Woke up and I became Da Jae's bandage

The cherry blossoms seemed to fall overnight, and when the first wind of autumn swept across Hokkaido, I realized for the first time that I had someone I liked.

This makes me a little worried.

The reason for worrying is not because I am a bandage, nor is it because I am worried that Osamu Dazai doesn't like me - after all, liking this thing is a person's joy, and it cannot be imposed on others, nor should I expect others to give me the same value return.What worries me is that since I have someone I like, I should treat him even better.But facing a person like Osamu Dazai, I don't know how to treat him well.

Do you help him when he is in trouble?It seems that Osamu Dazai is the one who creates difficulties for others.

Give him warmth when he is sad and lonely?I've never been able to touch his real sadness.

Look, it's a deadlock.

The mist steamed up and permeated the entire bathroom, the sound of gurgling water came from the bamboo tube on the right, and the light blue pool water rippled with Shiba.

This is a spa.

Others had towels on their heads, only Osamu Dazai had a bandage on his head.

He didn't like to plunge into crowds of people, and stayed in a corner by himself, his body not in the pool water, only his head floated out of the water.He seemed to be thinking about something again.

I realized I needed something to talk about.

"Well, the hot spring bath I introduced to you is great." I said, "If it's not that clothes can't enter the hot spring water, I'd like to soak in it for a while."

Osamu Dazai stretched out his hand from under the surface of the water, took me off the top of my head and wrapped it around his hand, then leaned back slightly with one hand leaning against the wall of the pool.

"Ache, do you like traveling?" He asked me suddenly.

I hesitated for a moment, it doesn't matter to me whether I travel or not.What I like is not traveling, but the people who travel with me.

So I replied: "I like it."

Osamu Dazai gave a "hmm" and put his hand on the side of his face to support his head. I just need to move slightly to wipe the corner of his lips.

"I've already contacted Elena. You will take the ferry to England in a month and take two 'feathers' with you."

I noticed something strange in his words.

"Why did you suddenly plan to go to Europe? Did something happen?"

Osamu Dazai pursed his lips slightly, and finally said, "It's nothing, I hope it's my over-heartedness."

At this moment, I am stupid, and I didn't realize what the word "you" meant. I thought Dazai Osamu would always be with me.We stayed in Hokkaido for about seven days, from Sapporo to Asahikawa, then to Otaru, Abashiri, and finally returned to Sapporo.

I took Dazai Osamu to Sounkyo to see the rumored Meteor Galaxy known as the "Husband and Wife Waterfall". The two waterfalls, one with fast water flow and the other gentle and long, finally meet in one place to form a winding stream.

During the two days in Otaru, I took him to my favorite Glass Whistle Hall and Music Box Shop. The sound of the music was a bit mixed, because the audio-visual shop downstairs had old records from the last century.

Lively, warm and full of life.

These are not what Osamu Dazai likes, but he let me drag him around without any impatient expression on his face.

I selfishly hope that these things can leave a little impression in his mind, not for anything else, just to ask him to think of the scene with me when he is lonely, and to be able to smile at the corner of his mouth.

Memories must be sweet.

There was no itinerary for the last day in Sapporo, so I thought Osamu Dazai would sit on a park bench all day.

As a result, he woke up early that day, and after packing his luggage, he walked to the Hokkaido Shrine in the light mist of the early autumn morning.

He slowly stepped up the steps leading to the main hall of the shrine, which was completely different from his brisk steps in the past, with a hint of solemnity.I didn't know what he was going to do when he came to the shrine, but he stopped in front of the main hall, glanced at the bells and forged silk swaying in the wind, then turned and walked towards Temizuya.

Did Dazai rule him because he wanted to pay homage?

He picked up the ladle of the hand water house and scooped up a ladle of water. He washed his left hand first, and the water flowed down from his palm and spread to his fingers.Then, switch to the right hand.After washing his hands, he rinsed his mouth with a ladle of water.

It was very serious.

He left Tesui House, walked along the stone brick road to the entrance of the main hall, and put a five-yuan coin in the money box.After finishing all this, he stretched out his hand and rang the bell on Sai's cash box, and stepped back two steps to salute.

I finally couldn't help but say: "Osamu Dazai, do you want to pray to God?"

He smiled: "Yes."

Osamu Dazai went to the side room, wiped his hands with the silk cloth he carried with him, selected a "good luck" lottery from the lottery box, carved it with a bamboo pen, and hung it in the hall on the red wrought wire.

The breeze brought a refreshing fragrance of flowers and leaves, the bell rang softly, and I looked at the three words written on the gently swaying wish sign.

——"Suzuki Che".

The pain is like tiny needle pricks, spreading from the bottom of the heart and extending to the internal organs.

For the first time I felt pain that I was a bandage.

