Chen Mufengchun

After the two talked, Chen Shuyu felt that he and Cheng Yan had fallen in love. It turned out that the book said "one day is like three autumns" was true, even if the two went to work together in the morning, had dinner together at noon, and went back together at night Home, but he was in the restaurant and Cheng Yan was in the company for a few hours, he still missed Cheng Yan terribly.

Time soon came to July, and Cheng Yan needed to go on a business trip to the south for half a month. The night before he left, Chen Shuyu pestered him until midnight, so that it was already past ten when he woke up the next day. Chen Shuyu hurriedly called the boss , but was told by the boss that Cheng Yan had asked him for leave a long time ago. The boss smiled ambiguously on the phone. Chen Shuyu said "goodbye" with a flushed face and quickly hung up the phone.

One night half a month later, Cheng Yan came back.

The south in summer was like a stove, and the food was not to his liking. Cheng Yan lost a lot of weight. Chen Shuyu asked for the next day's leave with distress, and cooked Cheng Yan a table of his favorite dishes.Cheng Yan wolfed down almost half of the meal, took a hasty shower, and then slept with Chen Shuyu in his arms until after ten o'clock the next morning.

The next day, Chen Shuyu woke up very early. He stared at Cheng Yan's face for a long time. walked out.

After Chen Shuyu made breakfast, she went back to the bedroom to watch Cheng Yan, as if she couldn't get enough.When Cheng Yan woke up, Chen Shuyu followed him no matter where he went, even going to the toilet to drain the water.

Cheng Yan seemed to be annoyed by him, and when Chen Shuyu followed him to the living room, he suddenly pushed him down on the sofa, kissed him and took off his clothes.Cheng Yan's movements were a bit rough, but Chen Shuyu didn't dislike them, and even liked them a little, because from such movements, he felt that Cheng Yan was longing for himself as much as he longed for him.

The oxygen in the air seemed to be drained, Chen Shuyu felt a little dizzy, and then he heard someone shouting "what are you doing" at the door, Cheng Yan, who was kissing himself on his body, suddenly stood up and walked towards the door go.

Chen Shuyu saw Cheng Yan kneeling on the ground in disheveled clothes, shouting "Dad" to a middle-aged man while looking for something on him, after finding a small bottle, Cheng Yan opened the bottle and poured it directly into the man's mouth .

That's medicine, Chen Shuyu thought.He was sitting on the sofa, the collar of his jacket was pulled by Cheng Yan so that his shoulders were exposed, and there was a hickey mark on his neck that Cheng Yan had just left.

Chen Shuyu watched as Cheng Yan called 120, and then 120 came, giving first aid in a desperate situation, and then carried the man out the door.

Chen Shuyu didn't know if anyone saw him, and what he would think of him if he saw him. He kept looking at Cheng Yan, watching him make room for the doctor, and hurriedly took the money and went downstairs with the doctors without looking at him.

Chen Shuyu was a little scared. He felt that he had caused trouble. Cheng Yan's father found out what had happened between him and Cheng Yan, and was so angry that he passed out and went to the hospital.Chen Shuyu was afraid of the hospital. In his opinion, it was a place that represented death. Will Cheng Yan's father be okay?

Chen Shuyu sat on the sofa until the evening. He didn't eat anything except breakfast with Cheng Yan that day, but he felt that he was not hungry at all.

At around [-] o'clock in the evening, Cheng Yan sent him a text message, reminding him to remember to eat, saying that he would not go home at night, and did not say what happened to Cheng's father.

Chen Shuyu didn't dare to call Cheng Yan, he didn't know what would he and Cheng Yan do if something happened to Cheng's father this time, would they still be together?If something really happened to Father Cheng, then he was the indirect murderer. Who would be with a paternal murderer?Even if Cheng's father was fine, but he already knew about Cheng Yan and himself, no one would allow his son to be with a man.

He and Cheng Yan may really be ending this time.

Chen Shuyu suffered from insomnia that night.

The next morning, he made a simple breakfast, and then sat on the sofa in a daze after eating.

At ten o'clock, there was the sound of a key at the door. Chen Shuyu thought it was Cheng Yan who had come back, so he stood up hastily, but sat back down because of the darkness in front of his eyes.He closed his eyes and waited for a while. When he opened his eyes, he found a beautiful woman standing in the room, about 50 years old.

The man said, you are Chen Shuyu, I am Cheng Yan's mother.

The voice is soft and calm when speaking.

But Chen Shuyu thought, it's over.

Mother Cheng went to the sofa beside Chen Shuyu and sat down. She said, can I call you Shuyu?

Chen Shuyu nodded, he didn't even dare to look at her face, he could only sit on the sofa with his head down.

Cheng's mother suddenly patted Chen Shuyu's hand on her lap with some protruding veins, and she said, don't be afraid, I know about you and Yanyan, he also showed me your photo, I know you are a good boy .

Chen Shuyu was startled, not only because of Cheng's mother's actions, but also because of her words.

He suddenly felt guilty, last night he was still thinking, as long as Cheng Yan doesn't give up on him, he can do anything, as long as Cheng Yan's parents let them be together.But now he feels like an executioner. Obviously that family is so happy, but because of him, the father of this family is on the verge of life and death, and the first time his mother sees him, she is not cursing, but comforting him gently. He, tell him not to be afraid, they are the ones who are most afraid and disturbed now.

Cheng's mother didn't care that Chen Shuyu didn't speak. She said, I know you must have been frightened yesterday. Cheng Yan's father is fine. All the illnesses were found.

