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I'm sorry to let such a beautiful woman show sad eyes. Obviously, this proposal disrupted her beautiful plan, but making Ning Ye and I happy is obviously more important than this.

Ning Ye patted my shoulder, like he did to his brother after countless times of tacit cooperation.

I became an acquaintance of Ning Ye's, an acquaintance who can hook shoulders and cheat little girls.

For this special breakthrough, I pushed ahead and bought Ning Ye a rag doll as an excuse for the New Year, and successfully exchanged for another rag doll made by Ning Ye.

Forgive me for my small thoughts, dolls are hard to come by.

I never asked Ning Ye about the whereabouts of the doll I gave, after all, I didn't want to humiliate myself, but if he told me that it was lost, it might make me feel better than a dumbfounded face.The former can at least be remembered, but the latter can only show that this is another time I am self-indulgent.

Either way, it's not a good answer.

August 09, XX5

After the second-model exam, the No. [-] Middle School showed the posture of a group of soldiers approaching the city.

My nouveau riche father, who hadn't shown up at school for three years, finally remembered that his son hadn't been to school.

The gift-giving incident that I have only heard from other people finally happened to me.When a box of hard boxes of Cordyceps sinensis directly from the factory appeared in the office, I almost heard the sound of everyone gasping.

My non-smoking head teacher twisted his face and pointed at my nouveau riche father tremblingly.He probably didn't expect that someone could give a gift so aboveboard. My father explained that it was not a gift, but his teacher's training and education for his son.

Speaking of which, I guess my dad doesn't even know the name of my head teacher.

My father recommended it enthusiastically, saying that this cigarette is good, made of Cordyceps sinensis, he asked someone to keep it from the factory in Inner Mongolia, where others can get it box by box.

Look, I've never seen such an ungodly person, who didn't even inquire about the fact that my head teacher doesn't smoke, how can I expect to have a good face?

The teacher in charge with a round face in purple was afraid that he had never heard such shameless words, so it took him a long time to slow down and ask people to hold things and stay away.

My father took out the stalker on the wine table and dragged it to the principal's office. I was lucky enough to go to the principal's luxurious office in the last month of junior high school to see my stalking and stalking father trying to conquer the same stalker The principal who talks nonsense.

After all, people who are immersed in shopping malls are no better than people who have experienced officialdom.My father held a box of cigarettes that he regarded as a treasure and sighed.

This school is good, you won’t accept gifts if you say you’re dead!These days, where can I find such an upright school!

I didn't expect my upstart father to have such superficial awareness.If he dared to keep a low profile, no one would dare not accept him.But I, a father who doesn't even know how to hide someone when he beats a baby, probably doesn't know what the word low-key is.

Parents' meeting doesn't mean much to me, and it's just a matter of showing off to my father.But a father who doesn't even know the geometry of my grades, I don't really understand what he wants to show off.

I'm not interested in seeing my nouveau riche father, who has become fatter and swollen in the past two years, squirming in my seat. I wandered around outside the classroom, looking for Ning Ye but never saw anyone.

Until I wandered back and caught a glimpse of the figure through the window.

The students whose parents didn't come have to sit in their place and listen to the teacher's talk. I didn't pay attention when I sat in the classroom before. It turned out that Ning Ye also sat in the classroom several times, just like me, bored.

Ning Ye's beautiful mother never showed up at school, let alone his mysterious father.

At that time, I didn't pay attention to these things, but I didn't expect that it was the Nilin that Ning Ye couldn't even touch.

At the end of the parent-teacher meeting, I saw Ning Ye coming out of the classroom with a smile. The parents who were with me obviously regarded Ning Ye as "other people's child" and scolded all the children in their own family who were still laughing and talking.

That was the closest person to Ning Ye. In the days when Ning Ye was cooking soup every day because of guilt, he didn't even go out to grab food with me.I gotta say, this is yet another guy I really don't like

The person who was accused didn't care, and just gave Ning Ye a false look, and the latter smiled provocatively when the parents couldn't see it.

Alas, I'm really envious, the intimacy I seem to have stolen looks small and ridiculous in such an open and aboveboard comparison.

