Stand at forty

Yuan Tianyi didn't wait for Yu Jinhuan's answer, and continued talking as if nothing had happened.

"Teacher, she is actually an exquisite person. Although I suffered a lot at that time, I also learned a lot from the teacher. I also agree with the teacher's statement from the bottom of my heart. Things that the teacher didn't understand, Later, I gradually figured out that all the relationships in my life are nothing more than paying debts.”

"Whether it's parents, relatives, friends, or even lovers, getting along with everyone is just a transaction."

"A person who treats you well just wants to get a privilege from you, which can satisfy him, or he can hurt you unscrupulously in the future. And a person who treats you badly is the normal state of life. , all hide such a desire to destroy and do evil.”

"However, human beings invented the word love. They use beautiful meanings to define family, friendship and love, especially the unpredictable love, which makes people have expectations from the bottom of their hearts, hoping that someone will treat themselves well without asking for anything in return."

"Did Ah Yi look forward to it too?" Yu Jinhuan asked softly.

Yuan Tianyi nodded and shook his head, "It happened before, when we were just together."

He fell silent, and Yu Jinhuan didn't speak, both of them recalled that short period of happy and carefree time.

Classroom after school.

Yu Jinhuan walked to Yuan Tianyi's table and knocked on the table, "God, go and watch Jiashu play football."

"The college entrance examination is coming soon, so don't work harder." Yuan Tianyi replied with a smile, and packed his things quickly.

"Don't think I didn't see it. What you put away just now is "Walden Lake". Does it have anything to do with the college entrance examination?" Yu Jinhuan walked ahead.

Yuan Tianyi stepped forward and grabbed his hand, "Xiao Huan, you have to relax before the exam."

playground.

"Hey, everyone is nervously busy reviewing, why are you two getting better at this time?" Jia Shu panted and ran over jokingly.

Yu Jin smiled happily: "What you said is that if you like them for a long time, you should be together."

"What do you like or not?" Lin Tianyuan interjected.

"It's nothing." Yuan Tianyi still didn't have much to say to the two of them.

"Let's go, let's eat!" Jiashu strode forward, Lin Tianyuan followed with a smile, Yu Jinhuan and Yuan Tianyi whispered side by side behind.

On such an ordinary day, Yu Jinhuan, a senior in high school, wrote a note to Yuan Tianyi: We are together, okay?

Yuan Tianyi received the ball of paper that was quietly passed by many hands, without a signature, he looked at Yu Jinhuan with great happiness, and met the other's slightly turned back gaze, with a smile on the corners of his eyes and brows.

He solemnly wrote the word "good" stroke by stroke on the note, then carefully unfolded and folded the messy note, passed by Yu Jinhuan's desktop during the break, and tapped it a few times with his fingers table, and walked straight out of the classroom.

Yu Jinhuan followed Yuan Tianyi, walking along the edge of the pond full of weeping willows.

He pulled Yuan Tianyi's arm: "Yuan Tianyi, what's your answer?"

"You like me?" Yuan Tianyi turned around and asked.

"Yes. What about you?"

"Well, me too."

Yu Jinhuan stretched out his hand, "Return the note to me."

Yuan Tianyi took out the note in the palm of his hand, opened it, showed it to Yu Jinhuan, and then took it back.

"Is being together a lifetime thing?"

Yu Jinhuan nodded vigorously and said, "Of course, do you just want to have fun?"

"No, I also want to be together forever."

On that afternoon, Yuan Tianyi held Yu Jinhuan's hand for the first time, believing that holding hands would last a lifetime.After that, he was dizzy for a long time, his brain seemed to forget to think, and he was happy every day. As long as he was with Yu Jinhuan, even if there were two big light bulbs, Lin Tianyuan and Jiashu, he could turn a blind eye .

It wasn't until the end of the college entrance examination that he came out of this mysterious and chaotic state. When faced with the choice of choice, reason and reality swept in like a storm, and he suddenly realized the sweetness and danger of love. Since then, he has been caught in the dilemma of self-contradiction.

I like Yu Jinhuan, I want to be with Yu Jinhuan, I like it more when we are together, and I want to be together all the time.

Yu Jinhuan likes me, likes to hide the hurt behind his back, I am with him, I gave him the right to hurt me, the longer we are together, the power of a little hurt will be greater, he is afraid that the pain will be unbearable.

But he cannot do without Yu Jinhuan.

The development of the matter gave him a blow to the head.

When he just realized his dangerous situation, Yu Jinhuan quarreled with him and broke up.

When Yu Jinhuan found out that Yuan Tianyi was targeting people around him intentionally or unintentionally, he became impatient. The final trigger was that Yuan Tianyi changed his university choice from medicine to business.

"What's wrong with you?" Yu Jinhuan yelled at Yuan Tianyi angrily, "It's not enough for us to be in the same university. Jiashu and I agreed to study medicine together. Why did you change my name without asking my wishes? You don't respect me or the people around me at all."

Facing Yu Jinhuan's questioning, Yuan Tianyi just asked, "Don't you want to be with me?"

"Being together doesn't mean you have to decide everything about me. I need my own space. I have the freedom to make decisions. You shouldn't understand such a simple truth. If I lose myself, then I would rather not be together."

To blame can only be blamed for being too easy to make young promises, and a young heart can easily say goodbye.The separation and reunion in love is normal, but it is a pity that Yuan Tianyi, who can't deal with feelings, has encountered it, so he bought all the seeds of unhappiness in the future.

Yu Jinhuan pushed Yuan Tianyi's body, "Ayi, what did you think of?"

