Today is also tied up by the top stream [entertainment circle]

After this near miss, Jian Xing didn't dare to stay in Zhaoyang for a long time, and felt that she really had a family, a concern, and a responsibility overnight.This kind of concern is like a centripetal force, holding him firmly on the ground, and he has since understood what a sense of belonging is.

In fact, Zhao Yang did not have many scenes in "When I Woke Up", but Director Li Fangzhe filmed very slowly. Sometimes there are only one or two scenes in the announcement list, or it can be understood that he has to spend one or two scenes. Repeatedly grind for a day.

After filming for more than three months, Xu Yuanjie informed Zhaoyang that the "Golden Lotus TV Festival" will be held before the Lantern Festival and will last for three days, so that Zhaoyang should at least come back to participate in the closing ceremony and awards ceremony on the last day.

The Golden Lotus TV Festival is a TV festival specially held for the "Golden Lotus Award". Compared with the three major domestic TV awards, this is a new TV festival. It is jointly organized by five domestic leading video platforms. It is held once a year, and now it is the fourth , The selection standard is that the opinion of the professional jury and the votes of the audience account for half and half.Although the history is not as long as the top three, the promotional strength of the five platforms should not be underestimated. After several sessions, the influence of the Golden Lotus Award has risen rapidly, and it seems that there is a tendency to catch up with the top three.

"Not Me" participated in this year's Golden Lotus Award competition. The official sent a notice to Director Qiu, informing that "Not Me" had been nominated for at least one award, and invited the main creative team of "Not Me" to come to participate in the first competition. The [-]th Golden Lotus TV Festival.

The leading actors will naturally also be present.

Zhaoyang can finally ask for leave from director Li Fangzhe in a legitimate way.

A while ago, Jian Xing had a few days to spare, and he wanted to fly over to visit Zhaoyang.Zhaoyang's heart was pounding at the time, and he felt happy just listening to it, but he still rejected Jian Xing.Jian Xing's legs are just right, acting is a last resort, Zhaoyang doesn't want to see him struggling for himself.

For this reason, even if Zhaoyang fell, knocked, or touched on the set, he didn't dare to tell Jian Xing, for fear that Jian Xing would really rush over regardless.

Although I really want to act like a baby with Jian Xing, tell him that I am in pain, tell him that I am tired, and tell him that I want to see him.

Zhaoyang discussed with Li Fangzhe that he can work overtime during the Spring Festival, and he only needs a few days to go back to participate in the Golden Lotus TV Festival.

Li Fangzhe agreed.When not filming, he is still very human.

Zhaoyang happily booked the air ticket, and then counted down the days every day. He packed his luggage two days in advance, and the day he left the film crew for the airport, Zhaoyang wished he could open a portal directly.

Jian Xing arrived in City S one day earlier than Zhaoyang, and tidied up the house. He didn't go to pick up Zhaoyang in person, Zhou Ran's company will make arrangements for this.

Before Zhaoyang got on the plane, Jian Xing told him on the phone, I will wait for you at home.

I'll wait for you at home.

With these words in his arms, Zhaoyang had a difficult but sweet sleep on the plane.

Get off the plane, travel across half of the city, enter the community, enter the yard, and arrive at the door of the house. Zhaoyang is carrying a suitcase, enters the door, the hall is empty, and Jian Xing is nowhere to be seen.

"Jian Xing?" Zhaoyang looked around, and searched around downstairs, but he didn't see Jian Xing, and went upstairs again.

What about people?What about people?

The phone rings.

"Senior," Jian Xing's voice was deep and magnetic, "I'm in the bathroom."

Zhaoyang: "..."

Zhaoyang's Adam's apple twitched.

He gave a very soft "hmm" and hung up the phone.

Step by step towards the room.

Entering the door, I saw the closed bathroom door at a glance.

Zhaoyang originally wanted to maintain a steady pace, but couldn't bear it after walking a few steps, and started to run.

With a bang, he opened the bathroom door, Zhaoyang panted slightly, and met Jian Xing in the bathtub.

Jian Xing, who had always been straightforward, suddenly became reserved, and the water surface of the bathtub was full of foam.Zhaoyang only saw Jian Xing's dripping hair in the mist, his slender neck, his collarbones and shoulders with sharp edges and corners, his firm and flat chest muscles...and then it was gone.

