don't you want me

Years ago Ling Ke was almost done with his single work, Liu Su wanted him to show up more, but Ling Ke wanted to spend more time for the New Year.The main reason is that Xia Shen will start school in the spring after the next year, and Ling Ke can't wait to spend all his time tenderly, making it look like parting from life to death.

But no matter how many announcements are pushed, there is no way to push down the promotion of "Flame".

"Flame" is scheduled for the Spring Festival, and now it is starting to be tested one after another.Ling Ke got a lot of trial screening tickets, and wanted to give two to Wang Jue and the others, but he didn't expect Liang Xiaoke to come back again.Ling Ke awkwardly gave an extra card, originally wanted Xia Shen to be with them, but now he just wanted to keep Xia Shen far away.

Liang Xiaoke didn't know where he knew that Ling Ke was not very happy to give him movie tickets, so he called to greet him.

"Star Ling, can you be a little more generous, this girl already has a boyfriend, and she still remembers those old things, I said I didn't cheat you too much, I just posted a post to clarify and apologize, you How long do you have to remember?"

Ling Ke: ...

Why do you feel like it doesn't make sense?

Ling Ke was a little awkward, and had to apologize to this aunt, it was really not worth the candle.

People, it's better to be bold, and you have to pretend to be decent if you are not brave, so don't be caught by others.

This is the truth of life that Ling Ke learned from Miss Liang.

Ling Ke took the remaining few tickets to the company. He wanted to send a few tickets to the people in the company, but when he arrived at the company, he found out that there was no need for him to send them to the company. Don't force it.

It was only then that Ling Ke realized that although he had traveled all over the country and abroad in the past few years, he really didn't have many people who could be regarded as friends.

Ling Ke was feeling sad alone, when Li Xiuran's cynical voice, whom he hadn't seen for a long time, reappeared.

I heard that Li Xiuran went to the deep mountains and old forests to shoot a martial arts movie, which was directed by a big foreign director, and he just returned to the company not long ago.For that film, Li Xiuran shaved his head, and now there is only a thin layer of black stubble on his head. When Liu Su saw it, he scolded him severely.

Compared to Li Xiuran's dedication, Ling admired him, so Li Xiuran looked down on him, and had nothing to say to him when he was ridiculed. He was just a little fresh meat for making money.

Alas, Ling Ke felt that he was really depraved, and he felt ashamed for himself.

"Why are you blocking the way?"

Li Xiuran glanced coldly at the person standing at the door of the lounge.

"Excuse me, Brother Xiu Ran, would you like to come in?"

"Your movie is about to be released."

Ling Ke was overwhelmed by the flattery, but he never thought that Li Xiuran could still care about him, a junior, although the other party knew to a large extent that it was because of the better publicity.

"The Spring Festival file that was scheduled is now on trial screening."

Li Xiuran glanced at the ticket in Ling Ke's hand, and said lightly.

Seeing this, Ling shamelessly sold himself, "There are still preview tickets here, Brother Xiu Ran, you can go and see it if you are free." Ling is shameless, and it is common for Li Xiuran to fight overtly and secretly. It has become a pleasure after his acting life.

According to Li Xiuran's usual attitude, nine times out of ten he would satirize him and then refuse.

However, Li Xiuran accepted it with dignity this time.

"Thanks, I'll definitely check it out."

Eh?

"No matter how bad your acting is, isn't there still the actor Anda supporting him?"

Ling Ke: Hehe.

Ling Ke walked around the company afterwards, but quite a few people wanted to see it.

Ling Ke went back satisfied.

On the day of the screening, Ling Ke went to gather with An Ji and Director Li first, only then did Ling Ke discover that there was a heroine.

This heroine is an acting school and not very well-known, but the shots are all high-quality goods, she is definitely not someone like Ling Ke making money, others are completely artists.

Ling Ke deeply felt that he, Dehe, could join such a crew, he really had eaten the pie that fell from the sky and didn't know it.

They were sitting in the first row, Ling didn't know if Xia Shen and the others had come, and he didn't know where they would sit, so he kept looking for someone secretly while watching the movie.

After the movie played for more than ten minutes, Ling Ke felt the phone vibrate.

It was Xia Shen's text message.

"Don't look, it's the seventh from the right in the fourth row at the back."

Ling Ke turned his head and looked over, facing Xia Shen's eyes looking at him.

Ling Ke was finally satisfied, straightened his body and concentrated on watching the movie.

It is also the first time the effect of the film is formed, I have to say, it is very shocking.So much so that when he himself appeared under the camera, he felt unreal.

The latter part is pretty good.But inexplicably feel that I am so pitiful.

Ling Ke has made movies and TV shows, but he has never watched the ones he made, and it feels awkward to watch.

It's the first time that I, as the protagonist, come to a trial screening to watch a film I act in.Ling didn't dare to watch the intimacy scene. He secretly glanced at the people in the back row.Ling Ke remembered how he wanted to refuse but still greet when he took the photo, and his face burned red when he was stunned.

The people in the back row saw him and smiled at him, but Ling Ke felt that the smile was "meaningful", so he quickly turned his head away, it was so embarrassing.

Alas, I don't know what Xia Shen thought.But he didn't dare to look back.

Seeing Jing Yuan die bravely at the end, Ling Ke himself shed tears of sympathy for the characters in the film.It's too awful.

When the film finished, the scene was silent for a long time, and then there was warm applause.The sound lasted for a long time, and the applause of many well-known film critics represented their praise for the film.

After the curtain call, Li Jin and the actors hugged one by one. When they arrived at Ling Ke, Director Li said sadly, "You have talent, but you are lacking in hard work and motivation. You have to be forced by others."

