After Transmigrating into Cannon Fodder White Moonlight [Transmigration Book]

"Brother, have you never thought of finding someone to marry?" Ruan Miao looked at him seriously. He also knew that he shouldn't be nosy, but looking at the thick pile of documents piled up on the sofa, he thought He seems to never be able to finish his official duties, and I am really worried about him, my eldest brother is too tired.

After hearing what he said, He Shangye raised his hand to turn off the TV first, then gently placed the documents on the coffee table, and looked at Ruan Miao calmly: "Why do you ask so suddenly?"

"I just think it's better for you, brother, to find someone to live with. Two people can take care of each other and have a companion. When you are busy, you can also have someone to help you. You don't have to work so hard."

He Shangye sighed softly, raised his hand and rubbed his swollen temples, and replied in a low voice: "I know what you mean, but I don't have any plans to start a family yet, and I don't want to think about these things."

"Besides, I'm not a suitable marriage partner, and no one would like to be with a workaholic."

Ruan Miao shook her head fiercely in disapproval: "Who said that? I think the eldest brother is the best, and there must be many people who like you, but you haven't met the right person yet, and there are plenty of people who want to marry you!"

He Shangye smiled again, with tenderness in his eyes: "There's nothing like or dislike among adults, it's just a short-term agreement for maximizing benefits."

"But marriage is about being with someone you like, right? A marriage that comes together because of interests will be unhappy?" Ruan Miao was puzzled.

He Shangye shook his head helplessly and sighed: "Children think."

Ruan Miao didn't understand why he was so negative about marriage, as if he didn't have any expectations for marriage at all.

At this time, He Shangye pulled out a keychain from the back of the sofa cushion, and said softly, "Secretary Li gave me a small gift today. I don't think it's suitable. I'll give it to you instead."

Ruan Miao looked down and saw that it was a SpongeBob SquarePants key pendant. After the topic was changed, he asked in confusion: "Why did she give this when she is so good?"

"I heard from her that KFC held an event recently, and she took an extra one." He Shangye replied calmly, "I don't think it's worth holding it, you children should like it."

"I don't like it either." Ruan Miao held it in his hand and looked at it several times. He was too old to like SpongeBob SquarePants, and if he really wanted to hang this up and go out, Xi You would definitely laugh at his naivety.

He Shangye seemed a little regretful: "Don't you like it?"

He calmly put the pendant back, and Ruan Miao asked to go back to his room to sleep seeing that it was getting late, He Shangye nodded and waved at him gently, and brought the stack of documents over again, alone Busy in the living room.

Ruan Miao looked deeply at the lonely back of her eldest brother, and slowly closed the door.

After the door was closed, He Shangye stopped the pen in his hand with a deep expression on his face.

Marriage is meaningless to him other than using bondage and cooperation. He never thinks that he will fall in love with anyone in his life, nor does he think that anyone can treat him wholeheartedly.Over the years, he has seen a lot of couples who seem to be close to each other in the mall, and there are also many who pretend to be loving and sweet while turning against each other and hurting both sides.

What's more, he saw the cold marriage between his mother and Liang Rui with his own eyes, which made him feel that marriage is not a good deal. I am afraid that only a child like Miao Miao with a pure nature would think that marriage is out of love.

Who would have thought that he would still occasionally be awakened by nightmares even though he was nearly thirty years old.He always dreamed that one night when he was seven years old, he stood in front of the closed door helplessly, his whole body was as cold as falling into an ice cave.

So what's the point of getting married?

Ruan Miao picked up Xiaolu from the hotel the next day, and he was leaving after the two of them had lunch together, "I have to go to school tomorrow, the old man called me by name and said that if I play truant again, I will be expelled."

"Then go back quickly, and I'll take you to the bus." Ruan Miao handed him the study materials she had compiled, and told him, "I know you don't want to study, but as much as you can learn, it's better than knowing nothing." It’s strong, anyway, the tuition fee has been paid, right?”

Xiaolu didn't refuse this time, he was still wearing the white washed shirt, walked in through the open bus door with a smile on his face, waved goodbye to him through the window, Ruan Miao also waved to him outside the bus, with his hands on the The mouth seemed to be shouting: "Study hard when you go back!"

Xiaolu made an OK gesture in the car.

Ruan Miao watched the car gradually go away from the bus stop, and turned to leave after watching for a while.It's not that he didn't think about buying new clothes for Xiaolu to go back home, but the kid was too stubborn, and he wouldn't let him spend money on anything, and he refused to go into the store to try it on, so Ruan Miao had no choice but to give up.

Xiaolu is such a good boy.

After Ruan Miao came home, she happened to see He Shangzhi coming down the stairs. She hadn't walked out of the room for three days. No matter how Ruan Miao and He Shanglu knocked on her door, she would not respond. The aunt said that she would deliver meals every day, and he would think something happened to her in the room.

