Stand at forty

Yu Jinhuan was free today, went to inspect the store under the oak tree, and was dragged and nagged by several store managers for a long time, Yu Jinhuan responded without perfunctory with a smile on his face. In the past, he felt polite and boring, but this time But I could hear the sincere warmth.

He stayed at the Shanhe Road store for the longest time, and Xu Lili refilled him with flower and fruit tea several times, but she refused to let him leave.

The store was not busy, so Yu Jinhuan allowed the other party to take the opportunity to be lazy.

Standing behind the counter, Xu Lili, who is definitely a tall and cold Yujie, is holding her chin with her hands at this moment, her eyes are rolling around, and Yu Jinhuan knows that she is playing some tricks.

"Boss, you have changed after coming back after such a long time."

Yu Jinhuan glanced at her, and then looked through the glass at the busy pedestrians outside the window.

Xu Lili continued: "It has become more masculine, more mature, and gentler. In short, it has a little more human flavor, although it still feels a little distant."

Yu Jinhuan raised his eyelids, "Sense of distance?"

"That's right, that's right," Xu Lili blinked her eyes playfully, "The boss's behavior is like fulfilling some long-cherished wishes or unraveling some knots in his heart. In short, that's about it."

Long-cherished wishes, heart knots, and Yuan Tianyi's messy accounts may also be counted.

"Hey, that's really the case." Xu Lili exclaimed, "The boss and Mr. Yuan have reconciled, and there is no awkwardness anymore. It's great."

Yu Jinhuan watched her finally let out a long breath, a little strange, "How nice?"

"Boss, if you are happy, I am more likely to be happier. You are my food and clothing parent. Naturally, I should pay more attention to your physical and mental health." Xu Lili replied solemnly, sitting up straight without turning her eyes, and looked at Yu Yu seriously. Have fun and explain that you really care and not gossip.

Fortunately, Yu Jinhuan is used to her being indifferent, and doesn't care about it, "Go to work hard, the boss will come to check the store, and it's not appropriate for you to be lazy with the boss."

I'm going to be 41 years old, Yu Jinhuan thinks of this, and feels that he is very incompetent, in all aspects.

The love and marriage of a middle-aged man should be like the adoptive parents did in the past, raising eyebrows and respecting each other like a guest. Others seem to be affectionate and affectionate.

Walking out of the oak tree, the afternoon sun in early autumn was still dazzling. He raised his head and squinted at the blue sky, unable to let go of the darkness of the past, and unable to embrace the sunshine in front of him.

On the day of registering at the Civil Affairs Bureau, Yuan Tianyi didn't let his family or friends come with him. Yu Jinhuan didn't really mind, but Yuan Tianyi's kindness also made him feel good. Under the witness of the staff, he signed and made a solemn oath , the little red book symbolizing the sacred marriage relationship was successfully obtained.

There is no tension, no excitement, and the mood is still very peaceful.

Yu Jinhuan was like this, and Yuan Tianyi seemed to be like this too.

Looking at each other with a smile, Yuan Tianyi took his shoulders and left here slowly.

"September 9th, I hope it will last forever." Yu Jinhuan sighed from the bottom of his heart.

"Xiao Huan, happy wedding! Happy birthday!" Yuan Tianyi lowered his shoulders and interlocked fingers with Yu Jinhuan, "I won't let go, so it will definitely last forever."

Yu Jinhuan turned his head to look at Yuan Tianyi, the other party's eyes were filled with deep love, and he held Yuan Tianyi's hand back.

It seemed that this was an ordinary day, and the two spent it in an ordinary way, neither busy with work nor celebrating with relatives and friends.

After leaving the Civil Affairs Bureau, the two pressed down a section of the road and returned to the apartment next to Linda. Yuan Tianyi didn't make those ingenious romantic surprises, and Yu Jinhuan even nestled on the balcony, not wanting to move.

