as yesterday

Most of the news about He Yu these years came from Liu Yu.

Liu Ci didn't take the initiative to pay attention to He Yu's movements, she felt guilty in her heart, if her mother wasn't from that kind of background, maybe she wouldn't be so strong, but Yang Chuo's life was too sad.Liu Ci often thinks, if only I didn't know anything.

But she knows, she knows everything.

Including Lian Xiaoli's feelings for He Yu, with plunder and longing, almost engulfing He Yu.

It's normal for a person like He Yu to be liked by others. He is soft-hearted and gentle. Even if she doesn't like Lian Xiaoli, she can't completely push her away.

Because Lian Xiaoli is already, like that.

So Liu Ci never looked back when he was gone in time, and he didn't let himself look back, and he didn't dare to think about He Yu. It seemed like an extravagant hope to catch this person in his dream.

Don't think about her, don't believe in the love catalyzed by memory, let alone make assumptions.

So she told herself to accept others, to accept other people's pursuit, and try hard to love someone.

But this is too difficult. The other party said that she has no feelings at all, that she is a rock that can't be warmed up, that there are only her books in her world, and she just needs to stare at the screen every day.

This was originally a sad thing, but Liu Yu was trembling with anger at that time, at this time the advantage of having a large family was revealed, Liu Yu brought her tall husband, plus Liu Hao and Liu Yuan, Neither lose nor lose, but there is a feeling of bullying.

In fact, Liu Ci was not planning to get married, but everyone thought it was great news for her to let go, and they all treated Jiang Xiao as a family member.

Liu Hao had never met He Yu at that time, she just felt that her elder sister had such a dead face that she might die alone without any friends.

When he went back in He Yu's car, he held back all the way, and when he got out of the car, he rushed to Liu Ci's side, and called his coquettish sister, "Why did you suddenly ask this?"

Liu Ci's face remained unchanged, "I want to see it."

Liu said yes, but she shared the homepage with Liu Ci. She was looking at her phone in the elevator, and she might have stumbled upon something in the end. She suddenly called out, which shocked Liu Yuan.

"Do you want to die?"

Liu Hao found Jiang Xiao's photo on his mobile phone, leaned over to Liu Yuan, and whispered, "Why do I think this scumbag looks a bit like Sister He Yu?"

Liu Yuan: "What does it look like?"

Liu Hao stared at the photo and thought for a while: "Eyes?"

After two seconds, she lowered her voice even more, "Don't you think Sister He Yu's personality is a bit like Jiang Xiao's? But Jiang Xiao is not only narrow-minded, but I also think it's okay."

In Liu Ci's life, he can't stand emotionally at all. At work, he chats with the editor the most, and chats so much that QQ has become a huge wheel. Every time he comes and goes, it's all about the manuscript, and he refuses to give in and insists on changing it.

And her company is currently one of the best platforms on the Internet. It has merged many websites for reading novels. Now that ip adaptations are in full swing, game comics and the like have also become hotspots for adaptations. The company will also have some employees in this area.

Jiang Xiao is the male editor of the manga. He worked as an editor in a well-known comic magazine in his early years and brought out many popular works. He met Liu Ci because of the annual meeting.

Cartoonists made their debut very early. Jiang Xiao made her mark in cutting-edge magazines when she was a teenager. Later, she stopped drawing works and became a cartoon agent.

Pretty boys were very popular back then, and Jiang Xiao’s works and face created a wave of enthusiasm, and he has a good reputation among teenagers. After so many years, many nostalgic people still mention him from time to time, even though he is an editor now.

Jiang Xiao and Liu Ci have been together for a year, and Liu Ci's height is versatile with most people. When they were together, many people in the company were surprised.

After all, Liu Ci is silent and famous, and the editor in charge of her always vomits blood because of her stubbornness.

But the only consolation is that she usually doesn't procrastinate drafts, but her physical condition is not very good.

"... Keep your voice down."

Liu Yuan reminds Liu Hao.

