After breaking up the engagement, Slag Gong is really sweet to White Swan

The inspection ended in an atmosphere where the guests and the host seemed to be enjoying themselves. After Shen Liangyue got into the car, his beautiful face showed obvious fatigue. He closed his eyes and leaned back on the chair.

He Mingfeng who was sitting on the other side hesitated to speak, if he was still his fiancé, he would definitely hug him now and let Shen Liangyue take a nap in his arms for a while, but he is no longer.

The two sides returned to the officer's dormitory without a word, Shen Liangyue didn't even look at He Mingfeng, and said perfunctorily: "Goodbye, good night."

He opened the door with the key, and before he could close it, an arm got caught in the crack.

He Mingfeng hurriedly said: "...Liangyue, wait!"

Shen Liangyue opened the door and looked at him coldly, "Is there anything else?"

"Hmm..." He Mingfeng stood at the door and said awkwardly: "I'm sorry, you didn't rest last night, okay?" For such a big movement, the secretary brought muscle relaxants, and I will pay attention to it today."

Shen Liangyue lowered her eyes and nodded, and tried to close the door again.

"Liangyue..." He Mingfeng pressed against the door panel, he felt Shen Liangyue's depression and unhappiness that he had barely suppressed since hitting the shooting range, and said with distress and regret, "I want to apologize to you."

"You said sorry just now, you were stunned very quickly last night, and it wasn't too noisy..."

"It's not for this matter, it's for the shooting range." He Mingfeng looked at his expression, and said in a low voice: "I was so stupid back then, I didn't take your feelings into account at all..."

Shen Liangyue interrupted him: "Many years have passed, is there any point in saying this?"

"Yes, it's meaningful." He Mingfeng held the door frame with his hands, and amidst Shen Liangyue's obvious resistance, he said firmly, "Just a few words, let me go in and explain it to you, okay? No." It's going to take up too much time, I know you're tired today."

Shen Liangyue closed her eyes and sighed, then turned and walked into the house, He Mingfeng followed behind him and closed the door.He had to seize this opportunity to explain, otherwise Shen Liangyue would never know his true feelings at that time, He Mingfeng quickly took two steps and grabbed Shen Liangyue's hand, and said earnestly: "Liangyue, I know this may sound ridiculous, But you know, when I was teaching him how to shoot, I was thinking about the first time I used my hand/gun when I was holding you when I was a child... It was also when I was dancing. The way...it's me and your memories that make those actions fun, I

The person I think about - always you. "

Shen Liangyue paused, then shook off He Mingfeng's hand and sneered, "Is this what you want to tell me?" He sat on the sofa in the living room by himself, rubbing his swollen temples with his fingers, coldly Said coldly: "Okay, I see. You can go."

"...Do not you trust me?"

Shen Liangyue leaned over to pick up his snowball, scratched the cat's chin, and without looking at He Mingfeng, she sneered and said, "Do you think Xueqiu will believe it? Even it will think it's outrageous."

He Mingfeng hurried over, half-kneeling in front of the sofa, and said in a panic: "Yes, I also admit that this is... very absurd, but at that time, I really couldn't see my heart clearly, and would have such confusion... ...."

"It feels... like I'm growing a rose plant, from seed to seedling, I water it, fertilize it, catch bugs every day, I really love it and know it's going to grow big Beautiful. But in the four years when our relationship should have blossomed, we separated. When I came back, my rose had become the most beautiful flower in the garden, and I couldn't even recognize it... .You know? I don't even dare to admit that this rose that attracts everyone's attention is my lovely little flower seedling."

"You have grown up suddenly, I am a little overwhelmed, I feel that only if you rely on me like before, can I continue to have you and not let others pick my flowers... But my roses are also I no longer need me to protect him from wind and rain, water and fertilize him." He Mingfeng's hand trembled a little, he wanted to hold Shen Liangyue's hand again, but he was afraid that he would throw it away, "And at this time, another person It seems that he needs me very much. When I helped him, I remembered the feeling of taking care of Little Rose. This illusion made me keep being stupid, and I still regret it.”

He plucked up the courage to grab Shen Liangyue's hand, put his forehead on the back of his cool hand, and said word by word as if confessing: "I beg you to believe my words, I have never not loved you... It’s just that you care too much and worry about gains and losses.”

