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With Wei Xi's "excellent" knife skills, the two finally had a hot meal after more than an hour.

It has to be said that although Ji Ziyang is not good at chopping vegetables, the stir-frying of this dish is quite decent, and it is hard to fail Wei Xi's taste at all.

During this period, Ji Ziyang chatted with Wei Xi in search of topics, and Wei Xi mostly pawed at the rice in the bowl earnestly, never saying a single word to questions that could be answered in monosyllables.

Wei Xi used to be seldom talkative, but now that she has become like this, she is even less talkative.

But Ji Ziyang has long been used to it, and now he can still talk on his own, unlike when he first reunited, he often felt embarrassed about this kind of stand-up comic conversation.

Although Ji Ziyang will not continue to rush to restore Wei Xi's memory, he will still care about Wei Xi's current mental state.After all, he just remembered something about the past, and he was afraid that Wei Xi would have some bad reactions.

"So, besides what you told me before, did you have any other feelings afterwards?"

After the two of them finished their meal, Ji Ziyang approached Wei Xi who was washing the dishes and asked him.

"What do you mean?"

"Like what did you remember?"

Wei Xi shook her head silently.

Ji Ziyang nodded when he heard the words, but felt a little relieved.

So he patted Wei Xi on the shoulder, indicating that he was fine.

In the afternoon, Wei Xi hid in the studio and worked for a while. Before dark, he packed up a few changes of clothes, and Yuki Ziyang sent him back to Wei's mother's house.

The car was parked by the side of the road, Ji Ziyang wanted to stay with Wei Xi for a while, and asked him to go home later because it was still early.

Wei Xi didn't refuse either, anyway, he had to face his mother when he went back, and he didn't want to make his mother feel uncomfortable for a person who didn't like him very much.

The two leaned against each other in the car, and Ji Ziyang asked Wei Xi, "Is your relationship with your mother... not so good?"

Wei Xi felt suffocated upon hearing this, and remained silent without speaking.

"I'm sorry, I just... asked casually."

Ji Ziyang felt a little embarrassed, wanted to smoke a cigarette but it was inconvenient for Wei Xi, and the atmosphere was a little awkward for a while.

But after a while, Wei Xi answered him.

"It's not bad, it's just that there are fewer contacts after moving out."

"Is that so, what I said."

Ji Ziyang breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, he didn't make Wei Xi angry. He was really afraid that he would do something that would make Wei Xi feel uncomfortable.

"Maybe... Mom doesn't like me very much."

A rare heartfelt thought, it seemed to be said to Ji Ziyang, and it seemed to be said to himself to himself.

Wei Xi leaned on her seat and looked at the crowd outside the car window. It was already school time. There were elementary school students wearing red scarves everywhere, chasing and playing, laughing and laughing. Parents who picked them up kept shouting "" Step aside and stay safe!"

I don't know if his mother worried about him when he was young?

"If your mother doesn't like you, she won't care if you can restore your memory, let alone who you hang out with."

Wei Xi turned to look at Ji Ziyang, and Ji Ziyang was also looking at him, so he gave him a faint smile, as if thanking him for his comfort.

This smile really reminded him of Wei Jiale back then, which made Ji Ziyang's heart warm, so he comforted him even more vigorously, "Actually, your mother was very good to you when you were young."

"…yes?"

"Well, my dad used to be away all the year round, and my mom was also busy, so neither of them had time to pick me up, but your mom is different, no matter how busy she is, she will wait for you at the kindergarten gate every time, and then she even picks you up with me, then I envy you now. And even if she comes late sometimes, she will pick you up in person no matter what, unlike my mother, who asked the grandma in the alley to pick me up before I met your family. You know that Grandma, don’t mention hi, next time I have a chance to go back, I’ll show you her. I don’t know if she’s still there, but I lost it once, you know?! I took someone else’s child back. , I was so scared that I cried at the gate of the kindergarten, and the parents there almost didn't call the police."

Wei Xi couldn't help laughing at this remark, and seeing Wei Xi smile, Ji Ziyang also felt very happy.

Wei Xi's smile is still so good-looking, no different from Wei Jiale back then, Ji Ziyang really thinks that it is the most innocent smile in the world.

But smiling, Wei Xi fell silent again.

If my mother really liked him so much back then, why did she become so indifferent now?