Zhaoyang hated his reserve a little today.

The corner of Jian Xing's mouth raised, and he hooked his finger towards Zhaoyang.

Zhaoyang inexplicably remembered an insignificant incident.

I don't remember which time it was, Jian Xing said that he would not pervert to sneak into the bathroom of Zhaoyang's house and wait for him.

But maybe one day, he'll be waiting for him in the bathroom of his own home.

Zhaoyang walked over and staggered off his shoes on the way—this was the best preparation he could do.

Then plop, like a duck, into the tub.

Pushing away the resistance of a river of spring water, she leaned towards Jian Xing and kissed his lips.

Zhaoyang today is particularly active, boldly sticking out his tongue to search for Jian Xing's tongue, frantically seeking his breath.

While kissing him, Jian Xing took off his coat, which was wet and heavy, and threw it to the ground casually.

Then take off his pants.

Zhaoyang let Jian Xing mess with him, and groped his naked body with his hands.

Jian Xing suddenly pushed Zhaoyang's buttocks hard, "Senior...you hurt me because of sitting on it."

Zhaoyang was panting, his lips were a little swollen, his eyes were full of longing, and he didn't know if he understood Jian Xing's words.

Then, without warning, the eye sockets became wet, and a line of tears slowly slid down.

"Jane Xing, I miss you."

"I only love you too."

Jian Xing was stunned for a moment, Zhaoyang's words were in response to the last time he said "I only love you" on the phone.

This person dare to say that his arc is long.

Jian Xing kissed the corner of his eyes with the familiar salty taste, "I made you sad before..."

in all aspects.

"Now make it up to you."

The two stayed at Jian Xing's house for two days shamelessly, as if they wanted to make up for the homework they had missed in the past few months.

On February 2, the closing ceremony of the Golden Lotus TV Festival came as scheduled.

Xu Yuanjie came to pick up Zhaoyang in advance as usual, Zhaoyang and Jian Xing temporarily pretended to be strangers and arrived separately.

Zhaoyang concentrated on filming for a few months, now he doesn't pay attention to the Internet, and doesn't post on Weibo, only occasionally posting some business reposts under Xu Yuanjie's reminder, feeling that he is very far away from the domestic social circle.

Entering the feasting place again, I was a little dazed.

The main creative team of "Not Me" gathered, director Qiu, the producer, Han Mingyi and the actresses of "Not Me" walked the red carpet together, while Jian Xing and Zhao Yang walked alone one after the other.

Director Qiu and the producer did not arouse much reaction.As soon as Jian Xing appeared on the stage, the audience almost climaxed. The shout of "Jian Xing" suppressed the names of other artists for a while, and 1 flashing lights immediately slammed on Jian Xing, and Jian Xing wanted to talk to the enthusiastic The audience greeted each other and had to cooperate with the photographer to take pictures. They had to stop for three steps on the red carpet of more than ten meters, and the stay time was extraordinarily long.

Zhaoyang was used to seeing Jian Xing's unrivaled limelight, so he watched with a smile from a distance.His boyfriend is also handsome today.The most handsome guy in the universe.

It's my turn to play.Zhaoyang adjusts his suit.He couldn't get used to these high-end suits, and before going out in the afternoon, Jian Xing helped him tie the tie.

After Zhaoyang took a few steps on the red carpet, the climax of the audience doubled again, and the voices of "Jian Xing I love you" began to rise in bursts of "Yangyang I love you", the photographers who had just finished shooting Jian Xing Turning around and rushing towards Zhaoyang again, there are still 1 flashlights shooting non-stop.Zhaoyang was a little dizzy from the hot wave, and he became cautious, just wanting to finish the red carpet quickly.After such a comparison, he felt how calm Jian Xing was just now.

After the signing, there was a media interview. Jian Xing and Zhaoyang had thousands of microphones in front of them. The king of search is here, no one wants to waste time talking to idols who have passed away.

After finally coping with this procedure and entering the inner hall, Zhaoyang thought he could be relieved, but unexpectedly, more people came to greet him.Every artist or industry person who knows, doesn't know, has friendship, has no friendship, acquaintance, or unfamiliarity, as long as they know who Zhaoyang is, they have to come over and have a chat with him.Zhaoyang couldn't remember whether he had met many people, but he couldn't ask, so he had to deal with them one by one with a smile on his face.