"elder sister?"

He Shangzhi raised his head to see him, the expression on his face loosened for a while, and a forced smile appeared at the corner of his mouth: "Miao Miao."

"What's wrong with you these two days? Are you in good health? Second brother is very worried about you." Ruan Miao looked at her carefully, for fear that her voice would disturb her too much.

He Shangzhi shook his head: "It's okay."

"That's good..." Ruan Miao nodded, "If you're in a bad mood, you can talk to me, or second brother, don't worry about it."

He Shangzhi didn't speak. In addition to being depressed in the room these days, she was more concerned about how to continue to get rid of Jian Fanyu. She always felt that if she wanted to cut off the two people, one of them had to die, and that person only had to die. Can be simple and complex.

"Miao Miao, sit down." She pulled Ruan Miao to sit down at the restaurant table, and looked at the boy in front of her seriously.

He looks more youthful and immature than the last time I remember seeing him, that's right, after all, he is only 17 years old now, and he is still a boy who doesn't understand anything, there is no melancholy between his brows, and there is no panic in his eyes , everything is still in time.

Jian Fanyu still doesn't have the energy to trap him in a small pond, let alone force him to do anything he doesn't want to do.

"Do you like Jian Fanyu?" He Shangzhi asked straight to the point, completely unaware of what kind of huge waves these words would cause in Ruan Miao's heart.

Ruan Miao was shocked, and he couldn't think that He Shangzhi would ask this sentence, so he shook his head subconsciously: "Is it the kind of liking you said? Then I shouldn't have... right?"

"No?" He Shangzhi was persuasive, "But you like being with him, don't you?"

Ruan Miao nodded hesitantly, because the only person in this world who knew his secret was Jian Fanyu, and he cared a lot about this character when he was reading, so of course he was different from others in his heart.

"I know you don't necessarily take what I said to heart, but I want to tell you...he is really not a suitable date." He Shangzhi took a deep breath, and then said: "Maybe you are still too young So sometimes I can’t distinguish my feelings.”

"For example, you are actually just a friend who has a good impression of Jian Fanyu, but you may be confused by this feeling and mistake friendship for love."

Ruan Miao was confused by her words, he thought carefully about her words, and asked curiously: "But sister, why are you so sure that I will put this illusion on Jian Fanyu?"

Because you were led into the abyss by Jane Fanyu in your previous life, and you never came back.

He Shangzhi knew that she shouldn't say these words abruptly, but after she tried to kill Jian Fanyu but failed, she felt a little shaken in her heart. She saw in the man's eyes a more persistent haze than in the previous life, which made her I was very flustered.

Many of the current trends are very different from the world she knows. She doesn't have the advantage of foresight, and she doesn't know when it is more appropriate for her to intervene. However, Jian Fanyu's madness is deeper than she thought, and the time is earlier. She can't act rashly.

Maybe trying to remind Ruan Miao not to be easily deceived will have some effect, "I just see that you two are getting too close. There has been a lot of rumors about him and Yan Yang before, but now there is no movement and it can't be said that he doesn't have him in his heart." , I'm afraid you'll get hurt."

Ruan Miao suddenly realized that He Shangzhi was afraid that he would become cannon fodder between the two of them, so he hurriedly explained: "Sister, you misunderstood, Jian Fanyu and I are really ordinary classmates now, and he has helped me a lot in my studies. , I am also very grateful to him, so I often invite him to dinner as a thank you, we are really not the kind of relationship you think, besides, I have no plans to fall in love early."

He Shangzhi knew that he must have misunderstood what she meant, but she couldn't speak too directly, so she nodded and said, "I know, Miao Miao has always been very assertive in doing things."

Ruan Miao felt that she was thinking too much, maybe because she felt that she was young, so she was worried that he would suffer.

But even though he said that, He Shangzhi's words still caused a little ripple in his heart.In the past, he almost never thought about "like" this kind of thing, but when the name behind "like" was changed to Jian Fanyu, even if he spoke very well, he did have the slightest bit of dissatisfaction. Sure.

He seems to be a straight man, but he doesn't seem to be that straight. After all, when he sees Jian Fanyu, he will always be addicted to the beauty and gentleness of the other party, and he hopes to perform better in front of him more and more. Looking at each other, he also has the illusion of blushing and shy.

Did he really bend without knowing it?

Ruan Miao was still thinking about this question after returning to her room, but she still couldn't figure out what she was thinking. Just at this time, Jian Fanyu's text message came again, asking if he would like to go out for dinner together at night, when Ruan Miao was about to reply and agree. , Thinking of He Shangzhi's worried eyes again, his hands stopped again.

Could it be that he... really looks abnormal to Jane Fanyu?