dreamer

Wei Xi was dreaming again.

In the dream, he came to the old house again, and everything seemed to reappear from yesterday, even though he didn't know whose yesterday reappeared in front of him.

It was a warm spring, and the pear tree in the small courtyard bloomed a tree of white flowers early, making the small courtyard very beautiful.

Standing under the tree was a young man with a thin body and hair disheveled by the breeze, silently looking at the white flowers of the tree and muttering in a low voice, "...it's blooming again...but you haven't come back yet..."

Wei Xi stood aside like a bystander, watching the boy quietly.

He didn't seem to have any memory, but he felt so logical about everything in front of him.

For some reason, he could clearly feel the sadness in that young man's heart, as if engraved in his bones, rushing along with the blood, hitting the depths of his heart.

He really wanted to hug that thin arm, that loneliness and sorrow, he really wanted to use his body to bear it, but he couldn't do anything.

Because he thinks he knows, although he doesn't know why, he just feels that the boy told him, don't come out, don't come, don't come near me, I don't want you like this.

So what can he do?

He could only hide in the corner like this, watching his back silently, even the boy's face could not be seen clearly.

Then the scene changed suddenly, the lonely teenager curled up in the small private room of the Internet cafe, the pungent smell of smoke was everywhere, and there were still half-drinked beverage bottles next to the keyboard, everything could only be done with mess describe.But the boy just put the hat on his clothes on his head, tried his best to ignore the disgusting environment and closed his eyes.

He has no other place to go, and he doesn't want to go back to that home, because there is a terrifying presence in the home.

And what is that existence? Before Wei Xi could think about it any further, he felt a sense of oppression in his chest...

"Have another nightmare?"

The gentle caress wiped away the tension in the dream.

Wei Xi blinked, and said weakly after seeing clearly who the person in front of him was, "It's you again."

Ji Changsi didn't understand, so he lay on the side of the bed and looked at Wei Xi, "What do you mean?"

"...every time, it's you."

Wei Xi smiled, and hid half of her face under the quilt, only showing a pair of eyes looking at Ji Changsi, her eyes flickering but not distracted, "Why do you always see...you when you open your eyes?"

No matter when you are sad, painful, or even desperate, why do you always see you every time you open your eyes?

"Thank you, Changsi."

Ji Changsi didn't say anything, just looked at Wei Xi with a slight smile.

why?

Maybe it's because I was born for you.

It was still early, and Ji Changsi took Wei Xi to the rooftop.

In the autumn, the morning is more and more cool.

Ji Changsi hugged Wei Xi from behind, and the two of them sat on a high platform, watching the distant sky gradually become golden.

"Dream about that boy again?"

Wei Xi nodded, "Who do you think...he is?"

Ji Changsi hesitated for a moment, but did not speak.

"...I want to know what the hell is going on."

"Where's that guy? Didn't he say he would help you restore your memory?"

"He did, but...it didn't work."

Wei Xi lowered her eyes, thinking about the treatment that Ji Ziyang had given him in recent days, nothing seemed to work.

"...If I can't remember, will I never be able to become a little more complete?"

"...Whether you remember it or not, you are Wei Xi."

Wei Xi smiled, "You will always be here, right?"

Ji Changsi nodded with a smile, and whispered into Wei Xi's ear, "I've always been here." The sun finally rose, and a new day finally began.

But some things will always be here and will never change.

Even though Ji Changsi could bring him comfort, Wei Xi was still troubled by those images that flashed through his mind at some point. It had nothing to do with others, it was his own problem. If he didn't figure it out for a day, no one could save him.

Wei Xi was getting worse and worse, and Ji Ziyang was helpless.

Although he really didn't help him recover his memory properly, he didn't understand why Wei Xi looked so bad recently.After Wei Xi moved back from her mother's house, her whole body returned to the previous lackluster look, and there were even faint dark circles under her eyes, like a sick child who was extremely lack of sleep.

Wei Xi told Ji Ziyang a lot about the troubles caused by those dreams.

In fact, who is the boy in the dream? Maybe they have already guessed a thing or two. The boy who couldn't see his face was actually Wei Jiale from the past.

It's just that Wei Xi couldn't figure out why he was always looking at her from afar in the dream, and what was the relationship between that frightening man and him, why was he so afraid of him?

Facing Wei Xi who was full of doubts, Ji Ziyang wanted to say something, but always patted him on the shoulder to comfort him at the last moment, maybe he would remember it next time.

But the next time, the next time, and the next time.

Wei Xi didn't know how many times this would happen next time.

He was dreaming again.

The man with gold-rimmed glasses placed the returned clothes on his bed, with a pleasant expression on his face, "I brought back the washed clothes for you."

