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Silent sigh.

Mother Wei stood up from the bed, and quietly exited Wei Xi's room.

Fortunately, such a situation that makes people feel at a loss will never happen again.

Since that incident, Wei Jiale has never "run into evil" again.

In the middle of the night, there was a faint sound of the program on the TV, and the colorful screen showed a joyful atmosphere. Everyone was laughing, except the people in front of the TV who couldn't laugh.

My thoughts are still wandering in the past that was originally bright, but I felt extremely horrified when I recalled it later.

Mother Wei flipped through a photo album, judging by the costumes of the characters in it, it should be when Wei Jiale was fifteen or sixteen years old, and it was also the time when Mother Wei remarried.However, looking carefully, there are photos of her and Wei Jiale in the album, but there is no photo of that man.

Because all disasters started from the day he came.

The man Wei's mother married for the second time was a businessman from out of town.

In fact, that man looks really good. Although he looks plain, he doesn't have any businessman's breath on him.

I remember that the neighbors would always tease him at that time, or else, I really thought it was a new teacher who came to teach in some school.

Looking at the gentle glasses on the face, how can he look like a learned person, how can he be a small boss with a mind full of business.

That man is really gentle, even gentler than Wei Jiale's biological father.

He will always tidy himself up, earn money, cook, and help with housework when he has nothing to do. A good man in the new century is probably nothing more than that.

And more importantly, that man treated Wei Jiale very well.

No matter how indifferent Wei Jiale was to him, he would never blame Wei Jiale.

Mother Wei once thought that the man didn't lie to her, he was telling the truth.

He will definitely impress Wei Jiale, and they will live happily together.

But in the end, waiting for the ending of the mother and son turned out to be so tragic.

The scene of seeing Wei Jiale lying in the hospital can still be seen in his mind, a group of doctors and nurses gathered around the bed to give first aid to Wei Jiale, and when he woke up again, he had forgotten everything.

And the culprit who caused all this has been lying quietly in the morgue and will never wake up again.

But even if he died, Mother Wei would still hate him, even if she loved him so much.

Mother Wei crushed the burnt cigarette butt into the ashtray, and she no longer wanted to think about those disgusting memories.

In short, the only thing that can be done now is to keep the reappearing Ji Ziyang as far away from her son as possible.

If Wei Xi really regained his memory, it would be tantamount to causing Wei Xi a second injury, so why bother?

Her son has suffered too much. Although she is an incompetent mother, she does not allow anyone to do anything to hurt her son now.

The next morning, when Wei Xi woke up, she saw breakfast on the table.

His mother called back and told him that if there was nothing urgent, he could stay here for a few more days.

But Wei Xi looked at the phone, and originally wanted to stay, but had to reject her mother's kindness.

His editor needed his help, and he had to rush back to his work.

What's more, what if Ji Changsi came to him and he wasn't there?

That man always did whatever he wanted, he might come or leave at any time, he didn't want to miss any chance to meet Ji Changsi.

But this time his mother didn't give him a chance to refuse.

Mother Wei's tone on the phone was calm but firm, "Go to work if you have something to do, and come back after work."

Wei Xi held the phone, without any superfluous expression on her face, but she nodded slightly.

No way, he is not good at dealing with anything that can be described as imposing or domineering.

After breakfast, Wei Xi tidied up briefly and then went back to her home to have a look.

The computer is used again for work, but the previous lack of time about that has been forgotten.Wei Xi handled the work step by step slowly. In the end, he still saved a lot of manuscripts, and two of them were sent on a regular basis. habit.

When he was almost busy, Ji Ziyang's call also came.

Wei Xi took a rest on the sofa while answering the phone.

"Are you okay? Still with your mother?"

"Fortunately, I've already gone home," Wei Xi replied in a low voice, "but... I have to go back at night."

"go back?"

"Well, my mother said, let me go back and live for a while."

