Today is also tied up by the top stream [entertainment circle]

Gradually, suffering became the norm.As long as both of them are in their own room, they will start the video, even if one of them is busy, it is good to feel that the other is there.

Once, when the video was on, someone knocked on the door of Jian Xing's room. Jian Xing put his phone there, and Zhaoyang was waiting for him on the other side.

Jian Xing went out and chatted with the visitor for about 10 minutes. When she came back, she saw the camera facing Zhaoyang's face. Zhaoyang was leaning on the head of the bed, half-sitting, and fell asleep.

It was just past noon in Jian Xing's place, but it was early morning in Zhaoyang's place.He got up at 5 o'clock this morning and set off for the set, and he didn't come back until late at night, but because he knew that Jian Xing could video with him for a while during his lunch break, he was reluctant to sleep.

Jian Xing looked at Zhaoyang quietly, wishing that she could be there, so that she could hold Zhaoyang well, cover him with a quilt, and let him sleep peacefully.

He wanted to wake up Zhaoyang and change his posture, otherwise he would fall down in the middle of the night.In the end, he didn't cry, just watched him sleep all the time.

One day, two days, one week, two weeks, one month, two months... Time flies by quickly and then slowly.Zhaoyang devoted himself to this role, more seriously than ever before, but also more difficult than ever.

In the past, when he was filming, he only had his own role in his heart.But now, he has another person in his heart.

There is no way to take this person out.

Even if there is 1 second, 1 minute, 1 hour, because of being too busy and focused and forgetting the whole world, including forgetting the lover who is far away on the other side of the earth, when you recover, you will miss it even more, as if you must be ruthless. Fill in the gaps that were accidentally missed.

A month later, Jian Xing immediately went down to act. Brother Ji still spent a long time with the crew, and put the light-hearted scenes first, for fear that Jian Xing would suffer from sequelae.Zhaoyang also checks the guard every day, like an interrogation, and Jian Xing is occasionally punished very helplessly.

The further Jian Xing goes, the more she plays, the busier she becomes.The two have jet lag and often cannot reply to each other's WeChat messages in time.A message, reply within half a minute, can talk along the topic for a long time, and reply after 3 hours, it is meaningless.

When they were the most, there were hundreds of WeChat messages a day, but now, there are only dozens or dozens of messages left every day, and often they can only greet each other in fragmented sentences. Zhaoyang can't remember the last time they Barbara can't stop talking about what time it is.

Before he pulled his luggage and left Jian Xing's house, the long kiss that Jian Xing gave him became more and more blurred.

Jian Xing's arc is getting longer and longer.Finally, once more than 12 hours.

Zhaoyang couldn’t count how many times he turned on the phone, and it was the same process every time—unlocking, clicking on WeChat, Jian Xing’s dialog box didn’t show any new information, his heart sank, but he refused to give up, and he stubbornly went in , There is indeed no new information, so I can only look at the last WeChat message I sent to Jian Xing in a daze.

It was posted in the morning, posting the breakfast he had today, saying that the grilled cornflakes in this hotel are very delicious.

Zhaoyang sent several messages on his own, hanging there alone, pitiful and a little embarrassed.

From morning to night, for a full 12 hours, Jian Xing never returned.

Several times Zhaoyang wanted to call Jian Xing directly, but he held back.He knew very well how busy and tired Jian Xing was in the film crew, and he also believed that as long as Jian Xing saw his message, he would reply immediately, as Jian Xing has always been like this.

When I sent that message in the morning, it was night at Jian Xing's side, maybe he just slept for 12 hours.

As a leading actor, it is not easy to sleep for a long time in the crew.Just to bother Jian Xing for such a small matter...how naive I am.

But he misses Jane Xing very much.

Unable to hear from Jian Xing, Zhaoyang was so anxious that he couldn't sleep, feeling that this day would not pass.I had no choice but to browse Jian Xing's circle of friends, and then go to Weibo after scrolling through the circle of friends. Zhaoyang was stunned when he did this.

Jian Xing forwarded a Weibo six hours ago.

The original Weibo text was posted by an actor named Liu Song, and it was a group photo—a photo of him and Jian Xing.

Liu Song is another leading actor in "Exit".

Jian Xing and Liu Song stood side by side, shoulder to shoulder, and Liu Song compared the scissors hands very vigorously, and both of them laughed happily.

The content of the accompanying text is the filming impression of "Exit", it is probably for the pre-publicity of "Exit"... Forget it, it's not important.

This Liu Song is quite handsome.

is very handsome.

Liu Song is not as famous as Jian Xing, but he is also a young fresh meat with great potential. He is only in his early 20s and has a lot of mother fans.

Liu Song and Jian Xing are about the same height and body, Jian Xing has a unique temperament, Liu Song is sunny and cheerful, the two of them are very eye-catching in the same frame, and the comments below have already started to criticize CP.

Zhaoyang stared at this photo for a long time, and slowly, he liked it.

Did not sleep well all night.