Ling Ke resentfully said yes, seeing that Li Jin was furious again.

An Ji patted Director Li, turned to Ling Ke and said, "Director Li is right, if you want to go on this road, you need to think about where you want to stop."

Ling Ke nodded half understanding.

An Ji saw that he didn't understand much of his and Li Jin's painstaking efforts, "If you have any questions, you can ask me and Director Li, don't waste your good talent."

Although Ling Ke didn't know how his talent was discovered by the two of them, he was really moved. He stumbled on this road, and he made it by himself. No one gave him any advice on how to walk. , or where to go, even he himself thinks that he is making money, and he can only make money in this line of work.

"Thank you, thank you Brother An Ji, thank you director." Ling Ke was about to cry, his voice was a little nasal.

An Ji and Li Jin looked at each other, "I'm going to cry, we don't have tissues to wipe your tears."

Alas, well, can you not spoil the atmosphere like this.

But he couldn't cry after all, Ling Ke was holding back his tears when Xia Shen came backstage.

Everyone had already tacitly understood the matter between him and Xia Shen, and when they saw someone coming, they casually ordered a few more words to let him go.

Ling Ke was sleepy in the car, Xia Shen asked him if he wanted to have a celebration banquet for his movie with Wang Jue and the others.

"There is also a celebration banquet, what are you celebrating?"

"Congratulations on your success in co-starring with the actor."

Ling Ke resisted the urge to roll his eyes and said, "Thank you Wang Jue, idiot, I'd be an idiot if I went."

Xia Shen patted his head again, "Unhappy?"

"No." Ling Ke thought for a while and asked, "Do you think I have no ambitions?"

Xia Shen didn't speak, Ling Ke took it as acquiescence, "Oh, I know, but I just want to eat and be lazy."

"What nonsense," Xia Shen wiped Ling Ke's chin with one hand, "You just need to calm down and think about it."

Ling Ke looked sideways at Xia Shen's driving. Fortunately, he got his driver's license when he was in college, otherwise he would have to work hard.

"You all say that, but what am I thinking?" Ling Ke was confused.

Xia Shen said, "Think about what you like."

"I like you." Ling Ke said out of reflex, Xia Shen couldn't help laughing, "Except for this."

well.Ling Ke sighed, maybe he still has money.But he didn't say it.He couldn't guarantee that Xia Shen wouldn't beat him after hearing this.

When the new year was approaching, Ren Xue called back and asked if they wanted to go to play.When Ling Ke found out, Xia Shen had already refused.

Ling Ke doesn't follow him, he can't go anywhere because there are so many people in the country, foreign countries are so good, he can do whatever he wants, not to mention, domestic and foreign countries are the same for him, and there is Ren Xue who is so eager for Xia in foreign countries. Be careful with relatives, domestic, domestic...

Ling Ke refused to let go of his protest, but from morning until night, he still protested to no avail.He simply treated it negatively, sulking all his life.

Xia Shen was so helpless that he was so popular that he didn't even eat dinner.Xia Shen put down his work and went to coax people.

"Can you come in?" Xia Shen pretended to knock on the door twice, but there was no response as expected. "I came in?"

Ling Ke was wrapped in the quilt without saying a word.

"Don't you really want to eat? Someone said in the morning that they want to eat braised pork, and it's already out of the pot."

Ling was unmoved. Is he the kind of person who would give up his principles just for a little food?Xia Shen also looked down on him too much.

"Come out quickly, it's not good for your health to be trapped in the quilt."

Heh, it's worse for your health if you make me sulk.

"Hey, since you won't get up, forget it. I'll leave the braised pork. You can eat it tomorrow when you get up."

Wait, why don't you try harder?Hearing the sound of footsteps, Ling Ke gritted his teeth and got up.

"I'll go, Xia Shen, why are you like this, you really don't care about me! What do you say I'm starving?"

Xia Shen: ...

"Hey, didn't you leave?" Ling Ke looked at the person who was leaning against him at the door of the bathroom, and suddenly felt that he had lost his mind.

"If not, would you like to get up?"

Xia Shen came over and pulled the person to her side, "Ke Ke, I don't want to go abroad to celebrate the New Year because of Aunt Li. What do you think of us going back to see Auntie for the New Year this year?"

Ling Ke's body stiffened obviously, and Xia Shen hugged him into his arms distressedly, "Let's go and see Auntie together, please forgive her, it's not easy for her to be alone all these years."

"But," Ling Ke wanted to refuse, but he didn't know what to say.These years, he has sent things to Li Shu every Chinese New Year, and when he has some money, he regularly transfers money to Li Shu's card. He hasn't checked it, but he knows that Li Shu has never touched the money on the card.These years, he never dared to appear in front of her.

According to Li Shu's personality and education background, Xia Shen couldn't figure out why he had such a big resistance to Ling Ke's coming out.

Xia Shen had inquired with Wang Jue and the others, but Ling Ke had knelt at home all night before returning, and since then, he has never returned.They didn't know exactly what happened, and Ling Ke didn't want to say it, but they knew from the outside that Li Shu and Ling Ke'en had broken up.

"Coco, can you tell me what happened?"

Ling Ke was dumbfounded as if he didn't hear Xia Shen's words.

"cocoa?"

"Xia Shen, you know, my mother told me the other day that she really hated homosexuality. She wasted most of her life, and she never wanted to be entangled with homosexuality for the rest of her life. She said, let me not appear in front of her. before."

Ling Ke stared at the front with empty eyes, the past flooded him like a tide.

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