I just made an excuse to deal with my father's own injury, and he was beaten a lot, but he didn't care much anyway.But that doesn't mean I'm willing to let Ning Ye expose the past six months.

Ning Ye came over when he saw me and my big-eared father. It was rare for me to panic and I heard the voice of greeting before I even thought of an excuse.

My father glanced at me strangely, I knew that look very clearly, it was inconceivable that his lonely and weird son could still have friends.

Ning Ye is not my friend, but a rare burden.

I heard Ning Ye's apology.Alas, it's been a long time, Ning Ye doesn't want to forget, I don't even want to mention it.

My father forgave him graciously. To be honest, if Ning Ye hadn't taken the initiative to bring up these old things, my father probably wouldn't have remembered that I had broken my arm.

After my father found out that Ning Ye's parents hadn't come, he gave me a great assist.

No matter how mature Ning Ye is, he can't compare to my nouveau riche father who relies on talking for a living.

I once again saw Ning Ye's ease in the luxurious box.I never thought why Ning Ye, who was only 15 years old, was so sophisticated in dealing with a nonsense, flattering person like my father.But so far I have no doubts about Ning Ye's strong diplomatic ability.

No wonder Ning Ye got along so well at school. Compared to mudslides like my father's, the school is probably just a stream.

During this meal, my father almost recognized Ning Ye as his godson.Compared to his taciturn son, my father wished that Ning Ye was his real son.

It's a pity, now that my father loves Ning Ye as much as he will hate him in the future.

August 09, XX6

When I returned to school after the high school entrance examination, I saw the banner at the school gate from a distance.This year's C city's top scorer in the senior high school entrance examination is an unpopular one, but for the First Attached Middle School, which has missed the top scorer for several years in a row, it is really a big event worthy of fanfare and elation.

That's right, the No. [-] and No. [-] students are all in the same school, so there's no need to make a big splash about it.

My name hangs high on the top of the marble gate, side by side with the word Ning Ye.This is the first time I see my name and Ning Ye put together, and I feel a strange satisfaction in my heart.

I guess everyone's curiosity has been fully inflated.The word Jiang Ke was just a synonym for an unlucky guy in the school not long ago, when will it be ranked ahead of Ning Ye.

It is very necessary to re-read the word "actually".

Alas, only they know the complex emotions involved.

The monitor sent his unabashed admiration.This relieved the tension that I hadn't been aware of somewhat, and reminded me that it was the first one and it hadn't arrived yet.

I thought I was not afraid of anything.Ning Ye said, take the exam well, I never thought that I would fail in the exam.But I was scared after all.

Ah, the eyes of the students are so strange, are they accusing me of stealing Ning Ye's champion, or condemning me for meddling, or are they jealous of my sudden luck?But it's none of my business, and it's not worth worrying about.

The moment I saw Ning Ye, I knew what I was afraid of.What can I be afraid of?Except for one Ning Ye, I really can't find anyone else that I can care about.

Alas, I'm afraid that Ning Ye will blame me, that he will hate me and alienate me, and that he will calmly pull away the distance that he has finally closed.

I took the first step tremblingly, hoping that I could be a little different with Ning Ye, but this mistake was an abyss, and I didn't know if it was worth it.

When I held the report card and saw Ning Ye approaching with a smile, my heart fluttered so obviously that I couldn't hold the thin piece of paper.

The force of beating my shoulder brought me back to reality. This is the second frank congratulation besides the monitor.

A corner of the report card was crumpled by me, and was snatched away by Ning Ye's follower who followed.

A "WOC" rose from the ground, and this noisy person wished that all the people would come to look at my report card.

My report card is indeed very beautiful. Even after so many years, I can still remember every number and Chinese character on it.Because of this report card, it was rare for Ning Ye to be convinced.

Ning Ye said that he thought he had made a mistake, but it seemed that even if he hadn't made a mistake, he wouldn't be the champion.

I really don't care about the champion.

The attendant searched for my and Ning Ye's transcripts on the grounds of collection.I don't want to say how much this resents me.

But in the end, this report card is still in my pocket.If Ning Ye could find what I mentioned, he must have seen that the report card that should have been in the hands of the attendant was also lying safely in my box.

