After Transmigrating into Cannon Fodder White Moonlight [Transmigration Book]

After school that day, Ruan Miao went to the hospital with a bag of fruit. He accidentally discovered that Zhou Yuancen seemed to like oranges very much, but oranges are hard to find now. He went to several supermarkets to buy some imported ones. Know whether it is sweet or not.

When they arrived at the door of the ward, Ruan Miao found a person sitting in the corridor outside the door, it was He Shangye, he hurried over and asked in a low voice, "Brother, why don't you go in?"

He Shangye raised his head and said with a wry smile, "She probably doesn't want to see me."

"How could it be?" Ruan Miao didn't believe it, "Mom's mood has improved a lot these days, and she will be happy when you go in."

He Shangye lowered his eyelids and remained silent. In fact, he was just a little dazed and a little... scared.Few people would believe that He Shangye, who is resolute and decisive in the mall, will also have a timid day. It sounds ridiculous, but he is really afraid to open that door.

When they ran into each other at the gate of the community that time, He Shangye looked calm and steady, but only he knew that the calm "Miss Zhou" was only spoken by him when he suppressed all the panic.

She still stays in the most beautiful and gentle time in his memory, in front of her, he seems to be that eight-year-old elementary school student.

He sometimes wondered, if he could tell his mother desperately at that time, would Zhou Yuancen's ending not be so tragic?Or maybe he didn't follow his mother to the party that day.

Ruan Miao knew what he was worried about, so he slowly sat down beside He Shangye, and sighed softly: "When I was about to die, I couldn't help but think of many things in my mind, although compared with your experience, It doesn't sound like much, but I also have people I hate."

"A classmate in the first grade of junior high school often bullied me, because my grades were about the same as his, but I was always higher than him, and the teachers and classmates liked me better, so he often ridiculed me in a strange way. , Sometimes I deliberately throw my homework down the stairs, or throw two pieces of waste paper when I sweep the floor."

"These things are not worth mentioning to you adults, but to me at that time, it was a big grievance. It can be said that he was the person I hated the most. I also swore that I would never test him in the future." A high school."

When Ruan Miao said this, she also found it funny: "It's a bit naive. But when I was about to die, I thought it would be great if he could come to see me. I am not angry anymore, because when people are about to die, they will Think that most of the people you hate are not that important anymore, their lives are gone, and there is no point in hating and liking."

He Shangye stared at the young man in front of him, seeing him trying hard to comfort himself, but he felt a lot of distress in his heart. He was only 17 years old, don't look at him now talking about how he was before, but when he was facing death, Must be scared too, right?

"It's all over." He Shangye patted his head, "My brother is here."

Ruan Miao's eyes were red, and she couldn't help laughing: "Speaking of which, I also had a brother before. His name is Ruan Chen, and he has a similar personality to your elder brother."

The two talked for a while at the door of the ward, and He Shangye finally pushed open the door with Ruan Miao's encouragement, but Ruan Miao didn't follow in. He knew that the two needed to have a private chat.

He sat outside alone, thinking of many things from the past. Although he is living well now, Ruan Miao always thinks that if he is given a chance, even just once, he wants to go back and see look.Looking at his parents and brother, he wanted to know how they were doing, whether they were happy again after not having their own world.

But these can only be delusions after all, time can never go back, he will never have such a chance.

Perhaps because of being in the hospital, Ruan Miao could always be aroused with sad emotions. He gently raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corner of his eyes, staring at the round oranges in the bag in a daze.

Another 10 minutes later, Zhou Yuancen's voice came from inside, he quickly packed up his mood and pushed the door open with a smile: "Mom, did you call me?"

"What are you doing sitting alone outside?" Zhou Yuancen reprimanded him softly, but there was no trace of reproach on his face.

Ruan Miao secretly glanced at He Shangye who was sitting on the sofa, and then at Zhou Yuancen, not knowing if the two had reconciled, but she didn't dare to ask further, she took the orange and peeled it silently.

"Are you buying oranges again?" Zhou Yuancen smiled, his eyes showed the look he once had, "Don't buy them next time, it's inconvenient to travel so far."

Ruan Miao didn't care: "I'm not tired, as long as you like to eat."

Zhou Yuancen looked at the round orange petals in her hand, and Ruan Miao carefully peeled off the white silk around them. After looking at it for a while, she divided the orange into two, and handed the other half to He In Shangye's hand, he said softly, "Eat."

He Shangye raised his head and looked at her for a long time before he slowly reached out to hold it, broke off a piece and put it in his mouth, chewing expressionlessly.

"Is it sweet?" A cunning flashed in Zhou Yuancen's eyes.

It's actually very sour, but He Shangye replied without changing his face: "Sweet."

Zhou Yuancen laughed.She hasn't been this happy for a long time. He Shangye doesn't know what she's laughing at, but his heart is slowly relaxed. Since he entered the door for 10 minutes, he hasn't said a word because he doesn't know how to speak. , and Zhou Yuancen didn't speak, the two sat silently facing each other until now, if Ruan Miao hadn't come in, this silence might have continued.

Ruan Miao also ate a piece of orange, and was folded into a bun by the sour facial features. He looked at the two calm people in disbelief, and wondered if their sense of taste had failed.

