Chasing the Deer Diary [Rebirth]

From the moment I saw Uncle Lu, I felt guilty like a crime, as if I didn't cover for Lu Yunxiu, but abducted his son to elope.

With all kinds of thoughts in my mind, I followed Lu Yunxiu into the house, and my first reaction was to pretend that I didn't know anything, put on a smiling face and said hello: "Uncle Lu."

Uncle Lu hummed, his eyes fell on his son, and he looked at him lightly and without any doubts.

Lu Yunxiu didn't even make a detour, just took out the trophy from his backpack and put it on the table next to Uncle Lu. I was terrified when I saw it. Immediately there was an illusion that Uncle Lu got up angrily and smashed the trophy into pieces.

This small room is so quiet that you can hear a needle drop, I'm afraid to break the calm even by swallowing my saliva.

"What do you mean?" Uncle Lu asked.

Lu Yunxiu, who had been bowing his head since entering the door, looked directly at his father and said, "I want to play the piano."

"I never stopped you from playing the piano." Uncle Lu said.

"I want to keep playing." Lu Yunxiu licked his lips anxiously and said.

"Yes, your freedom. Is there anything else to say?" Uncle Lu said.

Lu Yunxiu opened his mouth, finally lowered his head and said, "No more."

"Okay, go and rest. By the way, congratulations on your award." Uncle Lu smiled a little.

Lu Yunxiu's whole body collapsed, he turned around, his face was pale, and there was no blood on his tight lips.

I was a little dazed, Lu Yunxiu, who was sharp and invincible, fell on two sentences!What did the father and son decide? Is this a final decision or a discussion?

All the international trophies are held in front of Uncle Lu. Doesn't he dare to say "I want to be a pianist"?Was Uncle Lu testing his determination, or was Lu Yunxiu still unable to pass the test of resisting his father?

This kind of Lu Yunxiu is really unfamiliar to me.

I didn't intend to leave, I looked at him blankly, he turned around, but never took a step.

He suddenly raised his head, the light outside the window was reflected above his tightly locked pupils, resolute like a cold star, suppressing all sorrows.

He turned around abruptly, took a step forward and said, "Dad, I've decided..."

Uncle Lu raised a hand in time to signal him to stop, and then said: "Yunxiu, some words are said, and the face is torn. I'm not teasing you. You and I both know that the things that have been decided will not be changed. .”

"But people are always changing. Things that were not dared to do before may not be dared to do now, and things that cannot be done now may not be impossible in the future." Lu Yunxiu said.

I listened dumbfounded to the communication between their father and son, and the conversation between me and my dad came quietly deep in my memory.When I was young, the old man raised me like a pet, he hugged me and stroked my head when I had nothing to do, tried my best to satisfy all my wishes, and would give me a chance to make trouble and forget about the unreasonable ones.

Do relatives have to have such a rational and cold debate?

"The biggest advantage of young people is that they like to think things for the better." Uncle Lu said with a smile.

Lu Yunxiu said, "Not only thinking about it, but also doing it."

"Can you? Then do you still remember what you promised me? Have you done it now? No, and you openly used the reason of 'people change' to prevaricate me." Uncle Lu sighed.

Lu Yunxiu's face flushed red, and his voice lowered suddenly, "Dad, can you give me some confidence?"

"I didn't give it to you. You ask how much of what you think in your heart is used to convince me, and how much is used to convince yourself? I'm afraid it's as much. You think that convincing me is convincing yourself. It's too naive. You can't fully believe in yourself, what's the point of convincing me. Am I the bottom line of life? Let me tell you, no. You don't need to talk to me here, the reality is already in front of you. You are tired, go to rest Go." Uncle Lu said calmly.

"..."

Lu Yunxiu was speechless!

Oh my god, it was an eye-opener at that time, Uncle Lu's mouth seemed to be locked, he knocked Lu Yunxiu down to the ground, and even kicked him, he would never have a chance to stand up in this life.

But apart from optimism, young people also have another characteristic, which is stubbornness!

Lu Yunxiu's donkey temper came up, and he stiffened his neck and didn't flinch.

After a while, he slowly said, "Since the future is unknown, why can't I choose what I like?"

As soon as I heard it, it's okay, this kid is enlightened, which can be regarded as a powerful sentence.

He continued: "Dad, I wanted to learn sketching when I was in junior high school. You said that if you plan to learn, you should study hard and take it seriously. Later, I bought books to study by myself and won the first prize in the school competition, and you agreed to let me go to class. At that time, as you said, I took your decision as a kind of insurance. I tried my best to see if I could do it. I asked you because I was not sure, so I asked you to discuss it. Yes, it was a negotiation. But now Not this time, I have already decided, I just came to tell you. I want to be a pianist," he pointed to the trophy on the table, "I also have the ability to become a pianist."

