old cosmic particle

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Mo Shiguang began to pay close attention to the bulletin boards in every community in Qiyuan City. The bulletin boards occupying one wall are pasted with large and small documents, such as renting, recruiting, lost and found, missing person notices, pet seeking notices, community announcements, There was even a big obituary, in black and white.At that time, there was no funeral home in Yuanci, so people set up funerals in the community, hung up white linen, and put up a dozen tables. At Nanyuan's funeral, people played mahjong, pushed Pai Gow, fried golden flowers, bullfights, and fights. Landlords, bragging.Sometimes, someone would blow the suona, and sometimes, there would be hoarse crying from behind the photo of Nan Yuan.

People have always wondered why the boy Nan Yuan chose to jump off the building on New Year's Eve, no one knows.They looked at Nan Yuan's suicide note. The white paper soaked in blood had a strong smell of blood. On the letter paper was a watercolor landscape painting, which was the starry sky after the rain that day, and the date was written on the lower right corner. , February 2.When people talk about Nan Yuan, most of them say that he is a good boy who is quiet, gentle, and has excellent grades, and he may be able to be admitted to the top ten key universities in the country.They shook their heads and said it's a pity that they actually suffer from depression, unlike the one in my family who doesn't understand anything and only knows how to play.

Later, the residents of Yuanci took Nan Yuan and Nan Yuan's parents as negative teaching materials. They thought that it must be because of too much study pressure, too strict parental discipline, and Nan Yuan was not lively enough and lacked the vigor that a teenager should have. None of my friends.So people said to their children and students, to make more friends, don't study hard, go out to bask in the sun, go for a walk, you must know that depression is as terrible as cancer, and Leslie Cheung did the same.When people talk about this former idol and think of Wong Ka Kui and Anita Mui, they often sigh and shake their heads to lament the impermanence of the world.Mo Shiguang's mother also educated Mo Shiguang and Mo Shiai in the same way. Mo Shiguang put on basketball shoes, picked up the basketball and walked out of the gate, saying, "Okay, then I'll go out to bask in the sun; and Mo Shiai also changed into fashionable clothes, Put on your little leather boots and blow your mother a kiss, then I'll go out and make friends too, bye, mother.Hey, eat the meal before going, my mother shouted from behind.

Mo Shiguang went through every bulletin board in Yuanci in just one day, and only found three wanted warrants, the content of which was still the same. It was a murderer who escaped from Wushuang Town. He murdered his wife because his wife Adultery.Mo Shiguang returned without success and parked his car. He saw two of his friends, Liu Zhengyou and Su Weiwei, on the basketball court in the community. He walked over.

"Hey, Mo Shiguang, let me tell you, Su Weiyi said that he saw Nan Yuan's ghost on New Year's Eve." Liu Zhengyou said.

"Su Weiyi, do you still have this ability?"

"You two know nothing." Su Weiwei seemed not in a good mood, "I've been haunted by ghosts recently, really."

Liu Zhengyou laughed loudly, "Catch it for us, what does the ghost look like? Is it the same as the movie?"

Su Weiyi snatched the basketball from Liu Zhengyou's hand and threw it into the hoop, "I won't tell you two anymore, you two don't understand anything."

It was getting dark, and the three of them went home for dinner. Before leaving, Liu Zhengyou said, "Will you two go to the main artery to play at night? It's so lively there recently, striptease."

After eating, Mo Shiguang ran to his room to turn on the computer, and entered the word "wanted" in the search bar. He clicked on the first "National Most Wanted Criminal List Query" that popped up. There were A-level warrants and B-level wanted orders on the page Ling, he thought for a long time, and poked A randomly, but the page did not exist.He clicked his tongue, scrolled down again, and clicked on one.After browsing for a long time, I didn't see Nian Sinian's name, not even one with the surname Nian.Mo Shiguang closed the website, in case he lied to me, I don’t know anything, no matter what he says, I don’t know if it’s correct, right?he thinks.

There were many little girls selling roses on the street. Mo Shiguang saw Xia Qianqian. Xia Qianqian was sitting on a small stool. In front of her was a basket of roses wrapped in plastic paper.Xia Qianqian said to Mo Shiguang who was passing by, school grass, school grass, come and buy a flower for your girlfriend.

"I don't have a girlfriend."

"Why did you break up so quickly," Xia Qianqian muttered.

Only then did Mo Shiguang realize that today is Valentine's Day. "Nobody loves it," Mo Shiguang said.

"He Yunjie loves you."

"I hope you can't sell a single flower tonight, goodbye."

The main artery is indeed very lively. The parking lot at the entrance is full of cars and motorcycles. When Mo Shiguang walked in, there were a few gangsters squatting at the entrance and smoking. One of them was very familiar. The man called him impolitely.Mo Shiguang remembered, this is the one who fought with him that night, why, Mo Shiguang looked at that person.

"Pay attention, don't vomit your fucking dick again, we have a lot of people today, be careful and die."

The gangsters ignored Mo Shiguang, and turned to look at the girls' thighs with malicious intent.

Mo Shiguang sat across from Liu Zhengyou, and everyone was there, except Liu Zhengyou's girlfriend Cotton.Deafening music roared throughout the hall, and there was a stage in the middle where a scantily clad girl danced on a pole. Colorful lights were projected on that place, making the girl's body shine brightly.People were roaring loudly, and the atmosphere was so hot that it almost ignited. Liu Zhengyou, Su Weiyi, Xi Tian, ​​and Tang Tairan ran under the stage, crying ghosts and howling. .