Everyone was very polite to him, with a smile on their faces, friendly and kind, some called him Brother Yang, some respected him as Teacher Zhao, praised him for his outstanding performance in "Not Me", and insisted on finding a topic to discuss with him if there was no topic , and some inquired about his schedule.In less than an hour, there were dozens of "friends" in Zhaoyang's industry social circle.

Hearing something by accident made Zhaoyang quite emotional——Yu Shuangqin did not come to participate in this Golden Lotus TV Festival.

Zhaoyang has never met Yu Shuangqin with his own eyes, and only got to know this person through Jian Xing.Back then, she wasn't even afraid of offending Jian Xing, and she was so popular that she could cover half of the entertainment circle with a flick of her skirt.At that time, she was everywhere, and the benefactor even gave her a lot of money to make a movie, and hired a bunch of movie stars and celebrities to match her at a sky-high price. There was overwhelming publicity, and the filming rate was as high as robbery, but the result was still rushed. .

Very suddenly, about a few months ago, Yu Shuangqin stopped thumping.

Suddenly there was no sound.

Some people say that Yu Shuangqin's patron has fallen.With the resources withdrawn, no one is willing to praise her bad feet anymore.

Zhaoyang just listened and didn't comment.Most of the conversations were led by Xu Yuanjie, who filtered all kinds of information for Zhaoyang, and Zhaoyang was only responsible for brushing his face there.Later, it was Jian Xing who came to rescue him, and after a few words, he went to sit down with him.

At 8 o'clock in the evening, the award ceremony officially began.

As usual, some small awards will be released in the first half to warm up, and some awards will be released in the second half. "Annual TV Series" and "Annual Actor/Actress" are naturally the finale.

TV drama awards are different from film awards. The tradition of film festivals is generally one best film, one best actor, and one best actress every year. It is difficult to win the championship, but it is the highest honor.TV drama awards are not necessarily limited to one. Some TV festivals have even tried to award four best actors or actresses a year, depending on the rules of the TV festival itself.

The Golden Lotus Award is closer to the model of film awards. There is only one place for the annual TV series and the annual actor/actress, so as to increase the gold content of the award.The annual TV series is actually not much of a suspense, just looking at the statistics, it can be seen that when it comes to last year's popular TV series on the Internet, everyone's first reaction is "Not My Race".

As expected, "Not My Race" successfully won the Golden Lotus 2020 TV Drama Award.

Before that, "Not Me" had already won awards for excellent screenwriting, excellent director, and excellent cinematography, and was nominated for several other awards. It had a fruitful year.

Director Qiu came to the stage to accept the award amidst thunderous applause, thanked the crew, the main creative team, and the actors, and also shared some creative thoughts.

Then came Actor of the Year and Actress of the Year.

Zhaoyang was surprised that he was selected among the five nominations for actor of the year.

"Not Me" has two selected, namely him and Jian Xing, and the other three are the male protagonists of three TV series.In other words, among these five people, only Zhaoyang is the male supporting role.

The Golden Lotus Award does not expressly stipulate that the actor of the year must be the leading actor, but the actors and actresses of the previous three annual actors and actresses are all male and female protagonists, without exception.This is normal, the protagonist has the most roles, the most positive character image, the easiest to perform brilliantly, and the easiest to attract fans. Few supporting actors have expected to compete for this actor of the year award.

The award presenter is a film and television amphibious three-gold actor and the last Golden Lotus Award's TV queen. The two interacted, opened the name card, and announced: "The Golden Lotus Award 2020 Actor of the Year is—"

Under the stage, Zhaoyang grabbed Jian Xing's hand tightly, and Jian Xing also kicked him back, with his fingers sticking to each other.

Zhaoyang thought that this award might go to Jian Xing, so he was happy for him in advance.

It is already a very unexpected harvest for him to appear with Jian Xing in the nomination.

"Zhaoyang—!"

A clanging sound resounded through the venue.

Zhaoyang was taken aback.

...?

Someone is... calling his name?

It's the... award presenter on the stage?

Did he say his own name?

The sensational applause drowned out his thoughts. Seeing that he stayed in his seat and did not respond, Jian Xing pulled him up, hugged him tightly, and said in his ear: "Senior, go up and receive the award."

