Encountering an Unsolvable Equation

This is not the first time Fang Shaoyan has broken up. When he was young, he also dated girls. It was very sweet at first, but then he didn’t know why there were more quarrels. Girls always care so much about their own in his world. Ranking, care about her more than brothers, care about her more than schoolwork, care about her more than interests, no matter what time, it must be ranked first.

But shouldn't the things a person owns be a plane, can't he care about his brother, his schoolwork, and her?Arguing over these things again and again made him feel burnt out, and finally separated.After the separation, Fang Shaoyan felt that his life suddenly became easier. Maybe he was not suitable to be with girls.

However, the men who dated are not long and always have various problems. It is not that Fang Shaoyan has not reflected on his own problems. He has learned a lot of ways to communicate with people, and he has also learned a lot of romantic things in idol dramas. Skills, but they are of no help. I have tried so hard and still can't change anything, so maybe the problem does not appear on me.

The same is true for He Sheng, who obviously lived a good life, why bother with those unimportant things, why would a marriage contract that neither husband nor wife recognize become an obstacle, Fang Shaoyan couldn't figure out why he cared so much" The matter of being married"

"Hey!" Xu Zhixuan couldn't bear to push the person next to him. This person called him out to drink but didn't listen to his words at all. He was alone in a daze, "Did you hear what I said? I'm going back when you're here."

"Ah, I'm sorry." Fang Shaoyan rubbed his eyebrows, "Too many things have happened recently, what did you just say?"

Xu Zhixuan sighed, "I mean, are you sure you guys are done?"

"Then what else can I do, I have done what I have to do"

Xu Zhixuan looked at him and nodded, "Oh... I have done everything I need to do" and then reached out to poke his right chest, "Then what are you thinking here?"

He Sheng lowered his head and looked at Xu Zhixuan's fingers, not quite understanding what he said.

"It's nothing, I just feel that you are a bit abnormal this time. You never know how to think about things from the standpoint of others, and ah, not everything can be solved in an orderly manner. Sensibility is not an equation, it has no solution , You... Forget about your own experience, what's the use of telling you this piece of wood?" Xu Zhixuan looked at him with a slumped look and smiled, "The influence of people on people is different. Some people If it’s gone, it won’t be there anymore, that vacant space will be filled slowly, but some people are gone, and that vacant space will swallow your life, forget it, have a drink!”

"By the way, He Sheng and Liang Qiao..."

"Tsk, your own affairs are still in a mess, and you still have the strength to control others!"

Fang Shaoyan drank the wine in his glass in one gulp, "I just... care about this matter"

"It doesn't matter what they have to do with him." Xu Zhixuan laughed secretly and refilled his drink.

Fang Shaoyan was stunned looking at the liquid in the cup. It turned out that he would also mind, mind the relationship between He Sheng and Liang Qiao.Will care about what kind of existence He Sheng is in his heart, whether He Sheng will regain his old love, and whether He Sheng broke up with him because of this person.

From that day on, Fang Shaoyan seemed to understand what Xu Zhixuan said, some people are gone, what does it feel like that open space will swallow your life? After turning on the screen, I don't know why I took out my phone.

It's just that He Sheng is no longer in his life, but it seems that his life can't go back to the past. Before he appeared, his life was very exciting without any problems.Can such a change happen with just one less person?

Slowly he found that no matter what he did, he would always think of He Sheng's face.When he came home, he could think of He Sheng sitting on the sofa with bare feet, when he was eating, he could think of He Sheng picking fish bones seriously, and when he was lying on the bed, he could think of He Sheng lying beside him with his eyes closed.So Fang Shaoyan no longer drove the car he used to drive, no longer went back to the house where they lived together, and no longer went to places related to He Sheng, but it was all in vain.No matter where he is, he unconsciously thinks what would happen to him if it was He Sheng...

Fang Shaoyan was sitting in the office, throwing the plan in his hand on the table. Nothing seemed to be going well recently. The secretary quietly withdrew without daring to breathe, and waved his hands at the people outside the door , Today's boss is still in the state of strangers.

It has been a month since he had no contact with He Sheng. When Xu Zhixuan told him that He Sheng had returned, he thought that He Sheng would contact him. After all, there was still some He Sheng's luggage at home, but there was none. No, it wasn't until one day when he returned home that the key on the table hurt his eyes. He Sheng left and deliberately picked up when he wasn't around to clean up all traces of himself in the house, even the table. The coffee cup on the table, the toothbrush in the bathroom, and the slippers in the entrance were all cleaned up one by one, and those things that were originally for two people were changed back to single people.Fang Shaoyan looked at the deserted room, thinking that it would be fine if he didn't go out.

This world is so small, no matter where your him is in the world, you can easily know his recent situation, but this world is so big, you live in the same city, look at the same neon lights, and breathe the same air , but some thoughts can't be conveyed.

Fang Shaoyan sat in the car and waited for him to drink under Xu Zhixuan's office building. Recently, he felt that he was too abnormal. The feeling of being unable to control his emotions made him feel terrible. Watching people who got off work pass by the car , he suddenly thought, wondering if He Sheng would be as sad as himself.

Just as he was thinking, a familiar figure appeared in front of him. He Sheng hadn't seen him for a month. He didn't seem to have changed much. He carried his bag and walked forward as usual. Looking in the direction, Xu Zhixuan felt as if a basin of cold water had been poured over his head.

That's the girder bridge.

"Do you know what it feels like to be struck by thunder?" He Sheng's angry tone seemed to linger in his ears clearly. At that moment, he seemed to suddenly understand the meaning of these four words.

Five thunders hit the top, the buzzing sound of the head involved the whole body, as if the ability of this body to perceive the outside world was deleted by one click, no matter whether it was hearing or touch, it disappeared without a trace, and I could only stare blankly at the person in front of me Farther and farther away from oneself.