doctor's love

Xin Hai has been having that dream frequently recently.

He fished himself out of the water and put it on his lap.

Xin Hai was drenched all over and looked silly, with the translucent shirt stuck to his body, he could have a panoramic view of his chest from any angle.On the distant horizon, Chaoyang just poked out a head, shining on the two of them, like a thin layer of powder.

But he didn't dislike himself at all, instead he smiled and kissed his lips, then put the towel on his head to help Xin Hai dry his hair.

Being able to get close to him, Xin Hai felt as if he was in a daze. He put his lips together, kissed his cheek, kissed his nose bridge, and kissed him.He laughed even dearly, and didn't dislike the water on Xin Hai's body, buried his face in his chest, and smelled his body.

Xin Hai felt that he was hardened, so he consciously put his hand on his body to make him move.The two people in the dream seem to have been together for more than ten or twenty years, but their bodies are still only in their 20s, their bodies are fresh, and they know the taste.

This dream is so beautiful that Xin Hai always burst into tears every time he wakes up, hugging his knees, it takes a long time to recover.

Today, his father, Director Xin, took his interns and regular staff to the Ninth Hospital downstairs for a meeting, and he might not come back all day.Leaving Xin Hai alone to watch the door, he asked him to send back the individual visitors who came to the door, saying that they only accept appointments.

It is said that appointments are accepted, but there are not many people who can actually make an appointment.Director Xin is currently devoting most of his energy to the development of drugs and the research of Xin's therapy, and the few competent psychologists in the institute don't have much time to make outpatient visits.

At this time, Xin Hai played the role of "fake doctor".Sometimes the front desk will let people in. If the psychologists who should be receiving are not there, he needs to come out to deal with it.

Last month, the death of Lu Baiqiao's idol, Morita Chiwa caused a great commotion in Binhai City. Since then, the atmosphere in the whole hospital has not been stable.

Naturally, he was not afraid, but he felt noisy.

He remembered that he had been out of the province several times, answering other people's questions when he was excited.Most people are nothing more than asking about their wealth and marriage in this life, or their health.But in fact, he is not a fortune teller in the strict sense, he doesn't know metaphysics, and he can't even figure out gossip.

Xin Hai has been in direct or indirect contact with spiritual bodies and spiritual bodies since the beginning of his memory. Although most of them cannot give complete and detailed information at all, there are also a few beings with particularly tenacious spirits who can convey some useful news to Xin Hai. .

The world in his eyes is different from that of ordinary people.This is what he discovered after studying abroad in his teens.On the continent where Chao Zhong is located, there is a set of strict operation mode in the dark. Although the people are the same, they should not be confused with other places.This is probably doing as the Romans do.

The world was bigger than he had imagined.

Xin Hai is just a pure and fresh soul, so it is naturally impossible for him to do anything.He can only display his talents within a space that he can touch.

He usually arrives at the clinic by seven o'clock.The house where I lived with Director Xin didn’t have any sense of life, because Mrs. Xin left early, and the two big men didn’t know much about fun. Naturally, it’s better to be simple and comfortable, but sometimes when I go home, I just sleep for a while. It feels like a business hotel.Compared with home, he felt that the clinic was more warm with people coming and going.

He would rather get up earlier and leave the house earlier for work.Going to the clinic early can also see the appearance of his best friend running to work recklessly, and occasionally see his father.He didn't know why he went up to talk to Lu Baiqiao several years ago, but he always felt that there was nothing wrong with doing so.

In fact, Lu Baiqiao didn't come too late, but his great mentor Li Keyan, the new attending doctor who pretended to be very strict with him, so he always had to come to the hospital early to do his homework. I was scolded by the instructor first.

Lu Baiqiao is always with two young doctors who are at the same time, and occasionally see them go to the coffee shop opposite to have a rest during lunch time.Xin Hai heard him talk more than once about Zhou You's empathy, Li Yue's outstandingness, and his mentor Li Keyan's fearfulness.But recently the relationship between the two seems to be getting better, and Lu Baiqiao can always be seen being dragged out for dinner by his mentor.

also good.Improving relationships starts with eating together.I remember that when the two of them became friends, it was Lu Baiqiao who shamelessly pulled him out for dinner, and the two became acquainted with each other.

He always felt that he had the body of a man in his 20s and the heart of a 50-year-old.If you watch too much, you always worry about the people around you.This is natural, no matter which world or universe, all psychic mediums naturally have the mentality of looking old at three years old, and in the end they are no strangers to death.But he just couldn't let it go.

When Xin Hai sat down with a cup of hot chocolate, Lu Baiqiao called.