Zhaoyang opened his mouth, and asked Jian Xing with his eyes: Is it really me?

Really?

Jian Xing smiled softly, and almost couldn't hold back the little gestures of intimacy, "You deserve your name."

Zhaoyang's eyes turned red silently, and with Jian Xing's encouragement, he reluctantly let go of his hand, brushed aside the turbulent applause, and walked to the stage step by step.

It was a long journey, and every time he took a step forward, someone would say congratulations to him, but he couldn't listen to anything, his head was buzzing, and there was a feeling of lightness, as if floating in mid-air.

Finally came to the stage, received the trophy, took over the microphone, and then Zhaoyang froze there, not speaking.

He has always believed that Jian Xing should win the award, and nothing will happen to him.

It's just so inexplicably confident, so confident that he didn't prepare a speech at all.

In fact, the actor of the year was awarded to Zhaoyang, and it has indeed experienced some twists and turns.

First of all, by default, it is best not to overlap the TV series of the year and the actor/actress of the year. It is not a good phenomenon for a few works to monopolize most of the awards, and it is not conducive to the industry, let alone the long-term development of the Golden Lotus TV Festival.

Unless there are really outstanding works.

Phenomenon-level works will not appear every year, and they are rare.The fact is that "Not Me" beat a lot of competing products last year, and it was the best.After discussion by the jury, the first hurdle has been passed. From the perspective of professionalism and market popularity, "Not Me" deserves to be awarded both the TV series of the year and the actor of the year at the same time.

The next question is who will be awarded the actor of the year.

Some people think that this is an undisputed question, who else can it be awarded to besides the male number one Jian Xing?

However, someone pointed out that in terms of performance in "Not Me", Yang Yixiu, played by Zhaoyang, is slightly better than the leading male lead, from the actor's own acting skills to the role's sense of hierarchy, character arc, etc. sheep.Jian Xing is also very good, but after all, she is inexperienced and a little green.

Moreover, the difference between the roles of the two is not too big, and Yang Yixiu's sense of presence has always been strong in the play.

From a professional point of view, the male actor of the year should be awarded to Zhao Yang, and because Zhao Yang is not the leading actor and the fan base is not as good as Jian Xing, he should not "follow the old rules" against his conscience.

Some people also suggested that it would be better to have a double yolk egg, and this year two male actors of the year will be awarded.

This proposal was quickly rejected due to very practical considerations. "Not Me" has already won the TV series of the year and the actor of the year, and it will have the first double-yolk egg in the history of the Golden Lotus Awards. Among the co-organizers of the Golden Lotus Awards, Bafang Video, which exclusively broadcast "Not Me", earned a lot of money The pot is full, and several other platforms have to worry about it.

The award committee quarreled on this issue for a long time, and it was not until the eve of the opening of the Golden Lotus TV Festival that the list was finally finalized.

The choice of Zhaoyang is not only considering the professional point of view, but also a gimmick.

If the Golden Lotus Award wants to compete with the top three domestic TV festivals for a piece of cake, it must attract enough attention.This year's Golden Lotus TV Festival ""Not Me" picks lotus" is not a big news, it is a matter of course.But if it is revealed again that "Actor of the Year falls to Zhaoyang, and Jian Xing, the leading actor in "Not Me", stops being nominated", won't it be very eye-catching?

In the past two years, some TV festivals in China have been ridiculed because they have awarded Shidi TV to the top performers who obviously have no acting skills, treating the audience as blind, and their reputation has plummeted.The Golden Lotus Award officials immediately realized that this is an excellent breakthrough to join the arena.After awarding the Actor of the Year Award, a wave of publicity campaigns was arranged to promote the "fairness, objectivity, and professionalism" of the Golden Lotus Award, not to bow to the superficial traffic, and to properly build a reputation.

Zhaoyang stood where he was, silent.The audience was silent, silent with him.

Zhaoyang didn't prepare a speech, but he had a lot to say in his heart.

How much he wanted the world to see what was in his heart.

His eyes were full of water vapor, looking at the auditorium, looking in the direction of Jian Xing.Jian Xing also looked at him.

After a long time, Zhaoyang scanned slowly, looking at the faces in the audience.