The boy turned his head sideways, avoiding the man's explicit gaze, "...I can accept it myself."

"It's okay, let's go."

Regardless of the boy's dodge, the man came over, held the boy's shoulders, and looked at him gently with his head down. There was such a big place around him, but he didn't care about the distance that was already too close, "Don't be polite to me. , we are family now."

The boy lowered his head and didn't look at him. Every time he took a step back, he would be closely followed by someone. His shoulders were pinched so painful that he could only dodge the man's hand and run out.

In the steaming bathroom, the teenager shook his hair in front of the shower, and the water droplets flowed down his hair to his neck, taking away his exhaustion.

However, the door of the bathroom was pushed open a gap at some point.

The boy turned his head and looked at the man who appeared at the door in horror.

The man was taken aback for a moment, then changed into that kind of harmless smile in an instant, "Do you need help?"

"go out!"

Filled with anger, the screen flipped, and Wei Xi saw that cold door again...

Wei Xi woke up with a scream.

In a quiet room, the tight curtains are faintly shining, the humidifier beside the bed is emitting white mist, and the air conditioner embedded in the wall is fully turned on.

Wei Xi calmed down and touched the cold tip of her nose. The whole room was damp and cool.

His head is still a little dizzy, and his consciousness is gradually recovering. Everything he sees in front of him is both familiar and strange. What is familiar is that this is his home, but what is strange is the room that has been turned into this way, which is obviously not his inherent habit. .

Wei Xi lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling for a while, then slowly got up from the bed, her eyes were still wandering but not dull.

He got out of bed, looked around slowly, and then methodically checked his home one by one. It looked like it was not the first time he had done this kind of thing.

Everything is there, but the position that should be placed in the impression has more or less changed.There was a subtle smell in the living room, as if someone had smoked here, but there was no trace of cigarette butts or ashes at all.One of the pillows on the sofa fell to the ground, and the laptop that I don’t usually use was placed beside the sofa to charge the battery. I have no memory of when I took it.The kitchen is still the same as before, but looking along, the door of the washing machine in the laundry room next door is still ajar.Open it and take a look, there are still a few pieces of clothes that haven't been washed in time, and they are all things that you don't usually wear. If you have to say it, it seems that you can't remember when you bought it.

Everything indicated that either Wei Xi had lost his memory, or someone had come to the house.

But Wei Xi's memory is still there, he still remembers his name is Wei Xi, he still remembers when he moved back here from his mother's house, and continued his life; he still remembers that guy named Ji Ziyang gave him Calling, and always coming to find him at home, whether he wants to or not; he still remembers that he was still sitting in the studio drawing pictures in the early morning yesterday, and he even remembered when he felt suddenly sleepy , So I shrank in the steaming bathtub and slowly lost consciousness.

When you wake up, it's now.

Then the only answer is that someone may have been at home.

Is it a thief?

But nothing was lost.

Is it Ji Changsi?

If it was him, it would not fail to wake him up.

So what's going on?

If it were placed on the body of ordinary people, I am afraid that the police would have to call the police.

However, Wei Xi was not surprised by this at all, not even a trace of panic.

This is not the first time this happened, what did it start from, that time has passed for too long, and he doesn't have enough confidence to remember it.

I only know that he had asked for help at the beginning, but there was no sign of the door being pried open, and there was no sign of the house being ransacked. Even he himself was fine, so in the end all speculations pointed to One possibility is that his head was injured and he lost his memory, so it is very reasonable to attribute everything to this incident.

For example, it is said that compared with him before amnesia, his personality changed suddenly. For example, he always did things slowly and unresponsively. For example, what happened in front of him now, he seems to have intermittent amnesia again. This must be a sequela, everything Everything seems to be in order.

So Wei Xi no longer insisted.

Anyway, he is used to it. For so long, the only thing he has learned is to accept it, isn't it.

Even his mother is unwilling to let him stay by her side, let alone others. Who would take the time to take a second look at this stupid guy who seems to have no relatives and reasons all the time.

Wei Xi finished washing silently, walked out of the house alone, and went to the supermarket outside the apartment to buy some food.

When passing by the semi-processed food area, a young girl from the staff smiled at Wei Xi. Wei Xi was stunned for a moment, but nodded in response.

A stranger was greeting him. For Wei Xi, who had always had a low sense of presence, it seemed that this was not the first time this happened, even though he had never paid attention to this person in his memory.

When I came back, I checked the mailbox by the way. Apart from some small discount advertisements, there was also an envelope with red, blue and white stripes printed around it, and a familiar little smiling face was painted on the corner of the back.

Wei Xi's eyes lit up, and the corners of his mouth curled up.