But Liu Ci has already heard it.

But she pretended not to hear that, during those years as neighbors with He Yu, He Yu, who was obviously really deaf, was not as good as the silent like Liu Ci.

The schedule of the Liu family twins is no different from Liu Ci's. They are not young if they don't stay up late. Liu Ci can't fall asleep while lying down. He feels uncomfortable even if he doesn't do anything. After reading this article, he still doesn't feel sleepy, so he went to He Yu's Weibo .

He Yu's id is a string of numbers, with the word "user" added in front of it. At first glance, he thought it was a zombie account, but the number of followers is 10,000+. The gaudy homepage and Liu Ci are all initial system settings and special Weibo content. Compared with the official one, it is a bit like a vegetable market.

There are also many comments and discussions on twitter.

There is no difference between He Yu Thirty and Fifteen. He still loves to chat with people. He is as busy as a dog and can still act like he is surfing the Internet all the time. Taking a selfie, all the people below are screaming that the wife is so handsome.

There are more than 1 Weibo posts alone, and Liu Ci has become dizzying. From this year to ten years ago, many of them have become unviewable. Many reposted content cannot be viewed due to user settings, or have been deleted. Read one by one, watching He Yu's college days, watching her stay up all night to catch up on homework, watching her liver papers, watching her drinking with classmates until dawn, watching her graduation, watching her working status, watching the children she preached are very happy. fun...

It was all those years when Liu Ci was not with He Yu.

The software changed over time and was updated again and again, but Liu Ci's impression of He Yu was because it had spanned too many years. From the initial version to the latest version, the installation package was horribly large, the download speed was still very slow, and occasionally there would be a little lag.

She turned on a small light, lay on the bed holding a pad and clicked on He Yu's photo. Over the years, this person's hair has grown and shortened, short and long, from spring and summer to autumn and winter, he found happiness from his mother's remarriage Lah, I will go back to my hometown alone.

It was six years ago, she said—

"I kind of miss her."

It is impossible to verify who she is, but an id below commented: Did you come to see me today?

This is too early. Although most people pay attention to a new account, they will start from the beginning, but they will miss a lot of intermediate ones.

And this Weibo seems to be hidden in the cracks, Liu Ci clicks into that account, and the id is called Jiabei today.

They are all very everyday sentences, what did I eat today, but because it is so routine and trivial, it will be repeated several times, for example, I ate an apple or something.

The latest one stopped three years ago——

"I still decided to go."

Liu Ci kept flipping through, and found a piece of news. This account was opened at about the same time as He Yu's. It was also a Weibo post six years ago, sharing a picture.

The big head stickers of orange stickers, one person is leaning against another person, and a heart is pasted on both faces, but Liu Ci can recognize that it is He Yu and Lian Xiaoli.

Liu Ci still didn't quite understand what happened between He Yu and Lian Xiaoli, even though Liu Yu had already said a lot.

He Yu obviously didn't want to mention it again, and Liu Ci was not a person who liked to ask questions.

She has struggled with herself for so many years, trying to forget He Yu and Yan Xinglong Lane, but she still failed time and time again.

So after waking up from the flames in her dream for the last time, she told her assistant that she wanted to go home.

At three o'clock in the morning that day, Xiao Chen had just transferred over, only saw it in the morning, and asked Liu Ci.

Liu Ci said: "I decided to go back to my hometown and settle down."

Her contract is signed with the company, once every ten years, but she is not required to be on duty. Most of the star writers also make their own arrangements. It is enough to keep a certain amount of work updated, and occasionally participate in the company's routine arrangement.

When she was a teenager, she hesitated and wanted to cut it off, but she kept cutting off the thread, and in the end, the thread was burned to ashes by the fire, and finally, as she wished, she would become a situation where old age and death would not communicate with each other.

It is difficult for people to compete with the sky.

Just like it is difficult for a person to kill himself.