Xu Yuanjie, Xiaomeng.Forest Valley.Director Qiu, Deputy Director Zhang, Han Mingyi.Zhou Ran, Xiao Zhao.Ying Gaoyi, Xie Jing.Bai Mingxuan, Tong Caizhe.Zhuo Yicheng.Wan Xiang.

There are also many close or distant colleagues.

He even saw the prime of life.

Among the people in the audience, there were so many heavenly favored ones that he had envied so much.They seemed to be able to run ahead lightly and deftly without much effort, leaving him far, far behind.

Finally, he arrived here by himself and walked here step by step.

It was slow, but he arrived.

This road is really difficult.

Zhaoyang stood there stupidly, unable to say a word.The eye sockets were getting wet, and the tears that I had endured for a long time still fell.

I don't know who started it, but someone applauded encouragingly, which led to more applause.

When the applause went out again, Zhaoyang tried his best to maintain his dignity, but finally said in a trembling voice: "Thank you."

He remembered some past events.He remembered that back then, a senior who was also at Feiyang Media told him not to take fans too seriously.Sooner or later they will leave.

Later, he understood this sentence.

Later, he understood more.

In the end, it will not be the fans, nor the excitement they created, nor themselves.

Even "Zhaoyang", this star, this actor, is just a passerby.

But his characters, his works, have touched people's hearts.

Once walked into the hearts of some people, it will be remembered by some people for a lifetime.

This is called "eternity".

"Thank you", this is Zhaoyang's entire acceptance speech.

The audience was a little surprised, confirming that Zhaoyang's "speech" was over, they clapped politely and understandingly.

Jian Xing, who loves him, applauds him.Xu Yuanjie, Lin Xigu, Qiu Dao, Zhou Ran who liked him...applauded for him.

Han Mingyi and Sheng Nian, who didn't want to see him, also applauded for him.

He accepted it.

Zhaoyang stepped down, saw Jian Xing leaving his seat, and gave him a look from a distance.Zhaoyang understood, suppressed his excitement, and sat on the seat for 15 minutes, then slipped out holding the Golden Lotus trophy.

Jian Xing found a small room with no one there. Zhaoyang knocked on the door according to the agreed signal, opened it just after knocking, and was dragged in.

Jian Xing pushed him against the wall, lowered his head slightly, and rubbed the tip of his nose against his, "Are you so happy?"

"I'm so happy." Zhaoyang admitted foolishly, held up the trophy again, and smiled sweetly as if offering a treasure, "For you."

"Okay," Jian Xing also smiled, "I will put it on the bedside when I get home, and watch it every day..."

Zhaoyang: "..."

This man never leaves the car in three sentences.

Jian Xing said again: "Senior, I plan to change houses."

Zhaoyang paused.

"When you come back from filming... let's live together, shall we?"

Zhaoyang looked at Jian Xing, his eyes sparkled with a smile, "Okay."

"Thank you", this is what he wants to say to the world today.

Thank myself.

Thank you for this star in his life.

If I hadn't met this person, maybe all of this would still have happened.

But when I met him, all of these happened in a unique manner.

Thank you the vastness of the universe.

Thank you Starlight.

(End of the article)

The author has something to say:

In the past two days, Director Yun has reflected on it and wrote a summary of the full text here. (Updated on 20.8.19)

When I wrote "Bundling", I always had an outline. I always believed that it would be a complete story. From the character design to the plot, to the ending, I was finishing it seriously. moving place.But after reading everyone's comments, I realized that my perception of myself was biased.

After thinking about it over and over again, I must now admit that "Bundling" is not well written. There are many far-fetched parts for the sake of dramatic and emotional scenes. Some places know that the logic seems to be wrong, but I can't think of a better way for a while. , and for the sake of the progress of the plot, just muddle along.On the whole, even the emotional drama is a bit too much.

Director Yun is actually not particularly good at the entertainment industry and emotional communication. Of course, this is not an excuse, this is my reason.The reason why I write about the entertainment industry, and the next few books will be about the entertainment industry, is because the entertainment industry is more suitable for me to express certain things related to the Internet literature industry. This is indeed my selfishness.

In the end, I can only say that I put my heart into this book, but I didn't write it well. The food is the original sin, and I am not good enough.

Thank you very much for supporting me even so, and for accompanying me to the end.bow.