Stand at forty

Sitting in the chairman's office of Jinzun Group, Yu Jinhuan was still a little dazed, he didn't understand how all this happened.

An hour ago, Yang Lin brought him here, there was already a lawyer waiting for them, sitting on the negotiating table, Yu Jinhuan listened to the lawyer talking a lot of nonsense, only knew that Yuan Tianyi left a will, he All the property in front of me will be transferred to myself. If I don't accept it, I will donate it all to charity.

Yu Jinhuan really thought it was ridiculous, that person was still as domineering and unreasonable as before, never caring about his wishes and ideas, talking and acting on his own.

Yang Lin had only one purpose here, which was to get him to sign, and he knew it, and he was not pretentious. He obediently signed one document after another, and received a bunch of passwords and keys.

Before leaving, the lawyer handed him a letter, saying that Yuan Tianyi asked him to forward it on his behalf. Yu Jinhuan took the letter and locked it in the desk drawer along with other documents.

After the lawyer left, Yang Lin did not leave.

"I beg you not to use your rights to do things that are not good for Jin Zun. In addition, I also hope that you can come to work one day a week, as long as you sit here for a few hours."

After Yang Lin finished speaking, he bowed to him, and after he gave an affirmative answer, he thanked him and left respectfully.

Yu Jinhuan really wanted to cry up to the sky, Yuan Tianyi, what are you trying to plot against me?You don't know, your good brothers and subordinates are going to bow their heads to me, it's all because of your fault, because of you, they can't stand up in front of me, are you happy?

Yu Jinhuan knew that he was a bit perverted at this time. After the door was locked, he couldn't help laughing out loud, laughed and cried again, and made a fuss for a while before giving up.

He is very familiar with this office. The decoration plan here was designed by him. Every piece of furniture was selected and bought by him and Yuan Tianyi. More than ten years have passed, and there has been no change here. I walked around and touched every object. They are all well preserved, and there are almost no traces of the passage of time.

Yu Jinhuan seemed to be greeting an old friend. He looked carefully, trying to find out the difference between them and the original ones, but found nothing except for some small scratches.

He twitched the corners of his mouth, showing an inexplicable smile, and went to the lounge.

The shower gel he used to like was also placed in the bathroom. He hadn't used this one for a long time. Now he turned on the shower and smelled the long-lasting comfortable sweet fragrance. After taking a shower, he put on his bathrobe.

Opening the door of the dressing room, there were indeed half of the clothes in his size. From the inside to the outside, they were fully prepared. He picked a few pieces at random and put them on. Yu Jinhuan threw himself onto the soft big bed.

For a week, Yu Jinhuan did not touch the things Yuan Tianyi gave him. He went back and forth between the dessert shop, the hospital and the small apartment every day, and only went to Jinzun on Friday morning. Signed a lot of documents, neither looked at nor cared about.

Yang Lin seemed a little surprised by his behavior, "Aren't you afraid that I'll lie to you?"

"What are you lying to? Yuan Tianyi's stuff, if you want it, I can transfer it to you right now."

Yang Lin's eyes flickered, and he looked at him for a long time, hesitating to speak, and finally closed the door silently and left after signing the documents.

In the first week when Yuan Tianyi became a vegetable, Yu Jinhuan arranged his life in an orderly manner. In fact, it was not easy for him, because there were more responsibilities on his shoulders that he did not want to shoulder. The indifference and indifference shown, Yuan Tianyi's illness, Jin Zun's management, he is working hard to learn and understand the relevant knowledge.

He also likes being so busy, which saves him from having to think too much about problems.

In the previous 12 years, his goal was to be a stranger to Yuan Tianyi Tianya.When this important stone was removed from his heart, he realized that he had no other desires. Before that, he had always feared that Yuan Tianyi would repent. Now, Yuan Tianyi will not bother him, nor will he be able to to force him, and after relaxing, he didn't know what to do for himself.

He is 39 years old this year, the best years of his life have passed, his parents are not here, his relatives far away don’t love him, and his former friends have drifted away. The only consolation is that Lin Tianyuan is still in this world and will come back .

In the morning, I went to visit Yuan Tianyi in the hospital as usual. Yuan Tianyi finally became quiet, but he got used to sitting in front of the hospital bed, talking non-stop, the daily account of the day, and occasionally mentioning their past.

Yu Jinhuan poked Yuan Tianyi's cheek with his finger curiously, and said with a nostalgic expression: "I have always liked the way you are asleep, and you are not too old after all these years. On the hospital bed, the elasticity of the skin is still very good. It’s a pity that such a good skin, if the men and women who once admired you see you can’t move, how many people do you think will still be begging for nothing? In your bed?"

Yu Jinhuan stared closely at Yuan Tianyi's face, and suddenly noticed that his eyeballs moved a few times. He was startled, and hurriedly rang the medical bell, and waited for the doctors and nurses to arrive before telling him that it was all wrong. It is a natural phenomenon. The eyes of a vegetative person will move, and eyeball rotation and eyelid opening are normal phenomena.

