beggar anecdote
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How could Ning Ye have this awareness.This is also the truth that I gradually realized.
After a long time, Ning Ye still kept this habit of burning a stick of incense on the first day of the new year.He doesn't even need a temple, nor does he need an empty door, just like lighting two sticks of incense for the second general Heng Ha at the door on the first night of this year, it can be regarded as fulfilling the task of this year.
One has to have a little faith.
When Ning Ye said this, he was also laughing, laughing for no reason, making people uncomfortable.
I know he is out of space, just like I am out of space, and I regard him as a belief.
I got a little stomach ache when we got downstairs.Except for the cup of milk tea a few hours ago, I haven't eaten this day, and the cells that are desperately dividing and growing have long been clamoring for hunger.
It's still early, less than eight o'clock.
Based on my understanding of Ning Ye, I can tell at a glance that the person in front of me rejects the destination he is about to arrive at.The appearance of subconsciously burying his head and not speaking is his most common mode of unhappiness, although this situation is not necessarily very common.
I asked him if he was hungry.
He took a breath of the smell of food pervading in the cold wind, and nodded.
I said go to my house and eat noodles.After thinking about it, I added another sentence, I am alone.
Ning Ye turned to look at me, and the two walking side by side were separated.I saw him stop still, and I also stopped, looking back at him.
It's nothing, if you don't go, it's nothing.In this minute-long silence, I could only tell myself over and over again, like mechanical hypnosis.
Oh that's fine.
Ning Ye smiled and walked side by side with me again.
Opening the door and entering is a room of silence.
I am amazed that I can still remember to turn on the air conditioner and put people on the sofa before entering the kitchen. After all, I found that I had forgotten how to cook the boiled noodles that I had cooked thousands of times.
I took a long breath, stroked my swollen and sore temples, and waited for the unreality that hadn't passed to disappear before I finally lit the fire to boil the water.
These two bowls of noodles are not considered a success.I was very honest and took out all the ingredients that could be used in the refrigerator to entertain people. There were a lot of chicken, duck and fish, and it was the most common simmered noodles in Qingfeng Town.
I was a little disappointed to see the person who was eating noodles on the opposite side.
Ning Ye, you see that you have kissed the wrong flattery again, instead of saying that you ate everything out of conscience, you might as well tell me that the taste is not good.
I'm really greedy, the more impossible it is, the more I want to be that impossible.For Ning Ye to say such out-of-the-ordinary words, I must first be a out-of-the-ordinary person.
Ning Ye said, thank you, it's delicious.
I smiled reluctantly, couldn't hold back the nausea in my stomach for a moment, went straight to the bathroom, and vomited out all the messy things I had swallowed so hard.
Ning Ye was in a hurry to help, but he really didn't know where to start, so he was anxious on the sidelines.
I said I'm really sorry, you should take some stomach medicine to prevent it when you go back.
Ning Ye smiled, Jiang Ke, Jiang Ke, take back what I just said, your side, it's really not good, you can put all kinds of meat in it, but my stomach is not as careless as yours.
Of course, I can't help tossing so much, it's not because of him, but because I don't think about food and drink for a day.
Ning Ye gave me a glass of water and asked me to toss slowly.When I came out after recovering, I saw someone tidy up the kitchen.
Ning Ye said that he doesn't like freeloading either.
I said no, but I thought in my heart that I just want you to eat for free, and this kind of favor is not easy to pay back.
After a moment of silence, Ning Ye said that he should go.
I said oh bye.
The sound of opening and closing doors sounded one after another.I was stunned, and when I came back to my senses, I drank the glass of water that Ning Ye took in one gulp.
I think this is milestone progress.
August 10, XX2
The seventh middle school had already started before the Lantern Festival.
This is a good thing. Compared to not seeing Ning Ye for two or three days, the school's regular work and rest arrangement is more satisfactory to me.When Ning Ye moved the class to my left at the beginning, the inexplicable rejection disappeared long ago, and I could see people who seemed to be casually listening to the class turning their pens intentionally or unintentionally when I turned my head. After a vacation, I only felt lucky.
Only then did I feel some joy.
The water-based pen fell under the table and didn't stop until Ning Ye's feet.
I sighed in my heart that even the pen knew the master's will, and I was willing to go to Ning Ye's feet.
Ning Ye raised his eyebrows and looked at me. I pretended to be listening to the class seriously. I didn't want to admit my lack of pen turning skills, and I didn't want to miss such an opportunity for intimate contact.
Of course Ning Ye is not a person who is unwilling to help even if he raises his hand.The water-based pen arrived in Ning Ye's slightly pale hands as he wished, and he twirled it smoothly at the fingertips.
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw that this person didn't seem to intend to return the pen, but unscrewed the cap of the pen and began to write on the draft pad.
Even if this money is sacrificed now, it is considered a worthy death.I sighed with emotion.
Ning Ye passed the notebook and pen over, and wrote:
Want to learn to turn a pen?
The characters are beautiful, and the flamboyance is very iconic.
I answered no.This is the truth, I am indeed not interested in this boring action, but I am a little obsessed with the small action that Ning Ye likes to pass the time.
Ning Ye obviously didn't believe it, and wrote a big question mark on the notebook sent back.
I shook my head, intending to unilaterally end the subject.
I have never been a talkative person, even if my partner is Ning Ye, I know that I am not a person who can enter the role of small talk, not to mention that I am always worried about which sentence will reveal my naked desire accidentally, that would be too much Scary, even I thought it might scare people away.
Alas, I know that Ning Ye is not an easy person to dismiss, but I didn't expect this symptom to be especially severe when he was bored.
I am both relieved and helpless.It's a good thing to get ahead of yourself, and Ning Ye's occasional bad taste makes me feel differently.But I also know that I am really not a person who is suitable for looking for trouble.
Who made me take it too seriously, especially to Ning Ye.
On the new notebook that was handed over, there were a few words written in blue water-based pen that made me dumbfounded.
This thing depends on talent, and people who only know how to cook in a pot may not be able to learn it.
Ning Ye is really framing me. If a person who has lived independently for many years can only cook in one pot, he might not live as old as me.I don't know about others, at least I will starve to death due to loss of appetite.
I wrote down a few words angrily, and reached out to Ning Ye without any low profile.
The infatuated political teacher who was speaking on the podium stopped his eloquent brainwashing, and a piece of chalk accurately hit my head, which was still talking happily under his nose, and there was a burst of laughter mixed with Ning Yeh, I can even hear that person scolding me for being stupid, but I don't have the same knowledge as Ning Ye, who made me really stupid.The look of getting carried away is probably very good-looking.
I was flattered to hear my political teacher call out my name. I pretended to be low-key. I didn't expect that the teacher in this class who doesn't have many teachers can remember me as a middle-level student who is exhausted.
After calmly reciting why we should uphold the people's democratic dictatorship, I gave Shang Ning Ye a look of approval in a blink of an eye. I am really familiar with this look.I turned my head angrily again.
Who the hell wants him to give sentient beings a sense of relief, I'm pretty sure I'm like a puppy who has successfully learned to pick up his master's Frisbee in his eyes.
Ning Ye quickly passed the notebook back.
I have no experience at all, so I have to keep a low profile when doing bad things.
I looked at these words and choked him weakly.
This is not a bad thing, I'm afraid you haven't done any bad things.
Ning Ye tapped on the table leg, and I understood that he wanted me to pass it from below in a low-key manner.This person has become addicted to passing notes, which shows that he is really tired of this political class.
He raised his eyebrows to look at people again, this appearance is really attractive, I rarely feel ashamed to look at people, thinking in my heart that I can't let him develop such a habit.The world is not blind, but this person doesn't know how to hide his edge.
Ning Ye changed the subject.
