dreamer

Wei Xi fell into endless darkness.

A very familiar voice sounded in the darkness, but I couldn't remember who it was.

"Hey, it's really hard to live alone..."

The tone clearly contained a kind of lazy ridicule, but it made people feel so sad that when Wei Xi heard this sentence, she tightly clutched her chest, feeling that it was becoming difficult to breathe.

Why didn't he seem to hear this sentence for the first time?

And who is speaking?

Just when Wei Xi felt that he could no longer hold on, he heard that voice again, asking him softly, "You're here again..."

The boy in the dream slowly raised his head, looking straight into Wei Xi's eyes.

It was a face that was exactly the same as his own, only with a little more immature edges and corners.

Suddenly, the boy was closed by the cold door.

Wei Xi opened his eyes suddenly, but what he saw was different from usual.

In the empty ward, there are only sporadic patients lying on the next bed.

Wei Xi panted heavily, as thoughts flashed through her mind one by one.

After an unknown amount of time, he struggled to sit up as if he had finally made up his mind.

Ji Ziyang walked into the ward carrying the mineral water he had just bought, but there was only an empty hospital bed waiting for him.

"What about people?"

The nurse on duty shook her head again and again, "I didn't see it either, when did he leave..."

Ji Ziyang thought about Wei Xi's uncharacteristic behavior and the babbling in his dream before, put down the things in his hands and ran out.

After running out of the hospital, it was already dark outside, and Wei Xi fell asleep for a whole day.

Leaving again inexplicably, Ji Ziyang bit his lip and cursed in his heart, then turned and ran towards the parking lot.

Where are you going this time?

"It's so late, 400 for a chartered car, no bargaining."

Wei Xi silently handed over the money to the driver, watching the street lights on both sides of the road and driving back quickly.

Everything started from there, and everything was lost from there. If you want to get something back, then the only thing you can do is go back to the starting point.

The old house still looked so gloomy at night, but this time, Wei Xi opened the heavy door without any hesitation, and walked in alone.

Ji Ziyang searched all the places Wei Xi could go, this time he didn't even miss the rooftop.

However, Wei Xi can always give him new surprises, this time he seems to have gone to a place that Ji Ziyang couldn't think of for a while.

Where can I go?

Sitting in the car, Ji Ziyang couldn't stop thinking, if he had known that he would become what he is today, he might as well just tell Wei Xi what happened in the past, which would be better than him becoming what he is now.

How did he think there was something wrong with that man?

Maybe it was because Wei Xi told him that he remembered the memory of that man in that room of the old house.

It's not a big deal, but Ji Ziyang didn't tell Wei Xi that the room belonged to Wei Jiale.

Being able to appear in Wei Jiale's room and holding Wei Jiale's clothes, this strange behavior quickly made Ji Ziyang connect everything together.

Later, his proof was confirmed, and even Wei Mu gave him an unacceptable answer.

On the day Wei Xi left Mother Wei's house, Ji Ziyang saw Mother Wei collapsed.

Scenes of the past are like a revolving lantern, and no matter how unwilling to face the past, there will be a day when you have to face it.

I remember once watching a movie with a white subtitle printed on the black background, it said, you have to know, your sins will catch up with you sooner or later.

What a true sentence.

Mother Wei also has her sins. She knows that her sins not only catch up with her, but also accompany her all the time, like a shadow.

How to repay it?

Failure and dereliction of duty as a mother.

Wei Jiale became what she is today, all because of her.

It would be great if we found out earlier, if we could be smarter and find out those abnormalities earlier.

But it's too late to say that now.

Once thought that the man did not lie to her, he was telling the truth.

He will definitely impress Wei Jiale, and they will live happily together.

However, things backfired. The man's tenderness and kindness not only never moved Wei Jiale, but even started about half a year after the marriage, which created even greater conflicts between the stepfather and stepson.

At that time, Wei Jiale's rejection of men was very blatant, and Wei's mother had talked to him many times, but every time it came to a critical moment, his son couldn't explain why.

Now that I think about it, what should he say?

Do you want him to say that he thinks that man's gaze is abnormal?Or do you want him to say that the man behaved too strangely towards him?Even if she had to say it, as a mother who knew her son was hostile to her current husband, how much could she trust him?

Besides, even if she believed that her son had not lied to her, everything was just his feeling. The man had neither done anything excessive nor had any sufficient evidence to prove that his intuition was correct, so this must be defended. What would Jiale say?

Wei's mother never knew how unpleasant things happened between that man and Wei Jiale behind the scenes that she had never witnessed with her own eyes.

Now that I think about it, the only thing I can think of that makes people feel nauseous when I think about it later is that I once found a pair of my son's underwear in the corner of the drawer.