In fact, he remembered it when the doctor came. These days, he read a lot of materials about vegetative people, how to care for them, how to treat them, prognosis, etc. Unfortunately, the target was Yuan Tianyi. A little change made him lose his composure and panic. hands and feet.

After sending the doctor away, Yu Jinhuan rubbed Yuan Tianyi's arm and said, "To me, you are a disaster."

Lin Tianyuan is a doctor who has been abroad and will not be back soon, but he talks to Yu Jinhuan on the phone every day.

"Jinhuan, how is today?"

Yu Jinhuan also told what happened today. Lin Tianyuan knew very well about the entanglement between him and Yuan Tianyi, "Aren't you going to read the letter he left for you?"

"Tianyuan, I'm afraid."

"Our Jinhuan has always been the strongest and bravest man."

"Stop comforting me with words from when I was a child, I'm already 39 years old."

"So, what are you afraid of? Yuan Tianyi's words and deeds will still hurt you? The key is that you want to open that letter, otherwise why would you bring it up to me again and again?"

"I do not have--"

Lin Tianyuan interrupted him, "Jinhuan, you have it, just look through our chat records for the past few days, and you will know."

Hanging up the phone, Yu Jinhuan carefully dug out the chat records, and indeed he mentioned the letter several times, although it was all in a few words, but he couldn't lie to himself, he cared about that letter very much, because it might be something he could read in his life. The last words Yuan Tianyi said to him came.

He has loved, hated, and thought he could let go of it, but he still hasn't let it go. If Yuan Tianyi had been estranged from him, he would definitely not be hesitant and entangled like he is now.

"Yuan Tianyi, you are really capable!" Yu Jinhuan gritted his teeth and said loudly to Yuan Tianyi, but there was no response from the other party. Yu Jinhuan stood up suddenly, walked into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and washed away the tears that kept rolling down. Finally fell to the ground, crying loudly alone.

He gave up, he really gave up, why did he have to face all this, he doesn't love Yuan Tianyi, he doesn't hate Yuan Tianyi anymore, why is he still so uncomfortable?

There were too many emotions accumulated in my heart, Yu Jin cried happily, and his energy improved. After taking care of himself and telling the nurses to be more careful, he returned to the Jinzun Building at [-] o'clock in the evening.

Yu Jinhuan quickly went all the way to the chairman's office. He was very anxious, and he didn't feel relieved until he got the letter in his hand again. He looked at the familiar handwriting on the envelope with fear and expectation, and it was powerful: To Have fun.

He took a deep breath, slowly opened the envelope, and pulled out a piece of light yellow letter paper, which still smelled of roses.

Unfolding the folded letter paper, Yu Jinhuan looked over it, and within a few seconds, tears flowed down his face.

[Xiao Huan:

See Xin'an.

You must not believe it. I wanted to write this letter on the day I made a 12-year agreement with you, but I was unwilling and refused it until the agreed date.

I always thought that I was your guardian, but I didn't expect to become your big devil in the end.

In 12 years, you won my love, and I won your surrender. From then on, I am willing to be your real guardian, but you are unwilling to give any emotion.

You said, you are willing to use your next 12 years to pay back my previous 12 years, and then you will disappear in this life.

I promised, I thought, I have learned how to love you, 12 years will make you look back at me, but I think, there must be no, when you see these, I know, You still said NO to me.

If you are a little curious about my life, go back to the place where we first met, and I will record the memory of our encounter in the hole we buried together.

In fact, I want you to guess, thinking about whether you still remember the time when we used to laugh and laugh, but I am also worried that you have forgotten it because of me, and I am worried that you will not.

So, I told you directly, will you go back?

I don't know the answer, and I don't know what you look like at this time, and whether there is anyone around you, but I know that I am so selfish that I can't be with you anymore, and I want you to remember me again.

If you still have my place in your heart, I'm looking forward to your going.

If you don't remember anything, I don't want you to go either.

However, at this moment, I hope that you will come according to your own will. If you are still willing to see me and you in my eyes, then go, it is also a nostalgia.

Have you kept any of the rose-scented poems I wrote to you?

That's the proof that I love you the most in my life, and it's probably the most romantic thing I've ever done.

Those words and sentences were all put together by me in sleepless nights, racking my brain word by word, but I dared not let others know. I asked others to write poems for me, copied them without telling them, and then asked them to hand them over to me. You, such a clumsy plan, have never been exposed.

Every time I look forward to how you feel when you read those verses, peeping from the sidelines, just as I am looking forward to what you will feel when you read this letter and even read my memoirs in the future a mood.

It's a pity I can't see it, but no matter where I am, I always love you, miss you, and want to be with you.

I'm sorry, maybe I did a lot of things wrong, I didn't dare to say this to you until I left, but I love you, love you very much, love you very much.I can't promise that you will be happy all your life, but I hope you will be happy in the rest of your life, in the next life, and in every lifetime.

Big devil who loves you: God will stay. 】

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