What are you doing on Lantern Festival?
When I saw this question, I realized that it was already Lantern Festival, and I seriously thought about what I was doing in previous years.But when you really think about it, it doesn't make any difference, I really didn't do anything.I don't have any concept of holidays, and my life is not the same.
I asked him what he wanted to do, and I agreed.
I really know him too well, when Ning Ye asked this question, I knew he didn't want to go home, so I had to give him an excuse.
Ning Ye didn't answer any more.
The first time I felt that I might not be wishful thinking was on this Lantern Festival night.Ning Ye's bright eyes made me believe that this is not my one-man show.
There is a lantern festival in City C, in a park not far from the school.
Ning Ye walked ahead quietly, and I knew where he was going just by looking in this direction.I wondered in my heart, Ning Ye's rudeness was too much to bear, I gave him an excuse, and it was fine if he didn't answer, then at least give me the status of a participant now.
I walked awkwardly, and while being angry, I still had to be careful not to be scattered by the flow of people, and my eyes were fixed on the person in front of me.
Alas, my inconsistency is close to that of Ning Ye.
I am not interested, and Ning Ye is obviously not interested either. After walking around the brightly lit park, Ning Ye turned around and said that he was hungry.
Can you not be hungry? I haven't eaten a grain of rice since the afternoon.
Ning Ye asked me how my Chinese was, and I said modestly that it was fine.
Then he was dragged to guess lantern riddles.Guess one question and a bowl of Lantern Festival.
I really dislike Ning Ye's behavior of rubbing food, but my mind turns flexibly.
Extend in all directions (type an idiom)
——Spirituality
Lu Da becomes a monk (type an idiom)
——Halfway to become a monk
Don't say it early, don't say it later (type one word)
--May
……
I picked and picked a few, and Ning Ye took the torn pieces of paper to redeem the Lantern Festival, and found a place with few people and invited me to eat there.
The Lantern Festival was lukewarm, and it was more tragic than my bowl of miscellaneous.Ning Ye didn't dislike it. After eating a few mouthfuls, when he got up, he happened to see the mystery in front of him and became excited.
Eh, I know this.
Ning Ye's tone was a little smug.I leaned over to see.
Play together during the day, sleep together at night, stay together until old age, a good marriage in the world (beat an animal).
This riddle is too straightforward, and everyone can probably see it. It is probably because the position is too biased to persist until now.
Ning Ye was stopped by me from looking up the answer on his mobile phone. He missed many guesses. I saw that he was confident and didn't want to offend him. I turned my head and asked him what it was, but my eyes met his smiling eyes.
My heart skipped a beat.
It's a mandarin duck.
Ning Ye raised his eyebrows slightly, raised the corners of his mouth, and said casually.
Except for the bright lights, those eyes are my reflection.
August 10, XX3
People are easily spoiled.It is not easy for me to understand this truth, after all, I don't have many opportunities to practice.I use the word "pet" with a thick face, probably beyond the meaning of the act itself.
I was still immersed in those eyes that were only mine, but I didn't know that those eyes had already moved away.
The good times didn't last long.
I finally started to worry about Ning Ye's non-stop daily routine.
Ning Ye's enthusiasm for biology exceeded my expectations. Although I knew that the main reason why Ning Ye was willing to stay in the cafe was because he didn't want to go home, but I didn't expect the day of being replaced to come so soon.
The daily life of high school students is already busy enough, not to mention the top class whose teaching progress has been at the forefront.Ning Ye was busy with the biology competition in mid-March, and all matters big and small had to make way for this matter.
I was very dissatisfied with this arrangement in my heart, and I had to pretend to be calm on the surface.That is, from this week, I finally became the last good student to leave the classroom.
I was flattered again by the little man in the last row who decided to give me the key to the classroom.I understand that it is largely because the other party is unwilling to stick to this classroom without evening self-study at [-] o'clock every night. Of course, I don't know if there is Ning Ye's endorsement behind it.
I think I was infected by Ning Ye, otherwise how could I smile so falsely and express my gratitude to this unnecessary classmate.
06:30 Except for senior high school students who have evening self-study, the students in the school have almost left.
The drizzle in March was lingering and non-stop, and the dark sky was just like my mood in recent days.
This is really not a good sign, I am so aggressive, who will buy it.
I finished my homework, and when I was bored, I previewed the next day's homework together.Surprisingly efficient.
Ning Ye's lattice umbrella lay neatly in the drawer, revealing a wooden handle.I put down the biology book in my hand, it's really a pity, I can't see what attracted Ning Ye any more.
A figure passed by outside the window, I only turned on the light tube in front, the classroom was empty, and someone could see the situation inside at a glance.
Ning Ye is really a master who will not suffer losses wherever he goes.A moment ago I was full of confidence, waiting for Ning Ye to come back to get the umbrella in the continuous rain, but the next moment I looked at the strange face from nowhere and shyly and timidly took the umbrella back with regret.
Ning Ye unscrewed the doorknob, leaned against the door, smiled and asked me to take the umbrella from his drawer.
Look at this man, if it wasn't for the fact that I met him for the first time when he came back from an experiment, his unsurprising appearance would be as if I was waiting for him here every day.Although this is the case, this is indeed the first time I have waited for someone, and everyone thinks that I study hard and have great ambitions.
From the fifth floor to the first floor, every time you go down a floor, the next floor is dark.At the bottom of the building, there was only a bright white voice-activated light on the top of the head.
You don't have an umbrella?
I spontaneously opened the umbrella and motioned for the person next to me to come in, only then did he say the second sentence.
Of course I brought an umbrella. If a child like me who doesn’t love my parents doesn’t love me, if I don’t bring an umbrella, how can I expect a friendly classmate like him to automatically send it to me?
I shrugged, sorry for the umbrella that was left useless in the drawer.
Ning Ye reached out to take the umbrella, and released it with the touch of warm fingers.
I smiled and looked at the person who was only taller than me by a bald head, and made fun of it.
how?You're not going to leave me here alone, are you?
I deliberately turned sideways, and half of my body was drenched in the rain.
How can I do that? I am here to serve you.
Ning Ye raised the umbrella a bit higher, and moved half a step towards me while talking, and at the same time, his shoulder was touching his shoulder, and at the same time, half of his arm that hadn't had time to get wet by the spring rain was protected from washing.
Let's go.
I mumbled a "hmm" that I don't know if I made a sound, and went silent all the way downstairs in the community.
The younger brother, who is very qualified, held an umbrella and said, Jiang Ke, I have to go to the competition tomorrow, and I won't come to class.
I said yes, I wish you a smooth journey.
Ning Ye smiled, with a bit of arrogance, completely self-confident, and said bluntly, that's up to you.
I have nothing to say, but the person in front of me didn't intend to leave, so I naturally didn't want to leave first, being stubborn, I didn't want to leave a shadow on this person.I don't want to wrong him, even if he is not as glass-hearted as I think, or doesn't care as much as I think.
you.Ning Ye's hesitation to speak is really rare, I waited patiently for him to speak.
Jiang Ke, there is nothing good in the classroom, so don't sit there for so long in the future.
Yes, of course there is nothing good in the classroom, especially in this cold spring, it is really difficult to be alone.
I'm leaving, the day after tomorrow, ah no, the day after tomorrow is the weekend, then we'll see you on Monday.
Ning Ye turned and left, and the figure gradually entering the darkness made me feel deeply moved.
This hard time is coming to an end, and I certainly don't like to stay in that empty room until the end, especially if the person who is waiting is an uncertain returnee.
August 10, XX3
Sometimes I can't understand my father's thoughts, such as marrying my mother, such as my mother has not married for 12 years after she ran away, such as marrying another person who can be seen as my sister's stepmother at most.