Smiling, crying, hugging, all the things that express my gratitude, I can't do any of them.An understatement of "thank you" is obviously too thin, but if you don't say anything, it's not the way I want to thank you.

Looking at the wishing sign, I stepped back from Dazai Osamu's arm, climbed onto his black coat, and came to his shoulder.

"Dazai." I called him, "I will fight for your wishes. Whatever you expect from now on, Suzuki Che will do his best to achieve it for you. As long as you want, I will do it."

Osamu Dazai chuckled and patted me.

"Ache doesn't need to do it deliberately, and there is no need to change anything." He said in a relaxed tone, "Ache can just be himself at ease. As long as I am still here, I will never let you be stained with any filth."

Osamu Dazai raised his arms facing the outside of the hall, the sunlight leaked through his fingers, and he narrowed his eyes slightly.

"I, sometimes I envy you, Ache."

The words hit my heart, and I couldn't be more shocked.

I looked at Osamu Dazai, although he was smiling, there was a hint of sadness in his eyes.

I don't know what kind of past he has, and I don't know how many layers of loneliness and sorrow are brewing in his heart.

I only know that from today, from this moment, I will be with Osamu Dazai, from sunrise to sunset every day, from spring flowers to winter snow every year, from the beginning to the end of my life.

Look, there is really no way, I can only like Dazai more.

When it was time to leave Hokkaido, Osamu Dazai boarded the plane and sat by the window.

The plane was taxiing on the runway, and I looked out from the small window, trying to remember the scenery of Hokkaido in my heart a little more—it should be a long, long time before I will come again, or, I will never come again.

Arriving in Yokohama at around 08:30 in the evening, it took Osamu Dazai about an hour to walk home from the airport.

And the sudden events of that night, I will never forget.I call it the "starting point" of everything.

Just when Osamu Dazai turned into a short alley along the street, three people jumped down from the wall and surrounded Osamu Dazai in the alley. They held sharp knives and guns in their hands. It is also worth noting that their There are also jewels inlaid on the forehead.

——Is that the remnant of "Cat"?

"The speed is pretty fast." Osamu Dazai glanced at them, and threw his backpack on the ground aside.They will really pick the time to attack. Osamu Dazai has just returned from the airport, so it is impossible to carry a gun on him.

Under the premise that the leader of the "cat" is killed, who is controlling these transformed people?

"Damn ditch rat." Osamu Dazai spat out these words, and he had already dodged in the next second, because the bullets poured out, densely covering the space in front of him.

Three flying blades struck from the side, Osamu Dazai stepped onto the high platform in a few steps, leaped and turned over, and took advantage of the enemy's unpreparedness to dodge behind him, and reached out to touch the gemstone on his forehead.

Get rid of one.

But the remaining two people were too far away and were suppressed by bullets, making it extremely difficult to approach.Now I don't know if the opponent is a transformed user with supernatural powers, or if there are other tricks, so I can only temporarily hide behind obstacles.

The gunshots were getting closer, and Osamu Dazai looked at the shadow cast on the ground by the moonlight behind the obstacle.

He moved his right arm to his mouth: "Ache, do you see the position on top of his head, we will rush over together in a while and hit his gemstone, can we do it?"

I guessed his next move, and saw the two shadows gradually overlap together: "Are we one of us?"

He let out a "hmm", and suddenly threw his black overcoat outward, and the dense bullet trails immediately chased after the overcoat.He rolled over the obstacle, and approached one of them by stepping on the wall.At the same time, I tied his arm with one end, and quickly extended the other end to get closer to the other person.

Hands and bandages, pressing towards the gem at the same time.

The two reformers fell to the ground one after another.

The moonlight was cold, and the three lying down on the ground mixed with the bullet casings with metallic luster, which was very dazzling.

Osamu Dazai patted the dirt on his clothes, then picked up the backpack that was thrown on the ground and threw it behind his shoulder, and I wrapped it around his arm obediently.

Osamu Dazai took a few steps forward, then stopped, turned around and glanced back.

"Anyone else?" I was a little nervous.

"He's hiding where we can't see." Dazai Osamu said lightly.

Hiding in the dark?It's really like a mouse. "Then what should I do?" I asked anxiously, "Do you want to contact other people in Hong Kong?"

"It's okay, he won't make another shot today." Osamu Dazai turned around and continued to walk forward.

I realized that Osamu Dazai knew the name of the culprit.

"Who wants to kill you?" I asked tentatively.

Osamu Dazai smiled: "There are too many answers to this question, where should I start? It's just..."

He paused briefly.

"Today their target is not me."

I'm a little dazed.

Osamu Dazai covered me with his left hand, his skin brought a little warmth.Osamu Dazai spoke slowly, his tone serious.

"Ache." He said, "From now on, you must always be with 'Yu'."