Can't Su

Today is the annual Carnival of the Night.Those well-dressed and abstinent elites on weekdays lost their usual restraint and hugged with the people around them casually, and the dance floor was even more crowded with excited crowds.

Colorful lights flickered on the dance floor, and everyone's exaggerated and distorted faces looked even more hideous under the distorted lights. Everyone was screaming wantonly, dancing wildly, and making physical contact with other people frantically.

This is the ugliest moment for these high-ranking people every year.Su Xiao leaned against the window of the box on the second floor, commenting indifferently.

What kind of woman is this?The long hair is tied up, leaving only a strand on the right side.The face is extremely beautiful, she is not the most traditional kind of classical beauty, but more of a vixen.The peach-blossom eyes with upturned tails are amazingly charming in the flowing light, and there is a slight mocking arc on the lips, which seems to be a smile that is not a smile, but it makes people want to sacrifice everything in exchange for a favor from the beauty smile.She was wearing a bright red cheongsam, outlining the exquisite curves, adding a bit of charm under the dim light.

She just leaned against the window, holding a cigarette rod in her slender white hand, and knocked casually on the table next to her. It was obviously just an extremely casual movement, but it carried indescribable elegance and arrogance.

This is the ruler here, the queen of night, Su Xiao.

What Su Xiao hates the most every year is this time, when everyone tacitly takes off their disguised shells to reveal their disgusting desires and desires.These are the so-called celebrities, Su Xiao frowned casually, and inadvertently saw Qin Su sitting in a corner wearing a white shirt.

He crossed his legs, leaned on the sofa, closed his eyes and listened to the strong rhythmic background music.There was no emotion on his face, only his left hand was tidying the cuff of his right hand from time to time.

He is extremely irritable.Su Xiao interpreted Qin Su's emotions.

Few people know that Qin Su is Su Xiao's son.

Su Xiao doesn't like calling his son Qin Su.He was her baby, and he had the name she had given between their mother and child.But Su Xiao also knew that if she chose to let Qin Su return to the Qin family, it meant that she gave up the name between them.This is the retribution of one's own choice.

Su Xiao lowered his head and stroked the pipe in his hand.This was a parting gift from Qin Su, who was only 13 back then.

She still remembered that little Qin Su patted herself on the shoulder with a serious face: "Mom, I'm leaving, you have to take good care of yourself."

Then, Qin Su handed her a pipe.It is a long-handled pipe that looks slender, without any other extra patterns, and it seems that the workmanship is not very fine.He said: "Mom, don't smoke anymore. It's bad for your health. If you can't do it, use a pipe. They say that using a pipe is better than smoking."

She put down the pipe with tears in her eyes, and watched him get into the high-end car and disappear in front of her.

At this time, he is actually very outgoing when he is young, and he will express his relationship with his family extremely straightforwardly.I remember that when Xiao Qinsu hadn't left her, when the mother and son went home two nights, they would tell the interesting stories of the whole day and their relationship with each other at the dinner table.At that time, Qin Su's eyes would become bright, and he would dance and talk about funny things at the dining table, looking very cheerful.

But when they met again a few years later, Qin Su seemed to be another person.A person who is perfect to hypocrisy, gentle and considerate, gentle and refined.Su Xiao knew that this was his fault.It is the sin that should be borne by oneself.

Su Xiao, who woke up from the memory, found that someone was walking towards Qin Su, who seemed to be drunk, and wanted to pull Qin Su into the dance floor forcefully.Qin Su's expression remained unchanged, he easily broke free from the man's restraint, and after a few words, he drew the man's attention to the other side.

Su Xiao looked at Qin Su, his expression didn't change at all, he watched the man stumbling towards the crowd, then sat back to his seat, closed his eyes and rested.

Su Xiao walked slowly to the door. This is her exclusive box, and there is always a special person guarding the door.She opened the door and said to the little waiter at the door: "Please let Qin Su come up."

The little waiter obviously just came here not long ago, he stared blankly at Su Xiaomeng's blushing face, nodded in a panic, and rushed downstairs.

Before Su Xiao had time to tell him who Qin Su was, this reckless child disappeared immediately.She couldn't help chuckling, then turned her head to look at the man next to him with a cigarette dangling in his face, "Where did you find this kid? It's very interesting."

"My nephew." The man put down his cigarette and explained, "He wants to come over and take a look. He's a waiter or something. So I put him here with you." But I was worried that something might happen to you, so I stood at the door all the time. watch.

Understanding the man's unfinished words from the burning eyes, Su Xiao looked away to see the gradually appearing figure.

Qin Su walked up the stairs unsteadily, followed by the little waiter with his head hanging down. It was obvious that Qin Su had said something to him, so he looked particularly uncomfortable.When he saw Su Xiao, he showed a gentle smile, walked a few steps quickly and stretched out his arms to hug Su Xiao, and at the same time, he did not forget to give a gentle look to the frowning man next to him.

The man jumped in anger, but he could only watch Su Xiao pull Qin Su into the box and close the door without hesitation.

"Mom." Qin Su's expression softened a bit, but he still wore that gentle mask.

"It will be much quieter here, you can go to sleep." Su Xiao didn't say much either, not knowing when their relationship with each other could no longer be expressed frankly.

Qin Su was smart since he was a child.He can always choose the most beneficial way to protect himself.This may have something to do with his wandering life with him when he was a child, and he was too young at that time, and sometimes even little Qin Su planned for himself.

