as yesterday

He Yu came back a bit late.

Hong Lanwen was taking a bath, and Liuci's tent was half set up.

"No way, you haven't finished it for several hours, aren't you a college bully?"

She threw her phone on the sofa, walked to Liu Ci, and sat down on the ground, "Oh, let me do it."

Holding a cup of fruit tea in one hand, "Here, a very satisfying big cup."

Liu Ci took it, "Are you still going to buy milk tea?"

He Yu snorted, "My colleague ordered takeaway."

She yawned, pinned her hair behind her ear with one hand, and quickly set up the tent. Liu Ci was pulled up by her and thrown onto the sofa, "Would you like to sleep on the sofa or in the tent."

"Sigh, sleep in a tent and feel safe."

Every time she talked to herself, Liu Ci was drinking fruit tea, it was a little cold, she narrowed her eyes.

He Yu went to the room to take out the quilt and quickly made a bed for Liu Ci. The quilt was made of duck down, and it was the kind that had just been unpacked, "My mother bought this before."

After she finished speaking, she took a deep breath, "Oh, it smells like duck."

Turning to look at Liu Ci, "Do you mind?"

Liu Ci seemed to be in a daze, ahh, He Yu: "Give me a drink."

He took it away, took a sip and handed it back.

After stuffing the quilt, the willow words were shaken together. It really smelled like duck, but when I zipped it up, I felt that even the smell was closed.

"It's proven to be genuine. The quilt cover is also new, and so are the pajamas. Oh, I bought too much on June [-]. Now it's cheaper for you."

She talked a lot as always, the pillows, sheets and quilt covers were all cotton checks, He Yu also hung up her moon lantern in the tent, and the warm yellow light shone down, she was very satisfied sitting in it, Looking at Liu Ci outside the tent, "Come on, try the tent."

Liu Ci was pulled in by her, and He Yu said: "I used it to watch the sunrise before, and then I put it at home. Occasionally, my mother comes to me to sleep, but it is also very troublesome. It is more convenient to sleep on the sofa."

Liu Ci: "I'm causing you trouble."

He Yu got a brain jump, "I didn't want to hit you at first, it seemed childish, but you are really... Sigh."

She sighed, just as Hong Lanwen came out of the shower, He Yu yelled "Mom", which startled Hong Lanwen.

He Yu: "Put on a mask, I'll keep it in the nightstand by myself, good night."

Hong Lanwen: "You want to scare me to death."

He Yu pushed the man into the room, took out his pajamas and closed the door for Hong Lanwen.

The headlights in the living room were turned off, and He Yu played a game of mobile games with the pad. Liu Ci came out of the shower and found that He Yu was not in the room, and was communicating with her rabbit on the balcony.

That is to say a lot, to the extent of talking blindly.

A person's home can glimpse too many living conditions, decorations, water glasses, refrigerators, tableware, things in the bathroom...

He Yu's bathroom was full of stuff, and there was a cartoon emoji pasted on the toilet seat.

When everything is over, it will be past twelve o'clock.

Liu Ci entered the tent, He Yu was lying on the sofa covered with a small quilt, the faint light of the phone shone on her face.

Liu Ci's tent opened a small gap, and He Yu found out, she whispered, "What are you doing?"

What can I do.

He Yu, who is used to playing with his mobile phone before going to bed, still stopped at the Taobao interface where he was stealing gold coins from his friends. Liu Ci just clicked on Weibo and found that He Yu had posted several more. Photos of tents.

The following are all comments from her little fans. The chattering wife looks at me, and He Yu occasionally replies. She also opened a question box and often replies.

Just now I replied to a question asked by others, "What time does my wife usually go to bed, and occasionally I can get a lot of my wife's Weibo when I get up in the morning."

He Yu's answer was quite simple - one or two o'clock, and it would be even later if he didn't go to work.

Liu Ci closed the zipper silently, and He Yu said, "Don't open it to peep again later, I think you are going to sleep alone very late."

Liu Ci's voice came from inside, "I can't sleep."

