has stopped. On the way to the teaching building, there are still many students who have just finished eating. The two of them are walking back side by side. The sound, the incandescent lights in the lattice windows are bright, a scene that only the school can see.

"Hurry up," Chi Yang said, "Go back to eat, you still have to take medicine, right?"

The first thing Chi Yang does when he comes home is tidy up the guest bedroom.

When he didn't catch up with him, he was living with him. He Yi was determined not to cause trouble for him. He just slept on the sofa for a few days, but now that he's a boyfriend, it's unreasonable to ask him to sleep on the sofa—at least with his attitude. He Yi's excessive desire to protect and take care of him is determined not to let the other party continue to make do with it.

He Yi didn't seem to be used to having someone arrange things for him, and he followed behind him without saying a word, wanting to say that he could do the trivial things like making the bed by himself, but felt that this was someone else's house, so he didn't seem to have any position Yue Zu acts on his behalf.

After Chi Yang packed up the new bed and roughly put away the newly bought daily necessities—I went to the supermarket on the way home and brought back a big bag like moving house—and put He Yi next to the bed, he still kept it. That slightly hesitant look to say something.

"What's the matter, looking at me like that, do you want to sleep with me?" Chi Yang teased him.

"No..." He wanted to say thank you, but changed his words on the verge of his mouth, and replaced them with more practical and premeditated words in a sense, "What you said in school just now, when we met They'll throw themselves into your arms, and..."

"Then?"

He Yi slightly lowered his gaze: "Come here."

"You can order me around so well, you can come and go when you want to," Chi Yang teased casually, but he walked obediently in front of him, bent down, and smiled maliciously, "Then what?"

Acting like a baby, begging for kisses, and whispering.

He Yi stretched out his hand, hooked his neck bluntly and hugged him, temporarily skipped the step of being coquettish, leaned into his ear and said softly, give me a kiss.

This guest bedroom seems to have been originally designed as a children's room. The floor-to-ceiling windows are covered with thick velvet curtains, and the lamp is in the shape of stars and moons. The close distance, but for no reason cast a little dangerous and ambiguous meaning.

Chi Yang was taken aback for a moment, then narrowed his eyes slightly: "Are you sure?"

It was extremely straightforward, full of hints and compromises of ignorance or self-calmness.He Yi didn't speak, but slightly tightened his arms around his shoulders and neck.

The boy's lips were as soft as he remembered, and he opened his mouth blankly but obediently, accepting the lingering kiss of breath and breath - Chi Yang knew that he was a little out of control, but he was unwilling to stop there, harboring some kind of impulse close to blasphemy , Bit by bit, carefully deepen the kiss.

It was his little god—he was kissing his god, that distant, high, yet palpable light.

The idea was so insane.

It wasn't until the other party was pushed into the soft bed by him, hugged him at a loss, and uttered a restrained slight whimper, that he hastily ended the overly aggressive kiss, separated a little distance, and watched in a blur of mixed light and shadow. He Yi.

The corners of his mouth were swollen from his bullying, his eye sockets were a little red, and his eyes were no longer as calm as usual, with a little moisture in his eyes—he was the only one in his eyes.

Fast heartbeat.

"Go to bed early," he almost forced himself to tear off the thread from the red and swollen mouth, restrained himself from getting up, his voice was a little tight, but the words he said were unquestionable, "Be obedient."

Someone tugged at his sleeve: "Chi Yang..."

"Ok?"

Lying on the bed, He Yi didn't mind his disheveled hair. He raised his hand to cover his forehead, and looked at him. He looked like he had been bullied too much, but there was a slight smile in his eyes, and he was close to someone else. In the mood of possessiveness and satisfaction, she asked him softly: "Whispering, begging for kisses, is that so?"

If ten is a perfect score, can I get excellent?

Chi Yang stretched out his hand and put it on his chest, feeling the accelerated hot heartbeat, after a moment of silence, he replied: "Yes."

The three years of high school seem to pass faster and faster.