I really don't have the right to speak, and being notified in advance is already regarded as an insider.
After the second marriage, my father didn't make any big fuss, he just booked a few tables in the restaurant, which surprised me, it didn't fit my father's upstart temperament.
Before I had time to be moved by my father's IQ, I saw my young and beautiful stepmother wearing a red cheongsam, which further highlighted her four-month-old body.Ah, so that's the case, I understand how my stepmother caught my nouveau riche father.
I was wearing a red dress carefully prepared by my stepmother, but in fact, it looked like my nouveau riche father's aesthetic red clothes, and I was dragged by my father to toast among relatives and friends I had never heard of.
After receiving countless question marks and flattery, I blushed and felt that the banquet would be endless.
Today can be regarded as introducing my son and his new wife. My father's banquet really kills two birds with one stone.
The world in the dream is better than the reality. Ning Ye held an umbrella, stood in the drizzle and told me that he was going to do an experiment, and he would not go home with me, nor would he go to the cafe with me to do homework, let me go early Go back, don't wait for him in the classroom.
After waking up from an empty dream, the aftereffects of drunkenness were fully revealed. Apart from a splitting headache, he was at a loss where he didn't know where he was.
Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows is the bright night of the city. I looked around, and found not only a hotel, but also a young stepmother sitting on the sofa playing with her mobile phone.
I watched her get up, brought over another cup of steaming water, put it on the cabinet on my right, and finally opened the golden mouth.
Your father didn't know that you couldn't drink, thank you for your hard work today.
My mouth was dry, so I took the water and drank it.
My stepmother didn't feel embarrassed at the fact that I didn't say a word, she sat back and continued to look at her mobile phone.
Xiao Ke, we have prepared a room for you in our new home. What your father means is for us to live together.
This sentence kept echoing in my ears, and I was so dizzy that I didn't know how to react. I just opened my eyes and looked at the chandelier above my head that my stepmother kindly closed.
What excuse do I have to use to reject my father's short-lived play of loving father and filial piety?
I didn't think of a good solution to this problem until I got into my father's car at night, and the smell of alcohol permeated the whole car from the co-pilot.
No matter how ignorant I am, I have learned to know current affairs through years of beatings. At least, I can't go against my father, the bridegroom, now.
My new stepmother said that Xiao Ke had to go to school tomorrow, so my drunken father gave vague instructions, and the driver took a car back to the neighborhood where I lived.
I glanced at the person sitting upright next to me, and got an inscrutable smile.
My stepmother is not an ordinary person, and this is not the first time I have felt this way.I don't know how my stepmother, who graduated from a prestigious school, has a clean net worth, and an extremely high IQ, embarked on such a path. I don't pay much attention to people, and I don't have many people to compare with, but after many years, she has always, from beginning to end, She was a good woman, a good mother.
I think I am a little envious, envious of my wolf-hearted father, and the fetus who has just been able to determine the sex of my blood relationship.
Getting out of the garage, I made an excuse to walk outside and back to the apartment.
I used to think that a person would be uncomfortable occasionally, but now I realize that more than one person is no more comfortable than one person.
It's about ten o'clock, and I don't have a watch or a mobile phone. I have been on a regular schedule for a long time, and I can't use these things to a certain extent.But it's different now, the latest mobile phone in the car is theoretically mine, maybe tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, there will be more contacts in it than the person in front of me.
Ning Ye was carrying a plastic bag, it was the first time he saw such a homely appearance.
God treats me really kindly, even if I take a detour in the middle of the night, I can meet people.
Ning Ye unabashedly looked at me from the beginning to the end, with a bit of common banter in his eyes.I can't remember when this look changed from uncommon to common, but it is more pleasing to the eye than the look of Purdue sentient beings a long time ago.
I dreamed you won an award, didn't you?
I spoke first, a true daydream I knew would come true.
Ning Ye smiled and nodded, extremely reserved.
I was really happy in my heart, as if the things in the dream had really happened. Ning Ye knew that I was waiting for him in the classroom, and told me with guilt that he left very late, instead of finally coming back to get an umbrella on a rainy day. It was found that there was such a person in the classroom.
The expression of the person on the opposite side became a little strange, and he looked away from his originally smiling eyes.
I stopped laughing, and clenched my hands drooping at the edge of my red trousers. An impulse rose up unprepared, eager to break my so many years of careful planning.
The atmosphere became stiff and eccentric.
Have a glass of milk?
Ning Ye took out the carton of milk from the plastic bag in his hand and handed it to me.
I took the carton of milk with tight and loose hands, forgot what I wanted to say just now, and the courage I had accumulated disappeared without a trace.
I think I should say, after all, this meal is many years late.
You look good in red, but you wear it so lifelessly all day long that you almost didn't recognize it after such a change.
Ning Ye had nothing to say, and I didn't answer.
My dad got married for the second time today, and my future stepmother has become my stepmother. By the way, I will have a younger brother in a few months, just formed.
Ning Ye was stunned for a while, but finally laughed out loud, and couldn't stop laughing.
I don't know why, is it funny?If I could have a deeper understanding of Ning Ye, I would know that Ning Ye didn't laugh at me or my father, he laughed at himself, at his ruthless father, and at his naive mother.
I stood there and waited for him to breathe, and then waited for him to say goodbye.
Jiang Ke, already very good, really.
There is nothing comparable to this matter, and I don't know what Ning Ye is talking about. Is my father willing to be responsible for a pregnant woman, or for a woman who is pregnant with a boy?That standard is really low.
It's so cold, why don't you drink, I'll give you another box of milk, go to bed early, see you tomorrow.
Holding a carton of milk in one hand, I turned around, went upstairs, and went straight back to the bedroom.After drinking it in one go, I didn't sleep well.
It's uncomfortable to support, it's uncomfortable to be noisy, and it's uncomfortable to be bright.
It's better to live alone.
August 10, XX3
At the end of March, the horticultural exhibition in City C has entered the preparation stage. The upcoming horticultural expo is not only a big event in C City, but also a fate that I can't touch.
No. [-] Middle School is a good school. This goodness is not only reflected in the first-class teaching equipment, high enrollment rate, but also many extracurricular activities that are useless and attractive enough.
The third grade studies are heavy enough, and the second grade is a critical period, and there is only one first grade available for dispatch.
The top class was arranged to be a glorious and unique middle school student volunteer at the Garden Expo on the grounds of enriching students' after-school life and connecting with the outside world as soon as possible.
This news is not good news for most people in this class. The school is worried about the first graders, and is not willing to let the second and third graders waste their time, so they can only push out the top students.
However, the students' awareness is too high, and they are not willing to spend one day of training time a week.
Ning Ye notified the arrangement in a business-like manner, with a proper smile on his face, ignoring the whispers of the others.
Ning Ye returned to his seat and sat down, and asked me if I wanted to go.
Of course I'm very happy, if Ning Ye doesn't have a lot of work to do, this can be regarded as a good opportunity for emotional interaction.
Unfortunately, judging from the future development, this is not a good arrangement.
Ning Ye's understanding of my face is still very good, even if I haven't spoken yet, I can still guess a lot.
He said that the next month is still free, and the teacher has already called him to lead the team, and the training must be indispensable.
I nodded and looked, Ning Ye treated me so accurately, I don't know what else I didn't hide from him.
Ning Ye asked me how my English was, and before I could answer, he laughed again, and said that I didn't speak a few words in Chinese, and I'm afraid I couldn't speak much English.
This made me really speechless, even though my English score is very good.
I pointed to the Oxford Senior Order on the desk, and Ning Ye looked at me suspiciously.
I think I was a little dazed, otherwise how could I be so naive as to show off such things as memorizing words.
I said you can choose any word to test me, before the beginning of M.
