beggar anecdote

If God always refuses to let people go, then this world will probably be very boring.

I can still live with enthusiasm for this world because he always gives you a chance at the last moment.

I didn't expect to see people who I thought I would never have a chance to see again when it was close to eight o'clock.

The passing figure of Ning Ye made me forget the sadness of the previous moment, and even why I had such unnecessary imaginations.

Numerous examples prove that a person who heals his scar and forgets the pain has no chance to get rid of real pain.What's more, many people are happy with it.

I can be sure that Ning Ye's figure just disappeared in a flash.I followed the people into the trail and walked all the way into the old residential area in the center of the city.

The lights and voices from the old residential area made me feel the smell of fireworks in the world for a long time. Ning Ye was in front of me, and this smell gave me a long-lasting feeling.

The faint pain in my wrist reminded me that I should not continue to hang out outside, and also reminded me that this was just a short moment.

No matter how dreamy it was, I felt something was wrong.Ning Ye walked more and more sideways, and I belatedly realized that my feet were no longer sidewalks in the traditional sense.

Finally at a corner, I was caught again.

I bet that under the mouth covered by Ning Ye's hand, the corners of my mouth must be raised.

How long are you going to follow.

The sound of Ning Ye gnashing his teeth was close to his ears.It seems that my behavior is very annoying.

Ning Ye didn't let go of my mouth, and probably didn't care much about my answer.

At the next intersection, you just enter a residential building and leave after 10 minutes.

I shook my head at Ning Ye's inexplicable arrangement.It seems that something difficult happened, I thought that I was already the most difficult thing for him, and I really shouldn't have it.

Jiang Ke, I'm not joking with you, I'm in a very dangerous situation now, you shouldn't get involved.

That being said, I can't go anymore.

I have always been taciturn, sensitive and obedient in front of Ning Ye, so many days of stubbornness have allowed him to understand part of my nature, and the fact that I can't get rid of me with a few words is probably within his expectation.

I am not suitable to be your friend, you are so smart, you should see that I am just looking for an excuse to alienate you.

Ah, that's it, I really didn't see it, did I cross the line?It turns out that my positioning of myself is not very accurate?

Ning Ye put down his hand covering half of my face, and I didn't need to look to know that my face, which was frozen stiff, should be flushed.

So happy.

A few dark shadows in the corner of the eye made Ning Ye tense up.Although I don't know the cause and effect, I should know what the current situation is.

I smiled, walked out from the corner, and went to the entrance of the corridor in front.

I am about the same height as Ning Ye, but the body shape is too different. When I came out, I didn't attract the attention of a few people outside.

Exactly what I want.

In the dim corridor, I quickly cut open the back of my hand with a knife, and hung my hand down to wait for the blood to flow to the fingertips.

The family on the left is very lively, I guess they are having a banquet.I wish there were more powerful men.

Soon I brought people out from the door, people who called the police, people who asked questions, and the dark and quiet alley was very lively for a while.

I casually wrapped the back of my hand with a scarf, and took advantage of the chaos to leave this place of right and wrong.

Ning Ye is obviously no longer in the same place. I don't know how many people are there, but soon the whole community will be in panic. When the place is lively, I don't have to worry too much about whether Ning Ye's brain can handle it.

I walked back and forth in the dilapidated alleys with satisfaction, and my admiration for Ning Ye increased to a higher level.Trying to get rid of people in this kind of place where I haven't lived for more than half a year and can't remember the way, it's really not easy for me not to be stunned.

But I sighed resignedly when I realized I had walked past the same building twice.

I still really want to get out of here quickly, at least to find a doctor.The wound was not small, and in order to create a sufficiently terrifying situation, I can still do it.It's not that I feel pain, it's just the sticky numbness that makes me uncomfortable.

How long will you go around.

This sound is like the sounds of nature.Ning Ye, oh Ning Ye, you are really ruthless.These words make me sure that this person has been following me around for a long time.

Before I could make a sound, I was chased away by the dedicated community security.

Ning Ye put on his gentle and polite mask again, and with a few words, he comforted the uncle who was frightened by a young man with bloody hands who had been brutally persecuted.

You are really capable, the whole community is mobilized.

That's not true, who would have thought that a student who was imprisoned and persecuted suddenly appeared in a peaceful and peaceful community, not to mention, my crazy words revealed to some extent that this is a long-term dwelling here and a huge criminal gang.