The friendship of boys is not more complicated than that of girls, but with a report card, the attendants put me among their own people.But I don't know how much Ning Ye's face is in it.

I hate drinking, and having a father who regards alcohol and tobacco as his life makes me want to be far away from these things.But I still found an excuse for myself tactfully, watching a group of half-grown children drinking in full swing.

Ning Ye also drank, and everyone at the table was flushed, but he smiled naturally, not showing his face, not talking much, just like me, like a bystander.

The servant booed when he drank too much, and counted Ning Ye's peach blossoms.It really pissed me off, but I'm the best at putting on a show, with just the right amount of gossip on my face, but inside I just want to sew someone's mouth.

This is not a good sign, I resisted the urge, turned my head to look at Ning Ye, the man smiled whitely, and now he was not impatient at all about the topic that he usually avoids like snakes and scorpions.

I struggled to find a little bit of hidden displeasure.

No, Ning Ye let everyone make jokes, treating the countless peach blossoms on his body as a joke for everyone to talk about.

Indescribably disappointed, I don't want Ning Ye to take those people seriously, nor do I want him to be treated as someone else's property, even if it's just a verbal joke.

The frequency of the name Cheng Liangliang appearing is really high. It seems that these boys are very interested in this girl, and the booing is mixed with complaints about Ning Ye's incomprehensible style.

Ah, I finally know the name of the girl holding Ning Ye's tracksuit and daring to stop people at the school gate.Such a cool name doesn't suit Ning Ye at all.

The servant obviously drank too much, and he couldn't hide his covetous heart for the beauty, but Ning Ye didn't have the consciousness of seizing someone's love at all, and leaned on the chair with a pale face and smiled.

Ning Ye was drunk, this discovery made my previous depression dissipate.I have never had the same experience as my drunken lunatic father, and of course I don't have any grudges against Ning Ye who pretends to be serious.

For the first time this night, I know that a person's hands can be cold in the summer.

Ning Ye didn't know that he shook my hand, which I carefully stole.

The people in the small restaurant were almost gone, and this table was still busy.I boldly poked the person who only knew how to laugh, and was caught before I let go of my hand.

what to do.

Ning Ye frowned and asked, still holding on to me.

I frightened and thought about the words to explain, but I didn't expect Ning Ye to answer first.

Jiang Ke, don't do it, it's itchy.

I didn't say anything, afraid that he would realize that he was still holding my hand as soon as I opened my mouth.

The cool hand suppressed my burning heart.This feeling is so good that I wish it would last forever.

Everything that night has become my most precious wine, the longer it is in memory, the more mellow it will be.

I know you have gone to No. [-] Middle School, maybe we will be classmates at the beginning of school, but why are you so secretive, Jiang Ke?

Ning Ye's seemingly true and false words were in my ears, I knew he didn't care about my answer, and I didn't say anything, just listened to what he had to say.

I applied for No.[-] Middle School, and I have considered other options since I knew Ning Ye was going to this school.

When he said he knew, I realized something was different.

I don't think I can escape the curse of Ning Ye in my life.

Whether it was intentional or not, since Ning Ye noticed me, I knew that I could move forward.

August 09, XX8

I have moved.

From the moment I got the admission notice, I planned how to live in the community that Ning Ye never told anyone.

It took me three years to finally know where Ning Ye was in City C.

I once pretended not to care about flipping through the student file with the word Ning Ye written on it, and seeing the Qingfeng Town in the address column and the blank in the father column, I knew that Ning Ye was hiding a secret that I had never seen before.

I am forced to stick to the last bottom line of my conscience every day, so as not to let myself become a stalker and satisfy the increasingly uncontrollable desire for monopoly.

What a torment.

But it's all over.

Ning Ye thought that junior high school was over, so he relaxed his deepest guard.I can only say that he is too careless, Ning Ye is still no match for me in terms of prudence.

The notice was sent to the school, but I still left my home address just in case.How should I describe my mood at that moment?Alas, look, even God will help me, let me receive an invitation from the school on this day, and return to school to leave a glorious image of me for the parents of the students to look up to, or let Ning Ye happen to be because of the rebroadcast. The ball game postponed the photo session that I was supposed to take together. In short, this just-right coincidence allowed me to see another notice that was exactly the same under the notice that pressed me.