Ning Ye didn't seem to react, and it took a while before he gave a thumbs up.
Jiang Ke, you always surprise people.
After all, I didn't want to confirm it. I was flattered by this inexplicable trust, and I didn't know where my thoughts went to remind him to verify it.
After class, it was rare for Ning Ye to let me wait for him to go home together. This was something I could only wish for three days ago, but now, it is very embarrassing.
I don't know if Ning Ye has noticed that I haven't been in front of him for three days except at school. I haven't even found a chance to tell him, but I have some unspeakable thoughts in my heart.
I'll wait for you to find out.
In the end, though, I'll have to tell you myself.
I don't know when Ning Ye stopped worrying about the sudden silence between us.
Go downstairs, leave the school gate, and get on the bus.They just walked side by side without saying anything else.I pursed my lips, compared to Ning Ye's relaxation, I was helpless and nervous, and I couldn't even explain why.
Wait a little longer, at least don't say such a sad thing on a noisy and crowded bus.Alas, I understand the sadness, but I don't know if it's the same as Ning Ye.
But what should come must come.
I stopped suddenly at the door of the cafe, and anyone could see that I was too abrupt.Ning Ye took two steps and turned to look at me.
Ning Ye, I moved last weekend, so today I can only walk here with you.
I tried to tone it down as lightly as I could, trying to whitewash it to no avail.
I still remember the rapid change of the face of the person in front of me, from indifference to astonishment, but in the blink of an eye.It's rare, not a half-truthful compliment, nor a slightly teasing smile, nor an indifference that I haven't seen for a long time.
It was indeed astonishment, as if something out of control had happened.
This is enough.I think.
Where did you move to?
Ning Ye asked calmly, and lost his composure for only a moment.
not far.I said, it's just that the direction is different, but I didn't say this half of the sentence.
Ning Ye nodded, finally laughed out loud, and asked me why I didn't say it earlier.
I don't know what to say, because anything I say will easily expose my bad intentions.
Jiang Ke, I finally felt that we were getting close, and you would make me feel like I was slapping my face.Ning Ye stopped talking, but I still didn't know what to say, I was too shocked, so is it like this, when I was trembling and fearing that I would go too far and scare people, you also hoped to get closer?
I think I misunderstood, Ning Ye should regard me as a friend, a friend who knows some of his little secrets.
I don't want to develop any revolutionary friendship with him, Ning Ye has to cut him off.
It's getting late, you go back.Ning Ye realized that it would be useless to talk too much, and it would be a little tiring for a person who couldn't say a word with three sticks.
Ning Ye, my dad is newly married, so he has to experience the taste of family and prosperity. I have to cooperate somewhat. The house here is still there. I guess I will come back to live in a month or two.
The person who had already walked two steps turned around and looked at me quietly.I don't smile often, but this moment I laughed with sincerity.
see you tomorrow.I said goodbye without a word and turned to leave.
August 10, XX4
The face dangling on the podium had the smile required by the instructor, and the girl opposite spoke not-so-fluent English, and the simulated explanation scene became a melodrama.
I couldn't tell that Ning Ye was worried about what happened that day. If it wasn't for the appearance of Ning Ye's gaffe replaying in my mind like a nightmare, I would almost think it was my own illusion.
But something has changed.
Ning Ye finished reading according to the manuscript prepared in advance, and sat in front of me on the left in front of my instructor's comments, separated by a narrow aisle.
Everything has returned to the way it was before, a relationship that is neither salty nor light, and a distance that is neither far nor close.He will not greet me to sit next to him when I come late, just say hello like a classmate.
Look, Ning Ye's narrow-mindedness is beyond my expectation, but if I annoyed him because of the move, then I should be grateful for my improved status.
The instructor said that my facial expression was too serious and my tone of voice was too rigid. This made everyone laugh, and even Ning Ye frowned.I have never been ashamed, and I don't feel any embarrassment. Besides, Mr. Bo smiled, it was worth it.
After finally surviving the training, when I went out, I found that the drizzle that started in the morning had already started to fall heavily.
I dawdled at the end, waiting for everyone to leave.Before Ning Ye reached out to help, the former deskmate cautiously asked if there was an umbrella.
This short girl was my deskmate for a semester, except for knowing her name and picking up a water-based pen that Ning Ye dropped, she didn't communicate much.
I looked at the people who were walking about the same distance, and Ning Ye's figure had disappeared.
I took out my umbrella from my schoolbag, a rare opportunity to say thank you to someone.
The former deskmate smiled and asked me if I knew where the bus stop was.
Even if I'm slow, I should know what this usually shy girl means, let alone I'm not slow.
I found an excuse to send people away, and then I slowly walked to the door.
Take an umbrella?
I have to admit that Ning Ye's voice startled me. The man in a suit leaned against the marble pillar and asked me with a smile.
From here, you can take the 214 bus to the bus station outside the Ningye community, but the distance from the bus station to the inside of the community is not too short.
I looked at the bus stop in the distance, and the former deskmate was still moving between the two.I just said an excuse, but I didn't remember it after thinking about it, but I couldn't go to the bus station after all.
I had no choice but to put away the umbrella and watch the rain with Ning Ye.
unwilling?I didn't bring anything but people, you can't be so hard-hearted.
Ning Ye was still able to joke, and seemed to be back to normal again.
Wait a minute, there are many people.I said.
Ning Ye turned around and looked at me, then looked at me with a half-smile and didn't say anything.
Thinking back to the last time I put up an umbrella, it didn't take long, but it seemed like a long time ago.
Ning Ye still likes to hold an umbrella for others, relying on the fact that he is not much higher than the altitude, but this time there is no ambiguity of touching his hands, and he even keeps a proper distance from his body.
When getting out of the car, Ning Ye looked at me who got off together strangely.
Do you want me to watch him run back from the heavy rain for 10 minutes?
I didn't give him the umbrella, I held up the umbrella and stood beside the person.
The feeling of clamminess on the right foot is not very good, the water that has stepped on the side of the road before has obviously soaked into the mesh sneakers.I don't think I need to go back tonight. I hope that in the past ten days or so, my father has more or less satisfied his sudden interest in family happiness.
live here?
Ning Ye glanced at my wet sneakers casually, and asked casually.
I nodded and planned to send someone to the door of the apartment and then go to the supermarket in the community to buy some food.The apartment should be clean, if the hourly man has come to clean it.
Ah, that's fine, treat me to a meal.
I was startled, wave after wave, but still had to maintain my superficial composure. In the end, I didn’t know if the good word I uttered was trembling, until I returned to the residence with a big bag of food, it was still a little unreal Feel.
Ning Ye doesn't see outsiders too much, and a place that has only been here once can feel like his own home. Of course, the premise of saying this is that home is the home of ordinary people.Ning Ye didn't like going home, and he probably didn't have a good impression of his family, so this premise couldn't be established.
After two dishes and one soup are ready, the person on the sofa has already fallen asleep.In the middle, the person had to turn on the TV once, go to the toilet once, and eat snacks once.
There are still toast and ham sausages on the table that I originally prepared for breakfast, oh, now they are all half-eaten snacks of Ning Ye.
I put away the messy things, thinking about how Ning Ye said how he could watch TV without eating snacks, I felt funny, it turned out that Ning Ye was still so childish.
Alas, I am so satisfied that I just feel unreal.
Sleeping on all fours is a great temptation.It wasn't until I could see each eyelash that I realized how close I was to the person in front of me.
Ning Ye is really good. I have never been surprised that so many people are deceived by his face. Of course, he is not afraid to use this face to walk the world.
I felt that I was bewitched, and the sexual impulse that hadn't appeared for a long time was a little bit ready to move, looking at the light-colored lips eager to try.