As if guessing what Wei Xi was thinking, Ji Ziyang pondered for a moment, and continued to say to him, "Actually, your mother is not easy. I think it may be because of her remarriage and you had conflicts, and then you lost your memory. This conflict It didn’t work out, and a lot of bad things happened, so…”

Wei Xi nodded thoughtfully, "Maybe..."

"I'm just guessing, and even if that's the case, it's not your fault. Who wants to call a stranger Dad, and I'm not happy to let me go."

Wei Xi suddenly remembered the figure of the frightening man he had seen in the old house, and Wei Xi's face darkened.

This time, Ji Ziyang discovered Wei Xi's mistake for the first time this time, and realized what he had said just now, so he quickly explained, "I just said it casually, I'm sorry, don't be angry..."

Wei Xi shook her head, just lowered her eyes and didn't look at him, "It's nothing, I just... remembered that person again..."

"that person?"

Wei Xi frowned slightly and looked at Ji Ziyang. Needless to say, Ji Ziyang instantly guessed who Wei Xi was referring to.

Looking at such a poor Wei Xi, Ji Ziyang couldn't help but want to hug him into his arms, but he knew he was not qualified to do so, so he could only try his best to comfort him with words, "...It's okay, it's over."

"Actually...you asked me before if I would like to restore my memory. I said at the earliest time that I would not...but now, I really don't know..."

Wei Xi was full of sadness and didn't know where to start, she could only think of what to say, "I don't know what happened in the past, I don't know what I did wrong to become what I am now, mom...don't like me, that man... I don't know who he is...but I'm afraid of him, and when I entered that house, I felt very painful...sad...sad..."

"Jiale..."

Ji Ziyang read a sentence with a weak voice.

However, Wei Xi just continued as if she didn't hear, "If I could, I would definitely want to know what happened, but my mother told me that the past is the past, and I always thought so before. It can no longer be changed, but why, now I don't know what to do..."

After listening to Wei Xi's words, Ji Ziyang clearly realized that Wei Xi was a little emotional at the moment, but he couldn't treat Wei Xi like a patient.Not only that, Ji Ziyang also seemed to have fallen into a bottomless abyss at the moment. He seemed to clearly feel Wei Xi's helplessness and loss at the moment, but felt a little hesitant when he wanted to help him.

"Do you know that after you leave, that child won't laugh anymore."

Wei Mu's previous words were still lingering in his ears, Ji Ziyang felt distressed, but also felt a sense of guilt.

In any case, Wei Jiale must have had an indispensable "credit" for him to become like this. If he could have been by Wei Jiale's side and supported him back then, maybe he would not have ended up in this state.

But when he was able to support Wei Jiale now, it was too late.

What can he do for Wei Jiale?

Ji Ziyang hesitated for a long time, but could only muster up the courage to grab Wei Xi's hand forcefully, squeeze his fingers into Wei Xi's, and then hold them tightly, wanting to pass on his strength in such a silent way To Wei Xi.

I don't know how long it took, but after the sky had completely darkened, Wei Xi finally slowly returned to normal.

Looking at the hands of the two people who were still holding each other, they were a little embarrassed for a while, so they could only move their fingers carefully and retract their hands.

Seeing that Wei Xi's face was no longer so confused and helpless, Ji Ziyang finally breathed a sigh of relief. Seeing that Wei Xi carefully glanced at the hands of the two, he also blushed and quickly let go of his hands.

Thinking about what Wei Xi said before, Ji Ziyang thought twice, and just in order to interrupt the embarrassment in front of him, he asked aloud, "You just said that you are very afraid of that man?"

"kindness…"

"Have you mentioned this to your mother?"

"said."

"What did she say?"

"She said... because I didn't like her remarriage before, so I hated that person," Wei Xi said with a tired expression, "but it's not just hate, I really feel afraid of that person."

Ji Ziyang nodded. It's not hard to think about it. Wei Xi's mother told him before that Wei Xi had seen the man committing suicide. Maybe it was because of this that Wei Xi lost his memory.

But then, Wei Xi's words made Ji Ziyang suspicious again.

"...When I was thinking of that person in the old house, I heard a voice telling me, run away..."

"what?"

Ji Ziyang raised his eyebrows and looked at Wei Xi in surprise.

And Wei Xi simply told such a thing, without any strange expression.

"Well, there is a voice telling me to run, as if... I will encounter some danger..."

"Well, I heard that too."

Now it was Wei Xi's turn to be surprised, "You heard that too?"