When my nouveau riche father realized belatedly that his son had brought him a great bragging rights, he was so happy that he almost flew into the sky.

This is a good opportunity. The project just completed has made my dad a lot of money.In the past two years, he has been very proud of himself. Even the high-end residential area where Ning Ye lives is still a project that my father just came to C City to complete.

That community, which is characterized by privacy and strong protection, allowed my father to gain a firm foothold in City C, and it also allowed me to live in an increasingly empty duplex apartment from a not-so-small house.

This is my father's preference, and everything depends on the big one. The unique three-story building in Bazi Village is a good example.That house with ten empty rooms was only ever lived in by me and my dad, oh, and that ugly, dead dog.

It was originally built for my mother who was said to be very beautiful, but in the end it didn't please the women in the city at all, and it became an abandoned empty building, which became one of the best jokes in Bazi Village.

My nouveau riche father doesn't take it seriously, and he doesn't change his style at all.It's a pity that he hasn't been able to buy a villa in City C, otherwise he wouldn't be still in this kind of apartment that doesn't catch his eye.

But I have no doubts that my nouveau riche father let me live in this first project he took over, in fact, I did.

When my proud father asked me what reward I wanted, I proudly asked for another house.

Anyway, he didn't live at home for many days, so where to change the house was really not a problem worth worrying about.

The only thing I need to worry about is whether Ning Ye will move like me.

Facts have proved that Ning Ye is a normal person.On the first day my dad and I moved into the complex with incredible efficiency, I watched him from the window as he entered the apartment building across the way.

After nearly two months of absence, I was finally satisfied and relieved.

I have been testing Ning Ye's bottom line, and I can't wait to know his expression when he sees me appearing in his secret territory.

But this is no more than a crazy rehearsal in my mind. I am particularly obsessed with the intimacy during that time, even though it is not at all different from Ning Ye's central warmth.

I tremblingly maintained this boundary, knowing very well in my heart that when the bottom line was broken, this kind of comfortable communication would be gone forever.

I must say I entered another round of ordeal.From this moment on, I realized that staring at Ning Ye, the boiling in my heart would never end.

Fortunately we are getting closer.

August 09, XX9

No. [-] Middle School is really a good school, it is bold and self-willed to make people love and hate entanglement.

If it wasn't for this so-called Hongyi class, I think I would never be able to become Ning Ye's classmate when I was a student.The Hongyi class is a class with the best resources of teachers and students in the whole school. According to the words of the attendant, Ning Ye and I have entered the noble class.

Sometimes the privileged class is indeed a good thing. For most people, this class is a passport to the best education in the country and even to foreign education. For me, this is just another good opportunity to be close to Ning Ye, and more What's more, it not only helped me get rid of my followers, but even Cheng Liangliang couldn't come in.

I remembered the worries I had been thinking about day and night during that time. How can the first and second students in the city be assigned to a class? This is a problem, and it is worth fighting with the class teacher.

Well, profit is always the best solution. See, even places like schools cannot escape this law.

To create the greatest value, of course we must gather the best together.

The move of the Seventh Middle School is quite satisfactory to me.

For so many years, I only know that Ning Ye is very popular, but I have never seen how Ning Ye captured the obsession of a large number of people. Could it be that a face that conforms to the aesthetics of the public is really so magical?I have never admitted that I was confused by Ning Ye's face. This kind of superficial reason is obviously not suitable for such a fickle person like me.

But the facts have proved that although I think highly of myself, people in the world are really superficial, not to mention that it is rare for him to follow the line of being close to the people.

After leaving the original follower, there will naturally be a successor, without Cheng Liangliang, there will be Huang Moumou.Ever since Ning Ye provoked Liang Zi, the class monitor, I knew that this high school was just another cycle of junior high school.

I kept a low profile as always, and just watched him from a closer corner.No, it's not that I'm waiting alone, the squad leader of someone else's family has also become mine. I can safely enjoy his little attention, and I can also express my helplessness in a timely manner.

I came in with the title of No. [-] scholar, but I barely ranked in the middle of the entrance examination.Many people were disappointed, and many people gloated.