I followed Ning Ye with peace of mind, completely ignoring the discomfort in my hands.

There is an old and unbreakable basketball court in front of it, with a single ball frame and two benches on the left and right.

It seems that Ning Ye is not in a hurry to go home, just as well, I am not in a hurry either.

No one spoke for a long time.This is not common in Ning Ye, but I am not surprised, after all, we have already torn our faces, and we can indeed release our nature in front of me.

It's rare that I can take pleasure in this and taste something different.

When I thought Ning Ye was going to sit here all night for so long, Ning Ye finally spoke up.

Let's go, it's about time.

Ning Ye turned on the phone, and a call came in almost immediately.

I only heard him answer a few words and said that it was all right, then hung up the phone, and when the next call came in, I saw him turn off the phone neatly.I kind of know what it means to sit here, and it's probably part of his plan to go around in circles here.

I can imagine the look of looking for someone outside to go crazy, the life of the little prince of the Wang family is precious.

Alas, it's unnecessary again, pity my sore hands.

Before we broke up, Ning Ye said I'm sorry, I didn't even let him notice the injury on my hand, this sorry is more confusing than what I said before.

Besides, I did it voluntarily, so I really can’t talk about these three words.

I smiled, saw someone enter the corridor, turned around and threw the blood-stained scarf into the trash can, it was almost twelve o'clock, I was not sure if there was anyone in the hospital in the community, I was hesitating whether to go upstairs or try my luck .

Jiang Ke.

People who went back and forth stood not far away and called my name.

Uh oh, Ning Ye, this time I am indeed not suspected of trickery, it was you who insisted on joining me.

August 09, XX12

Ning Ye was obviously stunned for a moment, neither speaking nor moving.

I hid my hands behind my back.Bloody ones shouldn't be considered good-looking, so it's just one less look.

I calmly asked what was the matter.There is not even a thing to block the wind, and it is really uncomfortable to stand in the cold wind.I regretted my momentary quickness, even if I was a step late, I wouldn't suffer so much.

It took a long time for Ning Ye to come here, so long that I thought he didn't want to come here at all.

That's how you draw people out.

Otherwise, forgive me, I can only come up with such a way with my brain.

Jiang Ke, I don't live in your mind, I don't know what you are thinking.

Alas, it seems that Ning Ye is a little angry. It's not the anger when the secret is broken. This kind of natural anger can't even be easily detected.

I stood there dryly, thinking how much of the factors that made Ning Ye angry were my self-harm.

Even if I don't say a word and stay silent until the end, Ning Ye will be sad about his own test after all.I know that no matter how unhappy he is, he can't leave me where I am.

Ning Ye is a soft-hearted person, even if he tears his face, it can't change this fact.

Ning Ye took me to the infirmary in the community. Fortunately, there were still people on duty.

The man on duty was an old man. After looking at my poor wound for a while, he couldn't help but tell the parents to come over.I understand the uncle's cautiousness very well. In the middle of the night, two high school students faced a big gash cut by a knife, and it was inappropriate to say anything.

Ning Ye is really good at dealing with such problems.A good show of being brave for righteousness came out of his mouth, and I smiled and listened to him telling the story, let alone the uncle, even I felt that my injury was caused by seeing injustice and drawing a sword to help.

But the uncle is not easy to be fooled, let you talk about the hype, insist on letting the parents come over.

For me, it doesn't really make any difference whether or not parents come, anyway, there will definitely be no parents in the end.

But Ning Ye obviously didn't think so.

After the phrase "I am his brother" came out, I was no longer in the mood to listen to his nonsense.

The feeling of hearing this for the first time can never be compared with what Ning Ye said as a joke afterwards.I think I'm too lacking in love. Ning Ye's careless words are enough for me to savor over and over for years.

It wasn't until I returned to the cold and dark empty house that the anesthetic for the stitches on my hand slowly lost its effect.Pain reminds me of today, oh no, what I went through yesterday.

I think I made up with Ning Ye.Since then, no one has known the real him better than me.

I went to the morning class as usual, but Ning Ye didn't come as expected.What happened yesterday should be settled today.

The revelations on the Internet came quickly.No one noticed the message that popped up when the teacher played the courseware, except me.

