old cosmic particle

23

The only time Su saw the dead Nan Yuan again was in the noisy hall of the main artery.

There are four prismatic pillars made of red bricks in the hall of the main artery, and Southeast Asian style wall lamps are nailed on all sides, emitting a warm yellow light, illuminating the surrounding pillars.Nan Yuan was standing beside one of the pillars, standing there quietly, the lights were all shining on him, like a bloodless wax figure.Su Weiyi looked around him, everyone was doing their own thing, chatting, drinking, smoking, playing with their phones with their heads down, shaking to the music, no one noticed the uninvited ghost.

Su Weiyi stared at the ghost Nan Yuan for a long time, but the latter still did not disappear and remained motionless. However, Su Weiyi couldn't see where Nan Yuan's gaze was directed. Nan Yuan's eyes seemed to be covered with a shadow. In the light, the eyes are filled with incredible darkness.Su Weiyi grabbed Liu Zhengyou's sleeve and said, Liu Zhengyou, look over there.Liu Zhengyou turned his head, "Where are you looking?"

"The pillar."

"What? Eason Chan's poster?"

"No, next to the pillar, do you see anyone there?"

"Yes," Liu Zhengyou said, "Su Weiyi, are you blind? Isn't there a bunch of people there? Didn't you see that big table?"

Nan Yuan was still standing there, but no one could see him, except Su Weiyi.Su Weiyi wanted to walk up to Nan Yuan and chat for a while, but Nan Yuan was transparent in the eyes of others and did not exist. Su Wei Wei didn't want to be mistaken for a psychopath, so he picked up a glass of wine and poured it down hard. abdomen. "Fuck, my cup, why don't you drink it." Liu Zhengyou said.

"Where's the cotton?" Ou Huiye suddenly asked Liu Zhengyou.

"That's right, it's Valentine's Day, where's your cotton?" Xi Tian responded.

"It's not obvious, we broke up." Liu Zhengyou lit a cigarette and put it in his mouth. "She dumped me and ran away with a guy who was a third-year high school painter."

Su Weiyi looked at the pillar again, Nan Yuan was still there, still in the same appearance as before, facing Su Weiyi, but Su Weiyi still felt that Nan Yuan's eyes were not on him.Mo Shiguang came over. Mo Shiguang passed through Nan Yuan's body and walked here as if nothing had happened.Su Weiyi called him, "Mo Shiguang, are you planning to join the band?"

"I just knocked and played." Mo Shiguang sat on the empty seat next to Tang Tairan, took out a cigarette case from his purse, and Xi Tian handed him a bronze lighter from the opposite side.

Nan Yuan's ghost started to move, Su Weiyi held his breath and stared at the mysterious dead man.The ghost Nan Yuan didn’t walk fast. Wearing a pair of slightly worn-out shoes, he walked among the crowd, passed through people’s bodies, passed through pillars, tables, chairs, sofas, potted plants, and finally stood in front of a picture frame.Su Wei stood up abruptly.where did you go?Liu Zhengyou asked him.Go to the bathroom, he replied.

Su Weiyi walked quickly to Nan Yuan's side. There was not much light here, and it was a remote location. If you don't observe carefully, no one will easily find this place.Su Weiyi heaved a sigh of relief, but just to be on the safe side, he took out his mobile phone and put it on his ear, pretending to be on the phone.Nanyuan, Su Weiwei said in a low voice.

Nan Yuan rolled his eyes, looked at Su Weiyi strangely, and said, Hello, Su Weiyi.

"Are you a ghost?"

"Yes."

"What are you doing here?"

"Play."

"Nobody can see you."

"Yes, except you."

"I don't seem to know you well before?"

"I'm not familiar with any of you, except Mo Shiguang."

"Then why only I can see you?"

"Why?" Nan Yuan repeated stiffly, "Why can only you see me?"

"Are you going to kill me?"

"Why should I kill you?"

"Because you're a ghost."

Nan Yuan suddenly stretched out a finger, pointing to the weird oil painting in front of him, "This is the world after death."

