After Transmigrating into Cannon Fodder White Moonlight [Transmigration Book]

Ruan Miao didn't really wake up until a lot of doctors checked him again and confirmed that he was fine.

He Shanglu hurriedly asked him if he felt uncomfortable. Ruan Miao shook his head and wanted to sit up, but He Shangye pushed him back and told him to lie down and not get up, as the wound would easily open.

Ruan Miao nodded and lay back obediently, her eyes turned around the people around the bed, the elder brother and the second brother were there, Xi You and Fangzhi Sangwei also looked at her with surprise, But he seemed to never see Jian Fanyu.

He Shangzhi saw what he was thinking, and explained to him softly: "He stayed here just now, and he went out as soon as you woke up, and he might come back later."

"Oh..." Ruan Miao nodded weakly, he doesn't feel any pain now, but his mind is still a little fuzzy, he still remembered what the original owner said to him in the dream, so he asked again: "What about Xiaolu? "

"The bastard was sent to the police station by us. The elder brother said that no matter what method we use, he will not be able to get out!" He Shanglu gritted his teeth and said angrily, "If the elder brother didn't stop me, I would have beaten him to death on the spot. That bastard! I think he looks like a good person only because I am blind!"

Ruan Miao thought of the tears she saw when she closed her eyes again, and looked at He Shangye who hadn't said much. He Shangye probably understood what he wanted to say, and said with a frown, "Is there anything to say until you feel better?" Besides, rest first."

Fang Zhi squeezed over carefully, and asked him in a low voice, "Are you okay?"

Hearing that Ruan Miao had an accident, Fang Zhi also helped to find her. Although he was insignificant and couldn't help much, he was also very anxious. He stood on the side of the road and asked people everywhere. He really cared about Miao Miao.

Ruan Miao was very touched by his concern, and gave him a comforting smile: "I'm fine, don't worry."

He Shangye saw that they were all talking, so he took everyone out, "Miao Miao just woke up, don't stay too long, let him have a good rest."

After a few words of advice to Ruan Miao, he decisively kicked the others out. Ruan Miao was lying on the bed alone, but he was not sleepy at all. Although he was indeed in a bad mood, his mind was still in a mess.

He knew that his previous dreams were not real dreams, and the dialogue with the original owner was real. Now that he has completely disappeared, he has survived in this body justifiably.

Ruan Miao didn't feel happy, he knew that the original owner didn't really want to stay, but chose to leave for his own sake.

Why is everyone so nice to him?Obviously he did nothing.

Ruan Miao hid in the quilt and cried softly.

Someone comforted him gently through the quilt, Ruan Miao hid in the quilt and wiped away tears, quietly lifted the quilt and took a look, facing Jian Fan's gentle eyes.

"Jian Fanyu!" Ruan Miao forgot the sadness in her heart, and looked at him in surprise, "Why are you here?"

Jian Fanyu smiled lightly, covered him with the quilt, and replied softly: "I've been here all the time, but I just went out for a while."

"How do you feel now?"

Maybe it's because he is Jian Fanyu, Ruan Miao is always more relaxed towards him, he has a lot to say to him, including everything that happened in the dream just now, he took Jian Fanyu's hand and refused to let go, and told him My own experience, I hope to get some courage from him.

Jian Fanyu just listened to him in silence, and he kept holding Ruan Miao's hand, as if he was constantly confirming something, "So, you don't have to worry about yourself disappearing anymore?"

"He did the only thing right."

Although Ruan Miao didn't agree with his words, he also knew that the two hated each other, so he said desolately: "But he saved me after all. Without him, I don't know where I am now."

"Actually, he is really a very good person, but fate is not good to him."

Jian Fanyu always looked preoccupied, and did not answer for a long time after listening to Ruan Miao's words. Ruan Miao found that his brows were tightly locked and his eyes were gloomy, and asked worriedly: "What's wrong with you? Is there something wrong?"

"It's okay." Jian Fanyu smiled at him, as if to reassure him not to be nervous.

But Ruan Miao could still see his duplicity, he could sense something was wrong with Jian Fanyu, "You lied."

Jian Fanyu raised his head to look at him, and sighed softly in his heart. He already knew that Miao Miao could always detect his emotional changes immediately. He shook his head and said, "I'm really fine. It's just nice to see you alive."

He was indeed really happy, so he couldn't hold back the excitement in his heart when he saw Ruan Miao opened his eyes, and walked out quietly by himself while others were surrounding him.