Yuan Tianyi cooks, while Yu Jinhuan watches from the sidelines. A mature man rolls up his sleeves to do housework, and has a special charm of his own.

Like a cat whose fur has been smoothed, he stood softly and quietly, mostly just watching, and occasionally passed a plate at Yuan Tianyi's request, his whole body exuded a warm and comfortable atmosphere.

After the meal, Yu Jinhuan thought on the spur of the moment that he was officially getting married, so he always wanted to do something different.

During this period of time, he moved things from the villa from time to time, and gradually accumulated a lot, among which were many gifts that Yuan Tianyi had given him and which he had not opened.

Moving the storage box to the center of the living room, Yu Jinhuan pulled Yuan Tianyi to sit on the carpet, slowly and carefully opening these forgotten sweet treasures.

Yu Jinhuan was in charge of the demolition, and Yuan Tianyi acted as a commentator.

Yu Jinhuan saw a long and thin box, and decided to start with it, but before revealing its true face, Yuan Tianyi suggested to let him guess first, and he also found it interesting.

He weighed the box with his hands. It was neither light nor heavy. It was a thin, straight and long thing. For a while, he couldn't get the direction right.

"Decorative craft?"

"It's not this kind, it has practical uses." Yuan Tianyi kindly gave a reminder.

Yu Jinhuan just wondered: "You still remember so clearly that you can know what's inside just by looking at the packaging?"

There was a reason for him to ask this question. The things Yuan Tianyi gave him would be packed in advance. For so many years, they only used the same kind of wrapping paper, vintage English cowhide newspaper, and there would be no other fancy things on it.

Several storage boxes were filled with various boxes tightly wrapped in cowhide newspapers, how could he see it at a glance?

Yu Jinhuan was very curious, Yuan Tianyi took the box from Yu Jinhuan's hand and said, "My memory is better than yours, and this feature is obvious. I knew what was inside at the first glance, a Xiao."

After taking it apart, it really was a bamboo shrub.

"I don't know how to play an instrument, why did you give me this?"

"Xiao Huan think again, when did I send you this?"

Yu Jinhuan felt ashamed. In fact, except for the presents he opened and looked at, the other unopened ones seemed to have never existed. He didn't have any impression of them in his mind.

Seeing Yu Jinhuan's brow thinking hard, Yuan Tianyi laughed at himself: "Actually, in retrospect, there should not be many people like me who would give gifts to their lovers. They rarely give things by themselves, and they don't know how to carry a word or two. It’s understandable to remember.”

Yu Jinhuan also smiled: "That's what I said, but I kept them all. You gave them to me, whether they were delivered by hand, or brought by your friends, or even delivered by the courier. I recognized them all, and I didn't lose any of them."

Yu Jinhuan didn't know what he wanted to justify, but recalling the past with Yuan Tianyi in this way, the past also became bright and warm.

He continued to say frankly: "The things you gave me, I can recognize them at a glance through many packages. Back then, Jiashu did several experiments, deliberately using your kind of paper packaging to deliver to my house, but I never Didn't miss it."

Yu Jinhuan was a little proud. He would become extremely sensitive and quickly react to anything that had something to do with Yuan Tianyi.

Yuan Tianyi really didn't expect this, he was a little surprised, "Can you really tell? Why didn't you open it?"

"I can recognize it all because of my senses. Maybe it's because I have good eyesight. Anyway, I can tell that the wrapping paper contains things related to you." Yu Jinhuan took the Xiao from Yuan Tianyi's hand, Playing with the eight round holes on the top, he hesitated for a while before answering the other party's next question.

"I don't open it because I'm afraid of seeing it," Yu Jinhuan stared at Yuan Tianyi's eyes. Over the years, the other person's eyebrows and eyes have also changed, and the outline has become deeper and deeper. There are still many emotions hidden in the eyes, but the most obvious one is mild.

He went on in a bang.