I can feel the warm breath spraying on my skin, and I can even imagine the touch of the skin so close
After a long time, Ning Ye still kept this habit of burning a stick of incense on the first day of the new year.He doesn't even need a temple, nor does he need an empty door, just like lighting two sticks of incense for the second general Heng Ha at the door on the first night of this year, it can be regarded as fulfilling the task of this year.
One has to have a little faith.
When Ning Ye said this, he was also laughing, laughing for no reason, making people uncomfortable.
I know he is out of space, just like I am out of space, and I regard him as a belief.
I got a little stomach ache when we got downstairs.Except for the cup of milk tea a few hours ago, I haven't eaten this day, and the cells that are desperately dividing and growing have long been clamoring for hunger.
It's still early, less than eight o'clock.
Based on my understanding of Ning Ye, I can tell at a glance that the person in front of me rejects the destination he is about to arrive at.The appearance of subconsciously burying his head and not speaking is his most common mode of unhappiness, although this situation is not necessarily very common.
I asked him if he was hungry.
He took a breath of the smell of food pervading in the cold wind, and nodded.
I said go to my house and eat noodles.After thinking about it, I added another sentence, I am alone.
Ning Ye turned to look at me, and the two walking side by side were separated.I saw him stop still, and I also stopped, looking back at him.
It's nothing, if you don't go, it's nothing.In this minute-long silence, I could only tell myself over and over again, like mechanical hypnosis.
Oh that's fine.
Ning Ye smiled and walked side by side with me again.
Opening the door and entering is a room of silence.
I am amazed that I can still remember to turn on the air conditioner and put people on the sofa before entering the kitchen. After all, I found that I had forgotten how to cook the boiled noodles that I had cooked thousands of times.
I took a long breath, stroked my swollen and sore temples, and waited for the unreality that hadn't passed to disappear before I finally lit the fire to boil the water.
These two bowls of noodles are not considered a success.I was very honest and took out all the ingredients that could be used in the refrigerator to entertain people. There were a lot of chicken, duck and fish, and it was the most common simmered noodles in Qingfeng Town.
I was a little disappointed to see the person who was eating noodles on the opposite side.
Ning Ye, you see that you have kissed the wrong flattery again, instead of saying that you ate everything out of conscience, you might as well tell me that the taste is not good.
I'm really greedy, the more impossible it is, the more I want to be that impossible.For Ning Ye to say such out-of-the-ordinary words, I must first be a out-of-the-ordinary person.
Ning Ye said, thank you, it's delicious.
I smiled reluctantly, couldn't hold back the nausea in my stomach for a moment, went straight to the bathroom, and vomited out all the messy things I had swallowed so hard.
Ning Ye was in a hurry to help, but he really didn't know where to start, so he was anxious on the sidelines.
I said I'm really sorry, you should take some stomach medicine to prevent it when you go back.
Ning Ye smiled, Jiang Ke, Jiang Ke, take back what I just said, your side, it's really not good, you can put all kinds of meat in it, but my stomach is not as careless as yours.
Of course, I can't help tossing so much, it's not because of him, but because I don't think about food and drink for a day.
Ning Ye gave me a glass of water and asked me to toss slowly.When I came out after recovering, I saw someone tidy up the kitchen.
Ning Ye said that he doesn't like freeloading either.
I said no, but I thought in my heart that I just want you to eat for free, and this kind of favor is not easy to pay back.
After a moment of silence, Ning Ye said that he should go.
I said oh bye.
The sound of opening and closing doors sounded one after another.I was stunned, and when I came back to my senses, I drank the glass of water that Ning Ye took in one gulp.
I think this is milestone progress.
August 10, XX2
The seventh middle school had already started before the Lantern Festival.
This is a good thing. Compared to not seeing Ning Ye for two or three days, the school's regular work and rest arrangement is more satisfactory to me.When Ning Ye moved the class to my left at the beginning, the inexplicable rejection disappeared long ago, and I could see people who seemed to be casually listening to the class turning their pens intentionally or unintentionally when I turned my head. After a vacation, I only felt lucky.
Only then did I feel some joy.
The water-based pen fell under the table and didn't stop until Ning Ye's feet.
I sighed in my heart that even the pen knew the master's will, and I was willing to go to Ning Ye's feet.
Ning Ye raised his eyebrows and looked at me. I pretended to be listening to the class seriously. I didn't want to admit my lack of pen turning skills, and I didn't want to miss such an opportunity for intimate contact.
Of course Ning Ye is not a person who is unwilling to help even if he raises his hand.The water-based pen arrived in Ning Ye's slightly pale hands as he wished, and he twirled it smoothly at the fingertips.
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw that this person didn't seem to intend to return the pen, but unscrewed the cap of the pen and began to write on the draft pad.
Even if this money is sacrificed now, it is considered a worthy death.I sighed with emotion.
Ning Ye passed the notebook and pen over, and wrote:
Want to learn to turn a pen?
The characters are beautiful, and the flamboyance is very iconic.
I answered no.This is the truth, I am indeed not interested in this boring action, but I am a little obsessed with the small action that Ning Ye likes to pass the time.
Ning Ye obviously didn't believe it, and wrote a big question mark on the notebook sent back.
I shook my head, intending to unilaterally end the subject.
I have never been a talkative person, even if my partner is Ning Ye, I know that I am not a person who can enter the role of small talk, not to mention that I am always worried about which sentence will reveal my naked desire accidentally, that would be too much Scary, even I thought it might scare people away.
Alas, I know that Ning Ye is not an easy person to dismiss, but I didn't expect this symptom to be especially severe when he was bored.
I am both relieved and helpless.It's a good thing to get ahead of yourself, and Ning Ye's occasional bad taste makes me feel differently.But I also know that I am really not a person who is suitable for looking for trouble.
Who made me take it too seriously, especially to Ning Ye.
On the new notebook that was handed over, there were a few words written in blue water-based pen that made me dumbfounded.
This thing depends on talent, and people who only know how to cook in a pot may not be able to learn it.
Ning Ye is really framing me. If a person who has lived independently for many years can only cook in one pot, he might not live as old as me.I don't know about others, at least I will starve to death due to loss of appetite.
I wrote down a few words angrily, and reached out to Ning Ye without any low profile.
The infatuated political teacher who was speaking on the podium stopped his eloquent brainwashing, and a piece of chalk accurately hit my head, which was still talking happily under his nose, and there was a burst of laughter mixed with Ning Yeh, I can even hear that person scolding me for being stupid, but I don't have the same knowledge as Ning Ye, who made me really stupid.The look of getting carried away is probably very good-looking.
I was flattered to hear my political teacher call out my name. I pretended to be low-key. I didn't expect that the teacher in this class who doesn't have many teachers can remember me as a middle-level student who is exhausted.
After calmly reciting why we should uphold the people's democratic dictatorship, I gave Shang Ning Ye a look of approval in a blink of an eye. I am really familiar with this look.I turned my head angrily again.
Who the hell wants him to give sentient beings a sense of relief, I'm pretty sure I'm like a puppy who has successfully learned to pick up his master's Frisbee in his eyes.
Ning Ye quickly passed the notebook back.
I have no experience at all, so I have to keep a low profile when doing bad things.
I looked at these words and choked him weakly.
This is not a bad thing, I'm afraid you haven't done any bad things.
Ning Ye tapped on the table leg, and I understood that he wanted me to pass it from below in a low-key manner.This person has become addicted to passing notes, which shows that he is really tired of this political class.
He raised his eyebrows to look at people again, this appearance is really attractive, I rarely feel ashamed to look at people, thinking in my heart that I can't let him develop such a habit.The world is not blind, but this person doesn't know how to hide his edge.
Ning Ye changed the subject.
What are you doing on Lantern Festival?