Su Weiyi didn't know paintings. The oil painting in front of him was full of misty and decadent feeling, the yellow sky, the humanoid creature with only eye sockets leaning on a crutch, and there was a black four-legged monster in front of it. "what?"

"A painting by Beksinski."

"I only know Tchaikovsky." Su Weiyi said.

"You can play the piano?"

"meeting."

Su Weiyi remembered some movies about ghosts, "Is it because you still have wishes that you didn't disappear?"

Nan Yuan shook his head, "No."

"Then why didn't you reincarnate?"

"No reincarnation, no reincarnation."

Su Weiyi was a little at a loss, so he could only ask, "Why did you commit suicide? You jumped off the building."

"Because I want to fly."

"Stupid." Su Weiyi said angrily.

Seeing Mo Shiguang's figure disappear at the corner leading to the bathroom, He Yunjie gritted his teeth, mustered up his courage, stood up, and followed him to the bathroom.He Yunjie saw that Mo Shiguang had a cigarette in his hand while making a phone call.This is not a good opportunity, he thought disappointedly, he went into the compartment, opened the gate to let some water first.When he opened the door and walked out, Mo Shiguang was washing his hands. Mo Shiguang pulled out the paper hanging on the wall to wipe off the water droplets on his hands.Seeing that Mo Shiguang was about to walk out of the bathroom door, and there was no one in the bathroom right now, he stomped his feet, "Mo Shiguang, wait a minute."

"Why?" Mo Shiguang stopped and looked back at him.

"I……"

"If it's a confession, don't say it, I'm annoying." Mo Shiguang interrupted him.

Before He Yunjie could speak, Mo Shiguang was about to leave, but another person came at the door, making Mo Shiguang stop, but only for a while, Mo Shiguang didn't even look at that person, and passed by.

He Yunjie walked to the sink sadly and flushed his hands.

"You like him?" the man asked.

He Yunjie looked at that person, it was that beautiful mixed-race child, He Yunjie hesitated, nodded, and said, "But he likes you, I can tell."

"I can see that too." The half-breed said with a smile.

"...you really broke up?"

"Correct."

"Then can I chase him?" He Yunjie said cautiously.

"No."

"You all broke up, why can't I." He Yunjie became upset.

The half-breed boy suddenly approached He Yunjie and looked him over from top to bottom. He Yunjie felt more and more embarrassed in his sight and became ashamed.He Yunjie clenched his fists and looked directly at the half-breed boy who was taller than him, "What are you looking at?"

"You're not good enough for him."

He Yunjie froze in place. He didn't even notice when the half-blood left. His words kept echoing in his mind, you are not worthy of him, you are not worthy of him.He Yunjie covered his mouth and almost cried.

Xia Qianqian took the empty basket and beat it home contentedly.She got out of the taxi and received a call from He Yunjie. She said hello, but there was a sob over there.

"Whathappened?" Xia Qianqian asked eagerly.

"If, I mean if," He Yunjie said with a tremor in his voice. "If he's gay, do you think it's possible for me and him to be together?"

Xia Qianqian thought for a long time before realizing who "he" was referring to. "If Mo Shiguang is gay, I don't agree with you being together. It will take more than ten years for a person like him to settle down. It's okay to play around, don't take it seriously... Hey, are you still listening? "

"...listening."

"Besides, you are not his type."

"Type doesn't matter."

"Don't blame me for speaking badly, you put on that makeup every day, and you're not a woman, it's very strange, you know." Xia Qianqian said, "I don't know what happened to you today, but I guess it must have been rejected again? "

"Yes," He Yunjie said lazily.

"Why don't you put on makeup, it's clean and refreshing."

He Yunjie paused for a while, "Do you think I'm good enough for him?"

Xia Qianqian was silent.

"say something."

Xia Qianqian laughed dryly, "Not really worthy."

"Where is it not worthy?"

"Nowhere."

"Okay, I won't chase him anymore." He Yunjie smiled, "What does that little gay from No. [-] Middle School you mentioned last time look like? Send me a photo to take a look..."