After Transmigrating into Cannon Fodder White Moonlight [Transmigration Book]

Jian Fanyu noticed that Ruan Miao seemed to be avoiding himself on purpose recently. After observing calmly for a while, he finally came to this conclusion, because he is really a child who can't lie. Although he pretended that nothing happened, he He would subconsciously avoid his gaze, and he didn't wait for him obediently at his seat when he was eating at noon like before.

Jian Fanyu didn't think that Ruan Miao would suddenly become like this, it could only be because of what He Shangzhi said.But he wasn't in a hurry, Ruan Miao might have found something subconsciously, and for various reasons, now he wanted to be quiet, so he didn't bother, and gave him time to figure it out.

So Ruan Miao found out that Jian Fanyu didn't come to him anymore.

"Why hasn't classmate Jian been with you these few days?" Fang realized this later, and asked when he was doing his homework in the self-study room, "You two had such a good relationship before, did you quarrel? "

"No." On the surface, Ruan Miao was struggling with a big question, but in fact his mind was flying to the sky. After hearing Fang Zhi talking about Jian Fanyu, he subconsciously replied, "I'm just busy with my studies."

Fang Zhi looked disbelieving, he leaned over and drew an arc on Ruan Miao's draft paper, ruthlessly exposing his excuse: "Isn't it good to draw a dividing line here? I don't believe you can't even see the difficulty. Obviously just distracted!"

Ruan Miao, who was exposed, was a little embarrassed. He lowered his head and wrote and drew on the draft paper, pretending to be busy. He knew that he was not a nosy person, but he only had Ruan Miao as a talkative friend in school. He hoped that the other party would be happier, so he cared more: "What happened to you and classmate Jian?"

Ruan Miao hesitated for a while. In the past two days, he had been thinking about what He Shangzhi said that day, and his heart was very confused. He was really timid and didn't dare to think deeply about those things, so he had to choose to hide from Jian Fanyu first. , He also wanted to talk to someone about his confusion, but he didn't know who to turn to.

He Shanglu's heart is so rough that he can't bear it, looking for him is tantamount to seeking abuse, He Shangzhi has an attitude of wishing that he and Jian Fanyu will break up immediately, and He Shangye... let him work hard.Xi You has a big mouth, and what he told him would definitely be conveyed to Jian Fanyu through Xi Li's mouth within two days. After thinking about it, he found that he didn't have a friend who could say such a thing.

Now that Fang Zhi took the initiative to ask, Ruan Miao wanted to talk to him, but Fang Zhi is also a simple person, maybe he is not as experienced as himself.A dead horse is a living horse doctor, and Ruan Miao spoke after hesitation: "What do you think, what is the relationship between me and Jian Fanyu?"

"Ah?" Fang Zhi was stunned. He scratched his head helplessly, "Why do you ask that suddenly? Aren't you two in a relationship?"

Ruan Miao: "..."

"Isn't it?" Fang Zhi looked at a loss, "He is so gentle to you, he brings you delicious food every day, and he also brings real test papers for you to make up for free. He doesn't have a problem with whatever he wants to do."

"It's not called dating, what is it?"

Ruan Miao thought about it carefully, and found that what Fang Zhi said was right, and she didn't feel it when she was in it, but it seemed very ambiguous to hear him say this, "But...it can be done between friends, right? "

Fang Zhi looked at him helplessly, and then said, "Then do you want to hold hands with me?"

"Why?" Ruan Miao was puzzled, "Why do you want to hold hands? It's strange that they are all men."

"Then why is it so natural for you to hold hands with him?" Fang Zhi pierced his double-labeled fig leaf with a knife, "When you two are together, no dog within ten miles will look back."

Ruan Miao was in a daze for a moment, but still struggled unwillingly: "You can't say that, Jian Fanyu's hands are cold, sometimes I hold hands with him just to cover him."

Fang Zhi looked at him with his chin propped up, with an expression of "I'll see how you make it up today".

Ruan Miao shut up. He also realized that he had double standards, so he still tried to struggle, "What does this mean?"

"It means you like him." Fang Zhi usually stays very quiet, but he suddenly became enlightened on this matter, and he enlightened Ruan Miao like a veteran in love: "This is not something to be ashamed of, look, you two have the same family background , he is talented, you are not bad, he is good-looking, and you are also a little beauty."

"You two stand together anyway, I think it's a good match."

Ruan Miao looked at him suspiciously: "You are a top student, how do you know so much about love and love?"

"I like to read romance novels." Fang Zhi shrugged, "During the winter vacation, I read more than 100 books, an average of two or three books a day. I am familiar with the routines. I have written related papers before, although they were not accepted for publication. , but it was also expropriated by newspapers.”

Ruan Miao: "..."

I really don't understand your hobbies in the academic world.

But even Fang Zhi said that he and Jian Fanyun didn't look normal...

Ruan Miao was more entangled than before. It happened that Jian Fanyu walked into the self-study room from the outside at this time. He looked down and didn't look over, as if he was looking for some information. He didn't dare to show his head until Jian Fanyu took the things and left.