"Hello? What's the matter, Joe?"

"Oh, the teacher is doing the digital examination inside. The patient is too shy to let me in. I just want to give you a call..."

Xin Hai rolled his eyes: "You are bored and come to see me? Can't you play with your phone?"

"Zhou You and Li Yue are both busy in the operating room! Who knew that Li Keyan liked them so much and called them back to observe the operation? I don't even have anyone to chat with!"

"Then you don't know how to watch the video..."

"No, no, no, all the video sites that come out are AKAWA's memorial videos. I'm going to go crazy watching it again. Hey, just talk to me for a while, okay? I'll treat you to dinner later in the evening."

"...An excuse to run away from Li Keyan? Are you so afraid of him?"

"Hey, how did you guess it! Every time he's in a good mood, he will pull me to drink and eat, and I will pay for it every time!... Well, let's not talk about him, so as not to be heard by others."

Xin Hai laughed, and he could imagine how cowardly he was on the other end of the phone: "Then what are you talking about? What do you think?"

Lu Baiqiao immediately regained his spirits: "Let me tell you, our teacher this time is very good. You know what, he said, just go to the clinic and listen to the patients."

"How do you say that?"

"'Doctor, I'... Hey! Teacher, I'll go in right away!" Lu Baiqiao suddenly turned around and shouted, presumably the digital examination inside was done.Xin Hai was just curious, when he heard Lu Baiqiao say: "Hey, well, let me tell you after get off work! It's actually not a big deal...Come right now!"

"You'd better go quickly, lest the teacher find you lazy."

Lu Baiqiao happily responded, and was about to hang up the phone when he suddenly remembered something: "Oh, that's right!"

Xin Hai looked helpless, so he had no choice but to ask him: "What's the matter?"

"Two days ago I was so sad that I forgot to tell you that it was Da Wu who played Chihe's accompaniment, the Da Wu you like," Lu Baiqiao said, "Today I saw him again."

Lu Baiqiao knew that Xin Hai liked Dawu, but he was still infatuated with it almost madly.

He himself is gay, but he can distinguish idols from lovers very well, so he is a little puzzled by Xin Hai's fanaticism.However, he is also a sensible person, so naturally he will not hide this news.

However, he waited for three seconds, but there was no sound from the other side.Lu Baiqiao was a little strange, and asked again on the phone: "Ah Hai?"

"Beep beep-"

The phone hangs up.

Is there something urgent?Lu Baiqiao blinked, put away the phone and went into the room.

That's right.

It's urgent.

Very urgent, very big situation.Even the omniscient psychic Xin Hai couldn't deal with it.

Da Wu stood at the entrance of the room and closed the door.He looked at Xin Hai through his slightly disheveled hair, his face was pale and blue, and there was still stubble on his chin.

Although his whole body was soaked in a lethargic atmosphere, Xin Hai could still tell at a glance that this was Da Wu.

That Dawu he has seen and heard countless times on TV, in MVs, and in interviews.

"Is Dr. Zhao Zian, the psychotherapist here, here?" He said in a very calm tone, walking towards Xin Hai.But Xin Hai was completely dumbfounded, standing by the chair, still maintaining the posture of pressing the call.

Xin Hai's mind was blank, and the tip of his tongue was numb.He suddenly recalled the dream he had in the morning.

No, no, that is the Da Wu he imagined, not this...!He tried hard to instill this idea in himself, hoping that he would be able to calm down.

But as Da Wu got closer and closer, he saw his own interview on the coffee table, which Xin Hai forgot to take away after reading it last night.

"Heh." Da Wu laughed through his nose, and took two steps towards Xin Hai.He looked at Xin Hai's shocked expression, and he was sure that the other party was his fan.

"Are you my fan?" Da Wu walked to Xin Hai's desk, and saw the wallpaper of his phone on the desk with just one glance.

Oops……! !Forgot to turn off the reminder! !Xin Hai panicked in his heart, a text message from Lu Baiqiao completely exposed himself.The screen saver and wallpaper of his mobile phone are Dawu, Dawu from every angle, and it is also one of the few photos of him on stage.

Da Wu's Liu Hai covered half of his face, Xin Hai couldn't see his expression at all, he could only stand by the table and look at Da Wu who was gradually approaching.An arm stretched out, grabbed him, and pulled him into his arms.

"Do you... like me?" Da Wu asked Xin Hai in a whisper.A second later, he was satisfied to see the red color on the tip of Xin Hai's ear.