When I saw this question, I realized that it was already Lantern Festival, and I seriously thought about what I was doing in previous years.But when you really think about it, it doesn't make any difference, I really didn't do anything.I don't have any concept of holidays, and my life is not the same.
I asked him what he wanted to do, and I agreed.
I really know him too well, when Ning Ye asked this question, I knew he didn't want to go home, so I had to give him an excuse.
Ning Ye didn't answer any more.
The first time I felt that I might not be wishful thinking was on this Lantern Festival night.Ning Ye's bright eyes made me believe that this is not my one-man show.
There is a lantern festival in City C, in a park not far from the school.
Ning Ye walked ahead quietly, and I knew where he was going just by looking in this direction.I wondered in my heart, Ning Ye's rudeness was too much to bear, I gave him an excuse, and it was fine if he didn't answer, then at least give me the status of a participant now.
I walked awkwardly, and while being angry, I still had to be careful not to be scattered by the flow of people, and my eyes were fixed on the person in front of me.
Alas, my inconsistency is close to that of Ning Ye.
I am not interested, and Ning Ye is obviously not interested either. After walking around the brightly lit park, Ning Ye turned around and said that he was hungry.
Can you not be hungry? I haven't eaten a grain of rice since the afternoon.
Ning Ye asked me how my Chinese was, and I said modestly that it was fine.
Then he was dragged to guess lantern riddles.Guess one question and a bowl of Lantern Festival.
I really dislike Ning Ye's behavior of rubbing food, but my mind turns flexibly.
Extend in all directions (type an idiom)
——Spirituality
Lu Da becomes a monk (type an idiom)
——Halfway to become a monk
Don't say it early, don't say it later (type one word)
--May
……
I picked and picked a few, and Ning Ye took the torn pieces of paper to redeem the Lantern Festival, and found a place with few people and invited me to eat there.
The Lantern Festival was lukewarm, and it was more tragic than my bowl of miscellaneous.Ning Ye didn't dislike it. After eating a few mouthfuls, when he got up, he happened to see the mystery in front of him and became excited.
Eh, I know this.
Ning Ye's tone was a little smug.I leaned over to see.
Play together during the day, sleep together at night, stay together until old age, a good marriage in the world (beat an animal).
This riddle is too straightforward, and everyone can probably see it. It is probably because the position is too biased to persist until now.
Ning Ye was stopped by me from looking up the answer on his mobile phone. He missed many guesses. I saw that he was confident and didn't want to offend him. I turned my head and asked him what it was, but my eyes met his smiling eyes.
My heart skipped a beat.
It's a mandarin duck.
Ning Ye raised his eyebrows slightly, raised the corners of his mouth, and said casually.
Except for the bright lights, those eyes are my reflection.
August 10, XX3
People are easily spoiled.It is not easy for me to understand this truth, after all, I don't have many opportunities to practice.I use the word "pet" with a thick face, probably beyond the meaning of the act itself.
I was still immersed in those eyes that were only mine, but I didn't know that those eyes had already moved away.
The good times didn't last long.
I finally started to worry about Ning Ye's non-stop daily routine.
Ning Ye's enthusiasm for biology exceeded my expectations. Although I knew that the main reason why Ning Ye was willing to stay in the cafe was because he didn't want to go home, but I didn't expect the day of being replaced to come so soon.
The daily life of high school students is already busy enough, not to mention the top class whose teaching progress has been at the forefront.Ning Ye was busy with the biology competition in mid-March, and all matters big and small had to make way for this matter.
I was very dissatisfied with this arrangement in my heart, and I had to pretend to be calm on the surface.That is, from this week, I finally became the last good student to leave the classroom.
I was flattered again by the little man in the last row who decided to give me the key to the classroom.I understand that it is largely because the other party is unwilling to stick to this classroom without evening self-study at [-] o'clock every night. Of course, I don't know if there is Ning Ye's endorsement behind it.
I think I was infected by Ning Ye, otherwise how could I smile so falsely and express my gratitude to this unnecessary classmate.
06:30 Except for senior high school students who have evening self-study, the students in the school have almost left.
The drizzle in March was lingering and non-stop, and the dark sky was just like my mood in recent days.
This is really not a good sign, I am so aggressive, who will buy it.
I finished my homework, and when I was bored, I previewed the next day's homework together.Surprisingly efficient.
Ning Ye's lattice umbrella lay neatly in the drawer, revealing a wooden handle.I put down the biology book in my hand, it's really a pity, I can't see what attracted Ning Ye any more.
A figure passed by outside the window, I only turned on the light tube in front, the classroom was empty, and someone could see the situation inside at a glance.
Ning Ye is really a master who will not suffer losses wherever he goes.A moment ago I was full of confidence, waiting for Ning Ye to come back to get the umbrella in the continuous rain, but the next moment I looked at the strange face from nowhere and shyly and timidly took the umbrella back with regret.
Ning Ye unscrewed the doorknob, leaned against the door, smiled and asked me to take the umbrella from his drawer.
Look at this man, if it wasn't for the fact that I met him for the first time when he came back from an experiment, his unsurprising appearance would be as if I was waiting for him here every day.Although this is the case, this is indeed the first time I have waited for someone, and everyone thinks that I study hard and have great ambitions.
From the fifth floor to the first floor, every time you go down a floor, the next floor is dark.At the bottom of the building, there was only a bright white voice-activated light on the top of the head.
You don't have an umbrella?
I spontaneously opened the umbrella and motioned for the person next to me to come in, only then did he say the second sentence.
Of course I brought an umbrella. If a child like me who doesn’t love my parents doesn’t love me, if I don’t bring an umbrella, how can I expect a friendly classmate like him to automatically send it to me?
I shrugged, sorry for the umbrella that was left useless in the drawer.
Ning Ye reached out to take the umbrella, and released it with the touch of warm fingers.
I smiled and looked at the person who was only taller than me by a bald head, and made fun of it.
how?You're not going to leave me here alone, are you?
I deliberately turned sideways, and half of my body was drenched in the rain.
How can I do that? I am here to serve you.
Ning Ye raised the umbrella a bit higher, and moved half a step towards me while talking, and at the same time, his shoulder was touching his shoulder, and at the same time, half of his arm that hadn't had time to get wet by the spring rain was protected from washing.
Let's go.
I mumbled a "hmm" that I don't know if I made a sound, and went silent all the way downstairs in the community.
The younger brother, who is very qualified, held an umbrella and said, Jiang Ke, I have to go to the competition tomorrow, and I won't come to class.
I said yes, I wish you a smooth journey.
Ning Ye smiled, with a bit of arrogance, completely self-confident, and said bluntly, that's up to you.
I have nothing to say, but the person in front of me didn't intend to leave, so I naturally didn't want to leave first, being stubborn, I didn't want to leave a shadow on this person.I don't want to wrong him, even if he is not as glass-hearted as I think, or doesn't care as much as I think.
you.Ning Ye's hesitation to speak is really rare, I waited patiently for him to speak.
Jiang Ke, there is nothing good in the classroom, so don't sit there for so long in the future.
Yes, of course there is nothing good in the classroom, especially in this cold spring, it is really difficult to be alone.
I'm leaving, the day after tomorrow, ah no, the day after tomorrow is the weekend, then we'll see you on Monday.
Ning Ye turned and left, and the figure gradually entering the darkness made me feel deeply moved.
This hard time is coming to an end, and I certainly don't like to stay in that empty room until the end, especially if the person who is waiting is an uncertain returnee.
August 10, XX3
Sometimes I can't understand my father's thoughts, such as marrying my mother, such as my mother has not married for 12 years after she ran away, such as marrying another person who can be seen as my sister's stepmother at most.
I really don't have the right to speak, and being notified in advance is already regarded as an insider.