Ning Ye chatted with me cautiously, fearing that I would lose the honor of being the champion.

Alas, how can I be so fragile in my heart, this damage is not as serious as him passing by the cafe outside the community every day but never noticing me.

In fact, when the results came down, I knew that Ning Ye was not happy about returning to the first place.When he looked back in my direction for the first time, it was really enough for me to wake up laughing after falling asleep for several days.Although I also know that this is only because I am a good student who is withdrawn, sensitive and needs to be taken care of in Ning Ye's heart.You see, only when he is hurt like this can he think of me.

No matter who looks at it, this kind of blow should be a big blow to me.Ning Ye is such a good class monitor, he is always considerate, how could he make me feel so overwhelmed.

Seeing too clearly is also a very uncomfortable thing. At this time, I am very disgusted with my self-knowledge without a teacher.

It's been so long since school started, Ning Ye never found out that he and I took the same route home.There's no way, Ning Ye's world is filled with too many things, and I'm nothing.

But today, Ning Ye was a little restless.

From the time we left the campus together after school, to getting on the same bus together, and then getting off at the same stop, Ning Ye was puzzled, but he still talked with me about studies and life with a smile on his face.I timely expressed my difficulties in certain subjects and my incompatibility with high school studies. This kind of little lie is very credible when my report card is confirmed by Ning Ye.

Ning Ye is not a good teacher, at least I have rarely seen him pass on his experience to others so tirelessly, which makes me somewhat complacent.

This calmness was torn when we approached the gate of the community.Ning Ye's repeated hesitation and obvious absent-mindedness made me think about where I should stop.

I knew exactly what he was thinking, he didn't want people to know where he lived, although the reasons for this I didn't understand, but he was obviously very repulsed by it.

This makes me a little uncomfortable, I don't want to lie to Ning Ye, many times I just choose to keep certain things from him.Although most things can hide today, they cannot hide tomorrow.Even if I know that sooner or later he will find out that I live on a certain floor opposite him, just as in the end he will definitely find out the secrets in the box that I treat as a treasure and understand my secret thoughts, well, that is now, I still choose Deceiving himself, he has to wait until the day he has to, or the day he is willing to face it.

I stopped at the cafe that I had to go back to the community, and told him that this is where I do my homework every day, and today is no exception, and I also expressed my invitation to him by the way.

This is not a lie, Ning Ye goes home very late every day, and this intersection is a place he must pass.Up is my new home, and right is the way to school.I like to sit at the corner window the most. The big glass window allows me to see Ning Ye coming up from the right for the first time.

These words obviously made Ning Ye heave a sigh of relief. How could he let go of this opportunity, even though we all know that some things need not be said to maintain the current balance.

I took a few test papers and watched Ning Ye leave without looking back. I didn't enter the cafe until his figure disappeared at the end.

This behavior of almost running away made me laugh for a while. What is it worth for him to give up his thoughtful and tactful sophistication? After all, according to Ning Ye's normal behavior, maybe he should invite me into his house for a cup of tea. Maybe even a dinner.

Alas, this can only be imagined, even after so long we have been together, I don't have the privilege of seeing his mysterious home, let alone eating family dinners prepared by his beautiful mother.

I held a few test papers, and while thinking about how to get rid of these papers, I copied Ning Ye's almost perfect answers.

August 09, XX11

In many cases, secrets are indeed worth keeping, and the person who has no intention of knowing is often more embarrassing than the holder of the secret.

I don't know what Ning Ye thinks about this matter, at least this is something I don't want to face, although it turns out that it is not a bad thing.

In November, two major events occurred in City C. One was that City C successfully applied for an international exposition, and the other was that the stock price of Wang Group, a big real estate businessman, plummeted. The real estate market in City C encountered unprecedented disorder.

Two things that seemed to have nothing to do with me unexpectedly became major events that would affect my future direction.

The 23rd was just about the same as usual, if it wasn't for the sheer drama I witnessed at the end of the day.

On a day in November, it was already dark at 06:30.I have no doubt that my well-furnished small duplex apartment is still dark, which makes it impossible for me to go home sooner.

But today I was surprised.