Or is it true that adults are so tolerant?

After He Shangye finished eating half of the orange, he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief and stood up from the sofa: "Teacher, I'm leaving."

"Goodbye." Zhou Yuancen waved his hand.

He Shangye walked to the door, then turned around suddenly, looked directly at Zhou Yuancen, and said in a hoarse voice after a long, long time, "I... I'm sorry."

"Teacher, I'm sorry."

Zhou Yuancen calmly wiped his hands with a wet towel, and calmly replied, "I'm afraid I'm the one who should say I'm sorry."

"Sorry, I almost ruined everything for you."

He Shangye's face was a little moved, he stopped for a while, then turned and opened the door and walked out, probably because he didn't dare to stay any longer.Ruan Miao watched him leave, and was about to say something when she turned around, but found that two tears suddenly fell from Zhou Yuancen's eyes, and fell heavily on the back of her hand.

"Why are you crying?" Ruan Miao wiped her tears with a tissue, "You two reconciled, should you be happy?"

Zhou Yuancen grabbed Ruan Miao's hand and put it on his eyes, let his hand be wet with tears, and only said one sentence.

"He's grown up."

It's not the child who followed her yearning to be loved and afraid of attention.And after she went around for a long time, she hurt the child who shouldn't be hurt the most. Why did she think He Shangye deserved to die back then?

He obviously got nothing.

The child who was ignored by the adults and stubbornly took a pencil and carefully wrote down the words "My teacher is the most beautiful sister" stroke by stroke in the notebook, actually fell asleep with boundless loneliness all these years, not Only she was abandoned by the world.

Ruan Miao felt the heat from her palm and couldn't help hugging her.

He kind of understood the meaning of what the adults once said, life is bitter.

Zhou Yuancen's condition seemed to be improving day by day, but Ruan Miao knew it was just an illusion, because she figured it out and let go of many knots in her heart, so her face was more sunny, but this could not save her completely decayed internal organs.

The doctor said it was not optimistic, maybe one day she would close her eyes and never open them again. Instead of staying meaninglessly in the hospital, she might as well go out to eat and drink, and finish whatever regrets she has.

So Zhou Yuancen proposed to go to the amusement park again, and of course Ruan Miao was willing.On the day they made an appointment, Zhou Yuancen painted herself a very delicate makeup, which covered the spots on her face, and she couldn't see her haggard face if she didn't get close.

"Does it look good?" She walked around in front of Ruan Miao happily like a girl, the black skirt drew a beautiful arc, full of vigor.

Ruan Miao nodded hurriedly, "It looks good!"

Zhou Yuancen was very happy.

The two walked into the largest amusement park in the city together. Both their mother and son were rare beauties with good temperaments. There were many people watching along the way, and some even came to strike up a conversation with Zhou Yuancen.

Zhou Yuancen was a little proud of this, "Even if I am forty, there are still people who will take care of me."

"Of course." Ruan Miao couldn't help nodding, "You can't see forty at all, and no one would believe you if you were thirty."

"Nonsense." Zhou Yuancen was amused by his rainbow fart, but his eyes were full of joy when he said this.

The amusement park was full of people on Sunday, most of them were adults leading their children to play, and there were also young boys and girls together. Although there were more people, it was still lively. Zhou Yuancen liked the quiet, but at this moment he was also infected by the atmosphere, and his face was always With a smile.

He said he brought Ruan Miao to play, but in fact Zhou Yuancen had more fun than Ruan Miao. Ruan Miao was in charge of helping her get snacks and taking pictures. His photography skills were not bad, and he helped Zhou Yuancen take photos in various classic places.

Zhou Yuancen also asked for a group photo, "You haven't taken a photo with me for a long time, shall we let someone take a photo too?"

"Okay." Ruan Miao asked a young lady to help, and took a photo with Zhou Yuancen for him.

After thanking the passer-by, Ruan Miao showed Zhou Yuancen the photo on the phone, and Zhou Yuancen rubbed it back and forth on the screen with nostalgia, liking it very much: "Show this picture out and put it on the table in the future ? I'm so happy to see it."

"Okay." Ruan Miao agreed to everything, even though they all knew there was no future.

Zhou Yuancen flipped through his photos for a while, and was suddenly attracted by a photo, unable to take his eyes off for a long time.

There was nothing special about that photo, except that a man happened to be photographed not far from the yellow duck model behind her, holding a seven or eight-year-old girl by his hand, wearing a beautiful red dress and white leather shoes, with butterfly hair pinned on her head Clip, cute like a little angel.

Tears welled up in Zhou Yuancen's eyes, and he couldn't take his eyes off the gentle man.

She still remembers that once when they came out of the library, when chatting on the road, he once said that it would be great if he could have a daughter when he got married. Wearing a red skirt and white leather shoes, and a butterfly hairpin on his head, he would be like a little angel.At that time, she still shyly thought that they were still students, and he thought too far.

It turned out that it wasn't far away at all. After 20 years, he suddenly had such a cute little angel.

But, not with her.

Ruan Miao didn't know why she was crying again after looking at the photo carefully, and frantically looking for paper from her bag, only to find that she was crying and laughing again.

"Do you know, someone else helped me continue the life I missed." Zhou Yuancen cried with a smile.

"very nice."