"It's like if you want to reject something, the best way is not to touch it, so I dare not open it, but I am a little bit reluctant to give it back to you, so I just accept the things and put them on the shelf, maybe I am too Looking forward to the day when I open those love letters you gave me years later, with my own hands, with gratitude and joy, willingly, and impatiently."

Yu Jinhuan raised his head, and he was not shy or embarrassed about confessing his previous thoughts, "At first, I had a crush on you, but right away, I found that you were different from what I imagined, and it was impossible for us to I want to live the kind of life I want, so I decided not to love you, the more we get along, the more afraid I will fall in love with you."

"But a few days ago, I realized that I was also afraid that I didn't love you." Yu Jinhuan paused and continued, "I don't know if it's contradictory, but whatever, Anyway, now that we are here, we still have time to figure it out, even if we don't find the answer in the end, it doesn't matter."

"It's rare to be confused?" Yuan Tianyi changed the subject.

Yu Jinhuan shook his head, "It's better to say let go."

Glancing at the notch on Xiao Guan from the corner of the corner of the eye, Yu Tianyi had a flash of inspiration and asked, "Give it to me when I was a sophomore? Because of that performance?"

Yuan Tianyi nodded and slowly talked about it.

"The time I asked for your help was Senior Sister Sang's request. You have met several times, and you are still familiar with each other. There happened to be an accident in that performance. The person who played the role of the scholar had severe diarrhea. When someone came off the bench, you came to me by coincidence, so Senior Sister Sang pulled me over to temporarily fill the field."

Yu Jinhuan was actually deeply impressed by that incident.

"I still remember that she asked me to play the role of a romantic scholar. Later I found out that she was not a scholar. She was clearly a little monster. I still can't forget that Senior Sister Sang and her friends painted on my face, and That silver wig, nothing could be more humiliating than it was back then."

"But you performed very well, your temperament is very suitable, and the audience's response is also enthusiastic. If it is not for your firm reluctance to disclose your identity, more people will definitely fall in love with you."

Yu Jinhuan didn't see any jealousy on Yuan Tianyi's face, so he was a little upset, "Hey, I clearly remember that if anyone said a word to me at that time, you would always play tricks behind your back, why are you so generous now."

"No one will treat you better than me, like you more than me, and you already belong to me, in every sense."

Yu Jinhuan carefully explored Yuan Tianyi's expression, and found that there was really no jealous reaction, and suddenly felt bored, "Didn't you say that you left a photo, I'll dig it out and have a look."

He just said casually, Yuan Tianyi took out his mobile phone and fiddled with it a few times, and actually found out the photos at that time, Yu Jinhuan took a few glances, and did not open the presents, leaned against Yuan Tianyi, flipping through them one by one Photos of them at that time.

"You took a lot of sneak shots."

"A lot of them are from other people. You don't like to laugh when you are alone. When you are with me, except for being a little awkward, you are always happy."

Yu Jinhuan himself noticed that in the photos of him alone, his expression was somewhat melancholy, but he didn't notice this at the time, and now he doesn't understand it even more.With Yuan Tianyi, he really wasn't that unhappy, even though he didn't want to admit it, he was always laughing and a little silly.

"There are quite a lot of photos of us together, it seems that you have a lot of eyeliner."

"At that time, we were still very famous in school. After all, there were very few publics like us. The "Same-Sex Marriage Law" had just been promulgated, and everyone's acceptance was not high. The reason why there are so many photos is because there are many people watching the excitement. , but you never seem to realize it."

Yu Jinhuan nodded and said, "I'm a person living in my own world. In fact, it's hard for outsiders to influence me by what they say or think."

He thought to himself, if it weren't for my various tempers, I wouldn't have accepted a boy's request for dating naturally, and I didn't find it strange at all, and I didn't even struggle in my heart.

Thinking of this, he raised his chin to Yuan Tianyi, and said with some pride: "So Ayi met me, and he made money."

"Well, it did make money."

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