In the blink of an eye, the end of the semester was approaching, and the scheduled self-study classes were gradually replaced by the main classes. The pressure of going to school was overwhelming, and it was too heavy for people to lift their heads.

He Yi didn't want to be a parent with poor grades, but he had to face the pressure of studying hard, entering a good university, and even supporting himself-in theory, his father's family members had to call him regularly for living expenses and tuition fees , until graduating from university, but how to go after graduation has to be taken into consideration.

Although Chi Yang is a heartless person, the suggestion he gave was "I will support you, if you want to break up, I will pay the breakup fee for the rest of my life" - I don't know if it is serious, but he only listened to it as a joke.

Society, life, and growth are far from being as simple as he can think of now. If you want to go on like this alone, or live with a sexual orientation that is not favored by society, it is far more than growing up in a family. Difficulties—but freedom.

All he can do is to study harder than before, study more tedious but useful things such as insurance and laws in his spare time, download the materials by category, and keep them well.Fortunately, his mind is very calm, and he will not be irritable when doing these clueless things, and he has accumulated a lot when he takes time to look.

On the contrary, Chi Yang sometimes couldn't bear to watch it, and felt that it was too much torture for him to sit all afternoon, so he would find some topics to tease him.

So the daily conversation between two people becomes: "Go, come out for a while."

"?"

"Smoke a cigarette with me..."

"Go by yourself, I'm busy."

"Just a moment, soon, 10 minutes?"

"No."

"elder brother……"

"Go, it's time for class, be obedient."

And He Yi is very good at grasping the essence of communicating with him. The core lies in raising his head when he is pretending to be coquettish, and looking at him with calm, calm and slightly playful eyes. His tone is extremely cold and perfunctory. very patient.

Or when he was sticky calling his brother, or even pulling his hands, he said in a more aggrieved tone, but I still have a lot of homework, which is due at night.

The result is often that Chi Yang has nothing to say, and sits back to his original position and continues to lie down and stare at him, chatting to enrich his boring life of eating and waiting for death-even though he does not believe that He Yi can delay homework until it is time to hand in , but after being stared at by that look for a moment, He Yi surrendered without even having to speak.

Well, he didn't believe that any man was stared at by his sweetheart, with aggrieved eyes, as if he was facing a huge hesitation in making a choice——how could he not soften his heart.

I don't know if it's his illusion, but he always feels that something has changed in He Yi - he has improved again, and knows how to deal with him more and more.

Really learn what to teach, draw inferences from one instance, the blue out of the blue.

Nothing bad either.He thought silently, he couldn't disturb his good student's homework, so he had to settle for the next best thing, grabbed a copy of He Yi's notebooks, and asked in an angry voice knowingly, can you show it.

In the last few minutes of the evening self-study in the first quarter, it was quiet and not quiet. There were only a dozen boarding students left in the classroom, and there was a dull restlessness floating in the space.In the past, He Yi would sit on the podium to manage order at this time, but it was originally a formal duty. Two days ago, he was pestered by a certain tablemate who acted like a baby and refused to let him go, so he simply couldn't go up.

Not only did they not go, but they also took the lead in whispering.

"What do you want to see?" He Yi glanced at it, hesitantly said, "Physically, you might..."

can't read.

"Why, don't let me see?" Chi Yang seemed to have achieved his goal, smiled at him maliciously, and said in a whisper, "I'll give you back a kiss when I go back."

"...Look, it's okay."

"Oh," Chi Yang flipped a page casually, and asked knowingly, "Can I write something?"

He Yi was extremely patient with such inexplicable questions: "Let's write."

He can guess what Chi Yang can write with an automatic lead, and it's probably some unrefined and earthy love story - this person will occasionally give him a piece of paper when he is in class, the content is too straightforward, some ridiculous.

At first he thought that Chi Yang really wanted to say this to him, but out of politeness he held back his laughter, restrained himself to reply thank you, and said that there was no need to do that, it was too strange.

Until one day the instigator looked at him sincerely: "Why don't you react at all, wrong demonstration, don't you think it's funny?"

It was really funny - so he found that this person sometimes did some nonsense nonsense, just to make him laugh.

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