"what……"

There was a murmur on the phone, and after a while, Ji Ziyang said again, "I'll go find you now, you wait for me."

Then Ji Ziyang came soon.

When he opened the door to see Wei Xi, Ji Ziyang was worried about what Wei's mother had said to him before, and at the same time looked at Wei Xi's appearance when he saw him again, although he guessed that what Wei's mother was doing now was to make Wei Xi minimize seeing him However, I feel that Wei Xi rarely looks in good spirits today.

There are neither dark circles nor sleepiness, so I must have had a good night's sleep yesterday.

Seeing Ji Ziyang coming in from the door, Wei Xi was still steaming all over his body, so he took a bottle of drink for Ji Ziyang from the refrigerator, and Ji Ziyang raised his eyebrows, "I feel that you live a very healthy life, and you rarely drink these, prepared for me? "

Wei Xi chuckled helplessly, and wanted to say that he didn't buy it at all, but remembering Ji Ziyang's suspiciousness and sensitivity towards Ji Changsi's psychosis before, he still didn't say anything.

"Why did your mother think of letting you live there, did she tell you anything?"

Ji Ziyang rested for a while and asked casually.

And Wei Xi remembered what his mother had said to him that he was not allowed to associate with Ji Ziyang, and for a while, he didn't know what to say to Ji Ziyang, so he hesitated and lowered his head, speechless for a long time.

"Are you told not to associate with me?"

Wei Xi raised her head in surprise and looked at Ji Ziyang, who "knows things like a god". Ji Ziyang smiled indifferently, then nestled into the sofa, and even grabbed a pillow and hugged him. He really looked like a person.

"I knew it...but it's okay, I don't care."

Well, he didn't mind getting on.

"Your mother, too, still treats you like a child? You are not allowed to play with this one, and you are not allowed to play with that one."

"She's doing it for my own good too..." Wei Xi cast a dissatisfied glance at Ji Ziyang, and whispered, "Don't say that..."

Ji Ziyang looked at Wei Xi, lowered his head and smiled, and whispered, "You are still the same as before, no matter what your mother is, you are so obedient."

Saying this, I remembered what I heard from my mother about Wei Jiale's childhood, and felt a strange pain in my heart.

The afternoon sun is scorching hot, and this is probably the last few days of this year that will be so hot.

The two were silent for a while, and Wei Xi suddenly spoke up.

"Aren't you going to ask me?"

"what?"

"Before."

Ji Ziyang looked at Wei Xi again, abandoned the casual feeling before, and put on a slightly hesitant look.

He asked Wei Xi, "Do you want to talk?"

"I think?"

"If you don't want to, you don't have to say it."

What does that mean, is he... asking for his opinion?

Wei Xi was a little lost.

For some reason, Wei Xi couldn't get used to Ji Ziyang like this.

In the past, Ji Ziyang always carried an aggressive aura, domineering and self-willed, and sometimes even made people breathless.But today, Ji Ziyang seems to be a different person, as if he has suddenly restrained the chasing that did not leave any room for a moment before, but it makes people feel a little uncomfortable all of a sudden.

"I don't understand, you...I..."

Looking at Wei Xi's dazed look, Ji Ziyang felt a little funny.But after thinking about it, he wondered if he became more sensitive because he knew something about Wei Jiale's past. He suddenly felt that Wei Xi in front of him didn't even know how to treat this behavior of being respected. Does it mean that he treated Wei Xi really badly before?

Ji Ziyang sighed, "Wei Xi, are you willing to restore your memory?"

"I?"

"Well, I remember you said at the earliest time that you didn't feel anything about this matter, and you didn't care whether you could remember the past at all."

"Yes…"

"But later, because I persuaded you many times, you finally agreed," Ji Ziyang licked his lips, hesitating what to say, "but your mother doesn't want you to remember the past, right?"

Wei Xi lowered her eyes and nodded silently.