She couldn't fall asleep at first, but she couldn't fall asleep after hearing Hong Lanwen talk about He Yu and Lian Xiaoli. This was completely different from what she had imagined, and it could even be said to be too cruel.

For He Yu.

But Lian Xiaoli's mistake was beyond reprimand.

In the end, it became the evil fate in Hong Lanwen's mouth.

She couldn't ask again.

After tossing and turning for a long time, He Yu was still holding on to play with her mobile phone. She was still unscrupulous when she went to work tomorrow. The company did not deduct money for being late, and she could leave when the day was full. Usually, she went to work at 09:30, and it might be the earliest in the whole group by [-]:[-]. .

It was almost two o'clock, and He Yu could still hear Liu Ci turning over. She asked, "Are you a caterpillar?"

Liu Ci: "..."

"You're annoying."

He Yu: "What did my mother tell you to make you suffer so much?"

Her sluggishness and sharpness were two extremes in her youth, but at this moment she seems to have guessed something vaguely.

It took a long time for Liu Ci to let out a hum, as if hesitating whether to say or not.

He Yu's fingers penetrated into the seam where the zipper of the tent was not fully closed, and opened a corner directly. She sat outside, hugged her blanket, and said, "Stop pretending, I know you must have said something."

Liu Ci: "Talk about Lian Xiaoli."

"You really like to ask about her," He Yu sighed, "Just ask me directly. Every time I see you hesitate to speak, I still wonder when you want to ask me."

"Liu Ci, sometimes you are very decisive, and sometimes you are too procrastinating."

He Yu spoke very softly, because Hong Lanwen was still in the room, and the low voice reached Liu Ci's ears, almost touching a corner of her heart that she had never touched before.

"My mother must have added oil and vinegar."

He Yu was very sure that Hong Lanwen's character was too clear. Her mother actually didn't like Lian Xiaoli very much, but she was a kind person at heart, so she was too embarrassed to talk about Lian Xiaoli, and even sympathized with Lian Xiaoli's experience.

Every time they meet, they are also very polite. The matter between He Yu and Lian Xiaoli is clear to the bystanders, as well as the parties involved, so they just cover their ears and steal the bell.

"Auntie didn't either...I asked her."

Liu Ci's voice became softer, He Yu pressed the night light on the table, it was an orange, the yellow light made her look a little lonely.

"I'll take you to meet her someday. She should be in better condition now than before."

Lian Xiaoli's nursing home on the outskirts of the city, to put it nicely, is actually a mental hospital.

She has been suffering from depression since that year. Everyone may be a little bit depressed these days. Lian Xiaoli seems normal at first glance, but the tendency to self-destruct is very serious.

He Yu had never experienced self-mutilation in his life. The first time he saw Lian Xiaoli make such a move, he was startled, but the other party seemed to be a common occurrence. When he saw He Yu, he said, "You are coming." ?

Lian Xiaoli hadn't finished high school yet, and the fire cast a heavy shadow on her, and the scars on her face that had been burned by the fire wouldn't be as good after surgery.

This was a huge blow to a girl who was already beautiful, and He Yu's refusal gave her overwhelming despair. He Yu was also very painful during those days. She lost Liu Ci, Shen Youqian moved, and she had to move too. Walk.

The disintegrated Yanxinglong Lane has become fragmented memories, and so have people and everything.

Lian Xiaoli's mother suffered too many burns. She was the pillar of Lian Xiaoli's family, but because of her husband's mistake, the wheelchair rolled down the stairs with others, and she just disappeared.

Everything is unhappy when people are unhappy.

Eating is, drinking is, not to mention family.

The savings of the Lian family gradually decreased due to these consumptions. Lian Xiaoli followed her father, and finally watched her father remarry in silence.She lives in a new home, the conditions are very average, and dancing is the last stage of her vitality.

The room is her cicada chrysalis, she doesn't go out, she doesn't go to school, she only has He Yu's number in her phone, and she often sends text messages to He Yu.

It's been like this for several years.