At least, there is still one person who cares about him all the time, that's enough, isn't it.

Suddenly, the shoulder was lifted.

"What are you doing?"

Ji Ziyang stared and looked at him angrily, "I've called you for two days, but no one came when I knocked on the door yesterday. I thought something happened to you, why is it always like this!"

Wei Xi stared blankly at Ji Ziyang, who was profusely sweating.

Look, now, there seems to be a second person who seems to care about him.

"Why are you looking at me like that? Aren't you going to let me go up?" Ji Ziyang glanced at Wei Xi, suddenly thought of something, suffocated in his heart, and then said a little stuttering, "No, it won't be, at home... Is it inconvenient?"

Wei Xi regained his composure and said slowly, "What's the inconvenience?"

"Just, just...someone is inconvenient or something."

While talking, Ji Ziyang glanced away with some displeasure.

"Who can I have in my family?"

After Wei Xi finished speaking, she turned around and walked towards the elevator.

Ji Ziyang breathed a sigh of relief, and quickly followed Wei Xi into the room.

The two of them didn't talk much along the way, Wei Xi was still hesitating about another memory loss and time loss recently, while Ji Ziyang stood and counted the elevator floors while thinking about the little awkwardness in his heart.

If someone else was really in Wei Xi's house, he really didn't know how to deal with it.

An invisible rival in love, I really should think of a way to kill him later.

Ji Ziyang followed Wei Xi and walked towards home.

However, the moment he entered Wei Xi's home, Ji Ziyang felt a rather subtle feeling.

What came over was a completely unfamiliar atmosphere. I don't know if Ji Ziyang was too suspicious. As he walked in, he felt an atmosphere that did not belong to Wei Xi at all in the house.

Everything in front of him was clearly the same as before, but Ji Ziyang just felt that something was wrong.

That feeling awakened Ji Ziyang's feeling when he met Wei Xi again. The guy standing in front of him was obviously Wei Jiale back then, but he just felt like he was facing a brand new and strange person.

And now Wei Xi's home gave him the same feeling, even scarier than the first time he met Wei Xi. It was obviously Wei Xi's home, but it felt like he had entered a stranger's territory.

However, Wei Xi didn't notice anything abnormal about Ji Ziyang, and just put the food in the refrigerator on his own.

It was just that he hesitated for a moment when he opened the refrigerator, but he didn't say anything, he just licked his lips silently, and placed the newly bought milk next to another unopened box of milk.

After everything was packed, Wei Xi turned around and saw Ji Ziyang walking around the living room, opening the windows one by one.

The breeze blew into the room along the window, taking away the strange smell, Ji Ziyang took a deep breath and felt much better.

"What have you been up to these two days? I've called you a lot, but haven't seen it?"

Wei Xi thought for a while after hearing the words, walked to the coffee table, found her mobile phone and turned it on to have a look, her eyes faltered for a moment, but she didn't speak.

Ji Ziyang frowned, leaned close to Wei Xi and stared at him, "I'm asking you something, what's the matter?"

Wei Xi lowered her eyes and still ignored him, as if she was distracted or trying to think hard.

He was not surprised by the countless missed calls and text messages, but what made him hesitate again was the date on the phone.

It's been two days, it turned out that two days have passed, and this time he slept for so long again.

But why, he still feels very tired?

"Did you stay up all night again?"

Wei Xi raised her eyes and looked at Ji Ziyang in confusion.

Ji Ziyang raised his hand, and gently rubbed the faint blue under Wei Xi's eyes with his fingertips, "If you stay up all night, your body will have problems. Look, if you continue like this, the dark circles under your eyes will not go away."

Wei Xi's eyes became more and more hollow, and his mind was in a mess.

Smiles from strangers, blank memories, doctor's advice not to stay up late, inexplicably extra clothes, random items, traces of being turned over...everything is full of Wei Xi His brain, and on top of that, his body was really tired, he was really tired.

"Wei Xi? Wei Xi?"

Ji Ziyang's voice floated farther and farther away, even mixed with disgusting voices.

"You're welcome, we are family now."

"need my help?"

"You're back?"

It's such a disgusting feeling, so disgusting...

"You are so uncute, you can only cry, but I want to laugh..."

The boy sat in the corner touching his tears, unwilling to look back at him at all.

"If you are always with me like this, mom will dislike me even more..."

"You should leave me, I don't like you like this, I don't want to be so sad, I don't want to be so hurt, I don't want you..."

It's my fault, it's all my fault...

Wei Xi's eyes became more and more out of focus, and she became wobbly.

Ji Ziyang finally realized what was wrong with Wei Xi, but before he could do anything, Wei Xi closed his eyes, his body softened, and he fell into his arms and passed out.