Wang Group's shareholding changed, and the news that illegitimate children accounted for half of the sky appeared on the front page. I took the water-based pen picked up by my deskmate, and I wanted to stare at the projection.

Fortunately, there was no photo of Ning Ye.

It was an extremely tormenting afternoon, and when get out of class was finally over, I almost couldn't wait to enter the Internet cafe.This kind of black Internet cafe, except for the black Internet cafes that I tried my best to get Ning Ye's epaulets in elementary school, is really not flattering, and I can still be distracted thinking that it's time for my upstart father to keep up with the development of the times.

No news about Ning Ye has been disclosed at all. I came to this conclusion after reading almost all the news about the Wang Group, and my tense nerves finally relaxed.

Really relax?

I told myself almost masochistically that Ning Ye would have to return to his big family sooner or later.Laughing at myself, the unspeakable depression and anger overwhelmed me.

The way home is so long, I wish I could never finish it, and if I can't see that person, I will have less troubles.

But Ning Ye never wanted to make me feel better, for the first time in his life he didn't want to see him, he insisted on appearing in front of me.

I sat in the seat I usually do most on weekdays, and I could see Ning Ye passing by from the best seat.Watching quietly the person who walked past me dozens of times actually sits in front of me now, it really makes me dare not even think about it.

But it all happened.

I ordered a cup of coffee for Ning Ye and waited quietly for him to speak.

Oh, don't I have to live in his if he doesn't live in my head?When I realized that my previous tricks didn't work, I had to speak up.

Ning Ye smiled, you can talk.

It seems that I am in a good mood today, but unfortunately, after 3:[-] in the afternoon, my mood is really not bright.

Thanks to my hand, Ning Ye still knows to spare some time for me in his busy schedule.It was also because of a hand injury, and I was still grateful for it more than a year ago, but I didn't expect that the same treatment would no longer satisfy me more than a year later.

I never thought of finding out Ning Ye's secret, if the truth didn't come out so beautifully, I would rather not know it.

Besides, Ning Ye wasn't ready to reveal his heart.

Do you have homework today?

Ah, at this time, Ning Ye can still focus on his great studies. He is worthy of being a good student of the teacher and a good example for his classmates.

I took out my homework, but I couldn't figure out how I brought back Ning Ye's book.It's really scary, subconsciously, Ning Ye has penetrated to this point.

Ning Ye raised his eyebrows, this slightly frivolous expression made my heart tremble.

That's all, it's not the first time to leave, what is there to worry about, people really can't be too hypocritical, are you used to the scorching sun and don't let the dark clouds come out?

Jiang Ke, you really enjoy it.

Ning Ye collapsed in the seat and sighed comfortably. A usually meticulous person let the messy books on the table.Seeing this appearance made my heart tremble slightly, and my usual efficiency was greatly reduced.

It was the first time I saw Ning Ye sleeping in the thick cotton recliner in this cafe.

People who are asleep are the same as those who are awake, and the soft brilliance of my body makes me no longer have the mind to do other things.

It wasn't until closing time that I reluctantly woke people up.

The exercise book spread out in front of me was the same as it was two hours ago. I lowered my head and smiled wryly. The attractiveness of some people is really irreplaceable.

August 10, XX1

After the end of the final exam, I changed positions. I am not surprised that I will become the teacher's focus. The transfer from the last row to the first row is the special care of the head teacher for me, a former champion.This is a decision I have made after weighing it for a long time, and I have no one to blame.Rather than receiving the attention of the vast majority of people, one person's attention is often much easier to accept.

Of course, it's killing two birds with one stone to attract Ning Ye's attention, and to attract others...

This development was really not in my plans.

I have seriously thought about the progress of this month. Even though I have been paying attention to Ning Ye for several years, I can't grasp Ning Ye's brain circuit.

too close.

Ning Ye's sudden overture made me inexplicably uneasy.

I know that there is no need to pretend that some things are broken. According to Ning Ye's temperament, he chose to exclude me before, which is easy to understand.It's a pity that he didn't expect that I was really not an easy classmate to deal with, not to mention I couldn't get rid of it, I couldn't avoid it, and I could run into his carefully designed cruel tricks. What's more, I became a victim of his trick.

This is nothing, I think I have suffered a lot, and a small injury is nothing to worry about.