Chen Shuyu lowered her head and whispered, I'm sorry.

Cheng's mother patted him on the back reassuringly, and said, he's fine now, Cheng Yan is with him in the hospital, I've wanted to see you for a long time, but Yanyan refused.He said that you are timid, like a little rabbit, afraid that I will scare you, and I also said that I am not scary, how could you be scared?

Chen Shuyu glanced at her secretly and said, no, you are very beautiful.

Mother Cheng laughed, and she looked younger when she smiled. No one would believe that she would have a 31-year-old son.

Cheng's mother said that Yanyan told me that he liked men when he was 20 years old, and I couldn't accept it at first. I cried and quarreled with him, and asked him to tell me that it was a joke, and he would marry and have children like a normal person .But he said that he only likes men in his life, if marrying a woman is unfair to that woman, he said, Mom, didn't you tell me that marriage should not be the sublimation of love?So why should I marry someone I don't love?

Chen Shuyu imagined that Cheng Yan, who was ten years younger, said those words in a serious manner, and he was also very handsome.

Mother Cheng continued, "I think Yanyan is right, but I can't accept that my son likes men. I started to look up various information, and I want to tell him that liking men is wrong, it's a disease."But later, I found countless information, and they all told me that homosexuality is not a disease, it is a normal phenomenon just like left-handedness.I thought, I can't do this anymore, I've already lost one son, I can't lose the second.So we made an agreement that if he finds a boyfriend, he must tell me, and I will help him slowly let his father accept it.His father, like me, put a lot of hope in Yanyan after losing our first son, how could he accept the fact that his son has become a gay.

Chen Shuyu's excited heart calmed down after Cheng's mother's words, yes, who can accept that their son is gay?

Cheng's mother said, I thought Yanyan would find a boyfriend soon, so every day I worriedly took Cheng Yan's father's blood pressure and tried desperately to control his diet.In the end, Yanyan was thirty and still didn’t mention her boyfriend. I thought he had forgotten about it, but when he came home for the Chinese New Year, he suddenly showed me your photo. I liked you very much when I saw the photo. , He also said that he wanted to come and see you, but Yanyan refused, he said that he would let me see you when you were more courageous.

Chen Shuyu blushed a little at Cheng's mother's words. He didn't know how Cheng Yan told Cheng's mother about himself. He never thought that Cheng Yan would show his mother's photo, and he was actually recognized.

Cheng's mother continued, during that time, I had been thinking about how to tell Cheng Yan's father about you, but I never thought about it, and Yanyan said there was no rush.Who knew why Yanyan's father suddenly wanted to see Yanyan when he came to see an old friend in Liaocheng, and the result... the blush on Chen Shuyu's face disappeared, and he knew what Cheng's mother hadn't said.

Mother Cheng paused for a while and said, I came here today to see you, and to discuss something with you.

Chen Shuyu's face became a little pale, he said, what is it, you say, I will do it if I can.

Cheng's mother said that Cheng Yan's father knew that he liked men for the first time, and he was furious. When he woke up this morning, he saw Cheng Yan scolding him and telling him to separate from you. As a result, Cheng Yan also became stubborn and refused to admit his mistake. , and didn’t say that he would separate from you, but his father was so angry that he almost fainted again.I told Cheng Yan to convince him that his father will definitely live here for a while, so you can pretend to separate first, and when his father's condition stabilizes, we will slowly let him accept it, but Cheng Yan Now he is so stubborn that he doesn't listen to me anymore. He said that you have no other place to go after you are separated, and he can't let you wander outside.

Chen Shuyu wanted to cry again, things have come to this point, Cheng Yan is still thinking about him.

Mother Cheng continued, I also know something about you. Cheng Yan told me that I know you are also a poor child.But Auntie has a house in Jincheng, can you be considerate to Auntie and have a good talk with Cheng Yan, if you feel wronged, go to that house for a few days first, and come back when his father is better.Cheng Yan should now listen to what you have to say.

Chen Shuyu thought, I am not pitiful at all, because when I met Cheng Yan, he would not let others pity me, but only make others envy me.But I made his life a mess.

He said, Auntie, don't worry, I told Cheng Yan, I, I will let him agree, don't worry.Yes, I'm sorry about Uncle.

As he spoke, he stood up and bowed deeply to Mama Cheng.

Mother Cheng seemed a little sorry, and before she left, she patted Chen Shuyu's hand and said, I know you are a good boy.

After Cheng's mother left, Chen Shuyu found her ID card in the cabinet next to the bed in the bedroom, put it in her pocket, then kissed Cheng Yan's photo on the cabinet, walked out of the bedroom, and put her key on the coffee table in the living room Come on, lock the door, and go.

Chen Shuyu who left Cheng Yan could only wander outside.

He didn't know if Cheng Yan had looked for him, but he walked from the Dongcheng District of Liaocheng to the Xicheng District, found a part-time job, and made a little money, enough for him to leave Liaocheng.

He wanted to leave Liaocheng, but he didn't know where to go.

Later, at the bus station, a ticket dealer asked him if he was going to Linyang.

Linyang, that is the place where Cheng Yan went to university, not very rich, the only thing famous is that there is a nationally famous university there.

The locals are pretty fucked up.These are Cheng Yan's original words.

He thought, it doesn't matter if Linyang is good, anyway, he will wander everywhere, so let's go to the place where Cheng Yan once went to college.

When he arrived in Linyang, he realized that the people in this place were really fucked up.

Linyang, another story.

Chen Shuyu turned over and fell into a deep sleep.