At that time, Shen Liangyue's various advantages made He Mingfeng feel more pressure, making Chu Fei's imperfection and clumsiness cute, reminding him of Shen Liangyue who relied on him and worshiped him when he was a child, this may be regarded as a subtle empathy.Although Shen Liangyue is not like Chu Fei at all, the reason why He Mingfeng treats Chu Fei extraordinarily well is because to a certain extent he regards him as an emotional stand-in.When he was worried that he was not worthy of the blooming roses, Chu Fei's admiration and admiration further satisfied Alpha's shallow vanity, and made him drift away from his true love.

how weak people are

Animals, how many doubts and shake-ups does a relationship have to go through?When He Mingfeng really recognized his heart, he had already lost the roses he watered with his own hands, and the garden in his heart was barren and no grass grew.

Shen Liangyue was silent for a long time, and then said slowly: "Why did you tell me this? How do you want me to respond to you?"

He Mingfeng maintained the posture just now, half kneeling beside the sofa, like a docile big dog snuggling up to its master, he buried his face in Shen Liangyue's hands, "I must apologize to you, not for my own peace of mind, but for I want you to stop being entangled and uncomfortable. I know you are unhappy at the shooting range today. I blame myself and feel guilty. I don’t want you to be troubled by those things, so you doubt yourself. Last time you said in front of that painting If you say that, it makes me feel so distressed, if you have such a misunderstanding again this time, I really..."

His voice was a little choked, and he paused before continuing: "I hope you know that you don't have to compare with anyone, you are always unique."

He Mingfeng raised his head and stared at Rose, who had been severely hurt by him, wishing he could take out his bleeding heart and show it to Shen Liangyue. Only his name was always engraved on it, "Liangyue, these years, I really understand a lot... I understand what you said about being unique, and I also understand how to love someone, really."

Shen Liangyue looked at him calmly, without showing any emotion on her face, she just asked lightly: "Really? Then what is called loving someone?"

He Mingfeng didn't answer directly, but brought up a past event: "Do you still remember? At your coming-of-age ceremony, I didn't give you a gift. In fact, the gift was with me. I spent a long time preparing for that gift. ...But Gu Yunshen sent the Silver Moon Crown with great fanfare, I don't think my gift is the best, and I really can't give it away, so even though I know you are disappointed, I still tell you, I forgot to prepare a gift."

He intertwined tentatively with Shen Liangyue's fingers, and slowly said: "I put my emotions and face above yours, which made me often regret it when I think about it later. I wouldn't love you at that time, I Too many practices are actually selfish without knowing it, but I know now, I should put your feelings and needs in the first consideration, value you more than myself..."

"Actually, no matter what you give me, I think it is the best." Shen Liangyue said with a sigh: "I really loved you at that time."

How much confusion was contained in the word "at that time", He Mingfeng's heart trembled, Shen Liangyue had never been so straightforward.

She expresses her feelings for him in vain, but everything is in the past.

"I'm tired, you can go back too, good night." Shen Liangyue seemed unwilling to say any more with him, her profile was like a statue of a jade carving, and she was not at all moved by He Mingfeng's confession just now.

"...Then go to bed early and sleep well." He Mingfeng reluctantly let go of his hand, got up and went back to his room lonely with his head down.He had imagined Shen Liangyue's reaction when he heard these words, maybe he would angrily accuse him of being absurd, or maybe shed tears of regret, but he never thought that he would be so indifferent.

Don't all good things just stay in the past?Could it be that their feelings can only be recalled at that time?Of course He Mingfeng was not reconciled, but from Shen Liangyue's attitude, he couldn't see any hope.Preoccupied, he swallowed a sleeping pill, injected another muscle relaxant, and lay on the bed like a stiff corpse.

The suffocating melancholy and drowsiness struck together, like a huge stone was pressed on his heart, his mind was being oppressed to sink down, but he heard a low sigh of regret while he was in a trance.He Mingfeng frowned, struggling to wake up, trying to open his eyes to see if someone came to his bedside, and if the person who came was the person he thought of.But his eyelids were as heavy as a mountain, and he couldn't break free from the heavy falling body with all his strength. His consciousness was tightly imprisoned in his body and sank into the oppressive darkness.

In the dark sky, there was a white hand gently stroking his hair—as if it was the only salvation and light in the dark world.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-07-2608:38:24~2020-07-2710:09:52期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: 1 and Caolong rea;

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: 2 old snows from the old city; coffee beans melted in old tofu cubes, fox at 1 pm, gifted by Bai Yunxiu, and [-] Zeji;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of snow; 2 bottles of small copper coins; 1 bottle of Tangli Yingxue and irritable rice;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!