He was very afraid that he would cry in front of everyone for nothing.

The time waiting outside the operating room was more tormenting for Jian Fanyu than anyone else. No one could understand how panicked he was. Some people are not afraid of death. For example, for a dark person like Jian Fanyu, death is not scary to him. He never prayed for himself to live for a long time, but he tasted the fear of death for the first time.

In the process of finding someone, he was more anxious than outside the operating room, because the unknown result could drive people crazy. For the first time, he knew that he wanted Miao Miao to live so much.

"Jane Fanyu?" Ruan Miao found that he was distracted again, raised her hand and shook in front of his eyes, very worried about his condition: "Are you too tired?"

Pulled back to reality by his words, Jian Fanyu felt that he might be really tired. He had an unprecedented tiredness, and that feeling seemed to be vented after decades. He was like a collapsed balloon, The whole person has no energy.

Jian Fanyu lay down slowly, leaned on Ruan Miao's hand lightly, and said weakly, "I'm tired."

He found that all his emotions for 20 years seemed to be dissipated at this moment, and all the hatred, suppression and gloom seemed to be meaningless, and he felt that he had never been so tired.

He found that he didn't even care about those things that he cared about before, no matter whether it was Yan Yang or Miao Miao, in fact, he was shutting himself in a strange circle, always entrusting his spiritual world to others, That's why I'm so afraid of losing, and that's why I want to control them all.

He thought that he would no longer make mistakes like he did in his previous life, but it turned out that he had always been obsessed and never faced up to his own problems.

"Then do you want to go back to sleep?" Ruan Miao said hastily, "I heard from my sister that you ran for a long time in the heavy rain to find me, and you must be exhausted. You need to eat some cold spirits after you go back. What should you do if you catch a cold? ?”

Ruan Miao was lying on the bed and holding his hand. He couldn't see Jian Fan's gloomy expression lying on the bedside, and he thought he was really tired: "I still have a lot to say to you, and I will have many opportunities to tell you in the future." You, don't think I'm annoying!"

"Yeah." Jian Fanyu nodded lying on the edge of the bed, he took a deep breath and raised his head, "Then you should also have a good rest, I... will go back first."

He stood up from the bed, stood by the bed and stared deeply at Ruan Miao's face, with a sad expression, Ruan Miao looked at him curiously, almost thinking that Jian Fanyu was going to say goodbye to him in a second.

"Miao Miao, are you happy when you are with me?" Jian Fanyu suddenly asked an insignificant question.

Ruan Miao nodded subconsciously: "Of course I'm happy, I, I haven't confessed to you yet."

Jian Fanyu laughed, "That's good."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked out of the ward lightly, leaving Ruan Miao in a daze.

Pushing open the door of the hospital, there was a piece of warm sunlight outside. He guarded Miao Miao in the hospital all night, and it was already the morning of the next day.Jian Fanyu strolled in the hospital garden with her head down, and found a bench to sit down on.

People coming and going hurried to the ward, but no one noticed the boy on the bench.

Jian Fanyu lowered his head and stretched out his hands in a daze in the sun. This was the first time he seriously felt the temperature of the sun. No wonder Miao Miao likes to bask in the sun, it turned out to be really comfortable.

He slowly raised his head to cover his face, tears seeping down the gap between his palms.

He remembered what He Shangzhi had said to him again and again. He didn't think there was anything wrong with him before, but when he saw Miao Miao lying there covered in blood, he remembered everything.

If he has always been like this ghost, their ending will end as He Shangzhi said sooner or later, because there is indeed a crazy beast living in his heart, wanting to destroy everything anytime and anywhere.

Miao Miao said that being with him was very happy, but that was a lie.

He was lying to Miao Miao, using his false mask to deceive him, but in fact he was not that perfect at all, he just wanted to control him, and locked him up to be with him forever.

If he allowed this possibility to continue to develop, Miao Miao would really die in his own hands sooner or later.

Jian Fanyu was in extreme pain. He realized that he was really bad, so he transferred his hatred for Yan Yang to Miao Miao. Because he failed with Yan Yang, he hoped that Miao Miao would never leave.

But that's not fair in itself.

The sun outside was so good, but Jian Fanyu could only sit on the chair and cry bitterly. He didn't want to see Miao Miao dying on the hospital bed again, so he had to make a choice.

He can't control the beast inside him, but he can choose to let it go.

From the beginning to the end, he didn't really think about Miao Miao, but now he wants to have a chance to choose, to really let Miao Miao return to the sun, and let him live.