I had a lot of dreams in a muddle.The clearest scene is that Jian Xing and Liu Song are talking, laughing while talking, he has been trying his best to call Jian Xing, but he can't.

Then he cried, but found that he couldn't even cry.

When she woke up, she was full of grievances and wanted to hug Jian Xing.No matter how childishly he sheds tears, Jian Xing will wipe them for him.

I found that Jian Xing was not around.Far, far away from him.

Zhaoyang's heart was pounding, and he was in a panic.

I really want to cry.

But think about it, it's all done by yourself.

Let you not accept "Exit".

...I miss him so much.

After fully waking up, Zhaoyang suddenly remembered something, and grabbed the phone impatiently.

5 am.Jane Xing still has no information.

The WeChat dialog box is as quiet as an uninhabited wilderness, chilling thousands of miles, and chilling the heart.

Zhaoyang went to Jian Xing's circle of friends again, but there was no update.

Weibo, no update.

I wanted to call him, but still hesitated.

He looked naive before, but now he looks ridiculous.

My heart was beating again, still panicking.

Open the call interface at Zhaoyang's broken pot and sinking boat, and dial Jian Xing's number directly with one click.

ring the bell.

One second, two seconds.

No one picked up.

Three seconds, four seconds.

Five seconds, six seconds.

Still ringing.

"Hello, there is no one on the number you dialed..."

Zhaoyang hangs up.

Throwing the phone back on the bedside table, with a bang, the ground shook.

Put the quilt on your head and continue to sleep.

Pretend to continue sleeping.

Sleeping is extremely uncomfortable, the mattress seems to be full of nails, turning over is suffering, and not turning over is also suffering.

Still don't want to get up.Today's show starts relatively late, so I can arrive on time by getting up at 7 o'clock.

I don't know how long I was covered under the quilt, the phone rang suddenly.

Zhaoyang was so frightened that he almost jumped up.

Hastily looking for the phone that he had just violently treated, with a little guilt, but more of anticipation—is it Jian Xing?Is it Jane Xing?

Then I thought maybe it was someone from the film crew, subconsciously tried to downplay it, lowered my expectations, and avoided more serious disappointment.

Still can't help but think, is it Jian Xing?Is it him?What if it was him?

In just a few seconds, the inner drama shook the world.Zhaoyang found the mobile phone that made him hate iron and steel from the corner, and looked at the caller ID - it was Jian Xing! ! !

Zhaoyang smiled obviously, but the moment he connected, the sound of "Hello" was filled with half-cry.

Even I was taken aback.

Jian Xing was taken aback: "Senior?"

"Well," Zhaoyang took the initiative to talk about him, "I... just woke up."

"Didn't sleep again?" Jian Xing asked softly.

"……fine."

Zhaoyang loves Jian Xing's tenderness, but he doesn't want to appear too excited, so he tries his best to remain calm.

"That, senior..." Jian Xing considered his words carefully.

"Huh?" Zhaoyang's heart tightened, and Jian Xing felt that this was the prelude to something big.

Jian Xing was still deliberating, and the background voice sounded high-pitched: "Brother Xing! Can you match me up again? If you NG again, I'm really going to collapse——"

Jian Xing paused, asked Zhaoyang to wait, obviously put away the phone, turned down the volume, and said a few words to the other party in the noisy voice, Zhaoyang heard Jian Xing call the other party "Liu Song".

Before leaving, Liu Song added: "Thank you last night, Brother Xing!"

The volume of Liu Song's words was not loud, it seemed that he lowered his voice on purpose, but probably because he was too close to Jian Xing, Zhaoyang still vaguely heard it.

The forbearable joy and joy were suddenly chilled.

"Senior?" Jian Xing spoke again.

"Are you on the set?" Zhaoyang asked.

"yes--"

"Then get busy first." Zhaoyang wanted to say "I don't want to disturb you anymore", but also wanted to say "work is important", feeling as if it was too cold, stuck for a long time, and stuck two thin and abrupt Word: "...bye."

Jian Xing didn't expect this development, even the deaf could hear that Zhaoyang's mood had changed, but at this time the assistant director really called him, it was the one that was filmed just now and some parts needed to be changed, Jian Xing was helpless, now with Zhaoyang The explanation could not be explained, so I had to hang up the phone first.

For the next whole night, he acted absent-mindedly, and ate NG several times in each scene, so Xiao Zhao had to apologize to the director repeatedly for him.

After the filming was finally finished, Jian Xing didn't even have time to change her clothes. As soon as Xiao Zhao took the phone from Xiao Zhao, she called Zhao Yang immediately.

If Zhaoyang dare not answer, he will...

It seems that there is nothing to do.

Zhaoyang accepted it.

Jian Xing breathed a sigh of relief.As long as they can still talk to each other, no matter how serious it is.

"Senior, listen to me," Jian Xing said straight to the point, "I went to a party last night."

