as yesterday

After a long time, Liu Ci said, "I didn't expect that."

I didn't expect you to be in such a situation, and I didn't expect you to be so sad.

This kind of He Yu was very much like the He Yu who had a heart-piercing cough that night, and it was difficult for Liu Ci to see the He Yu.

Everyone has many faces and faces different people.

He Yu, a polyhedron, is always the same when she looks at others, making people feel that she is always radiant.

The opposite of fire is water, which is the opposite of He Yu.

In the watery night, there were curtains on the ceiling that were blown by the wind, and for a moment Liu Ci felt that she had returned to the age of 16, back to the time when she was 16 and side by side with He Yu.

She stretched out her hand and dragged He Yu into the tent, and they fell together on the eiderdown quilt that had not been laid for a long time. It felt soft, and the tent still smelled of nylon cloth. The moon lamp shook because of this collision, He Yu With half of Yu's legs still outside, Liu Ci hugged her and said to He Yu in the dark——

I am sorry.

I am sorry.

When you were saddest, I was not by your side.

Every stage of a person has different ideas. Young people are dizzy by the stones thrown by fate, and they refuse to have it. For the little self-esteem that remains, they tell themselves that it is right to do so.

Some feelings are suppressed, unwilling to admit defeat, unwilling to bow their heads, but after all, they cannot withstand the storm of time, hit the rocks, and are willing to think, admit, and bow their heads when they are torn apart.

Liu Ci felt that she was too complicated. She was a cup of dark drink made of tasteless, with ups and downs of sweet, bitter, spicy, and unwilling to settle.

At this moment, she realized more clearly the importance of He Yu to her. She loved He Yu, and it never changed since she was a child.

Love everything about her, and hate everything about her. Love and hate have been intertwined for many years, but in the end, I can't escape the inertia, and I can't escape her fear.

They have been absent from the most important time in each other's life for more than ten years, and they still think that the other is doing well, but that is nothing but self-deception.

He Yu was hugged vigorously by Liu Ci, and she was in a daze for a moment. She hadn't hugged anyone for a long time. Ever since Lian Xiaoli chose to cut her wrists, she was even a little afraid of some intimate contact.

But in daily communication, handshakes and shoulder hooks are unavoidable, and this is also He Yu's label. If it is a cold and cold He Yu, then it is not her.

Active Liu Ci is too rare to see, and it is difficult for her to find a Liu Ci who is willing to embrace her proactively.

Pushed her away many times.

Liu Ci's voice was a little trembling, choked with depressed emotions, her lips leaned against He Yu's ear, and her voice reached He Yu's ear with her moist and hot breath.

The weak voice in the left ear can be heard even in the silent night.

He Yu closed her eyes and hugged Liu Ci with her backhand. After all, she rolled into this tent, into the emotional space they had squeezed for many years.

"why are you crying."

He Yu was a little helpless, "It's none of your business, you were very busy and hard at that meeting, I'm nothing compared to you."

Liu Ci's legs were pressing on her body, they were weightless at all, with a small frame and little flesh, so they were light and fluffy.

"It's different, I always feel that I owe Lian Xiaoli." When Liu Ci was speaking, He Yu reached out and patted the moon lamp, and the dim light cast down, revealing Liu Ciyou's tear-stained face.

"You're back again." He Yu turned off the night light outside, and she unceremoniously got into bed, dragging Liu Ci down, "You don't owe her, your mother's business is over ,that's all."

Moral repression is always more powerful against kind people. Liu Ci fought against it for several years, but in the end he just put himself in another prison.

"You won't let me down either." He Yu grabbed Liu Ci's hand and covered her with the quilt. She sighed, "I made a lot of choices, and I have to bear the consequences. It has nothing to do with you, besides It's not your fault either."

"What about Lian Xiaoli!"

Liu Ci blurted out.

"I have done my best."

He Yu turned over and turned her back to Liu Ci, "To her, I have fulfilled my responsibilities as a friend. I have a clear conscience for the friendship between classmates and neighbors. When it comes to love, she blackmailed me and kidnapped me. I sympathize with her, but that's not what she used to blackmail me."

She still suppressed her voice, appearing low and hoarse in the dark night.

This sentence is correct, but Liu Ci felt that He Yu didn't think about it. If she was really so open-minded, how could she be afraid... afraid of love.

Liu Ci hugged He Yu from behind, and He Yu sighed, "Why are you so nasty."

Laughing again, "I didn't realize that you are so clingy."

Liu Ci: "There are so many things you don't know."

He Yu: "That's right, we haven't seen each other for so many years, and I don't know how many times you've been in love, or how much money you've made, or what happened to you..."

The speed of time has fermented a lot of unfamiliarity, and familiarity seems lonely because of the memory bonus mixed in it.

"If you want to hear it, I'll tell you." Liu Ci whispered.