Shen Youqian would occasionally go out with Lian Xiaoli with He Yu, but she was too silent, like a hedgehog whose thorns had been stripped off when she went out, only panicked, holding He Yu's arm tightly.

Amidst the rumbling of the subway, I silently stared at the sealed car window, looking at my face wearing a mask. The bangs were long and the mask was too big, revealing only a pair of eyes.

On the other hand, He Yu, who was standing on the side, was talking to Shen Yougan. They talked about university and new friends. He Yu had been working part-time, but he was able to find time to visit Lian Xiaoli with Shen Yougan.

When he was talking, he caught sight of Lian Xiaoli who was looking at him from the corner of his eye, and smiled.

At that time Lian Xiaoli was still normal, she didn't mention her feelings for He Yu again, like a silent dilapidated doll.

He Yu made a lot of efforts, taking Lian Xiaoli out to play, taking Lian Xiaoli to taste the new desserts, taking Lian Xiaoli to his school, to meet his new friends, saying that this is my friend.

The last Liu Ci that she could introduce with such fanfare.

But Liu Ci is not a disfigured Liu Ci.

Lian Xiaoli was silent and indifferent, He Yu's organization has never been the next time.

He Yu couldn't see her every day. At that time, she was running around because of her debts and studying hard for her studies. Occasionally, she couldn't answer the phone calls from Lian Xiaoli.

They follow each other on Weibo, and Lian Xiaoli's follow list is just one person.

Refresh a little, and the whole world will be nothing but He Yu.

She thought she had grasped the light, but the light of the fire burned her to ashes, and she still walked into the abyss step by step after all.

But she became more and more greedy. She struggled between life and death day and night, and if she was alive, she could see He Yu.

After this week, at the weekend, I can see He Yu again.

To be alive means to be able to see each other often.

But her calm state of mind did not last long, and someone was vigorously pursuing He Yu.

She is a bold and enthusiastic girl. He Yu is not outstanding in the college. After all, the classes in the art college are colorful, and ordinary people like her who are so busy that they can't see their end can't catch it.

Same-sex liking is not surprising here. After an open class, He Yu met a girl named Xie Yongyan.

He Yu was so lively that he couldn't stand it, but he was still a well-known student of the Sculpture Department, which is famous for his profound works.

She boldly said that she liked it, sat down next to He Yu in the open class, and invited He Yu to drink milk tea after the elective class.

When mentioning Xie Yongyan, He Yu laughed, "That's a lot of fun."

"I once asked her why she liked me."

Liu Ci unzipped the zipper again, lying on her stomach in the tent, looking at He Yu sitting outside with her face in her hands.

A nylon curtain seemed to separate her from He Yu by a clear river.

"But she will go abroad soon. Before leaving, she told me that Lian Xiaoli is too dangerous, so I should stay away from her."

He Yu didn't say why she liked it, she smiled helplessly, her heroic brows furrowed, "I didn't believe it at the time."

"It wasn't until my friends told me so that I didn't know that Lian Xiaoli had approached them in private."

"Xiaoli said I belonged to her, and she said she loved me, so she hoped that I would get too close to others."

"She always said that she had nothing, so she was not afraid of anything, but my friends were afraid of such a person, and they didn't play together very much afterwards."

"I try my best to avoid leaking my information, but I'm too tired. I reject her every day, but when I go far away, or I go to the countryside to sketch, Xiaoli seems to have installed surveillance around me."

"She watched me."

He Yu lowered her head, under such a dim light, her shadow was cast on the ground, and every now and then a tremor gave Liu Ci a heavy sadness.

"I called the police, I went to the doctor with her, I even seriously wanted to talk to her."

He Yu took a deep breath, "She doesn't even listen, she just wants me to love her."

"But that's the only thing I can't do."

"Liu Ci, didn't you ask me why I didn't get married?"

He Yu reached out and opened the zipper, and the nylon cloth hung down, revealing Liu Ci's silent face.

He Yu pulled it on again.

The repeated zipper sound was like the pain of her countless days and nights of emotional separation.

"I'm afraid of the word 'love'," He Yu laughed softly, "It's too scary."

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