Chasing the Deer Diary [Rebirth]

Saturday, September 2

Momo's psychiatrist came to me today and said that there were some problems with her psychological test scores, so I had time to go there.

Of course I went right away.This psychiatrist was found by Zhu Jun for Momo, but he is usually busy, so I am the contact person.Anyway, there is still a year of adulthood, Zhu Jun has long been regarded as an adult by me, not to mention he knows that Momo is my favorite.

Since that incident, Momo will take a simple psychological test every half a month.Various data show that she is slowly accepting this matter, and is now working hard to turn the page.

Although Momo has always been a soft and waxy little girl in my heart, she is actually very strong and open-minded, not a delicate flower.

And when that incident happened, Momo actually didn't know anything. Her memory was disconnected after she was drunk with Chinese medicine. When she woke up again, she was lying in a secluded alley in the back street of the bar. What happened, and then wrapped up clothes indiscriminately and ran home.

Dr. Xia said that her greatest fear came from two sources. One was the panic and despair of feeling her world turned upside down after waking up, and the other was the imagination of that blank time.

It is difficult to say whether the truth is more cruel, or the imagination is more terrifying.

At the beginning, she refused all men to approach, even Zhu Jun and I could feel her trembling slightly when we got close, and it took half a month for her to relax at home.It was a month before she asked to go back to school.

She has been very cooperative with the treatment, and even if Zhu Jun and I want to keep her innocent, in the flashy circle, there will always be ghosts and monsters from all walks of life, so she is far more able to accept such things than her peers.

But the recent mental state is really abnormal. Dr. Xia asked what happened to our family recently?I said no.He made me pay more attention.He felt that Momo's change this time was most likely due to external factors.I said be careful.

In the afternoon I found Yu Xuan, he had a wide range of ways, I asked him to call a few children from the second middle school to help me pay attention to who exactly provoked my sister.

He said let me wait for news.

Thursday, January 2

Here comes the news.

Yu Xuan said: "There is a man who always looks for Zhu Mo, and sometimes Zhu Mo also looks for him, but every time your sister is quiet for a long time after she finishes speaking, she will... how should I put it, the kind who doesn't know where she is?" Distracted."

I understand this. When people face things that they don’t want to remember, they will isolate themselves like this. This is a kind of subconscious self-protection.

"That's the kid." I nodded at him fiercely.Whoever has nothing to stimulate my sister, I will stimulate him.

Yu Xuan patted me on the shoulder and said, "Yes, we will block him together after school at night. I have someone watch me."

I say yes.I think it's time for me to make a move again, as Yu Xuan said: "That kid doesn't look like a good bird."

Those who endanger the people will be dealt with by the people.

Yu Xuan's younger brother was in charge of pushing him to the deserted street while there were few people, and handed it over to me and Yu Xuan.

We chatted and waited, and as soon as we saw a stumbling figure approaching, Yu Xuan immediately stepped sideways to block his way out, and I reconfirmed that it was the school uniform of No.

The bastard groaned in pain, and my second slap stopped.

Because the sound of his screaming in pain was very familiar, I looked at his face again through the still dark sky and the street lamps on the side of the road, my god, I beat brother Lu Yunxiu...

Seeing me stop, Yu Xuan thought I couldn't be more ruthless, so he came over with a cigarette in his mouth, and gave Lu Jingxiu a smooth neck, "Be honest."

I hurriedly stopped him, "I admit my mistake."

Yu Xuan still didn't understand, looked down, and said seriously: "That's right, it's him."

"He is Lu Yunxiu's younger brother, and Zhu Mo grew up together. Forget it in advance." I explained with a choked voice, and it was over, and I beat my favorite Lu Yunxiu's younger brother, and the worst thing was that I hit the wrong one.

Unexpectedly, it was not the same as Xuan's words, and the stabbing head Lu Jingxiu yelled: "Forget it, I'm not done yet! You fucking... Lu, brother Lu?"

Judging from the boy's swaying head, the golden light in front of his eyes has probably just disappeared.

"Jingxiu, I'm sorry, I'm so impulsive." I quickly rubbed his face, and then told him the cause and effect.

While talking to him, I also reflected on it.After all, that incident was not a trivial matter, and the potential harm to Momo was inestimable, so she was like an egg in my heart, and whenever something happened to her, I wanted to help her solve it.

There are also problems with the solution. You should not always think about beating people.I should say it to myself a few more times, this is a civilized society, it's not good to use swords and sticks, it's not good.

I was gently grooming Lu Jingxiu when I suddenly heard a heart-to-heart scream: "Brother, what are you doing, why are you beating him?"

There was a buzzing sound in my head, and countless echoes said: "It's over, it's over, here comes the little trouble, the little trouble is going to be misunderstood."

Without waiting for my explanation, Zhu Mo dragged me and ran home.