"And you said you didn't quarrel." Fang Zhi muttered in a low voice, lowered his head and continued to do his homework. As the saying goes, if a couple quarrels and quarrels, dogs ignore them, so he doesn't want to be cannon fodder.

In this way, Ruan Miao couldn't talk to Jian Fanyu until the weekend. It was not easy to deliberately avoid him. Many times when he watched Jian Fanyu eating alone, walking alone and reading a book, he felt inexplicable in his heart. Distressed, I really want to talk to him.

In this way, the day that I made an appointment with Zhou Yuancen to visit the grave came.

Ruan Miao went out early in the morning, and Zhou Yuancen's car was waiting for him outside. The two of them drove for more than two hours to their hometown. Grandma was buried in a field at the back of the village. Choosing to be buried not far from the village means that fallen leaves return to their roots.

Zhou Yuancen parked the car outside the village, opened the door and walked in with Ruan Miao. Ruan Miao was a little curious when he came to the countryside for the first time. He always thought that the current rural areas should be like those on TV. Road, but I didn't expect this place to be so embarrassing, there is not even a decent road, and there are low tile-roofed houses everywhere, as if modern civilization has broken down.

He followed behind Zhou Yuancen carefully avoiding the small potholes, and when he looked up, he could see the aunts and uncles gathered in groups on both sides of the road from time to time, discussing something together, and looked over with some mocking disdain in his eyes, As if they were something dirty.

Ruan Miao looked at Zhou Yuancen, her back was straight, and her expression was indifferent, showing no joy or anger. Those beautiful eyes were hidden behind the large sunglasses, and no one could see her emotions.

"Don't worry about them." Sensing Ruan Miao's slight uneasiness, Zhou Yuancen said softly, "Just follow me."

Ruan Miao nodded, hugged the flowers in her arms and walked forward. The two of them crossed the dirt road in the village and came to a wasteland as if no one else was there.That piece of wasteland is lined with many stone monuments, which are scattered all over the place. The rough workmanship varies in size, and they look very simple.

Zhou Yuancen walked around those steles, and Ruan Miao followed immediately, and didn't stop until the innermost row.

Grandma's tombstone looks much higher-grade than other people's. At first glance, the tombstone is carefully selected and expensive, and it is particularly conspicuous in this wasteland.Under Zhou Yuancen's gesture, Ruan Miao gently placed the flowers in her arms in front of the stele, and then took out a wad of paper money from her backpack and lit them in the brazier.

There is a photo of grandma on the tombstone. The old man smiled faintly. He looked very kind and gentle. He must have been a great beauty when he was young. Ruan Miao carefully wiped the photo with a handkerchief, for fear of accidentally damaging it.

Zhou Yuancen stood in front of the tomb without saying a word, and he didn't even take off his sunglasses. His expression was so indifferent that he didn't look like someone who came to sweep the tomb.

"Kowtow to her a few times." She whispered, "It's not easy to raise you for 14 years."

Ruan Miao immediately knelt in front of the tombstone and kowtowed respectfully three times. Although the old man had never raised himself, he should kowtow this way. Own.

Zhou Yuancen looked at Ruan Miao's pious attitude, and finally took off her sunglasses. She looked at the tombstone for a while, and said softly, "I know you don't want to see me, but I'm still here."

"I'll bring you Miao Miao, who you love the most, so don't expect me to come again in the future."

There was some sadness in Zhou Yuancen's eyes, and it was only then that she could see that it was her mother who was buried in the cemetery opposite.

Ruan Miao squatted aside and kept putting paper money into the brazier, but she couldn't help but wonder, what Zhou Yuancen said made it sound like their mother and daughter had a bad relationship.

If it is said that she does not love her mother, she has come here all the way, but if she is said to love her so much, she is as indifferent as a passer-by, I can't figure it out.

Ruan Miao added paper money to the brazier from time to time, and the two of them stayed quietly in this barren tomb. He looked around and saw that there was no one around, and he was a little scared. Although it was broad daylight, this place was too scary. up.

After the last stack of paper money was burned, Zhou Yuancen moved his body: "Let's go."

"Let's go now?" Ruan Miao was taken aback.

"Otherwise?" Zhou Yuancen put on his sunglasses again and looked back at him, "Do you want to stay overnight?"

Ruan Miao was terrified, and hurried over: "No, I just asked."

"Your grandma and I have had a bad relationship these years. She will get impatient if she stays here for too long." Zhou Yuancen explained to him, "You can leave after the burning."

Ruan Miao nodded, not daring to ask further questions.

After Zhou Yuancen walked out of the cemetery, he was not in a hurry to go back. Instead, he took Ruan Miao around and returned to an old house.The old house looks like it has been in disrepair for a long time. The copper lock on the wooden door is covered with dark rust, and the ground is full of weeds.

Zhou Yuancen took out a key and skillfully opened the lock, and walked into the yard that was also overgrown with weeds, while Ruan Miao stood outside the door watching with a complicated expression.

It was exactly the same as in the dream.