doctor's love

Death is not terrible.

There are many people who have not been able to truly face death until they die, unable to understand the true meaning of it.Because this is not an easy and simple thing. It needs to be seen, thought about, comprehended and doubted, and sometimes it even requires personal experience to understand.

It just contains countless thoughts and thoughts, countless complex human emotions, and has been demonized by infinite, so that everyone keeps silent.

Just like the world itself, no one can explain clearly, and no one can understand nature itself.

People, spent too much time sinking in the world of mortals, and lived a different life.

Chihe's body deteriorated day by day, and Lu Baiqiao's heart became more and more heavy.Up until now Yalan has not told Chihe her identity, and Lu Baiqiao understands why.

Morita Chiwa's body can no longer bear the excessive stimulation, and no one knows what kind of impact the news of Yalan will have on him.After confirming with several doctors, everyone agreed not to tell Chihe the truth.The band only said that Yalan was a rich overseas businessman, and the three of them had no scheming and all focused on Chihe, so they believed it logically.

Lu Baiqiao was surprised by Yalan's efficiency and rigor in doing things. Thinking about it, she has never made any mistakes in her works since her debut. When the crew of "Southern Lights" followed up, she even asked to come to the shooting scene in person, in order to make the scene The emotions of the characters are completely integrated into the background music.

In the blink of an eye, the year of recession is about to turn the page.

Chaozhong has his own set of year and month calendars, although it has been assimilated by many foreign countries, but at least the New Year will still be celebrated in an orderly manner.In the past half a month, the whole Binhai City seemed to be sprinkled with brown sugar powder, and even the air carried a trace of simple and festive atmosphere.Many young people advocating traditional culture have booked large and small hotels and chose a sunny day to hold their wedding ceremony.

A couple in the Rheumatology and Immunology Department got married. Except for the doctor on duty, everyone in the hospital who could go attended the wedding.Li Keyan also received the invitation.The new interns this year were arranged around their respective mentors. Among them, Lu Baiqiao was very uncomfortable and couldn't even eat well.

Li Yue, who was far away in the duty room, sent him a message: "You are so stupid, the groom is here to let you block the drink for the tutor, you can perform well instead of me!"

Lu Baiqiao really can't drink.Li Keyan raised his head and looked around, but it was Zhou You, drinking one small cup after another quietly.I didn't see that she could drink well.Just asking Zhou You to come out to toast, the little girl froze, "I can't make a fart at all."

He had known for a long time that these two people were useless, and he didn't say much about the drinking, and rejected them all on the grounds that he had surgery tomorrow morning.He doesn't like to drink on such occasions.

I still vaguely remember what she said last time when she was scolded by her ears.Looking back now, it was just an excuse.After so many years, I really hated such jubilant scenes more and more, not because they brought out my desolation, but because I was used to being in the shade, and looking at the sun felt glaring.

Li Keyan just wanted to put a piece of spare ribs into his mouth, when Lu Baiqiao next to him pulled back the seat with a "crash", as if he couldn't take it anymore, he said with a stiff face: "I, I'm going to the hospital, you take your time." Eat." Then he picked up his coat and ran outside.

Before Li Keyan could put the meat in his mouth, he took his chopsticks and shouted at him: "Hey, after you walk for a while, there will be fewer people in the bridal chamber! I won't go!"

Lu Baiqiao was dragged into the best man group by the groom, and later he was going to form a group with the bridesmaids to participate in bridal chamber activities.Li Keyan felt that he really didn't mind having too many things to do, and he liked to join in the fun everywhere.

"I'll go and replace Li Yue!" Lu Baiqiao said while walking, "Teacher, please tell the groom! I'm in a hurry!"

Urgent matter?I guess it's that little star again.Recently, half of the hospital is surrounded by him, and every day the groupies downstairs seem to be squatting, even if I tell them that Morita Chikazu will not go downstairs for the time being, they still come every day.Li Keyan couldn't understand their admiration and love for idols, but felt very upset that his parking space was taken.

At this moment, he was also a little unhappy, and he bit the ribs in his mouth until they creaked.

