double rebirth

"Ren Qing...Ren Qing..."

It was difficult for Ren Qing to breathe being held tightly in Shen Zequn's arms. He couldn't figure out how Shen Zequn, who said he was going back to his hometown, would appear here.

Ren Qing just came back from the hotel, his eyes were still swollen.He thought he was hiding it well, but he never expected that Xu Minghao would be the first to find out.But Xu Minghao discovered him from the perspective of music, and under such pressure, he really couldn't deceive Xu Minghao and Liu Chuan anymore.

The three of them talked until very late, crying, drinking and laughing.

But Xu Minghao was right with Liu Chuan, no matter how he lives, it is better than dead, everything is just a new start, he can still sing and fight for his dreams.

He and Shen Zequn will be completely over in more than half a year.

Ren Qing felt that Shen Zequn was trembling slightly while hugging him at this moment, and it was really uncomfortable to be squeezed on his chest. He reached out and patted Shen Zequn's back: "Mr. Shen... are you okay?"

Shen Zequn shook his head slowly, his chin slowly rubbed against Ren Qing's shoulder and made a small sound, Shen Zequn didn't seem to let go at all, so Ren Qing had to find some topics to say: "Mr. My family..."

"Shh..."

Shen Zequn suddenly signaled for silence, Ren Qing stopped talking now, and neither did Shen Zequn.

The two seemed to have fallen into an indescribable silence, and Shen Zequn's hand on Ren Qing's back slowly touched his cheek along his body.

The heating in the room was obviously still being delivered, but Shen Zequn's hands were too cold, and his fingertips fell on Ren Qing's skin, and they seemed to be still trembling slightly.

"Ren Qing..."

"Mr. Shen..."

"Ren Qing..."

"Mr. Shen."

Shen Zequn held back the tears squeezed in his eyes: "You are finally home..."

Thank you for coming back.

I have been waiting for you for a long time, I really miss you.

As if he had swallowed every second of his longing for the past two years, his kiss slowly fell on the tip of Ren Qing's nose. Drank too much.

Ren Qing was wondering, when there was a sound from upstairs, Ren Qing looked up in this squatting position, and saw Xu Fan who was hugging the quilt.

Ren Qing was very surprised by this, Xu Fan looked at him: "You are back."

Ren Qing nodded, and Shen Zequn let him go a little bit.

Ren Qing was able to relax, but Shen Zequn still held his hand and motioned him to sit beside him.Ren Qing felt that Shen Zequn was really abnormal today, so he sat on the sofa and asked, "Didn't Mr. Shen say that he would go for a long time? What happened?"

Shen Zequn couldn't even say a word at the moment, as long as he thought of what he heard in the hotel and the past in his dreams, he felt extremely uncomfortable.

Seeing this, Xu Fan had no choice but to say: "The Eldest Young Master was not feeling well halfway, so we came back first."

Xu Fan really didn't know what was going on. Shen Zequn entered the hotel alone at that time, but he came down not long after. Xu Fan was waiting in the lobby, and saw Shen Zequn staggering, with an ugly and scary face. He reacted quickly, otherwise Shen Zequn would have fallen headfirst.

At that time Xu Fan was so frightened that he was about to go to the hospital while supporting Shen Zequn. Shen Zequn waved his hand at him and sat in the car for two hours before he recovered a bit.

Asked him if it was okay, Shen Zequn said he was going home, that Ren Qing was going home soon, and he wanted to go back and wait for him.

Xu Fan really didn't know how Shen Zequn became like this, even two years ago, Shen Zequn wouldn't say such nonsense, would he?

Xu Fan had no choice but to bring Shen Zequn back to the villa. After Shen Zequn came back, he lay down on the sofa and fell asleep. There was no sign of fever, so Xu Fan breathed a sigh of relief, it would be better now that Ren Yiqing is back.

Ren Qing heard what Xu Fan said, and then turned to look at Shen Zequn, but before he could ask, Shen Zequn touched the corner of his eyes with his fingertips: "Why are your eyes so red..."

