Can't Su

It's the beginning of the year, and it's time for the whole family to reunite and celebrate the New Year.The snow fell heavily this year, and all the scenery was covered with a thick layer of white, covering all the ugliness, creating a pure and hypocritical world silently.

Lin Ye didn't wear very thick clothes. He had thermal underwear inside and a custom-made suit outside.He walked slowly on the street, the street was very quiet in the early morning, he could clearly hear the sound of his stepping on the snow when he was walking, so he also heard the laughter of children not far away It was clear that he was walking alone like this, holding a bouquet of bright red roses in his hand, with his head down, not knowing what he was thinking.

"Ouch."

Lin Ye felt a huge impact coming towards him. He felt a little unsteady for a moment, and took several steps back. Finally, he stood still. He subconsciously looked at the bouquet in his arms. It was okay. fine.

The moment he relaxed, another shock hit him, and the child with a fierce face bit his hand and slapped him fiercely.He yelled unreasonably, "How dare you bump into me."

Lin Ye only felt a pain in his hand, and couldn't help but want to push the child aside, but the moment he let go, he saw the bouquet in his hand fall straight to the ground.

This is a bouquet of delicate red roses. The warm red and cold white form an extremely sharp contrast.The petals were scattered on the ground, like blood slowly flowing from the bouquet, sporadically printed on the snow, extremely glaring.

"I'm sorry, sir. My brother is not sensible." When Lin Ye was staring at Rose in a daze, a teenager pulled the boy over, and he patted the back of his brother's head lightly with some headaches, "Apologize."

"It's okay." Lin Ye waved his hands wearily. He squatted on the ground, picked up the bouquet carefully, and removed the snow sticking to it bit by bit.

The boy who was forgiven breathed a sigh of relief, and dragged his brother away.Lin Ye watched the older child helplessly teach his brother a lesson as he walked, and finally disappeared around the corner.

He looked down at the flowers that were not as delicate as before, and there was a trace of bitterness in his eyes: "Can't even protect the gift I want to give you...?"

He continued to walk on the street, the edges of his high-end leather shoes were covered with snow particles.He didn't care, as if fulfilling some kind of sacred promise, he walked on the street with a solemn attitude.At dawn, the sun finally appeared, reflecting a dazzling white light on the snow.

He finally stopped, and after talking to the tomb guards, he slowly walked into the depths of the cemetery, where his beloved younger brother, the younger brother he killed with his own hands, was there.

The boy with a bright smile on the tombstone looked straight at him.There was a trace of tenderness in his eyes, he squatted on the ground, and directly removed the nearby snow with his hands.

It's actually very cold.When his hand touched the snow on the ground, it felt like a needle prick, but he still slowly and carefully brushed the snow away with his own hands.

Lin Ye's hands were red from the cold, but he didn't feel much cold anymore.Just like him that night, watching Ye Hua die calmly, he thought he was calm, but in fact it was just numb from the cold and numb from the pain.

But no matter what, he couldn't ignore this hatred.Sometimes he wonders, is man really an extremely selfish animal, or is it just that he doesn't love deeply enough?He can't abandon hatred like the protagonists in those so-called TV dramas.In order to appease his restless heart from time to time, he had no choice but to personally send his dear boy to death.

But his young man didn't show mercy, he used the last letter to keep himself who wanted to die together, silently let himself accept the disgust of everyone, silently let himself bear the pain of losing him alone.

"The Ye family is over, little leaf." Lin Ye put the rose on the ground, then sat on the ground himself, leaning on the tombstone and looking at the sky.

"But it's useless for such a deserted family to come. The happiest people jumping around now are the idiots from the sidelines."

"Don't worry, the Ye family will not collapse until I die, and I will protect your hard work."

"I will live a good life according to your orders. No matter how hard or painful it is, I will live."

……

Lin Ye leaned on the tombstone and babbled, telling Ye Hua the situation bit by bit.The chill slowly seeped into his body, into his bone marrow, so he was smiling all the time, and the tears had long been frozen and could no longer flow.

The sky was getting dark gradually, and the winter night always fell very quickly, he felt that it was time to leave before he had been with Xiao Ye Zi for long.

"Tomorrow is Ye's very important meeting. I can't be late, little leaf." Lin Ye stood up while supporting the tombstone. After sitting for too long and freezing for too long, his limbs were almost numb.He solemnly explained the reason for his departure to Ye Hua's photo, "Next time, I will definitely accompany you more."

He suddenly remembered that one day after Ye Hua died, he finally stepped into his room.Finally a letter was found in the drawer. "You never deny that you killed me, Xiao Yezi. But now you let me continue to live, how cruel are you?"

After standing up, he gave a wry smile, bent down and dropped a kiss on the cold photo.

"Little Yezi, did I never say that?"

"I love you."