double rebirth

Xu Fan went back, Ren Qing and Shen Zequn were left in the huge villa, and there was only the slight sound of the clock on the wall next to his ears, which made people panic for no reason.

Ren Qing was sitting on pins and needles at the moment, he really couldn't see through the concentration and stubbornness in Shen Zequn's eyes, and he didn't know the meaning of Shen Zequn's insistence on making him remember that the person he liked was "Ren Qing". After all, it didn't matter whether it was Lin Li or himself. , Ren Han is just a stand-in.

For a moment, he even felt that what Shen Zequn was looking at was not Ren Yiqing, but himself.

It's just that this idea is too absurd, and Ren Qing quickly denied it.

He looked at Shen Zequn's hand holding him, and felt a little hard to breathe, so he said in a deep voice, "Is Boss Shen hungry? Let me go get something to eat."

Shen Zequn thought that he must have eaten nothing last night, so he nodded, but he didn't let go, but took his hand and stood up, saying: "I want to drink porridge, teach me how to make porridge ?”

"You want to learn how to cook porridge?"

Shen Zequn nodded: "Sometimes you and I are not people who can eat on time. This is very bad for our health. I want to learn it, and I will always use it in the future."

Ren Qing didn't know what Shen Zequn was thinking, and he was really tired. Since Shen Zequn wanted to learn, he should learn it. Anyway, he didn't have the talent in this area.

Ren Qing entered the kitchen and began to work. Shen Zequn also put on an apron and watched from the sidelines. When Ren Qing turned his head, he saw Shen Zequn writing there with a small notepad, with a very serious expression on his face.

Ren Qing's eyelids twitched, and Shen Zequn said again: "What if we make sweet porridge?"

Ren Qing said a few essentials, and Shen Zequn memorized them one by one, and said, "Let me cut the yam."

"No, no." Ren Qing refused him: "This is not easy to cut, Mr. Shen, you can just watch from the side this time."

Shen Zequn nodded: "Well, let me try next time."

During the meal, Shen Zequn suddenly spoke a little more.

Ren Qing thought about Shen Zequn's insipid way of getting along with each other in the master bedroom a few days ago, and then looked at Shen Zequn's faint smile at this moment, and felt a little awkward.

He always felt that Shen Zequn's current personality was really ups and downs, with great ups and downs.

He couldn't figure out the other party's thoughts at all, of course, he never guessed through.

Shen Zequn looked at Ren Qing who was drinking the porridge one bite at a time, and squeezed the spoon in his hand.

It should be said that since they had a substantive relationship that day, the relationship between him and Ren Qing has become a little strange, especially since he has been sleeping in the master bedroom during this period, the communication between the two is even less .

If he could let him sleep in the guest room before, then now that he knows everything, he can't let the situation continue like this.

After a little mental construction, Shen Zequn deliberately pretended to be very natural, and said softly: "By the way, from tonight onwards, you and I will go to sleep in the master bedroom."

"what?"

Ren Qing's throat choked, and he looked at him in shock. Seeing him like this, Shen Zequn felt a little pain in his heart, but he had no choice but to explain: "Before... I thought it was Ren Qing's room, so I didn't want others to enter it. .But with our current relationship, it is always inappropriate for you to continue to live in the guest room."

Don't want others to enter?

Didn't Lin Li also enter?

Ren Qing felt more and more that Shen Zequn was a little strange. He began to feel that Shen Zequn's return halfway this time was not as simple as a physical reason, maybe something happened to him?

But what can Shen Zequn do?

About Lin Li?

But Shen Zequn said that he didn't like Lin Li anymore, although the truth of it was doubtful, but Lin Li was already on good terms with Xia Mingchuan, so Shen Zequn wouldn't suddenly treat him like this.

Suddenly very conflicted, Ren Qing stared at his bowl, and said euphemistically: "There is nothing wrong with it, I think living in a guest room is fine, although I and Mr. Shen... with Mr. Shen, but I think it is better to keep a distance." Good. As you know, I'm not very good at talking, and I always annoy you, so..."

"If you live in a guest room, you can leave at any time, and you can end at any time, right?"

It's not easy to explain Ren Qing's thoughts, Shen Zequn looked at him and said silently in his heart: It will not end, we are just the beginning, and it will never end!