He knew that Ren Qing must have cried, that's why the eyes were slightly swollen.Ren Qing just rubbed his hands together and said, "Well... maybe it was blown by the wind."

"Is it……"

Shen Zequn no longer knew what kind of expression to put on. He knew it well, and it was too cruel for him to accompany the other party to perform even though he knew the other party was lying.

He really wanted to tell Ren Qing: Don't lie to me again, I know it all!

But when he thought that saying this would mean losing again, he didn't dare to speak.

He really felt that he still didn't have any Zhang Jin in the past two years, but became more and more timid.It's like he has just grabbed the opponent's hand at this moment, but he is still afraid that all this is just his dream.He didn't even dare to touch the other person forcefully, he was afraid that this dream would wake him up, he was afraid... that Ren Qing would leave him.

Ren Qing looked at the emotion in Shen Zequn's eyes, and suddenly felt a little trembling in his heart. He felt that there seemed to be something in Shen Zequn's eyes that he couldn't understand at the moment, and at the moment of collision, he subconsciously avoided the other's gaze .

He felt that he was really sensitive. It was Xu Minghao who discovered his identity, not Shen Zequn. Why was he so nervous here?

After taking a short breath, Ren Qingcai asked, "What's wrong with Mr. Shen? Do you want to see a doctor?"

Ren Qing felt that Shen Zequn must be very uncomfortable if he could return halfway to his home, otherwise it wouldn't be like this.

Shen Zequn just looked at him and didn't speak, then Ren Qing touched Shen Zequn's forehead with his hand, but he didn't have a fever.

Shen Zequn suddenly whispered: "Are you worried about me?"

Ren Qing was slightly taken aback, and pursed his lips: "Of course I'm worried about Mr. Shen, afraid that I won't take good care of myself."

"Worrying about me... Is it just your task?"

Shen Zequn's tone really made Ren Qing feel strange, and Ren Qing just said truthfully: "It's not a task, it's an obligation."

Shen Zequn twitched the corners of his mouth, even if it was an obligation, he accepted it, but compared to the despair before, is the current situation any good?

Ren Qing kept it from him so much, even though he had doubted it, Ren Qing still didn't tell him.

He said he wouldn't tell him.

Ren Qing saw that Shen Zequn didn't speak, so he didn't want to offend him, so he said, "Well... I've seen the song written by Mr. Zhou Yihao. The melody and lyrics are great. Thank you Mr. Shen."

Shen Zequn looked up at him, gently rubbed the back of his hand with his fingertips, and asked, "I'm really sorry for preventing you from cooperating with Xu Minghao this time."

"Mr. Shen..."

Shen Zequn took a step back in his heart: "If you want to cooperate with another song, you can go if you want, that song... just forget it."

Ren Qing didn't know why Shen Zequn suddenly changed his mind, so he could only say: "If there is still a chance...thank you, Mr. Shen."

"you……"

Shen Zequn felt like a needle pricked his heart when he yelled Mr. Shen one by one, but he was powerless to change anything now.If he was Ren Han, he might still be able to ask him to call him "Mr. Shen" as before, but he was Ren Qing.

Shen Zequn wanted to wait until the day when Ren Qing opened his heart to him again and called his name, just like Ren Qing's favorite love, equal and respectful.

Once again, Shen Zequn said: "Before I told you that I liked the fact that Ren Qing was not Lin Li, it was true, I hope you can remember this."

Everything else can be repeated, only this, I hope you remember.

Ren Qing was doing a free consultation in his heart, and nodded with lowered eyes, and Shen Zequn held his hand even tighter.

Shen Zequn already knew very well that what he can do now is to try his best to make up for the harm he caused to Ren Qing while Ren Qing was still by his side, and tell him what he didn't say at the beginning.

He wanted to tell Ren Qing.

It's me who loves you, it's me who can't live without you, it's me who wants to spend my whole life with you.

It's fine even if you don't forgive me, but there are some things I must say.