I only had the time to give Yu Xuan a wink, and he immediately responded with a wink, he is indeed a good buddy.

I don't know how Yu Xuan comforted Lu Jingxiu. After a while, Lu Jingxiu sent me a message saying that it was okay, and understood that I was worried about Zhu Mo.It made me very embarrassed, and I promised to treat him another day and treat him to a good meal.

On the other hand, Zhu Mo lay down on the sofa and stopped talking after returning home. When I mentioned Lu Jingxiu, she lay down on the side and cried.

God knows I'm most afraid of her crying, if I don't explain anything, I just keep apologizing and promise to get her the concert tickets of her favorite star.

At that time, I was forced to say the exact words: "I want to buy an album, buy it! I want to go to a concert, look! Didn't you always say that you would give birth to a monkey for so-and-so? Yes! I don't care about giving birth to a zebra brother, will it work?"

Zhu Mo could be regarded as laughing through his tears, his little face was flushed from crying, and he felt embarrassed after touching the tears for a while, so he shook my arm and called brother.

"Brother, go to your room and talk."

Well, she will do as she says.In the end, I sat on my bed and picked my nails for a long time before I said hesitantly, "Don't blame Lu Jingxiu, I liked him first."

"What?!" I jumped up.

My heart was almost broken, and I was worried about various potential factors just now, but the little girl told me like an ordinary 14-year-old girl, yes, I fell in love early.

I told myself early in the morning that if the little girl meets a boy I like, I will definitely not embarrass her like that idiot who only knows how to protect her sister. I will be the first to congratulate her.

But at this juncture, I don't know whether to be happy or worried, I just think that this kid Lu Jingxiu was beaten for nothing...

Zhu Mo looked at me with a smile, as if a mature big sister was watching me make a fool of myself, and then tears rolled down her smiling face like broken beads.

Looking back now, I still feel panicked. (The present is also the silly sister who makes me feel bad)

She bit her lower lip and sobbed, and I sat down and patted her shoulder comfortingly.

The girl seemed to have endless tears and endless grievances. She couldn't even support her body in grief. She slipped from the bed, sat on the ground and cried bitterly on my lap.

I have nothing else to do except stroke her hair lightly like my mother and call her by name.

I gradually pieced together what she wanted to express from her sobs:

"I like Lu Jingxiu, but I think I'm so dirty, I don't deserve him."

I'm so sad, how could she think like that.

But I don't know what to say other than deny it.

I am so sad, forgive me for writing this tonight.

good night.

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What's happening here! !Why did the diary for these five months become garbled characters! !

Oh my god, I knew I would stick to writing by hand... This really affects my mood to continue writing.

I decided to print it out as soon as I finished writing it and bind it into a book. (Thank you for my wise decision back then, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to hold the booklet and read it in the hospital now. Recently, Lu Yunxiu’s condition has stabilized, and the doctor said that there is a high possibility of waking up. I am happy, and I will try to stay with him in the hospital)

The last time I wrote about Zhu Mo crying, let me briefly record what happened next.

Complicated problems need to be dealt with simply and rudely. I went to find Lu Jingxiu again the next day, but I didn't expect that just after I said "I know about you and Zhu Mo", this kid turned around and ran away in fright.I was dumbfounded, what's wrong?Is this how I look to others?The scourge?I just want to protect my sister, not Tommy from The Butterfly Effect!

Seeing that I had no intention of chasing him and beating him, the boy came back awkwardly and asked me what was the matter.Convey Zhu Mo's meaning directly and see how he reacts.

Although Lu Jingxiu is a little idiot, but in terms of morality, he does not embarrass his father and brother at all.He said that he understood everything, and he just thought it would be better for Zhu Mo.

Well, their Lu family promises a lot, I believe.

What the parents say is not as good as what the little boyfriend says. With Lu Jingxiu's company, Zhu Mo has gradually become cheerful, so I feel relieved.

In the next few months, Lu Yunxiu will prepare for the piano competition, and we live in peace.On the contrary, the two boys in the class started arguing with the boys from the other class, and then the boys from the other school also got involved, causing quite a big incident, and there was more than one fight. During that time, people were panic-stricken.

Most people's hearts are on the final exam, and even the big things have calmed down.This semester is the last placement test, which is related to the third year of high school, so I dare not take it lightly.

I still remember that when I was in the first year of high school, I made an ambition to enter the first class, but the class schedule has not yet been released, and I don’t know if I will be slapped in the face.

As soon as he finished the exam at the end of June, Lu Yunxiu flew to Italy without telling his family, and he just came back yesterday.I went to the airport to pick him up and take him home. Unexpectedly, Uncle Lu had already returned home from the company and was waiting for him.

Thinking of that scene now, I still feel that the clouds are overwhelming, despairing and suffocating.