Encountering an Unsolvable Equation

Fang Shaoyan didn't go to He Sheng immediately. First, he wanted to calm him down. Second, when he was on a business trip for a week, the company needed to take care of all the big and small things. He just called He Sheng, but every time he turned off the phone, There was no reply to the messages sent in the past. Finally, on the weekend, Fang Shaoyan booked the earliest flight and flew directly to L City. At this time, He Sheng had already stayed at home for a week.

He Sheng's house was easy to find. Fang Shaoyan stood at the door of He Sheng's house and straightened his clothes before reaching out and knocking on the door. Sure enough, the person who opened the door was not He Sheng, it seemed to be He Sheng's mother.Fang Shaoyan also expected that his parents would be at home if he came to visit on the weekend, so he did not come empty-handed.

"Auntie, hello, I'm He Sheng's colleague, he has taken a long leave of absence, let me come and see him"

"Please come in, please come in" Mother He hurriedly let the guests into the house, and the son returned home with his luggage without saying a word, saying that he hadn't come back for a long time and was homesick, so he asked for leave to come back to have a look, even though he said so, he was bored all day long At home, this made the two elders very worried, wondering if there was something wrong, but the son was too old to ask directly.

"Please sit down. He's in the bedroom. I'll call him." Mother He led Fang Shaoyan into the living room and knocked on He Sheng's door.

He Sheng has been suffering from insomnia since he came home. Every time he can only fall asleep at dawn, when he heard his colleague coming, could He Sheng's first reaction be Xu Zhixuan?He quickly got up from the bed and smoothed his hair twice.

He Sheng was wearing loose pajamas, wearing a chicken nest head, with heavy dark circles under his eyes, and the blue stubble on his chin made him look more decadent. When he opened the door and saw Fang Shaoyan sitting on the sofa , he was stunned, he never thought that he would find home, at this moment his mother was busy making tea in the kitchen, He Sheng rubbed his sore eye sockets and said, "Why are you here?"

Seeing He Sheng like this, what Fang Shaoyan wanted to say was stuck in his throat, his vocal cords seemed to be pinched and he couldn't make a sound, it felt like he had taken a handful of very bitter Chinese medicine but it was stuck in his throat and he couldn't swallow it , The bitterness spread from the tongue to the whole body.

"Cough!" Fang Shaoyan cleared his throat, "Let me...see you"

He Sheng glanced at him and paused, "Wait for me to change my clothes, let's go out and talk."

He Sheng and Fang Shaoyan came to the park near the community and sat on the steps by the water.

"You didn't answer my call or reply to my message," Fang Shaoyan said in a low voice.

He Sheng shrugged, "I don't know what to reply."

"You... avoiding me?"

"No, I don't want to see you." He Sheng rolled his eyes silently, adding to his boredom.The anger in the chest was rekindled, "You came to me, why don't you explain something first?"

"How much do you know"

"I want to know everything!"

Fang Shaoyan looked at him and sighed, and began to explain, "She and I are married in the business world, just like the ones often written in your novels, but we are not without feelings, and we lived a good life at the beginning, but it was slow later. Slowly... I think I can't accept girls, whether physically or psychologically. They are always so unreasonable and can't understand your life. Then slowly, there are too many quarrels in our life, But we can't divorce, we both know that our marriage involved too many interests, so we separated. We reached an agreement not to interfere with each other's private life, in fact we haven't seen each other for a long time. Two months ago, she Sudden divorce, but some projects of the company have not been completed, divorce may cause some obstacles at this time, so... He Sheng, I hope you can understand me."

"Then when are you going to divorce her?" He Sheng blurted out the pressing question, as if a third party was questioning his lover, he thought it was ridiculous after asking, but the corners of his mouth couldn't draw a curve.

"The project is expected to take another three years. If it is soon, it will be two and a half years..."

"So you keep this matter from me, continue your project, continue your marriage, continue your glorious life, leave me in the dark and let me understand you?" He interrupted him angrily If you don't, this person actually let himself understand, and even put a time limit on this understanding.

"He Sheng, I don't think this matter will affect us in any way. I'm not hiding it from you, but I think you don't need to know. Can't this matter stop here? Didn't we have a good life before? "

"Good? What do you mean by good? Your family and business are perfect, and even your lover is so understanding. Everything you want is in your hands. Have you ever thought about other people's feelings? Have you ever thought about me What did you think after knowing that you had a family? At that moment, I felt thunderbolts. Do you know the feeling of thunderbolts? How about you? You let me understand you lightly, understand you? I am not that great, I can’t do it. "

"It's just a business deal," Fang Shaoyan said helplessly.

"Sorry, I'm a literati and don't understand business." He Sheng turned his head and looked into the distance.

"Are you going to be unreasonable and make trouble like a woman?" Fang Shaoyan was a little impatient. He thought that after explaining clearly, He Sheng would be able to understand himself, and why the difference in thinking between men is so big.

"Making trouble for no reason?" He Sheng looked at him in surprise, "You think I'm making trouble for no reason, and making trouble like a woman." After He Sheng finished speaking, he stood up, and he suddenly felt that there was no need to continue the conversation, no matter how much the dispute was, there was no need. Meaning, this person sees things from a completely different angle from his own, he has never tried to understand the world outside of himself, and arguing with such a person will never be fruitful.

"What about you? You should also explain your relationship with Liang Qiao." Fang Shaoyan asked as he watched He Sheng stand up.

"It's different from you. We have already broken up." He Sheng turned his head and looked at this face that made his heart ache. Sadness, sadness, heartache, and unwillingness all came together, and his throat felt like a knife was choked. His vocalizations were cut to pieces of blood.

"Have you dated before? Why didn't you tell me?" Fang Shaoyan didn't expect to get such an answer. He thought that when it came to interpersonal relationships, He Sheng would be able to understand him to some extent. He was just someone he knew. , Why do you want to go to war like this, but unexpectedly, it brings up another part of the past.

He Sheng thought that he was questioning his relationship with Liang Qiao, so he opened his mouth and finally said nothing, no matter what he said, it was futile, this person probably just wanted to be smooth sailing, a child who was spoiled by fate, faced with All the favors from him will be taken for granted, and all the faults will be naturally regarded as the fault of others.

"Fang Shaoyan, go back, where you came from, go back where you came from, let's just leave it at that, I'm sorry I can't understand you, and I can't cooperate with your life anymore."

"are you serious?"

Fang Shaoyan stood up and stared at He Sheng's face. He thought that he would be able to understand when he came to meet He Sheng and explained clearly. He never thought that love and career would conflict with each other. Why should everyone be happy? However, the current result was caused. Before this incident, he was obviously very happy, but why couldn't he go back to the state he was in? He squinted his eyes and watched He Sheng turn around and leave.

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Well...there are two chapters left...I won't say...I haven't written it yet!