What impressed Su Xiao the most was when Qin Su was just in elementary school, she was called to the office by the teacher, and saw Qin Su with a bruised nose and swollen face and four or five boys who were crying all the time.The little boy just stood there alone, his face full of dissatisfaction and sarcasm.

At that time, under Mrs. Qin's relentless pursuit, she had no choice but to agree to Shen Wei to become Miss Ye Shi.She is obviously capable, but she has finally fallen to this point because of the evil power. She is full of resentment and unwillingness. At this time, she is really in the worst state.So when she saw this scene in the office, her first reaction was to rush over and slap Qin Su hard.Then he apologized to the parents of his classmates and took Qin Su home.

Qin Su didn't cry when he was beaten, and he didn't cry when he was escorted to apologize. It wasn't until he got home that he wiped his tears with his hands and cried, "Mom...they said bad things about you."

This is the real reason why the always smart Qin Su chose such a clumsy solution.She couldn't take it anymore when she heard Qin Su's crying voice.This is her baby!It was the baby she gave birth to desperately under everyone's contemptuous eyes!It is the baby who has been well-behaved and sensible in the past few years and never complained!

She knelt on the ground and cried while hugging Qin Su at the door of the temporarily rented house.The weather was not good that day, and the wind howling in the alleys carried the dirty smell unique to the slums, and even the wild dogs that often haunted it were all gone.The coldness came from all directions, making her tremble uncontrollably.

She felt the little Qin Su gently put her hand on her head, with a crying tone in her voice: "Mom, don't cry. I won't do this next time." Her strength stroked her hair, making her cry even more fiercely in an instant.

Since then, they have changed.

She began to accept her identity, and hid all her emotions, using her proud learning talent to learn...if she could become more famous.In that year, she became the top card in the night.

It was Qin Su who made her feel bad.He left everyone with the impression of being "well-behaved, obedient, and good at learning". He is blocking his true self and learning how to be a child who will make the most people like him.

A few years ago, she met Qin Su's former elementary school classmate, and he greeted her respectfully.After chatting for a few words, she finally found out what Qin Su had done.He learned to use covert means to achieve his ends.

"You don't know. We had complicated feelings for the boss back then. On the one hand, we liked him very much, but on the other hand, we were very afraid of him. No matter who it is, as long as it speaks ill of you in public, there will always be someone in the future. Two special incidents. The most serious one was the one who insulted you so badly, he dropped out of school directly after half a month!"

She doesn't know.She thought that Qin Su had simply become obedient. She didn't expect that he might inherit not only his own intelligence, but also his father's cunning.That's actually pretty good, at least she won't be cheated like she is.But she is distressed.

The student who looked particularly well-behaved and perfect in the past was a mask.The gentle and jade-like youth standing in front of her is also a mask.

The only good thing is that he is still young.So the mask was not particularly well worn.He is naughty occasionally, with the childishness unique to teenagers.He would play tricks on the little waiter on a whim, and he would play tricks on the little fat man of the Qin family in different ways.

She has never been a good mother.However, Qin Su has always been the best son.

"What are you thinking, you." Qin Su was a little helpless, he poured himself a glass of boiled water, and poured a warm glass for Su Xiao by the way.

"It's nothing." Su Xiao came back to his senses, took the warm water in Qin Su's hand, and motioned him to sit down.

Qin Su was not polite either, he simply sat on the biggest sofa, and curled up on the sofa as soon as he took off his shoes.

"You kid." Su Xiao shook his head, and a smile flowed from his peach blossom eyes similar to Qin Su's.Then she put the snacks aside on the coffee table, and saw Qin Su's happy eyes with satisfaction.At this time, she is no longer a nightclub queen, she is just an ordinary mother who misses her son.

Su Xiao looked at Qin Su quietly, this was an extremely rare time alone, she didn't want to waste it.The chaotic carnival is still outside the window, but it has nothing to do with her, as long as she is here, quietly guarding her Qin Su is enough.

The author has something to say:

This... I feel that the writing is limited and I don't know if I can express what I want to express.

Qin Su, a perfectionist obsessive-compulsive disorder, actually had a good time~ But Su Xiao was still young at the time, and didn't know how to raise children, let alone how to educate them. Fortunately, Qin Su had a high EQ and did not grow crooked.Tenderness or otherwise, these are just masks.The real Qin Su is a naughty kid full of vicious humor.

Replying to the question I asked before - he really didn't think Dongfang Xiu's words were flirtatious.He values ​​feelings but doesn’t believe in feelings (this is hard to say from Su’s mother’s point of view, let’s explain it in Qin Su’s monologue next time), and his mother who worked in a nightclub since childhood has a different understanding of this kind of thing than normal people ( Although this product is pretending to be normal).

Originally, I just wanted Qin Susu Susu (you can tell by the name), but it says that even if he is not a perfect man in the traditional sense, he is also the most handsome Gong in my family!So, this is his main character~

Also, don't you guys think that in the last chapter, the real shou drew love and idiots on his notebook, which is super cute? QAQ and more, do you think, in fact, Mama Su can also be the heroine of Mary Suwen, do you~ especially now that she has been honed over the years~~~ I actually quite love her!

The next chapter is the extra episode of the three men in the second world~~ Sleepy=_=, I’m going to bed first, good night everyone