as yesterday

Liu Ci can be regarded as a person who loves to cry, but since childhood, He Yu may have cried more times than her.

Seeing that He Yu looked like a boy, she never felt that it was a shameful thing for her to cry, and it was well reflected in her body to smile when she was happy and cry when she was sad.

She cried when she fell in pain, and when she failed the exam, she was beaten and cried by her mother. The fried pork with chili was too spicy, and she cried too.

When Liu Ci watched the Red Chamber when he was a child, he remembered that girls were made of water. He turned his head and glanced at He Yu, who ate chili and had snot and tears streaming down his nose. He thought that this person might be made of flood.

There are many reasons for crying, compromise, grievance, unwillingness, sadness...

There is also happiness, Liu Ci can't tell why she is crying at this time, her sadness has been in her heart for too many years, and it has almost faded into colorless and tasteless sadness, corroding the flesh and blood, and finally covering the whole body from the inside out , seemed a little lifeless.

But in this era, this unpleasant temperament has also become a school of its own, and her fans love her attitude very much.

Although there are repeated orders not to leak photos at the signing and sale site, it can't stop people from posting them on the Internet.

The most famous one is the photo of Liu Ci signing autographs for fans with her sideways face. The dark circles under her eyes can't be covered, and the invisible eyes are a little tired, and she doesn't raise her eyes. The blurred background makes her cold and serious. The feeling of withering is fully displayed by the camera.

Her works are always contradictory, intertwined with decadence and passion. Some protagonists are even bad guys who refuse to repent until they die.

It is difficult for readers to restrain their desire to find out about the author. Liu Ci has many fanatical fans. She has occasionally seen her at the interview scene. No matter how close she is, you will feel far away when you hug her.

As a star writer of a company, Liu Ci's popularity will always be at the top of the list.

Someone once asked Liu Ci: "What is your original intention for writing?"

Liu Ci has answered this question many times. Even though she is already very experienced, she always speaks very slowly, as if she needs to think carefully about the same answer.

It can also be said that no matter how many times, what she finally said was the same as the previous answer——

"I just wanted to vent."

She has too much to say, too much to be unbearable, and even more helpless.

There are so many unfortunate people in the world, but she is not considered unfortunate. She lost her father when she was a teenager, and lost her mother when she was young, but it was much better than her mother who didn't recognize her biological parents until she died.

It is said that she is lucky in five years, and her life since she was 20 years old was not sad, but the days broke her into a tightly stretched rubber band, day after day, and one day it would break.

It was already late at night, and Liu Ci was definitely the number one in the Liu family when it came to staying up late.

At this point Liu Hao and Liu Yuan were already asleep, Liu Ci was buried in bed crying and trembling, He Yu didn't speak, she was holding the phone, listening to Liu Ci's crying.

There were still unfinished manuscripts on the computer screen, she saved them and closed them, and finally turned off the computer and walked to the balcony.

She lived on the 28th floor, and the lights of the city were still shining like sparks at this time, but it was too quiet, so quiet that Liu Ci's crying seemed to be amplified infinitely, piercing directly into her heart through her ears.

"Have Liu Hao and Liu Yuan slept?"

After a while, He Yu asked her.

"... asleep."

Liu Ci's voice is actually soft and soft, but she has maintained such a state that strangers do not enter all year round, and most people will not pay attention to her voice.

At this time, there was a crying sound, and a rare whimpering sound, it was Liu Ci's sense of dependence that he had not known for many years.

He Yu pursed her lips, "Would you like a drink?"

Looking at the time, it's three o'clock in the morning, tomorrow is the weekend, and she doesn't have to go to work, but the flexible working hours are destined to live for the project, when to finish and when to leave work.

"Where?"

Liu Ci asked.

He Yu: "A bar, a barbecue stand, or my house."

She gave Liu Ci three options, and actually knew what Liu Ci would choose.

"Barbecue stand."

Most of their teenage years were related to these junk foods. When they grow up, their internal organs are not as worth playing with as before, and these heavy oil and high-fat things are rarely touched.

But there are still times when you can dance with wolfberry beer.

It happened by chance a few years ago, and He Yu doesn't go there much now.

He Yu: "Then wait for me to come pick you up."

It's a little cold at night. Although it's not winter yet, the autumn wind in the middle of the night has already taken over the cold winter wind.

He Yu came very quickly. The front desk of the hotel was very professional. There were quite a few guests visiting late at night. It was quite eye-catching that He Yu went upstairs to pick up someone and then left.

In particular, she has an outstanding figure among women, and she has such a big windbreaker. She came in a hurry, and the collar was not turned down. The woman who came down with her was much smaller.

He Yu looked at Liu Ci: "Aren't you cold?"

Liu Ci was thin and small, and He Yu felt that she was waiting for a hand to make it. She stretched out her hand and pulled Liu Ci's shirt: "Just eat barbecue like this, I'm afraid you will have a fever tomorrow."

When driving to the place, he quickly took off Liu Ci's shirt jacket, and put his somewhat heavy windbreaker on the other party: "Wear it yourself."

Liu Ci put it on obediently.

He Yu put on her striped shirt jacket, which was a bit too short, and she quite disliked it: "It's still blue and white, just like a hospital gown."

Liu Ci: "It's not a disease..."

He Yu: "I know it's expensive, so let's order."

She pushed Liu Ci towards the freezer.