Lu Baiqiao had a complicated heart.He looked at the text messages on his mobile phone, and he didn't bother to open his umbrella, and started to run vigorously in the snow.

Passers-by looked at him curiously. After all, it is not common to see a handsome man in a tuxedo with a hairstyle running wildly in the snow.Lu Baiqiao would probably laugh if he knew what they were thinking. He always felt that he had a comedian face and was only a supporting role.

And this time the protagonist, Morita Chiwa sent a message asking him to do him a small favor, hoping that he could bring a SLR to his ward.

He knew Gao Qiren from the canteen downstairs, the owner Xiao Gao was obsessed with photography, and he was fiddling with his DSLR every day, so he ran into the store out of breath, coaxed and persuaded him, and borrowed his DSLR.When he went up to the fifteenth floor and rushed into the cadre ward, he realized that his hair was already soaked.

"Ah, did you come running here? Don't be in such a hurry." Chi He grabbed a towel and handed it to Lu Baiqiao, "The visiting time has not passed yet, we can take our time."

Lu Baiqiao took the towel, only then did he realize that the two of them were not the only ones in the room.In the corner, there was a young man with half of his face covered by the sea, holding a guitar, silent.

"This is Dawu, Yisen, he should be very famous here." Chihe introduced happily, "We just agreed to sing a song together. I also wrote lyrics and music, so I want to record it together .”

Lu Baiqiao stood there in a daze, and it took him a long time to say "oh".He listened to the two discuss the details, set up the DSLR, adjusted the position, repeatedly confirmed that Chi He's voice could be clearly recorded, and then raised his hand to express OK to the two.

Chi He sat on the hospital bed, tidied up a bit, and motioned for Lu Baiqiao to press the camera button.He cleared his throat, and then made a statement to the camera in Xiaochuyu.

"Hi everyone, I'm AKAWA, the lead singer of ONEDAYDREAM. I'm in Binhai City. First of all, I want to say sorry to everyone in Toshige. The next tour needs to be canceled due to my personal health. But just half an hour ago, I closed When it came to Hiroshi, the letters of sympathy from fans all over the world, and probably, since a week ago, I saw more than 300 sympathy videos. Thank you very much, I didn’t expect that even if I was sleeping all the time He is so popular." Chihe couldn't help laughing, and scratched the back of his head.

"This time I came to Chaozhong, hoping to convey my will to all the fans here. I don't know if everyone in the previous games can really feel it."

"The few of us have traveled many, many, many roads, fell down countless times, and were once smashed with tomatoes, ah, but Naoki said it was quite delicious." He seemed to recall the happy past, Lu Baiqiao He also bent the corner of his mouth.

"The last LIVE last year, I said on stage, this is just the beginning. The four of us, there are still more and more roads to go, and we will definitely meet other, incredible, and even possible You won’t be afraid if you say something wonderful or sad, because we are no different from everyone else in the world, and we all have a fighting spirit that wants to work hard, and it is this emotion that supports us until now. I don't want to stop either."

"I don't want to stop." Chi He's tone became more and more serious. He faced the camera and said earnestly and sincerely, "I want to keep singing. I want to sing until a certain moment, when I see that standing can no longer go up. Climb ONEDAYDREAM, and then found that there are so many amazing people who have been inspired by us, a song or even just a line of lyrics."

"But if I can't sing anymore, then life has no meaning for me."

After saying this, Chi He closed his eyes, and he wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"Unfortunately, I can no longer see that moment with everyone." He smiled regretfully at the camera, "Hey, the vow to meet at the summit must be broken. I'm sorry."

"It's a pity, but there's nothing I can do about it. Life is like this, and I know that I have had a lot of things, some of which I never even imagined. So, no matter how unwilling I am, I am content."

"However, I still have a small wish. Those who may see and truly understand, there will not be many people in this world, maybe not even 100 people, maybe not even one person, but I still hope that someone I can listen to it. Since the birth of ONEDAYDREAM, I have always hoped to pass on this emotion, the emotion for music and life. I hope that someone can really tell everyone this will, and it will continue until human beings Until the day when there is no sound, until the day when no one even knows what a dream is, until the day when we all turn to dust—until then, there will be music like this. This is our dream."