"Well, I heard it," Ji Ziyang looked at Wei Xi puzzled, "because that's what you yelled."

"what?"

"When I chased you up to the second floor, I saw you yell and run away. I thought you were telling me that."

Wei Xi felt suffocated again, and a strange feeling arose spontaneously.

It was obviously a warning sound, and it was obviously a warning sound that sounded from another person, but it came from his own mouth.

However, it was not this that made Ji Ziyang feel a little wrong.

Ji Ziyang thought for a while, then suddenly pressed Wei Xi's shoulder and continued to ask him, "Tell me, what did you think of that day?"

"I...I saw the man...kneeling in front of a wardrobe, holding a piece of clothing...then he saw me...and walked towards me...I was scared..."

Ji Ziyang continued to think according to what Wei Xi said.

He suddenly felt that many things became so clear in an instant, but became more messy.

From the beginning of all kinds of doubts about Wei's mother and the stepfather, to Mr. Li's hesitant expression when Wei Jiale had an accident, and to the things that Wei Xi is thinking of now, it is a heart-wrenching The idea suddenly popped up in his head, and Ji Ziyang couldn't help breaking out in a cold sweat.

"Did you know, Wei Xi..."

Wei Xi raised her eyes and looked at Ji Ziyang in confusion.

But Ji Ziyang stopped talking, and slumped on the steering wheel as if troubled by something, and whispered, "Forget it, it's okay."

Later, Ji Ziyang left in a hurry, and before leaving, he told Wei Xi that he would contact him again and asked him to keep an eye on his phone.Then, everything returned to normal.

After Ji Ziyang left that day, he didn't appear again for a long time. Occasionally, a text message would come, just asking Wei Xi how the past two days were, and if anything special happened.

Wei Xi turned off his phone helplessly. What else could he do, except go home to work every day, and go back to his mother's house to eat and sleep at night.

I only dream occasionally, dreaming of that frightening man, dreaming of him returning to that old house over and over again, and dreaming of a boy wearing a white school uniform shirt, always leaving him with a faint back, It makes people feel so familiar, but I really don't know where to think of it.

In the end, I always whispered in a lazy and ethereal voice before waking up, "It's really difficult to live alone..."

However, apart from these disturbing dreams, running back and forth twice a day has indeed brought about a lot of changes for Wei Xi. He usually stays at home all day long, but now that he has been going through such a toss, his face still looks pale. I really saw some blood.In addition, now two meals a day are taken care of by his mother, although there is still nothing to say between the two of them, but his mother will prepare three dishes and one soup for him every day, and sometimes leave a sweet soup for him for the night Ye, compared with the life I had to deal with before, it really improved a lot.

Mother Wei looked at her son sitting across from him and eating the food in front of him. Although she was used to not making any unnecessary expressions in front of her son, she couldn't help softening her eyes, and she didn't feel too much food in her mouth. It has a bit of flavor, and it tastes more fragrant than before.

It turns out that this is how two people eat together.

She almost forgot that eating with her son was such a happy thing.

It's just that Wei Xi would still be in a daze occasionally, with a hint of sadness in the corners of her eyes.

Wei's mother was not surprised by Wei Xi who was always in a daze. What surprised her was that she felt that her son seemed to have something on his mind.

She didn't know if it was mother-child connection, but she just felt that Wei Xi seemed to be thinking about someone, and this person seemed to make him very sad.

Wei Xi was indeed a little sad.

Because Ji Changsi hadn't appeared for a long time.

Before, he was worried about whether Ji Changsi would come to him. Every day when he went home, he would check the mailbox again and again, hoping that there might be some news.

However, there are no advertisements in the empty mailboxes, let alone envelopes with smiling faces.

It seems that Ji Changsi really never came to him again.

how could be?

Wei Xi felt very sad, he had never been in contact with him for such a long time, why did he disappear for so long this time?

Could it be that I missed it because it was too late?

Sure enough, he shouldn't always live with his mother. If Ji Changsi really went to see him at night and he wasn't there, Ji Changsi would be angry.

"Wei Xi, it's time to eat."

"it is good."

"The fish in the vegetable market today is very fresh. I haven't cooked it for a long time. Let's try it."

But seeing his mother's slightly excited expression, Wei Xi didn't know what to do.

If he just refused his mother to go home like this, his mother would definitely be unhappy, he... didn't want that.

think long...

The corners of Wei Xi's lips trembled twice, what should he do.

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