I know very well that Ning Ye is not a good person on the surface, at least not in the traditional sense.His principles of doing things seem to be perfect, but in fact they are simple and rude.

As the saying goes, the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water. This sentence is not appropriate to describe Ning Ye, but it can be used.However, Ning Ye often has great supernatural powers, giving people the illusion of being stupid.

Ever since I knew that I had become a thing of the past in an instant, I vaguely understood that Ning Ye had no special treatment in his eyes, and those who tried to put themselves at the top of the pyramid were just caught in a beautiful misunderstanding.

Ning Ye was happy to see the success, and let everyone enjoy themselves in it.This is his skill, I have nothing to say.

The closer distance shattered my dream of sharing Ning Ye's little secret.When I finally realized that I had been in this maze for a long time, I began to reflect in a cold sweat.

I finally found myself caught in a paradox. If what I have been pursuing is to get closer to this person, or even to become that person who is special to him, then the current development is very smooth, but I also understand that , this is not in line with Ning Ye's nature, or in other words, this matter itself is not feasible.

I started thinking, what the hell am I doing if the outcome is destined to be a dead end fantasy?

I couldn't even tell what I was looking for.

This is not a good phenomenon. If there is a crisis of confidence in the belief, the believer will obviously fall into confusion.I didn't regard Ning Ye as my belief, I just suddenly didn't know what I regarded as my belief.

The afternoon of the end of the final exam was the only time in more than a month that no one sat across from me and took a nap.It was rare for me to be able to keep my head clear.

After the 13th, sitting together by the window in a coffee shop seems to have become a customary behavior.Ning Ye is very busy. I used to have to sit in the coffee shop until close to seven o'clock to see his thin figure in the dim night.It took less than 7 seconds to turn up from the right corner, but it was the most enjoyable moment of my day.

This enjoyment goes beyond any closer contact.

I didn't understand at first.The first time Ning Ye casually sat down at the booth opposite me, put down a stack of books boldly, and then covered the entire table like many days later, I was still able to suppress the shock of jumping up .

Fortunately, I have never been inferior to Ning Ye on the surface, calmly as if it was a matter of course, from the first time I developed the habit of removing the cup in time, putting away the books, and ordering drinks, even if he didn't come that day.

I first had the idea of ​​escape shortly thereafter.Arriving late because of a delay for a trifle I no longer recalled, I was visibly flattered to find myself the one waiting.

I ordered coffee for you.

This is exactly what the guest of honor said upside down.

I have long been in the mood to forget to do my homework because of staring at someone who is dozing off.

I don't understand, I don't understand why this kind of idea that is contrary to my desire is born.

After Ning Ye moved his neatly packed desk to my side, I almost wanted to run away.

This is not what I want.My heart finally howled out.

If it's just a round of sweet dreams, I don't need it.Ah, I see, when it comes down to it, the subconscious rejection and mistrust make me treat it all like a bubble, waiting for it to burst.

Where is not easy to understand, how easy to understand.

Ning Ye did not break his record after all.At the end of the day I still saw the person who should have been sitting in front of me.

Tired to death, I know you haven't left yet.The speaker drank all the milk on the table in one gulp.

Look, Ning Ye, Ning Ye, your tone is really confusing.

I think the clues I just clarified were once again disrupted by the enemy's powerful interference ability.

August 10, XX1

A hand with well-proportioned knuckles and slightly calluses slowly moved up from the waist, and through the thin sweater, one could feel the scorching temperature on the hand, or perhaps, the temperature of the skin under the hand itself.The trembling brought about by the passage was unstoppable, and the hand moved to the back of the neck, and then to the jaw, with a slight force, and raised the chin.

A bewitching voice sounded.

Open your eyes and look at me.

The person in the hand was immersed in great pleasure, his eyes were still closed tightly, and he seemed to have not heard his commanding words, but the other hand of the person did not know when he explored a hidden place under his body, and held it tightly. This moment makes people feel as if they are falling into the sea, unable to rise or fall.

Until the soft and hot lips were placed in a suitable place for kissing, the person who refused to open his eyes was finally shocked by the huge pleasure and made an unbearable sound. After a long time, with a deep gasp, his eyes suddenly brightened.

This opening of the eyes awakened the person in the dream by the way.