Xin Hai's mind was in chaos, and his heart was turbulent.At this moment, he suddenly envied those spirit bodies and spirit bodies that dealt with him. It would be great if he could escape freely like them.He suddenly realized that his love for the person standing in front of him was too full, which made him uncomfortable, and he was very flustered. He wanted to jump into the abyss recklessly, and wanted to disappear immediately, immediately, instantly.

Da Wu placed his hands around his waist and began to bite his earlobe.

Even as a psychic, he couldn't predict the arrival of his beloved.At this moment, Xin Hai's feet had already started to feel weak, and he didn't even have the strength to struggle.

As if feeling the tension of the person in his arms, Da Wu pulled Xin Hai to the sofa, locked the office door, turned back, and let him sit on his lap.

...bad posture.As soon as Xin Hai had this idea, his head was pulled down, and his lips were stuck together in an instant.

Da Wu seemed to be laughing, he teased Xin Hai with the tip of his tongue, while sucking the lips of the man on his knee.Not long after, Xin Hai was kissed in disbelief, and opened his mouth in a daze to welcome Da Wu's tongue.

He's kissing his cheeks, he's stroking his back, he's unbuttoning his clothes, taking them off.He sat half-naked on top of him, gazing into the light in his eyes.

Trembling, Xin Hai flipped back the hair on Da Wu's face, and looked into his eyes.Although his eyebrows were covered with a layer of mist of desire, it did not affect the twinkling sparks in his eyes at all.This is the person he loves, the one he is willing to risk his life for.It was the other half that he had been looking for all his life, but he didn't dare to approach when he found it.

Da Wu caressed Xin Hai's fully raised part, grabbed the hand cream on the table, and glanced at Xin Hai.The latter has completely lost himself at this moment, half lying on Da Wu's body, his face is flushed, and his eyes are narrowed.

Clever.

Da Wu put him on the black leather sofa, took off his pants, looked at the trembling thing in front of him, couldn't help but suck it in, and swallowed slowly.

"Hmm...!!" Xin Hai woke up suddenly, the stimulation of his lower body made his back suddenly arched, and he sent it to Da Wu's mouth.

At this moment, his heart is full of regret and joy, and he has given up thinking.

After repeatedly swallowing and inhaling dozens of times, Da Wu patiently put his fingers into Xin Hai's body.He has been hanging around recently and heard a lot of "knowledge" about same-sex relationships, but he didn't expect to be able to use it today.

In fact, even if he can't, Xin Hai will teach him.

When inserting the third finger, Xin Hai actually started to cry.Da Wu knew that he had pressed the key point, so while slowing down and increasing the force, he propped up his body to kiss Xin Hai's lips.

Xin Hai seemed to be thirsty for kisses, sobbing and gasping for Da Wu's kiss.Kiss is not enough, a bow is getting tighter and tighter.Da Wu slowly stuffed himself into Xin Hai's body, kissing him lightly as if comforting him, stroking his chest, abdomen and lower body.

Xin Hai's lower abdomen was wet, and the liquid trickled out slowly, staining the connection between the two.

After Xin Hai got used to it, Da Wu carefully embraced him and began to conduct spot checks.As if to take pity on his weeping face, his twitching range was not large, but he hit the critical point every time.Finally, Xin Hai couldn't bear it any longer, and wept softly.He cried with joy, not with discomfort or pain.Dawu is too gentle.

Having sex from the front, from the side, from behind, no matter what time it was, Da Wu's hands were never empty, he pleased Xin Hai up and down, ensuring that his energy was completely dispersed and he would not feel uncomfortable.Xin Hai has long been pushed into the sea of ​​desire beyond the sky, and he didn't notice anything.

This love, from ten o'clock in the morning to one o'clock in the afternoon.The condoms around the two of them were all used up, so they just came directly.In the end, I lost my mind.In fact, Da Wu didn't understand why he wanted to have sex with the person he met for the first time.

How could he understand.

Xin Hai's soul is a typical "twin soul", which he has known since childhood.And the other half is Da Wu.Xin Hai fully understood this from the first time he saw him on TV.But at that time Dawu was on the rise in his career, it was impossible for Xin Hai to say to him: "I am your other half, stay with me!"

Compared to being together, Xin Hai would rather see his true love succeed in the sky and become what he wants to be.But he never expected what happened next.It was as if he had no way of predicting the encounter between the two of them today.

Da Wu quarreled with the brokerage company and was completely hidden.At the same time, he fell into a low period of creation, and for a while, negative news from all sides fell on his head, and the number of fans in the past dropped sharply.He was completely flattered.As a result, he suffered from depression, which gradually deepened, and his thoughts of suicide became more and more intense.

He had planned to commit suicide by jumping off a building on February [-] this year.