"Dawu, please start." He nodded to the young man outside the camera, and then the soft guitar sounded.

"Isaw the Star"

"Isaw the smile"

"Isaw the sparkin' your eyes"

"And Isawalot of beautiful things in my life"

"こんな生活"

"私は満足している"

"What should I do next"

"My life, your life, other people's lives come into toon est irghtline"

"君は何を见ているの"

"Should I say goodbye"

"To you, to her, to all my families"

"Socan I say goodbye"

"Can I, can you, can anyone else"

"Saygoodbye"

"Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye"

"Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye"

"Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye"

"To the brilliant and unbelievable future"

Lu Baiqiao cried silently, unable to straighten up at all.He bent over and held the railing, trying not to affect Chihe.

The former lead singer on the screen had no blood on his lips at this moment, but he still insisted on smiling and finished the last line.Standing outside the ward were three or two patients who were attracted by the singing, and they wiped away the tears on their faces with their sleeves.

The young man in the corner stood up and turned off the DSLR that was still taking pictures.He put the piano away, and walked over to give Chihe a hug.At this moment, Lu Baiqiao gradually regained his composure and stood up.

He noticed that outside the foggy window, the heavy snow had stopped at some point.When the lights come on, the whole city emits warm and brilliant colors.Shining on Chihe in white and Dawu in black had different effects.The contrast was so strong that Lu Baiqiao was stunned for a moment.

After a long time, Lu Baiqiao and Xin Hai mentioned this scene, and the latter finally found an appropriate description for him.

It's like the moment when day and night alternately rotate, becoming the shadow of the other party.Light goes to darkness, and darkness goes to light.

All events will come to an end, whether everyone wants it or not, that day will come.The world is cruel here, and it is also beautiful here. At this time point, it can make people reborn, or it can make people despair.

In the third week after the New Year, Morita Chiwa died at the Ninth Hospital of Binhai City at 59:[-] a.m.

On the same day, an unedited farewell video called "GOODBYE" was uploaded to the world's largest video website, and it spread across half of the world, including Chaozhong and Xiaochu, in just two hours.Morita Chiwa's farewell video not only aroused great repercussions among fans, but his words also aroused the resonance of musicians everywhere.

At the end of the same month, a large-scale website called "MILLIONSOFDREAMS" appeared on the Internet. On this website, everyone interacts with music in a semi-anonymous mode. After an audio track or lyrics with copyright is refreshed on the interface, there will be corresponding lyricist or composition studio to contact.

At the beginning of the next month, Yalan Simiya broke up with the president of the Thoreau Group in a high-profile manner, returned all the property and property donated by her ex-husband, and traveled across the ocean alone to emigrate to Xiaochu.

Lu Baiqiao took the hot chocolate that Xin Hai handed to him, and clicked on the farewell video in favorites again.

Xin Hai stood beside him, quietly waiting for him to finish watching the video.

Lu Baiqiao said: "This website should be set up by Yalan. It's amazing that she can do so well."

After three seconds, Lu Baiqiao suddenly raised his head and asked Xin Hai: "You said, she has money and influence, why didn't she think of using it to find Chihe's heart? In this way, he might at least survive?"

There was no expression on Xin Hai's face.He sat down silently and looked at his friend in front of him.

"Little Qiao, do you think Chihe doesn't understand?" Xin Hai said, "Even if he changes his heart, he won't be on stage again. He won't be him anymore, he won't be that radiant Chihe anymore." Yes. Do you think Chihe, who can't sing on stage, will feel happy?"

Lu Baiqiao shook his head, he didn't know.He couldn't possibly know.

"Zhao Yalan knows it well. Keeping the most complete him and spreading out this will is what Zhao Yalan did for him in the end. Naturally, she can choose to find the heart and let Chihe continue to live, but you think Yalan would like See such a depressing Morita Chikazu? Would Chikazu be willing?"

"However, if you don't try it, how will you know the final result..." Lu Baiqiao said, although he felt that his defense was extremely pale.After a long time, he finally gave up.

"But he didn't, and neither did she."

"So what is it? Love or selfishness?" Lu Baiqiao murmured.

"It's perfect." Xin Hai answered him.