I also remember the feeling of wetness between my legs, sticky and damp, strange in a warm, dry room.

This is my first nocturnal emission, accompanied by a erotic dream.

Freud regarded dreams as the symbolic expression of strong, unconscious, and repressed desires. I am not an inquiring scholar, and I cannot guarantee whether this statement is really scientifically based, but it does make me feel confused. A reasonable explanation was found.

When I once refused to be one of the many crushes, or fell prey to Ning Ye's sophisticated methods, a sexual dream pulled me out.

The person in the dream was someone I couldn't be more familiar with.

It turns out that I have lust and sexual desire for Ning Ye.

I accepted this irrefutable fact without any psychological barriers, but it reminded me of the difference of this desire.No matter how popular Ning Ye is, in the end it's only the little girls who have different thoughts, and I'm undoubtedly an outlier.Thinking about it, in my short life, this is the first time I have encountered such a fork that deviates from the normal track.

It's not surprising that the word homosexuality is just my ignorance.

However, I soon discovered that these three words were not enough to describe my unspeakable thoughts.I don't know where to throw the books about gay culture that I can't wait to read.I'm disappointed because I found this doesn't work for my situation.

Ordinary people divide human beings into men and women. Even with the development of the times and the addition of a third gender that is neither male nor female, it still cannot leave the big category.As for me, I am afraid that there is only Ning Ye and others.The phenomenon of love and sexual desire only for the same sex is difficult to apply to me.

Obviously, sexual desire is just an additional product brought about by puberty. It is easy to explain this thing to bet on Ning Ye. After all, I can't even find other obsessive objects in my boring world.

The agitation of adolescence is very existential, and when I decided to test it, it couldn't wait to tell me the answer.

My seven-day plan failed the next day.Since when did I couldn't bear to take my eyes off that person for two days.From the first weekend when I saw Ning Ye sitting on the booth holding a thick biology book, to the time when I unilaterally decided to calm down for seven days, I am sure that Ning Ye will continue to sit in that seat behind the window as always.

Just when I couldn't hold on for two days, and appeared out of the glass window like a ghost, looking at the people in milky white sweaters nestled in booths reading, I told myself, forget it.

What the hell is this quiz for?That's right, it's sexual desire. Years of obsession have long since become entangled with more desires.

The person who looked up from the book looked at me and smiled, you didn't come yesterday.

Yes, I did it on purpose, I laughed in my heart, this place is not much different from my empty house without you passing by.

I have no obsession with this cafe, but Ning Ye has developed an unusual preference.

Ning Ye doesn't like to go home, which I discovered in the first week of living in this community.

I don't know when he left, nor where he went, but every day I can see the figure returning under the dim night from the window of the building opposite me.I can recognize people who have been engraved in my mind for many years with just one glance.

I didn't know Ning Ye's secret position until my secret thoughts came to an end. Before that, Ning Ye gave me ambiguous opportunities one after another.

I saw the messy materials in front of me, and I couldn't understand why people who were always meticulous in school were so informal here.

It was a rare reception, I realized much later.It is not easy for Ning Ye to show his unwillingness to look at others in front of a person.

I moved aside the materials that took up most of the table, and the eye-catching black words jumped into my eyes.Biology quiz outline.

I know that Ning Ye likes biology, just by looking at the thick biology books he holds in his arms every day, I can get a glimpse of it.

I asked him to compete.

Ning Ye hummed without raising his head, and said something about the selection in March.

I was fascinated by looking at the person across from me. If I insisted on seeing some obvious preferences in Ning Ye after so many years, except for basketball, it is more obvious that I am now showing this tireless biological appearance.

I was determined to plan for a rainy day, worrying that the preparation for the competition would inevitably cut down my coffee time. Unexpectedly, this lovely biology would give me a glimmer of life in despair in the future.

August 10, XX2

The night before New Year's Eve, I rarely see a third person at the dinner table.

I am not surprised by this scene at all. No man in his prime has survived the long night of silence, and even my hairless child has begun to seek comfort in dreams.

There are only four people in the big box, and the waiter attentively waits on my picky father.The woman next to me looked a few years older than me, with delicate and elegant makeup, and a slight smile from beginning to end.It's rare for me to admire someone, and to bring my father to me in such a comfortable manner, it can be seen that he is not an ordinary person, not to mention anything else, just the endurance that is different from ordinary people can be seen.