Her health is getting worse and worse. Either she was admitted to the hospital because of a stomach problem, or some indicators are difficult to reach the level of ordinary people. These are not bad, but the mental aspect is the biggest torture. Liu Ci hated 800 meters when she was young. I feel that there are two laps of the playground, but I don't know why it takes so long to run.

At that time, she thought, torturing the body is too painful, I would rather suffer mentally.

But the fact is that mental suffering affects the physical body.

That fire left a mark on her soul, and every time she brought Yang Chuo in, she felt that she was an accomplice.

The doctor said you should rest well, don't think too much, sleep well, and maintain a happy mood, the body is the capital of revolution.

Everyone understands the truth, and Liu Ci has also listened to it, but happiness is too difficult and too short-lived. The younger siblings have grown up, and the time they spend together is getting shorter and shorter. In this life, a person will eventually become a person.

If you don't find someone to partner with.

So she compromised, she agreed to Jiang Xiao's pursuit, but what she got was even more piercing words.

In a sense, it is also enlightening.

You are a heartless person, you can't love at all.

My heart has long since disappeared. It has grown on He Yu since I was a child. No matter how far I have traveled and how many years have passed, I still can't forget her. I miss her, miss her, and always miss her.

Thinking of her made me feel like a coward, or a hypocritical and annoying bad person.

Back in City B, this city has changed a long time ago. The one that has been turned upside down. In the past, Liu Ci and He Yu felt at ease together, walking over the overpass, taking the subway, and listening to music with one earphone in the bus.

But the frequent flyover has changed, there are many more subway lines, and the library has been relocated.

Smoke cage alley is gone.

Only He Yu, He Yu is still there.

It was past ten o'clock when He Yu returned home, which was not too late for her perennial stay-up patient. She took a shower, turned on the computer, and started the draft she hadn't finished.

The new project is a game, and the illustration style required by the card is a bit interesting. Some drafts of the new employees under her hand have to be reviewed by her.

The down payment for her house was paid at the end of last year. After Hong Lanwen remarried, her life was stable. They finally got rid of the shadow brought by He Fengjun, and He Yu finally had her own home, the kind of one alone.

Although it is only [-] square meters, she is very satisfied. It has one bedroom, one living room, one kitchen and one bathroom, and a small balcony. There is also a lake in the community, so she can occasionally stroll around.

She played the refreshing rock music highly recommended by Shen Youqian in her earphones. She opened a bottle of red wine and took a sip occasionally. She experienced such a quiet night for several years, ever since Lian Xiaoli died in her heart.

She was liberated from that tense state.

Hong Lanwen has always been very worried about He Yu's state, saying that he is not good alone may be because of Lian Xiaoli's madness, and he dare not poke He Yu's heart again.

Occasionally, when I call, I will say that I know a friend's son. Would you like to meet him? If not, there is a beautiful girl, the niece of someone your uncle knows.

He Yute was helpless, she felt that she didn't know her sexual orientation, but because of Lian Xiaoli, everyone seemed to be cautious.

Her feelings have always been rich, but in the scope of love, she was forcibly grafted with a camellia transplanted from other places. The soil is not suitable, and the camellia is also wilting, but she refuses to move. She has to show a brilliant proof to others Seemingly.

The end result is that the camellias died, the soil turned into sand, and no one benefited.

He Yu's earphones were very loud, and the phone was placed next to the hand-painted board. She heard it after vibrating several times, and almost missed it.

An unfamiliar number, she gave hello and said hello.

After a long time, when He Yu thought that someone else made a mistake, he heard a sentence over there——

"He Yu..."

With a crying voice, He Yu's mouth was one step ahead of his brain, "Don't cry, you."

It was the comfort she was too familiar with. After saying what's wrong, Liu Ci hid under the blanket and cried very loudly.

The author has something to say: Amway "Servant が死のうと思ったのは" - Mika Nakashima

I love this song sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

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I'm sorry I forgot to set the time again... Watching Korean dramas provoked dbq