After the second marriage, my father didn't make any big fuss, he just booked a few tables in the restaurant, which surprised me, it didn't fit my father's upstart temperament.
Before I had time to be moved by my father's IQ, I saw my young and beautiful stepmother wearing a red cheongsam, which further highlighted her four-month-old body.Ah, so that's the case, I understand how my stepmother caught my nouveau riche father.
I was wearing a red dress carefully prepared by my stepmother, but in fact, it looked like my nouveau riche father's aesthetic red clothes, and I was dragged by my father to toast among relatives and friends I had never heard of.
After receiving countless question marks and flattery, I blushed and felt that the banquet would be endless.
Today can be regarded as introducing my son and his new wife. My father's banquet really kills two birds with one stone.
The world in the dream is better than the reality. Ning Ye held an umbrella, stood in the drizzle and told me that he was going to do an experiment, and he would not go home with me, nor would he go to the cafe with me to do homework, let me go early Go back, don't wait for him in the classroom.
After waking up from an empty dream, the aftereffects of drunkenness were fully revealed. Apart from a splitting headache, he was at a loss where he didn't know where he was.
Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows is the bright night of the city. I looked around, and found not only a hotel, but also a young stepmother sitting on the sofa playing with her mobile phone.
I watched her get up, brought over another cup of steaming water, put it on the cabinet on my right, and finally opened the golden mouth.
Your father didn't know that you couldn't drink, thank you for your hard work today.
My mouth was dry, so I took the water and drank it.
My stepmother didn't feel embarrassed at the fact that I didn't say a word, she sat back and continued to look at her mobile phone.
Xiao Ke, we have prepared a room for you in our new home. What your father means is for us to live together.
This sentence kept echoing in my ears, and I was so dizzy that I didn't know how to react. I just opened my eyes and looked at the chandelier above my head that my stepmother kindly closed.
What excuse do I have to use to reject my father's short-lived play of loving father and filial piety?
I didn't think of a good solution to this problem until I got into my father's car at night, and the smell of alcohol permeated the whole car from the co-pilot.
No matter how ignorant I am, I have learned to know current affairs through years of beatings. At least, I can't go against my father, the bridegroom, now.
My new stepmother said that Xiao Ke had to go to school tomorrow, so my drunken father gave vague instructions, and the driver took a car back to the neighborhood where I lived.
I glanced at the person sitting upright next to me, and got an inscrutable smile.
My stepmother is not an ordinary person, and this is not the first time I have felt this way.I don't know how my stepmother, who graduated from a prestigious school, has a clean net worth, and an extremely high IQ, embarked on such a path. I don't pay much attention to people, and I don't have many people to compare with, but after many years, she has always, from beginning to end, She was a good woman, a good mother.
I think I am a little envious, envious of my wolf-hearted father, and the fetus who has just been able to determine the sex of my blood relationship.
Getting out of the garage, I made an excuse to walk outside and back to the apartment.
I used to think that a person would be uncomfortable occasionally, but now I realize that more than one person is no more comfortable than one person.
It's about ten o'clock, and I don't have a watch or a mobile phone. I have been on a regular schedule for a long time, and I can't use these things to a certain extent.But it's different now, the latest mobile phone in the car is theoretically mine, maybe tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, there will be more contacts in it than the person in front of me.
Ning Ye was carrying a plastic bag, it was the first time he saw such a homely appearance.
God treats me really kindly, even if I take a detour in the middle of the night, I can meet people.
Ning Ye unabashedly looked at me from the beginning to the end, with a bit of common banter in his eyes.I can't remember when this look changed from uncommon to common, but it is more pleasing to the eye than the look of Purdue sentient beings a long time ago.
I dreamed you won an award, didn't you?
I spoke first, a true daydream I knew would come true.
Ning Ye smiled and nodded, extremely reserved.
I was really happy in my heart, as if the things in the dream had really happened. Ning Ye knew that I was waiting for him in the classroom, and told me with guilt that he left very late, instead of finally coming back to get an umbrella on a rainy day. It was found that there was such a person in the classroom.
The expression of the person on the opposite side became a little strange, and he looked away from his originally smiling eyes.
I stopped laughing, and clenched my hands drooping at the edge of my red trousers. An impulse rose up unprepared, eager to break my so many years of careful planning.
The atmosphere became stiff and eccentric.
Have a glass of milk?
Ning Ye took out the carton of milk from the plastic bag in his hand and handed it to me.
I took the carton of milk with tight and loose hands, forgot what I wanted to say just now, and the courage I had accumulated disappeared without a trace.
I think I should say, after all, this meal is many years late.
You look good in red, but you wear it so lifelessly all day long that you almost didn't recognize it after such a change.
Ning Ye had nothing to say, and I didn't answer.
My dad got married for the second time today, and my future stepmother has become my stepmother. By the way, I will have a younger brother in a few months, just formed.
Ning Ye was stunned for a while, but finally laughed out loud, and couldn't stop laughing.
I don't know why, is it funny?If I could have a deeper understanding of Ning Ye, I would know that Ning Ye didn't laugh at me or my father, he laughed at himself, at his ruthless father, and at his naive mother.
I stood there and waited for him to breathe, and then waited for him to say goodbye.
Jiang Ke, already very good, really.
There is nothing comparable to this matter, and I don't know what Ning Ye is talking about. Is my father willing to be responsible for a pregnant woman, or for a woman who is pregnant with a boy?That standard is really low.
It's so cold, why don't you drink, I'll give you another box of milk, go to bed early, see you tomorrow.
Holding a carton of milk in one hand, I turned around, went upstairs, and went straight back to the bedroom.After drinking it in one go, I didn't sleep well.
It's uncomfortable to support, it's uncomfortable to be noisy, and it's uncomfortable to be bright.
It's better to live alone.
August 10, XX3
At the end of March, the horticultural exhibition in City C has entered the preparation stage. The upcoming horticultural expo is not only a big event in C City, but also a fate that I can't touch.
No. [-] Middle School is a good school. This goodness is not only reflected in the first-class teaching equipment, high enrollment rate, but also many extracurricular activities that are useless and attractive enough.
The third grade studies are heavy enough, and the second grade is a critical period, and there is only one first grade available for dispatch.
The top class was arranged to be a glorious and unique middle school student volunteer at the Garden Expo on the grounds of enriching students' after-school life and connecting with the outside world as soon as possible.
This news is not good news for most people in this class. The school is worried about the first graders, and is not willing to let the second and third graders waste their time, so they can only push out the top students.
However, the students' awareness is too high, and they are not willing to spend one day of training time a week.
Ning Ye notified the arrangement in a business-like manner, with a proper smile on his face, ignoring the whispers of the others.
Ning Ye returned to his seat and sat down, and asked me if I wanted to go.
Of course I'm very happy, if Ning Ye doesn't have a lot of work to do, this can be regarded as a good opportunity for emotional interaction.
Unfortunately, judging from the future development, this is not a good arrangement.
Ning Ye's understanding of my face is still very good, even if I haven't spoken yet, I can still guess a lot.
He said that the next month is still free, and the teacher has already called him to lead the team, and the training must be indispensable.
I nodded and looked, Ning Ye treated me so accurately, I don't know what else I didn't hide from him.
Ning Ye asked me how my English was, and before I could answer, he laughed again, and said that I didn't speak a few words in Chinese, and I'm afraid I couldn't speak much English.
This made me really speechless, even though my English score is very good.
I pointed to the Oxford Senior Order on the desk, and Ning Ye looked at me suspiciously.
I think I was a little dazed, otherwise how could I be so naive as to show off such things as memorizing words.
I said you can choose any word to test me, before the beginning of M.
Ning Ye didn't seem to react, and it took a while before he gave a thumbs up.