Yuan Tianyi lowered his head in a daze, and hummed a few times, "It's nothing. Thinking of the first time you said that you want to separate, I couldn't accept it all at once. You also know what happened later."

Yu Jinhuan didn't want to recall those two months, and said with some bitterness: "You actually threatened me with the studies of Tianyuan and the others. I really don't want to be with you, and since then, you haven't written me a single word."

Yuan Tianyi looked at the sun that was already in the west, and helped Yu Jinhuan up, "I'll go and see if the trap I set has any prey."

Yu Jinhuan looked at Yuan Tianyi's back as he walked further and further away. For some reason, he was so flustered that he shouted loudly, "Yuan Tianyi, you want to come back!"

Yuan Tianyi turned around and smiled at the nonsensical words.However, until the last ray of light disappeared from the forest, Yu Jinhuan lit a bonfire, and the night wind blew the dancing flames, Yu Jinhuan's face was flushed red, whether it was urgent or hot.

He was a little restless, shaking the branches in his hands back and forth, trying to stand up several times but sat down again, never had he hated his injured legs more than now.

There was the sound of rustling leaves rubbing against each other, and a tall figure appeared within Yu Jinhuan's sight.

"Yuan Tianyi!" Yu Jinhuan yelled excitedly, and the next moment he knew that he had identified the wrong person, the height was wrong, and the body shape was wrong.

After getting closer, he found that it was a somewhat embarrassed figure with messy hair, wearing a bright red shirt on the upper body, a pair of long trousers underneath, and walking with a thick branch.

"HELLO...Hello, my name is Diane, are you also a survivor of MUE1202?" It was a blue-eyed man who could speak fluent Chinese.

"Hello." Yu Jinhuan just nodded slightly and said hello. He was a little disappointed and didn't really want to have much contact with this person.

Dai Ansi seemed to have a familiar temperament, "You are Chinese. My boss and I often go to China. I am a doctor. You seem to have injured your legs and feet. Let me show you."

Seeing that Dai Ansi was about to check his calf, Yu Jinhuan hurriedly stopped him: "Thank you, I don't need it for now."

"Well, do you mind if I drink some of your hot water? I walked here following the thick smoke. After walking for about 3 hours, I ran out of water." Dai Ansi lifted the kettle on his waist and shook it Shake, ask politely.

"Go and scoop the water yourself." Yu Jinhuan pointed to the bamboo ladle on the shelf in front of him.

Dai Ansi praised the exquisiteness of these bamboo products, and then poured two bamboo tubes of water. If Yuan Tianyi hadn't carried two boxes of bamboo tubes of water today, he would definitely prevent the other party from continuing to drink.

Yu Jinhuan still had some dissatisfaction in his heart, but Dai Ansi successfully stopped drinking water at that point, and this person obviously traveled for more than three hours, and he was able to restrain his physical needs of hunger and thirst without opening his mouth Asking for food also made Yu Jinhuan think highly of him.

The two waited by the bonfire for a long time, and Diane kept chattering. From the time of boarding the plane to the plane crash, and the three days after that, this person described his experience in detail, and finally talked about his various experiences in China. knowledge.

Yu Jinhuan didn't need to speak much, the two strangers just sat quietly around a fire, without much defense or deep trust between each other, they were just companions in the wilderness temporarily.

Yu Jinhuan couldn't tell the time of night, he only knew that he had been fighting against sleepiness until Yuan Tianyi came back.

However, Yuan Tianyi didn't come back alone, there was another person beside him, relying on Yuan Tianyi's support, approaching him step by step.

Yu Jinhuan was stunned for a moment, Yuan Tianyi would never be so kind to save others, he looked at that person carefully, he was about 30 to [-] years old, his eyebrows and eyes were obedient, and the clothes on his body were in good condition. Huan really didn't know where this person was injured, or was he just weaker?

Yuan Tianyi glanced at Dai Ansi, and Dai Ansi introduced herself with a wink, then took the initiative to walk over to help the young man to the side of the fire, and spontaneously checked the man's body.

Yu Jinhuan saw Di Ansi's serious expression and all kinds of movements with his hands in one go, so he believed that he was really a doctor.

"Is it because of that person that Ah Yi came back so late?"

I don't know if Yu Jinhuan has noticed the sourness and dissatisfaction in his tone, but Yuan Tianyi has received all of them, "Xiaohuan, that person is a member of the Crisis board of directors. Since I saw it, I naturally have to save him." .”

For some reason, Yu Jinhuan didn't feel relieved, "That means you will take care of one more injured and sick patient?"

"Don't worry, Xiao Huan, I can handle it. And Dai Ansi should be a good doctor. With him, you can recover faster."

"Then let him see the wound on your chest first." After Yu Jinhuan finished speaking, he beckoned Dai Ansi over and asked him to treat Yuan Tianyi's wound first, and then Yuan Tianyi asked Dai Ansi to check whether Yu Jinhuan's fracture was intact There was a wrong connection, and while fixing his calf, Dai Ansi praised Yuan Tianyi's technique.

Dai Ansi became the busiest one among several people. Yuan Tianyi brought back a wild rabbit. After several people shared the food, Dai Ansi and the taciturn crisis director Li Wei'an kept watch at night, and Yu Jinhuan fell asleep leaning on Yuan Tianyi's shoulder .

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There is a smart cat squatting next to the coal stove in the backyard, warming the fire quietly, and will not leave when people come. After going back and forth several times, I couldn’t help meowing like a cat, and the cat raised its eyes. Looking at me vigilantly, I glanced again, and the cat just jumped a few times and left.I hope that the drizzle season will pass, and I wish you all a happy reading!