At that time, Wei's mother just thought she was careless, and it must have been mixed up when collecting the clothes.

She really didn't know anything at the time.

But she could feel that while Wei Jiale continued to be indifferent to men, he gradually showed a subtle fear.

Later, Wei Jiale seldom stayed at home alone. If she was not around, Wei Jiale would never stay at home for an extra quarter of an hour.

Where could Wei Jiale go at that time?

Strolling around aimlessly, the newly opened Internet cafe in the town is the same video hall that I went to with Ji Ziyang, the kid who likes cleanliness so much, in the past he always thought those places were too dirty and refused to go, but now he has become Regulars there.

Because there is no place for him to settle down, whether it is the only reliance in the past, or the place called home, he has nowhere to go.

But even if he hid like this, bad things still happened.

I remember that she rushed home early that day, still carrying the freshly bought vegetables and meat in her hand, planning to order a few more dishes at night to ease the increasingly cold atmosphere at home.

The alley where I live is not deep, and when I walked in, I met the neighbor's grandmother, who was sitting at the door of the house basking in the sun.

Seeing that the gate of his house was not far away, he suddenly saw a half-sized boy running out in a panic, without even looking at the way, and almost bumped into Wei's mother.

Taking a closer look, he was still Wei Jiale's classmate. When he saw Wei's mother, he couldn't hide the panic in his eyes. He stuttered, "Auntie...you...Wei Jiale..."

The boy pointed to the gate of Wei's house, as if he was about to cry out of fright.

Mother Wei's heart skipped a beat, and she hurried home.

When he finally walked into the house, he saw Wei Jiale lying on the ground through the door, bleeding all over the floor, and the man who was walking downstairs.

Mother Wei's eyes went dark, and the vegetables and meat in her hands fell to the ground.

She forgot how she threw herself on her son's side and hugged him into her arms, and when she was paying attention to her son's injuries, she suddenly noticed that his clothes were disheveled.

Mother Wei hugged Wei Jiale tremblingly, took out her mobile phone and called the police, while looking at the man lying aside, she yelled loudly, "Killed...someone killed my son..."

After hanging up the phone, he yelled at the man heart-piercingly, "Go to hell!"

Later, the man really died.

Police Officer Liu said that he committed suicide in fear of crime, hehe, that's right, what right does this kind of person have to live anymore, it's better to die.

Wei's mother sat in front of the hospital bed blankly, looking at Wei Jiale who was in a coma, she couldn't help crying.

She couldn't continue to live in the small town, even if Wei Jiale lost his memory after waking up, she couldn't let Wei Jiale continue to live here.

This incident was too much trouble, not to mention that Wei Jiale's classmate still witnessed the scene of Wei Jiale falling from upstairs... No matter what, she couldn't let her son live here any longer.

But she is too cowardly, her son who has lost his memory can quickly become stronger, but after experiencing too many setbacks, she can't let go of it. Because of her son's injury, she has no right to let Wei Xi stay by her side anymore.

"So you think pushing Jia Le out is the best choice for him?"

At that time, Ji Ziyang looked at Wei's mother expressionlessly, "Do you think this is good for him?"

"Otherwise, what else can I do... I have no other way..."

Mother Wei spoke slowly, with a look of despair.

"...I finally know why Jiale ran away now. No wonder, if I were Wei Jiale, I probably wouldn't be able to stay here for one more minute." Ji Ziyang smiled helplessly, "Ah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

He walked to the coffee table and put away Wei Xi's cell phone.

"You know what you did wrong, but you never reflect on it at all. You just keep avoiding it. If you knew what you did wrong, you would never treat Jia Le like this again."

Before leaving, Ji Ziyang dropped another sentence, "...Since you all think it is better for Jiale to leave you, then leave Jiale to me in the future."

Mother Wei heard this, and slowly raised her head to look at Ji Ziyang.

Ji Ziyang also turned his head, and looked straight into Wei's mother's eyes without any fear, "At least I won't be like you, knowing what I did wrong, and making the same mistake again."

Wei Xi came to that cold door again, but unlike before, this time he was sober.

Do you want to push it away?

If you want to know what happened in the first place, just push it away.

Wei Xi slowly stretched out her hands.

Suddenly, a figure pushed open the door one step ahead of him.

He saw again, like a bystander, watching the frightening man kneeling on the ground, holding a piece of clothing in his hand, and rubbing it affectionately on his face.

That scene made people feel nauseous from the bottom of their hearts. At this moment, the man turned his head and saw Wei Xi who appeared at the door.

"You're back?"

The man staggered over in two steps at a time, and he smelled the pungent smell of alcohol when he approached.