I should have known something was wrong since I saw that my father, who had been back to this apartment countless times, actually watched a play at the gate of the community.But to a large extent, other people's big things don't mean anything to me.I acted like I had nothing to do with myself, and planned to leave quickly.

This time my father didn't get what I wanted. What did he say? The boss of their group has an illegitimate son, who seems to be called Ye. The classmate who had dinner with him last time was also called Ye. Oh, isn't it? It's that classmate who is very good in everything!

It seems that Ning Ye really left a deep impression on my father, such a person who doesn't care about anything other than money, can still remember a student who had dinner with him.

I was not surprised at all by the calmness I showed after knowing this, and I was even sure about the protagonist my father said without any doubt.There are no other people besides Ning Ye.

At that moment, I even thought, look, the thing Ning Ye was clutching so hard was really not a big deal.

Obviously, this is just my one-sided view.I can't measure the weight of a trivial matter to me in anyone else's heart, including Ning Ye.

What my father said was right, the protagonist of this scene soon appeared before our eyes. When Ning Ye and his mother came out, they were stopped by a woman who appeared from nowhere.A well-dressed woman with an obviously valuable handbag stopped in front of Ning Ye with a cold and impatient face.

My father gave me science in a timely manner. This is the proprietress. If you are in a hurry, you have to jump over the wall. Look at this woman who is in a hurry and dares to chase other people's houses to block people. This kid is your classmate. I will call this kid Not easy, tsk tsk, it turned out to be a dragon prince.

Alas, the truth is so simple, my heart is still calm.If I knew how to accept as soon as it was good, then I should have dragged my father to leave in time, so as not to be caught.

The woman scolded the little beast and vixen, and Ning Ye grabbed the bag when she rushed to pull her.Ning Ye threw the bag aside, the indifference and sarcasm in his eyes surprised me.My hunch is that I shouldn't be here.

But it was too late.

The woman froze for a moment and then rushed forward again. My father was finally dissatisfied with watching the show and was eager to go on stage to act as a peacemaker.

My stagnant heart finally had some ripples.

When Ning Ye looked straight at him, I even smiled reflexively.I don't want to think about how inappropriate this expression is that I have practiced countless times.

The ridicule and sneer that made me tremble was finally given to me.

This is really not a good thing.

My father is still persuading his two proprietresses with emotion and reason, and I can calmly analyze my father's mistakes, and he is willing to participate if neither side can get good things.

Security guards came soon after, and my dad retired and dragged me upstairs.Ning Ye's white T-shirt loomed in the shadows of trees, and a few people who came late dragged the hysterical woman away.

The prince is here too, as my father said.

But I'm really not interested at all.

What should I do? This question hasn't come up for a long time. After Ning Ye's strange expression, I understand that I have to reconsider this question.

I finally realized it belatedly, and the cold hands also reminded me that the matter was serious.

August 09, XX12

When I finally figured out Ning Ye's so-called secret from various aspects, Ning Ye hadn't spoken to me for a week.

The overwhelming news in the newspapers and on TV can't help me not to figure it out, not to mention that I have a father who has first-hand information.

Ning Ye is not an illegitimate child who hides too well, even his existence is already an open secret.Mr. Wang's stroke brought the already tit-for-tat family struggle to a climax.

It sounds vulgar, and it is basically the standard family history of every rich man.I wouldn't care if this happened to anyone, even if it happened to Ning Ye, I don't think it's a big deal.

I have to be honest, before Ning Ye was really willing to tell me about him, I never had the slightest interest in this vulgar play at eight o'clock. It is conceivable that I didn't have the slightest sympathy for Ning Ye.Also, I rarely empathize with people, even Ning Ye.

The only thing I was afraid of was that Ning Ye sentenced me to death without even giving me the role of a bystander.

The city was full of disturbances outside, but Ning Ye was still able to pretend to be calm at school.Ning Ye's father, who was still lying in the hospital, did a good job of keeping secrets. At least under the circumstances of the city full of suspicion, except for the turmoil in the community that day, Ning Ye's life was not disrupted at all.

It's me, worried by this unexpected revelation.

Ning Ye, oh Ning Ye, don't you know that this week of ignorance is worth thousands of days and nights of my lonely gaze?After all, I can't be cruel to Ning Ye, so he never knew how I survived a week of sleepless nights.