It's not bad that they are father and son!I seemed to applaud him, great job, the counterattack has begun.

However, I am still too naive, young people just like to think things in the right direction.

When I thought Uncle Lu was speechless, he opened his mouth and sent a message.

The three words pianist undoubtedly stimulated him, he let out a long breath, leaned back and raised his legs.

I have only seen this appearance three times, one of which was when Zhu Jun made headlines in a bar last year, and he was ideologically educated, only when Uncle Lu was out of breath.

"Yunxiu, you don't look back until you hit the south wall. There is a saying that the bystander is clear, and there is a saying that the son is not like the father. Okay, let's take these as nonsense. Let me ask you, you have an exam in the first year of high school , a student in class two took your first place, do you still remember how you reviewed during that time?"

Lu Yunxiu finally encountered a question that he could answer with high spirits, but out of his understanding of his old fox father, he said cautiously: "Remember, work hard day and night," and then he did not forget to emphasize, "I have achieved satisfactory results in the next exam. .” That is to return to the first throne.

"Oh," Uncle Lu extended his voice with a smile, "Then do you think that time was happy? Why didn't I see you working so hard?"

Lu Yunxiu was stunned, he didn't have the problem of a dead duck's mouth, he always remembered that he was communicating with his father, so he didn't pull his neck and shout: "Happy is happy, you can control it." This was very rare when he was a teenager quality, at least I can't do it.

He thought for a while and said: "At the moment when I finally achieved the ideal result, I felt that all the efforts were worthwhile, and I would be willing to do it all over again. And the occasional failure will also promote me to improve my level. I think it is good to accept it. Challenges are a virtuous cycle."

Uncle Lu smiled even more cordially. Now that he thought about it, he almost wrote "this kid is in a suit" on his face.

"Have you ever thought about what if you will never achieve the results you want? Have you ever thought that maybe you will always be working hard day and night, but you will never see the day when you will succeed? As you said just now, the biggest Happiness comes from the realization of goals. Of course, anything in the future is unpredictable, and it does not rule out that you may be a late blooming genius. But Yunxiu, as far as playing the piano is concerned, you think becoming a pianist is something you have seriously considered Are you trying to prove something on the spur of the moment? Do you only allow success and not fail, or accept any result calmly?"

Lu Yunxiu opened his mouth and said nothing, but clenched his fists tightly,

I was surprised how he gave up resistance so easily. I knew he really liked piano, which was different from other hobbies, so I tremblingly helped me: "Uncle Lu, this, this, other choices are also good. It’s not necessarily better than this, so it’s better to choose the one you like.”

"Xiao Lu makes sense, but do you go back and do some things knowing that you won't succeed?" Uncle Lu gave me an appreciative look at me for speaking for my friend, and his eyes softened a little, but this did not prevent him from giving Lu Yunxiu the best of luck. Take strong medicine.

Uncle Lu said: "Some things are a child's work. If you miss it, you will lose the opportunity forever. The most talented people can't do it arbitrarily. Let me ask you, Chopin, Mozart, Beethoven, Liszt, Brahms, these How old do people learn to play the piano? How about you? When you were young, you fought against your mother and refused to practice, and only started playing the piano after she passed away. Were you ten years old or almost 11 years old at that time?"

Lu Yunxiu's face was pale.I never heard him mention his mother, so there was such a passage.

"I will never stop you from learning the piano. This is a way for you to remember your mother. If you want to develop it into a lifelong hobby, your father will support you. But I will not watch you blindly go to a dead end, and wait until you are in trouble for half your life. I suddenly realized, oh, that’s not what I wanted. Is there still time? If you’re just living a mediocre life, it’s still too late. Do you want your life to be like this?” said Uncle Lu.

Lu Yunxiu's breathing was a little short, and without the steady state of mind he had just started, I could almost see that the light of reason had gone away from him.

"You can't even convince yourself. Forget about being a pianist. Don't be angry. Entrance to the military academy is the most suitable path for you, and it is also the path with the most development, and you promised early on. I hope my son You can keep your word." Uncle Lu waved his hand wearily, "Go and rest, think about it these few days."

Lu Yunxiu turned around stiffly, said "I'm sorry" softly beside me, and turned back to the room.

What, it's decided like that?I looked at Uncle Lu blankly. He would rather send his son to the battlefield with his own hands than choose a life where he can't become the number one?

When Uncle Lu looked at me, he had already put on a warm face, "Little Lu, your mother and Zhu Jun are still on a business trip, Jingxiu and Momo have not come back from the summer camp, Uncle Lu, would you like to go to the restaurant?" go?"

Normally, I would have happily agreed, but at that moment, the information in my brain was exploding, and I was screaming in my heart, but I couldn't say a thousand words, so I just found a reason and quickly slipped out of Lu's house.

Terrible, this father and son is too terrible.