There was a band tuning on the other side. Mo Shiguang saw the blond Ah Lu at a glance. Ah Lu had a guitar hanging on her body. She was seriously tuning the guitar. Mo Shiguang walked over, hello, Ah Lu.

"Damn child, you scared me." Ah Lu patted her chest, "What are you doing here as a minor, it's forbidden to enter the aorta below."

Mo Shiguang looked around the band and found no one behind the drum kit, "Is there a shortage of people?"

"That's right, the drummer went home for the New Year, but he hasn't come back yet."

"I'll try." Mo Shiguang picked up two drumsticks, stepped on the metronome, and beat rhythmically.

"Okay." The bass player's eyes lit up with off-white hair, and he walked to Mo Shiguang's side, "Have you ever learned it?"

"Amen?"

Amen pressed Mo Shiguang's shoulder, "Why don't you come and take our drummer's place first? There is a salary."

After the dancing girl left, Xi Tiancai found out that Mo Shiguang was gone, but he didn't look for him specifically, he just made a phone call, but in this noisy place, Mo Shiguang didn't hear the ringtone at all.

The music of the band started, the guitar, bass, keyboard, and drum set all roared. This is an original song, with the lyrics written by Alu and the music composed by Amen.Before singing, Amen said to Mo Shiguang, it doesn't matter if you knock casually according to the rhythm, anyway, these people can't understand.

Su Weiwei had sharp eyes, and found Mo Shiguang hiding behind the drum kit on the somewhat dim bandstand. He raised his right hand and yelled, Mo Shiguang, why did you go there?The others also saw Mo Shiguang, Liu Zhengyou whistled and screamed strangely.Mo Shiguang hit the rhythm cymbal and smiled happily at his friends.When Mo Shiguang raised his head again, Youdao's eyes met his.In the colorful light spots, the man was sitting on a high stool with his elbows resting on the table next to him, showing a faint smile.Mo Shiguang couldn't look away. He began to lose sight of the people around him, and he couldn't hear the drums he beat clearly. They turned into air currents and surrounded the air. Only the sight and sight were connected together, forming a black and white checkerboard, like A stalemate game.

In the end, it was impossible to know who looked away first. Mo Shiguang only knew that after Ah Lu finished singing, he put down the drumsticks and walked aggressively towards Nian Sinian, who claimed to be a wanted criminal.People in the hall are chasing after lead singer Alu, bassist Amen, keyboardist Oshima and lead guitar tank, chatting with them and praising their music, few people care about this temporary boy who seems to be knocking randomly drummer.

Nian Sinian sat behind the lively crowd, he was alone, with a glass of Chivas Regal on the table, he always looked at Mo Shiguang with a smile, as if he had no other expression other than a smile.Mo Shiguang pushed aside the crowd, walked across two tables, and stood in front of Nian Sinian, an arm's length away.

"What are you laughing at?" Mo Shiguang asked him.

"Don't laugh, do you want me to cry?"

This was the first time that Mo Shiguang met Nian Sinian since they broke up. He didn't even go to the southern street, except today, when he went to Chengnan District, just for the damn arrest warrant.Nian Sinian suddenly grabbed Mo Shiguang's hand, his dry palm was full of coldness, but Mo Shiguang's hand was always warm.

"Although I don't want to delay you," Nian Sinian suppressed his smile, "but I miss you very much."

Mo Shiguang held Nian Sinian's cool hand instead, "Can't you stay?"

"No."

"Then don't appear in front of me." Mo Shiguang let go of his hand.

He Yunjie received a call from Xia Qianqian 10 minutes ago, Xia Qianqian happily told him that Mo Shiguang had broken up, Yunmei, you have a chance, Xia Qianqian said over there.He Yunjie hung up the phone and heard someone calling Mo Shiguang's name. He followed his sight and found Mo Shiguang behind the drum set.Mo Shiguang is undoubtedly good-looking, with black hair, long eyelashes, slender limbs, and clean and strong hands holding the drumsticks. He was still smiling just now, but after a while he stopped smiling when he raised his head.He Yunjie likes Mo Shiguang's smile, full of sunshine, so bright that almost everything will lose its luster.

A young man bathed in morning dew, warm wind and sunlight, He Yunjie once described Mo Shiguang in this way in his notebook.When He Yunjie first entered the campus, he was hit in the heart by Mo Shiguang, who was galloping on the basketball court.In the sky that day, Mo Shiguang was wearing a black jersey. He steadily caught the basketball from Ou Huiye, jumped up lightly, and shot backwards surrounded by two people who were galloping.He Yunjie didn't remember whether the ball went in or not. He only remembered Mo Shiguang's curved hand and wrists and arms with protruding bones and tendons after he threw the basketball.The basketball seemed to hit He Yunjie's chest instead of the basket.

He Yunjie followed Mo Shiguang's line of sight, first he saw the surging crowd, and then the half-breed boy.He remembered the night of Mo Shiguang's birthday, the way he deliberately ignored Mo Shiguang's eyes on the half-race boy.He Yunjie sat in the booth in the corner, and he observed the two people carefully.He thought happily that he had a chance, because Mo Shiguang's sexual orientation was no longer limited to the opposite sex.He Yunjie saw Mo Shiguang let go of the half-breed boy, turned and left expressionlessly.He Yunjie was even happier, they broke up, he said to himself, the opportunity has come.