This was almost gratuitous anger for me and I finally couldn't wait any longer.I smiled wryly, my self-proclaimed good patience was finally pushed to the limit by Ning Ye.No one can endure the bone-chilling cold again after enjoying the warmth.

Let me do the math, how many times have I been hurt twice by Ning Ye since then.

Ah, on the first day, I was ignored, it doesn't matter, after all, with the foreshadowing of the previous few days, I am quite familiar with it.

The next day, I was pleasantly surprised to catch him alone, although the result was not good, it should be said to be bad.

Sometimes I feel that Ning Ye handles me just right, otherwise how would it be clear that as long as there are outsiders, I won't say a word?

I wanted to ask what was so great about it, and I also wanted to ask what I was worth for him to make such a fuss, I couldn't even put on a good face.

But how can I say it, under Ning Ye's disgusted eyes, I can't even make the most common smile in front of him, let alone such obviously angry words.

I said I'm sorry, I was not sincere, and the only thing that is gratifying is that I can still say it.

This seems to be a mistake, Ning Ye asked sarcastically, what are you sorry for.

Ning Ye, if I knew what I was sorry for, then things would obviously be easier to handle.I feel innocent, and Ning Ye is also very clear that he is making trouble for no reason. It is such a cycle that I can't find a way out.

It's just that I was there at the wrong time, the unlucky target of his much-needed venting.Alas, I am so worried that my good luck will never again, and I will be ruined like this in an innocent accident and become a pond fish.

I smiled wryly, but Ning Ye sneered.

Jiang Ke, you have nothing to do to me. It's my own problem. I don't want to have anything to do with a person who has seen me in the most embarrassing state.

See, Ning Ye knows everything, he just recklessly abandons anyone who disrupts his life.I just happened to be that person, not because I am Jiang Ke, nor because we have a different relationship.

What a shock.

I once mentioned this matter to Ning Ye with a smile, and asked him what would happen if I really stopped harassing him.

Ning Ye didn't answer, and killed the question with a kiss in his burning desire.

The answer was so obvious, I knew that if I didn't take the chance, I would lose him forever in my life.

I am very self-aware of my indifference, and I understand that it is impossible to truly understand Ning Ye's bottom line.I even thought about telling Ning Ye my extraordinarily miserable life in the eyes of others, maybe I could win some sympathy for myself.

But what is that, I'm pretty sure Ning Ye doesn't even have time to finish listening to my boring story.

Sometimes the dumbest methods are the most effective.For so many years, I have always believed that God favors those who persevere, no matter what.

Don't get me wrong, I don't mean persistently waiting, sometimes it's not wise to wait for someone to change their minds.

It is important to seize the fleeting opportunity at the right time.

August 09, XX12

The temperature in city C is not low in winter, but cold and humid, which just matches my poorly conditioned wrist.

I was looking for the best angle, waiting for Ning Ye to see my most vulnerable appearance.Forbearance without saying a word is very much to Ning Ye's appetite.

But today, I didn't wait for Ning Ye.

I didn't give up until it was completely dark, and put away my pitiful appearance that no one would notice.Alas, I am somewhat disappointed, at least for so many days, I can still enjoy special treatment other than being ignored in class, I did not expect that this right is also deprived now.

I was still thinking about which way Ning Ye changed to avoid me. Logically speaking, he would never have such leisure time to take my non-existent waiting seriously.

See how self-aware I am, because the facts never allow me to think too much.

It was getting late, I did not choose to take a car, and walked in the brightly lit city to think about life.

City C with constant flow of people and vehicles inexplicably made me feel like returning to Qingfeng Town.For the first time, I discovered that my feelings for that place were not as indifferent as I imagined.

Ning Ye walked in front of me many times, he was in the crowd and I was out of the crowd.

But now, I am still out of the flow of people, but he doesn't know where he went with the flow of people.

I knew that I was in a desperate situation. In the past, I would not regard this situation as a desperate situation. Not having further contact with Ning Ye made me have a kind of blind confidence in owning him.However, everything was different. When I finally took a step, I was caught off guard and sent back to a place even further away than the beginning. It was difficult for me to control the desperation in my heart.