"Exit" signed Jian Xing because of Jian Xing's box office appeal. "Exit" is going to hit the box office of next year's May [-]st, so almost before the launch, various actions have been launched. It is to warm up the publicity, create topics, and attract attention. At the same time, it has to establish a good relationship with the theaters and negotiate condition.Last night's dinner was a meeting with several directors of the theater, and the director asked Jian Xing to also attend, clearly to show off his trump card.

Brother Ji also agreed with Jian Xing to go.Not only for the screening rate of "Exit", but also to take this opportunity to connect with theaters and lay a solid foundation for Jian Xing to gain a foothold in the film industry in the future.

Therefore, Jian Xing had to drink this meal.But the doctor told me to stop drinking as much as possible until he recovered.Zhaoyang will definitely be angry when he finds out.

Jian Xing originally wanted to hide it from Zhaoyang.When Zhaoyang sent the breakfast message last night, Jian Xing was chatting with the bosses at the dinner table.Lin Song is a novice in this area, has little experience, and doesn't know how to refuse alcohol in fancy ways. He has become a key target of siege, and he almost cried after drinking.While going to the bathroom, Jian Xing taught him some tricks. The two had just finished chatting, but Jian Xing had no chance to take out his cell phone, and was dragged out by the chasing person.

When the show ended, Jian Xing was already drunk.

It was two o'clock in the afternoon when I woke up, and it was early morning in Zhaoyang.Jian Xing knows that Zhaoyang hasn't slept well these days, and Zhaoyang has set a strong reminder on his WeChat, and he doesn't turn off his phone when he sleeps, just to hear the reminder in time.Jian Xing decided to wait a few more hours and reply to Zhaoyang's message when he got up.

Then I flipped through Weibo, and suddenly noticed an unacceptable like.

Zhaoyang liked the group photo of Liu Song forwarded to him.

Jian Xing: "..."

What does this praise mean?

It is clearly "I don't talk, just smile, you experience it yourself".

The situation is a little serious.

Jian Xing didn't expect Zhaoyang to wake up so soon and call him suddenly.At that time, Jian Xing was filming, Xiao Zhao was holding his mobile phone, and when he saw Zhao Yang's call, he didn't dare to answer it for him without authorization, so he told Jian Xing after Jian Xing finished.

Then it turned into a strange development.

Jian Xing knew that Zhaoyang must have heard the conversation between Liu Song and him.

pill.

It must be explained clearly within today.

Jian Xing clearly told Zhaoyang all the events of the past day, and he no longer cared whether Zhaoyang scolded him for drinking, and now he wanted to get rid of his relationship with Liu Song.

They have nothing to do with each other.

That Weibo post was also posted by Brother Ji using his account, all for the promotion of the movie.

"Senior, I was wrong," Jian Xing said softly, "I won't hide anything from you from now on, I will tell you the truth, okay?"

Zhaoyang: "..."

"Are you okay?" Jian Xing asked again.

"……Um."

Zhaoyang didn't want to talk much, because he was afraid that Jian Xing would hear his sobs.

What a big deal.Stupid.

Jian Xing seemed to breathe a sigh of relief over there, "Do you know how scared I am by your tone today and suddenly hanging up on my phone..."

"..."

"You are so far away, I can't stop you right away."

"..."

"It's scary, you know that?"

"Ah."

"You're alright," Jian Xingxin relaxed, thinking about it, she was about to get angry, "Hang up on me next time, and I'll let you—"

After much deliberation, but couldn't think of a suitable threat, Jian Xing said fiercely: "I will make you regret it."

Zhaoyang: "..."

"I'm afraid too." Zhaoyang said.

Jian Xing was taken aback.

"I dare not argue with you on the phone or on WeChat, for fear..."

I'm afraid it will fade away like this.

Gradually, gradually.

Then I watched Jian Xing meet another person just like he met him in the crew.Fall in love with another person the same way you love him.

He has never been in love, and he doesn't know how to love and how to be loved.He was afraid of his clumsiness and accidentally lost Jian Xing.

Obviously, we haven't known each other for a long time, and we haven't been together for a long time, but it's already hard to imagine what life is like without you.

Jane Xing smiled.Hearing Zhaoyang's words, he suddenly felt at ease.

It turned out that they were equally insecure.

They are all equally naive, ridiculous, and not strong enough.

None of them are perfect.They are all just flesh and blood.

"You and Liu Song..." Zhaoyang asked in a low voice, a little embarrassed, "Are you familiar with each other?"

"I'm not familiar with it," Jian Xing said categorically, "Not at all."

Zhaoyang: "..."

"Then..." Zhaoyang asked again, "Is there anyone else who likes you?"

Jian Xing sneered, "Silly, why are there so many gays?"

"Does that mean it's okay to be gay?"

Jian Xing: "..."

Jian Xing said deeply: "Senior, you can't bully me because I can't speak Chinese well, just dig a hole for me."

Jian Xing didn't tell Zhaoyang, and it's true that countless people gave him hints, men and women, coming and going, disturbing, but he didn't take it to heart.

"Senior—Zhaoyang," Jian Xing said slowly into the microphone with a deep voice, "It doesn't matter whether people like me or not, anyway... I only like you—

"I only love you."