"Before we went back to the old house, you also told me that you remembered something there. Although it was incomplete, it's not that you didn't respond to it. Maybe you can really remember everything."

Ji Ziyang looked directly into Wei Xi's eyes, eyes full of sincerity, "But I want to know now, put aside your mother, put aside the conditions I gave you before, put aside everything and don't want to, it's up to you , what on earth are you thinking?"

"Do you want to restore your memory?"

Such a series of words and questions completely stunned Wei Xiwen.

Wei Xi looked at Ji Ziyang in confusion, unable to find the answer he wanted for a while.

Everything he saw in the old house resurfaced in his mind, and the questions that had arisen in his heart circled again. What exactly were those things, and what kind of connection did they have with his past? He wanted to know, he Really want to know.

But if it wasn't because he saw these things, the original him didn't care whether he could remember the past at all.He said it long ago, maybe the Wei Jiale from the past is long gone, and the him from the past should probably just "die" in the past like that. He is Wei Xi now, and he is just Wei Xi.Although this person called Wei Xi has also experienced pain and suffering, but that is all in the past.

So now that Ji Ziyang puts such a question in front of Wei Xi's eyes, he really doesn't know how to answer it at all.

Because he really doesn't know now, whether he really wants to get back that forgotten memory.

Seeing Wei Xi's troubled appearance, Ji Ziyang didn't know what to do.

It's funny to say that when Wei Xi was able to answer this question decisively, Ji Ziyang didn't want to listen; but when Wei Xi had already chosen to cooperate, the instigator turned around and gave him a well-intentioned choice. It has already been disrupted, isn't it still a bit irresponsible to do so?

Ji Ziyang seemed to realize this too, and became even more at a loss.

Why did he unknowingly become such an annoying person?

What should he do, which is the best for Wei Jiale?

"Jia...cough cough, Wei Xi?"

Wei Xi was still thinking about how to answer this question, and raised her head when she heard Ji Ziyang's call, her eyes still full of hesitation.

"How about we talk about it later? If you don't know, we just don't think about it."

Ji Ziyang leaned forward, stretched out a hand to cover Wei Xi's, and comforted Wei Xi pretending to be relaxed, "Well, let's think about it slowly, and if one day you think about it, we'll decide ,How about it?"

Wei Xi still frowned slightly, as if she was not satisfied with the answer, "What if I still can't think of it?"

Ji Ziyang couldn't help laughing when he heard the words, "What can I do, isn't life going on? What's the matter with you dying because you didn't expect it? Don't take it so seriously."

After speaking, Ji Ziyang got up and walked to the kitchen.

As soon as he woke up, he got up to look for Wei Xi, he was still hungry.

Just looking through the refrigerator to find something to eat, Ji Ziyang also said indifferently, "It doesn't matter if you never think of it, I will always be there, don't worry."

I am always here.

It was a very common sentence, but when this sentence reached Wei Xi's ears, some nerve in his brain seemed to be stabbed, a sharp pain came from his head, and his consciousness suddenly became blurred.

The pain tearing from the depths of the soul was so familiar, it didn't seem like it happened for the first time.It's just a stark contrast to the pain. Wei Xi, who was originally unconscious, didn't faint, but suddenly raised his eyes to look at Ji Ziyang. His eyes were bright and clear, without any confusion, which was different from Wei Xi before. very different.

It's just that the momentary ambiguity of consciousness only lasted for a while and then disappeared.

"Wei Xi? What would you like to eat?"

With this call, the tearing pain disappeared instantly.

When Wei Xi realized it, she didn't know what happened to her just now.

As for Ji Ziyang, he was standing in the kitchen with a cabbage thinking about what to do, and he didn't notice what was wrong with Wei Xi before, so of course, he also missed the bright eyes at that moment.

Otherwise, if he saw it, he would definitely overthrow his previous slightly sad feeling - he couldn't see a trace of Wei Jiale in Wei Xi's eyes.