Wei Xi hid to the side in fear, only to see a man passing through him, grabbing the young man's shoulders, ignoring the young man's panic and resistance, and putting his head on it, still muttering, "I like you, I really like you…"

no...don't do this...

Wei Xi stretched out her hand and anxiously called out to the boy, "Run!"

Come and save him, who can come and save him, don't do this, don't do this to him!

Run, get out of here, don't do this, don't do this...

And at this moment, Wei Xi finally merged with the boy's figure.

The ferocious face of the man appeared in front of him, and he retreated to the point of nowhere, and could only fall heavily into the abyss behind.

Do not!

Wei Xi stretched out her hand, howling loudly in her heart just before falling.

"Wei Xi!"

Suddenly, a familiar voice came from a distance, and the outstretched hand fell into a cold palm, pulling Wei Xi out of the abyss of nightmare.

Opening his eyes hard, everything around him returned to reality, but it was still so dim.

But he saw the figure appearing with a halo, hugging him tightly in his arms.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here, don't be afraid."

The body was hugged tightly, and there was a gentle pat on the back.

Wei Xi was covered in cold sweat and panting heavily. After gradually realizing that everything was nothingness, she couldn't help but nestled into Ji Changsi's arms, hugging his back and crying.

"Don't be afraid, it's okay, I'm here, don't be afraid..."

Ji Changsi hugged Wei Xi, while comforting him softly, while gently kissing his hair.

"...I know, I know, that boy...is me..."

Hearing this, Ji Changsi felt a pain in his heart, and his eyes could not conceal the pain. He hugged Wei Xi tightly. He knew he should do something, but at this moment, he couldn't do anything except hug Wei Xi tightly. can not do this.

"...Why is this? What have I done wrong?"

"You have nothing wrong, you have nothing wrong, those are none of your business, it's their fault."

After an unknown amount of time, Wei Xi's crying gradually died down.

The two leaned against the cold wall in this empty old house, snuggling up to each other.

"Do you know, Wei Xi, people will encounter all kinds of misfortunes in this world, even if you don't do anything, those annoying things will come to you."

Wei Xi leaned against Ji Changsi's arms, allowing Ji Changsi to gently stroke his head.

"But those misfortunes will pass sooner or later. Just like the wind and rain, no matter how severe the thunderstorm is, there will always be a time to pass. It is because of this that the world is colorful, isn't it? Maybe this world needs all kinds of things. Misfortune can bring out what is happiness and what is happiness, even if it is just plain and ordinary, it is something that some people cannot wish for, so people will know what to cherish."

"Unfortunately, maybe you in the past happened to be chosen by God to be that unfortunate guy to set off the happiness of others."

"...You said that I want to die even more."

Wei Xi smiled weakly and shrank back into Ji Changsi's arms.

"Don't be so useless!"

Ji Changsi smiled and patted Wei Xi lightly, and then hugged him tightly, "But you know, in fact, everyone will have a day when they are elected as an unfortunate role, not only you, maybe it will be my turn one day, Then one day it will be his turn again, everyone has a day to win the lottery...but you have to remember, no matter how unfortunate times you are going through, sooner or later, one day will pass, and as long as you persevere , you will definitely usher in... happiness."

"…Is it?"

"Yeah, do you remember when you wanted to kill yourself?"

"Oh, I remember." Wei Xi choked up for a moment, but smiled a little, "But you saved me."

"Yes, because you are alive, I have a chance to save you, and because you survived, we have a chance to be together."

Ji Changsi asked Wei Xi in a low voice, "Are you happy with me?"

"I'm only happy when I'm with you."

"So I'm right? You survived, so you have happiness."

"...you're boasting about yourself."

"No, I was also confused at times...but I persevered, so I found you, I'm very glad..."

Ji Changsi looked forward and spoke softly, his eyes flickering.

"Wei Xi, you have to remember that no matter what happens, you have to live well, because only by living can you have a chance of happiness."

Wei Xi raised her head and met Ji Changsi's gaze.

"Just like when I found you, because you are alive, we have the opportunity to meet each other."

Ji Changsi covered Wei Xi's face with his hand, and asked him seriously, "Do you remember?"

Wei Xi's lips trembled, and she nodded lightly, "As long as you don't leave me, I will definitely live on."

"Oh, whether I'm here or not, you have to live well, it's for yourself."

"No," Wei Xi shook her head vigorously, and said with a hint of tears, "I can't live without you..."

Hearing this, Ji Changsi frowned slightly, his eyes and heart filled with an unstoppable sourness, so he didn't say anything, but lightly stroked Wei Xi's cheek.

Then the next second, the two hugged each other again.

The author has something to say:

Double update!I think the shortest part will be completely finished here.

In other words, do I have too many words in each chapter, and I need to learn to standardize the number of words.