Don't get me wrong, of course I don't think I occupy a high position with my father, I just understand what kind of person my father is.Such a traditional feudal man has an indescribable devotion to marriage. He prefers the only one and does not believe in equal sharing. He probably changes his lover frequently, but never has more than two at the same time.I never doubted his loyalty to my vain mother, this is probably the only difference between my father and Ning Ye's father who is full of lovers.

For so many years, this first lover who showed her face in front of me announced her success with her gentle and forbearing temperament.

The only thing I'm thankful for is that my seemingly inconspicuous father didn't ask me to call him mother.I don’t know if I should feel sorry for my mother who ran away long ago and disappeared. After all, she is still a cinnabar mole in the heart of my long-term father.

The woman advances and retreats properly, and does not violate her own identity at all. I feel bored and eat an overly sumptuous dinner in silence.

My father didn't even explain it. From outsiders, it seemed that the father and son had tacit understanding. Only I understood that he didn't think it was necessary.

When I do things, I will get the boy to point me in the face.

However, just now he was still like an emperor in the box, but when he went out, he became someone else's pug.

I immediately saw Ning Ye walking behind the crowd.The appropriate smile on his face was as appropriate as a mask.

My father left me and the tall and beautiful woman next to me, and walked up to the head of the group in a few steps.

The majesty of the superior is hard for a nouveau riche like my father to bear.Just nodding can make my father happy, as if he has received a great honor.

A group of people left in front of me in a mighty way. I didn't see Ning Ye's beautiful mother, but I saw the woman who was thrown away by Ning Ye not long ago.

The contemptuous eyes were all nakedly given to my overjoyed father.

The woman next to me still had a soft smile on her face, showing no emotion at all.It's rare for me to worry about my father. I like smart women to prove that he still has vision, but I don't know if he can control it.

Ning Ye walked past me, smiled and nodded to my father, expressing his classmate affection to me appropriately.He has always distinguished the relationship between closeness and closeness clearly, and he has done a good job of superficial skills.

My father turned his head to me and praised Ning Ye with a smile on his face, expressing earnestly in his words that he hoped that I would quickly develop this insignificant classmate relationship into a life-and-death friendship.

My father went to his and that woman's new home, and rarely remembered to send me to the gate of the community.I walked slowly to the apartment, all the way covered by trees and brightly lit.

Ning Ye and his beautiful mother started arguing downstairs, no, it should be said that it was Ning Ye's mother's unilateral questioning.Compared to the personable persona not long ago, Ning Ye's face is not so good now.

His mother wanted to hold his hand but he nimbly dodged it, and I watched his not-depressed performance with great interest.

The sharp voice asked him why he came back, whether it was his father who asked him to come back or that woman, did he say whether he would be allowed to go there tomorrow.

Alas, this continuous questioning is really overwhelming, I waited sympathetically for Ning Ye to answer.

Apart from being silent or silent, except that he could flexibly avoid his mother's touch every time, Ning Ye didn't speak or move extraneously.

Soon his mother was walking upstairs with her mobile phone hysterically, which could be regarded as the end of this inconsiderate drama.

Ning Ye smiled and asked me if I had seen enough.

I have to admit that the speed at which he changes his face is difficult for ordinary people to achieve.I was speechless at his questioning.

You have a sister?

It is rare for Ning Ye to be interested in my private affairs, although he is not very discerning.

No, she is my future stepmother.

Ning Ye obviously didn't think there was anything unkind, so he smiled deeply, expressing his blessing and praise for my father's good eyesight.

Look, what can I expect from such a heartless person?

Jiang Ke, are you free the day after tomorrow?

Ning Ye suppressed a smile and asked me casually.

This is really not a good question, can I still be free?

I said yes, on the first day of the new year, who is not idle.

Ning Ye said, yes, then let's go out and play.

I hummed reservedly, held back the ecstasy in my heart, and watched Ning Ye enter the apartment building.

The road is long, but there is still a way.

August 10, XX2

I never liked Chinese New Year.Before being with Ning Ye, I was alone, but after that, I was afraid of being alone.

Ning Ye made me sit at home for a whole day without knowing the truth or falsehood.It wasn't until night fell that I still didn't have the slightest news. I suddenly realized that Ning Ye didn't know where I lived, nor did I have my contact number. I was like a concubine waiting for someone to see.