Jiang Ke, you always surprise people.
After all, I didn't want to confirm it. I was flattered by this inexplicable trust, and I didn't know where my thoughts went to remind him to verify it.
After class, it was rare for Ning Ye to let me wait for him to go home together. This was something I could only wish for three days ago, but now, it is very embarrassing.
I don't know if Ning Ye has noticed that I haven't been in front of him for three days except at school. I haven't even found a chance to tell him, but I have some unspeakable thoughts in my heart.
I'll wait for you to find out.
In the end, though, I'll have to tell you myself.
I don't know when Ning Ye stopped worrying about the sudden silence between us.
Go downstairs, leave the school gate, and get on the bus.They just walked side by side without saying anything else.I pursed my lips, compared to Ning Ye's relaxation, I was helpless and nervous, and I couldn't even explain why.
Wait a little longer, at least don't say such a sad thing on a noisy and crowded bus.Alas, I understand the sadness, but I don't know if it's the same as Ning Ye.
But what should come must come.
I stopped suddenly at the door of the cafe, and anyone could see that I was too abrupt.Ning Ye took two steps and turned to look at me.
Ning Ye, I moved last weekend, so today I can only walk here with you.
I tried to tone it down as lightly as I could, trying to whitewash it to no avail.
I still remember the rapid change of the face of the person in front of me, from indifference to astonishment, but in the blink of an eye.It's rare, not a half-truthful compliment, nor a slightly teasing smile, nor an indifference that I haven't seen for a long time.
It was indeed astonishment, as if something out of control had happened.
This is enough.I think.
Where did you move to?
Ning Ye asked calmly, and lost his composure for only a moment.
not far.I said, it's just that the direction is different, but I didn't say this half of the sentence.
Ning Ye nodded, finally laughed out loud, and asked me why I didn't say it earlier.
I don't know what to say, because anything I say will easily expose my bad intentions.
Jiang Ke, I finally felt that we were getting close, and you would make me feel like I was slapping my face.Ning Ye stopped talking, but I still didn't know what to say, I was too shocked, so is it like this, when I was trembling and fearing that I would go too far and scare people, you also hoped to get closer?
I think I misunderstood, Ning Ye should regard me as a friend, a friend who knows some of his little secrets.
I don't want to develop any revolutionary friendship with him, Ning Ye has to cut him off.
It's getting late, you go back.Ning Ye realized that it would be useless to talk too much, and it would be a little tiring for a person who couldn't say a word with three sticks.
Ning Ye, my dad is newly married, so he has to experience the taste of family and prosperity. I have to cooperate somewhat. The house here is still there. I guess I will come back to live in a month or two.
The person who had already walked two steps turned around and looked at me quietly.I don't smile often, but this moment I laughed with sincerity.
see you tomorrow.I said goodbye without a word and turned to leave.
August 10, XX4
The face dangling on the podium had the smile required by the instructor, and the girl opposite spoke not-so-fluent English, and the simulated explanation scene became a melodrama.
I couldn't tell that Ning Ye was worried about what happened that day. If it wasn't for the appearance of Ning Ye's gaffe replaying in my mind like a nightmare, I would almost think it was my own illusion.
But something has changed.
Ning Ye finished reading according to the manuscript prepared in advance, and sat in front of me on the left in front of my instructor's comments, separated by a narrow aisle.
Everything has returned to the way it was before, a relationship that is neither salty nor light, and a distance that is neither far nor close.He will not greet me to sit next to him when I come late, just say hello like a classmate.
Look, Ning Ye's narrow-mindedness is beyond my expectation, but if I annoyed him because of the move, then I should be grateful for my improved status.
The instructor said that my facial expression was too serious and my tone of voice was too rigid. This made everyone laugh, and even Ning Ye frowned.I have never been ashamed, and I don't feel any embarrassment. Besides, Mr. Bo smiled, it was worth it.
After finally surviving the training, when I went out, I found that the drizzle that started in the morning had already started to fall heavily.
I dawdled at the end, waiting for everyone to leave.Before Ning Ye reached out to help, the former deskmate cautiously asked if there was an umbrella.
This short girl was my deskmate for a semester, except for knowing her name and picking up a water-based pen that Ning Ye dropped, she didn't communicate much.
I looked at the people who were walking about the same distance, and Ning Ye's figure had disappeared.
I took out my umbrella from my schoolbag, a rare opportunity to say thank you to someone.
The former deskmate smiled and asked me if I knew where the bus stop was.
Even if I'm slow, I should know what this usually shy girl means, let alone I'm not slow.
I found an excuse to send people away, and then I slowly walked to the door.
Take an umbrella?
I have to admit that Ning Ye's voice startled me. The man in a suit leaned against the marble pillar and asked me with a smile.
From here, you can take the 214 bus to the bus station outside the Ningye community, but the distance from the bus station to the inside of the community is not too short.
I looked at the bus stop in the distance, and the former deskmate was still moving between the two.I just said an excuse, but I didn't remember it after thinking about it, but I couldn't go to the bus station after all.
I had no choice but to put away the umbrella and watch the rain with Ning Ye.
unwilling?I didn't bring anything but people, you can't be so hard-hearted.
Ning Ye was still able to joke, and seemed to be back to normal again.
Wait a minute, there are many people.I said.
Ning Ye turned around and looked at me, then looked at me with a half-smile and didn't say anything.
Thinking back to the last time I put up an umbrella, it didn't take long, but it seemed like a long time ago.
Ning Ye still likes to hold an umbrella for others, relying on the fact that he is not much higher than the altitude, but this time there is no ambiguity of touching his hands, and he even keeps a proper distance from his body.
When getting out of the car, Ning Ye looked at me who got off together strangely.
Do you want me to watch him run back from the heavy rain for 10 minutes?
I didn't give him the umbrella, I held up the umbrella and stood beside the person.
The feeling of clamminess on the right foot is not very good, the water that has stepped on the side of the road before has obviously soaked into the mesh sneakers.I don't think I need to go back tonight. I hope that in the past ten days or so, my father has more or less satisfied his sudden interest in family happiness.
live here?
Ning Ye glanced at my wet sneakers casually, and asked casually.
I nodded and planned to send someone to the door of the apartment and then go to the supermarket in the community to buy some food.The apartment should be clean, if the hourly man has come to clean it.
Ah, that's fine, treat me to a meal.
I was startled, wave after wave, but still had to maintain my superficial composure. In the end, I didn’t know if the good word I uttered was trembling, until I returned to the residence with a big bag of food, it was still a little unreal Feel.
Ning Ye doesn't see outsiders too much, and a place that has only been here once can feel like his own home. Of course, the premise of saying this is that home is the home of ordinary people.Ning Ye didn't like going home, and he probably didn't have a good impression of his family, so this premise couldn't be established.
After two dishes and one soup are ready, the person on the sofa has already fallen asleep.In the middle, the person had to turn on the TV once, go to the toilet once, and eat snacks once.
There are still toast and ham sausages on the table that I originally prepared for breakfast, oh, now they are all half-eaten snacks of Ning Ye.
I put away the messy things, thinking about how Ning Ye said how he could watch TV without eating snacks, I felt funny, it turned out that Ning Ye was still so childish.
Alas, I am so satisfied that I just feel unreal.
Sleeping on all fours is a great temptation.It wasn't until I could see each eyelash that I realized how close I was to the person in front of me.
Ning Ye is really good. I have never been surprised that so many people are deceived by his face. Of course, he is not afraid to use this face to walk the world.
I felt that I was bewitched, and the sexual impulse that hadn't appeared for a long time was a little bit ready to move, looking at the light-colored lips eager to try.
I can feel the warm breath spraying on my skin, and I can even imagine the touch of the skin so close
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