Liu Ci has been to this place before. City B has been remodeled many times. Many streets and alleys are different from what I remember. This place is obviously undergoing rectification. Half of the tube building has been demolished. The small shop is only about ten square meters. The battle was great, and they were still able to survive in the ruins, even with copper pots.

The hot pot on the table in the corner was steaming, the blue plastic stool was probably folded, and the tape was stuck several times for nothing, and the white was tied into an apricot color.

"Want to eat hot pot, you?"

He Yu followed Liu Ci's gaze and asked a question.

Liu Ci shook his head: "No."

"Eat what you want, you won't get fat anyway."

Holding the phone in his hand, He Yu first ordered two bottles of beer.

In the end, I ordered a few skewers of barbecue. In fact, neither of them was hungry, but it was strange that there was nothing to go with the drink.

"Let's talk."

He Yu opened the beer. She opened the beer very skillfully. She opened it for He Fengjun since she was a child, and then put the bottle cap in the box and shook it to hear it. It was so boring.

"if you are willing to."

She added a sentence, and then pushed one of the bottles in front of Liu Ci, "If you want to call me, do you finally want to reconcile with me?"

He Yu used reconciliation, but according to her habits, she should have used quarrel.

It's just that she wants to be more serious, she doesn't want to lose Liu Ci from the bottom of her heart, they have been angry for too long, she muddled through, never willing to take the initiative, Liu Ci is more passive than her.

In terms of stubbornness, the two of them are actually on par. They are both stubborn people.

It's just that He Yu was not so obvious, and Liu Ci was too decisive.

"I……"

Liu Ci looked at the beer bottle, at He Yu who naturally raised his head to drink.

She was still wearing a long T-shirt underneath, with a black base and illustrations printed on it, and her expression looked very natural, as if they were the same as before, just going to the opposite side of the school for supper after class.

It's just that Fanta has been replaced with beer, He Yu has changed from long hair to short hair, and Liu Ci's mirror frame is no longer the bulky one before, but has become irregular rose gold.

She didn't know how to start, so she took a sip first.

As a result, he drank too quickly, choked on the first sip, and coughed so loudly that his eyes were red and his nose was sore.

He Yu sighed, a little helpless, she pulled the stool towards Liu Ci, and stretched out her hand to give Liu Ci a smooth ride, "What about it?"

This table is also on the edge of the ruined wall, a little far away from the other tables, as if separated by the bustle, their shadows are cast on the concrete wall, the white lettering has been knocked in half, revealing the straight edges inside Ribbed steel bars.

Liu Ci slowed down, looked down at the hot barbecue, "I'm sorry for you."

He Yu just took a bite of the roasted gluten, which burned her tongue a bit, she exaggeratedly said, "Yes, you are sorry for me, you just left without saying a word."

Liu Ci's head lowered.

"What did I do wrong to make you leave without saying goodbye."

He Yu thought about this issue for many years, and then he didn't bother to think about it anymore, but he never thought that there would be such a day that he could dig it out and re-account it.

"You did nothing wrong, I was narrow-minded."

Liu Ci drank several sips of beer vigorously, gurgling, the action was so intense that the liquor dripped down his chin.

"Drink slowly, you're choking on it again." He Yu also drank, taking half of the bottle in one gulp, "Narrow-minded? You always say that about yourself, you are not narrow-minded, you are boring, you always let me guess, and let me do it It's like a question, it's too difficult Liu Ci, you're really abusing me."

He Yu let out a sigh of relief. Her mobile phone was placed on the table, and a message popped up in the middle of the night. She turned it over and buttoned it, "You have been away for so many years, and you have not given me any news. If it were someone else, I might make a big fuss I'm looking for you, but with your personality, it's not without reason to leave without saying anything, I've been thinking about what made you angry and what made you hate, so I didn't bother you when I heard about you later."

"Even if you hate someone, it's hard to show it. Unlike me, you are very sad and happy."

He Yu laughed at himself, the moon is still a little round tonight, in a corner of the city in the middle of the night, with accents from all over the world, this is their hometown, after the earth-shaking changes, there can still be such a dilapidated place, which can accommodate such a period of time. Distorted feelings.

"I never, never hated you."

Liu Ci tucked one hand into the pocket of the windbreaker. He Yu's clothes always carried her smell, which hadn't changed for so many years. At this moment, she suddenly realized that she was always greedy for this smell, no matter how many days or how many years.

"You won't even say you hate me."

He Yu muttered something, and took another two sips.

The coldness made her more sober.

But I still remember to remind Liu Ci, "You drink less, your stomach is weak."

Liu Ci asked back: "You are not much better."

He Yu: "How did you know that?"

After she finished speaking, she smiled, "It seems that you still care about me."

"I really don't hate you, I hate myself," Liu Ci pulled out her hand and pressed her fingers between her eyebrows. Her head was dizzy, and she was even more tired after crying. dizzy.

"He Yu, do you know who I hated the most before?"

He Yu smiled: "I thought it was Liu Yuansheng at first, but later I'm not sure, Liu Ci, I found out that I don't know your preferences at all."

It's hard for her to get to the bottom of anything else, getting along depends on instinct, and it's the same when she grows up, but there are many things in adults that cannot be judged by pure likes and dislikes. Occasionally she thinks of Liu Ci and finds that she doesn't seem to be at all Get to know each other.

"I hate Lian Xiaoli the most."

Liu Ci took a deep breath, she looked at He Yu, looking directly into each other's eyes for the first time since meeting——

"I hate that she stole you."

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Oh, yesterday and today are my favorite

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ok, i'm not late today