Stomach that has not eaten all day is really uncomfortable.I seldom fight against my stomach, and this kind of situation has never happened since I left Qingfeng Town.I am well aware of my own situation. After all, my father thought that the son he raised was born with a self-sufficient physique. For such a stubborn and preconceived person, it is difficult for me to have a chance to reverse it.

Alas, self-inflicted.If it weren't for the unbearable hunger, how could I learn without a teacher.

After many years, I tasted this grinding hunger again.The hormones secreted by the hypothalamus not only drove the accelerated peristalsis of my stomach, but also drove my slightly sluggish brain from sitting for a long day.

Holding the self-confidence that I don't know where it came from, I didn't even have time to stuff a piece of bread into my stomach, so I went straight to the door.It can be seen that Ning Ye's charm is largely inferior to food.Feeling full of warmth and thinking about lust may not be suitable for everyone.

I ran to the door of the cafe in one breath.It was not until the [-]th of the year that the temporary closure sign was put up here, but the hardworking boss still didn't open the door today.

My self-confidence was like a balloon that was squeezed with one hand. It didn't deflate slowly, but disappeared without a trace in an instant.

I laughed at myself, and the lights on the side of the road projected my uncontrollable sadness onto the large glass window.The biting cold wind woke me up, and I rushed out without even wearing a scarf and wristbands, for fear that the people waiting in my imagination would be impatient.

The feeling of disappointment can be clearly recalled even after many years.

I turned around, wondering if I should go back and eat something.

That voice appeared at this time.

Jiang Ke.

I froze in place, not even daring to turn around to confirm that the voice was really from him, for fear of breaking the dreamlike surprise with a single movement.

I don't know your phone number, so I can only wait for you here. It seems that we still have a tacit understanding.

Ning Ye was wearing a long woolen coat and a gray scarf, holding a cup of milk tea in each hand, standing in front of me and smiling.

God, if this is true, if this is true...

Just let him continue!

I asked him if he had been waiting for a long time, and Ning Ye said it was only three or four hours.

I asked him how he knew I would come, and Ning Ye said, Jiang Ke, you are so smart, you can skip this question, but your performance today makes me doubt your IQ.

I also wanted to ask him why he didn't leave after waiting for so long, but I couldn't utter the words in my head. I wanted to control him, isn't he still here?

Probably I am still afraid that the answer will not be satisfactory, so it is better to leave a good thought.

I never knew that Ning Ye would be a person who prayed to gods and Buddhas. Before he and I walked to the gate of Daming Temple, I thought it was just a side trip.

There is a mountain in Qingfeng Town, and there is a temple on the mountain. People in Qingfeng believe in Buddhism, so they go up to the mountain to burn incense on the first day of the new year.

Ning Ye has been in Qingfeng Town for several years, and has not learned the style of country people, but has inherited the tradition of praying to gods and worshiping Buddha.

Unfortunately, it was late.

Ning Ye expressed regret, and still held a handful of incense bought on the road in his hand.

I pursed my lips and didn't speak, but my heart was clamoring, then come again, as long as you want.

But Ning Ye is obviously not a persistent believer.

By the time I realized it, he had already walked to the door and squatted down.It was already dark when we went out, and it is already dark now.It was only through the dimly lit night lights that I could tell that there were two not-so-small Buddha statues standing on both sides of the gate.There are only a few sticks of burning incense left in the incense burner in front.

Ning Ye took out the incense, even took out a lighter from his pocket, lit it very skillfully, and divided the incense into two parts before turning back to look at me.

Of course I knew what it meant, even if I was insincere, I didn't want to take Ning Ye's good intentions away. Of course, I didn't see much piety from Ning Ye's style of just randomly inserting incense into the cauldron and forgetting about it.

I think I showed a little disgusted look.

Ning Ye smiled indifferently. Bodhisattvas don't pay attention to those red tapes.

I really don't want to believe that Ning Ye is a Buddha-oriented person. I have to admit that Ning Ye makes me feel ethereal, just like now, even if he is still walking on my left and laughing, he still gives me the illusion that he will leave at any time.I think I deified Ning Ye, and I was always afraid that he would escape into Buddhism. This kind of thinking tortured me so much that I couldn't sleep or eat.

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