Ren Qing was a little irritable. He didn't want to be alone with Shen Zequn, but after yesterday's incident, he didn't want to face Shen Zequn even more, especially when Shen Zequn looked at him now, he didn't want to stay here for a second up.

Ren Qing couldn't help saying: "Mr. Shen and I are only in a contract relationship."

"What if I want to start a new relationship with you?"

When he said this sentence, he was really anxious, Ren Qing stared at him blankly, and Shen Zequn's expression also changed.

Ren Qing had to grit his teeth: "Mr. Shen, I just want to sing well. It has been the same from before to now, and it will not change in the future."

Shen Zequn looked at him: "Do you...would you like to sing your song to someone you like?"

Ren Qingmeiyu thought that Shen Zequn would ask this question abruptly, but when he heard him say that, Ren Qing couldn't help but think of the meeting that year, feeling a little sad in his heart.

What's the use of singing emotionally?

It always fails to penetrate that person's ears, and cannot penetrate that person's heart.

It's like Shen Zequn said he likes him, but when did he like him?After Lin Li rejected him?Or when he was sleeping underground?

Ren Qing was silent, and finally shook his head: "I don't have anyone I like."

With a "ding-" sound, the spoon in Shen Zequn's hand hit the bowl and made a crisp sound. Shen Zequn felt so empty in his heart that he couldn't help whispering: "Then have you...have you ever liked anyone?"

Ren Qing nodded seriously: "Yes."

Ren Qing really can't say that he doesn't have the kind of love that was once desperate.

"Then... what happened later..."

When he said this, Shen Zequn could even hear his own breathing.

Ren Qing laughed suddenly: "There is nothing later, it's just that I did all the stupid things when I was young and ignorant, and I was just being sentimental."

Shen Zequn's eyes were sore, he didn't look up at Ren Qing's again, but just gritted his teeth and asked, "You mean... In your heart, do you think that person has never liked you?"

When Ren Qing heard him ask this question, he naturally thought of the time when Shen Zequn said that he didn't like Lin Li but him.

To be honest, he was a little unclear: "Maybe there is..." Ren Qing said: "But it's too late, and I don't expect that person's liking anymore."

"why?"

Ren Qing subconsciously looked at Shen Zequn with lowered eyes at this moment, with deep eyes: "Missed... Likes can also become dislikes."

"I'll take a shower when I'm full, and you will come up later."

Shen Zequn couldn't even say a soothing word and got up in a hurry, but the moment he turned his back, the teardrops in those eyes had already fallen, as if they were burning hot into his heart.

But he could only grit his teeth and take a step, unable to turn back.

It wasn't until this moment that Shen Zequn finally saw the problem between Ren Qing and him. It was never a matter of Ren Qingxiang not believing that he didn't like Lin Li, nor was it a matter of Ren Qingyuan not forgiving him.

The reason why he hid it from him and resisted him was just because Ren Qing no longer liked him.

Ren Qing sat on the seat for a long time before recovering. He slowly washed the dishes and put them away. After going upstairs, he stood on the stairs in a daze.

He really didn't want to go to any master bedroom.

Where are there too many memories, sweet ones, sad ones...

It was like a execution ground, where his once hot and lively heart was tortured countless times, and finally it gradually became cold, besides, Lin Li had been here before.

But now he is hired by Shen Zequn, and it's up to him whether he can get in or not, as if he doesn't want to have a relationship with Shen Zequn, but in the end... the only one who suffers is himself.

Looking at the door in front of him, Ren Qing took a deep breath, feeling the joy of opening the door at first, and the disappointment when closing the door at the end, he slowly stretched out his hand.

With a sound of "click—" the round handle turned quietly, like a loaded cold weapon, and the person holding it was the person he once loved the most.

But it doesn't matter, he has already died once, so there is really nothing to be afraid of.

The door of the master bedroom was slowly pushed open, and when Ren Qing saw everything in the room clearly, he couldn't even take a step.

On the wall are all his photos, singles, crews, albums, photos, one by one all over the wall.

Nothing in the room has changed, not even the faint scent of flowers in the air.

And Shen Zequn, who was wearing a bathrobe, stood there and slowly turned around, walking towards him like countless times at that time, and then slightly opened his arms.

The only difference is... he will no longer respond to this person's arms.