He Yu: "Don't talk about it in the middle of the night, otherwise I might have to miss work until dawn."

There was a joking tone in her voice, as if the sadness just now had been swept away.

This is He Yu's greatest strength, her unhappiness is very short-lived.

Unlike Liu Ci, happiness is too short-lived, but the shelf life of unhappiness is overdue.

"Go to sleep."

He Yu turned around, reached out to touch Liu Ci's hair, and pinned her hair behind her ears like she did when she was a child.

"The hair is so long, I always have short hair in my impression."

Liu Ci: "You too."

He Yu: "I am long and short."

The moonlight tapped three times to turn off completely, and He Yu soon fell asleep.

Liu Ci's mind was in a mess, she really wanted to say she liked and loved He Yu, but now she didn't dare.

She came back because she misses it, and she just muddles through with broken pots and shatters. She is a natural pessimist, and even confessing her confession is like confessing before death.

She said love loudly for herself, but for He Yu, she dared not.

He Yu said she was afraid.

It's so strange that He Yu, who is not afraid of anything, actually said that she is afraid of love.

……

When Liu Ci woke up the next day, Hong Lanwen just came back.

She got out of the tent, and Hong Lanwen had just changed her shoes from the entrance, when she saw the head popped out of the tent, she said, "Xiao Ci is awake?"

Liu Ci looked at the time, it was almost eleven o'clock.

"He Yu told me not to wake you up for breakfast, are you hungry?"

Hong Lanwen asked Liu Ci. Liu Ci was wearing He Yu's pajamas, which was also in that messy style. There were many patterns of butter on it, which was so green that it hurt people's brains.

"Not very hungry."

Liu Ci stepped on her slippers to brush her teeth, she still looked like she hadn't slept well.

"What time did you go to bed? He Yu also looked like his clothes were nodding in the morning."

"forget……"

Liu Ci brushed her teeth, thinking that she would go to the hotel to get something today, she chatted with Hong Lanwen while washing.

This kind of everyday life is very far away from her. Ever since Liu Yu moved out and Haoyuan has gone to school, she no longer has this kind of life.

But the Liu family's children also regard her as an elder, so they are always afraid to make jokes.

He Yu didn't come back to eat at noon, and Liu Ci went out in the afternoon, and her assistant called her, saying that everything was almost packed.

There is another presentation of the new book in a well-known university in city b. Liu Ci used to resist this kind of occasion, but it is a little better now, and no one can escape from the general trend.

The new book Liu Ci, which is being serialized, is not updated quickly. She always overturns her previous remarks, deletes, deletes, and revises. There are many characters worth digging into the characters she created.

She also visits occasionally.

She is usually boring and boring, and she doesn't like interacting too much with readers, but prefers some book reviews or character essays posted by readers on the Internet.

It is what she personally feels is the closest distance between the author and the reader.

Recently, the filming of a previous work has been filmed, and the announcement has always been hotly searched.

In the afternoon, Xiao Chen accompanied Liu Ci to pick up things in the hotel and sort out the manuscripts, and mentioned this matter.

Liu Ci watched the writers on the screen coming out and being beaten without making any statement.

Her Weibo is rarely updated, most of which are advertisements for new books, and the circle has always regarded her as a cool example. Occasionally, there are live chats between authors. Occasionally, when someone asks about Liu Ci, she will say that Liu is very busy.

City b has developed rapidly in recent years. Although it is not the provincial capital, many small activities are also held here.

In the afternoon, Liu Ci connected with the main board of the lecture for work matters, and when she came back, she saw that many of the bus stop signs were her old TV series.

A fantasy drama, which is the least famous of Liu Ci's early works, but because she herself became popular, many people went back to make up for it, and the ratings rose steadily on the Internet.

Liu Ci sat in the car and watched some of the film and television actors on the pad, major creators, and some official art accounts also kept up with the hot spots. After only the trailer and the first two episodes were released, the art direction of the show was released.

The original painting settings were also released.

The preparation of the original painting for this kind of work is a preliminary work, and the people are usually finalized very early and a confidentiality agreement is signed.

She saw someone exaggerating the general design in a bunch of people who forwarded it. The style of painting was very hard, and Liu Ci didn't understand much, but the concept design of the character design really satisfied her.

The dissatisfaction of fans of the original book had nothing to do with the original painting, it was all actors.

No matter which work comes out, the matter of how the paper man overlaps with the actor must be massacred.

It is also said that Liu Ci is a stepmother who sold the child casually for money.

How can a group of fresh meat support such a grand view of the world.

She looked at the concept draft several times, and the memories of the creation too long ago surfaced, but she felt that the team was quite attentive, and many details were considered.

Click to view the full text, and actually saw He Yu's Weibo id in the Aite list.

She clicked on He Yu's homepage, He Yu just forwarded it, she said——

I did it a few years ago. I didn’t expect the baby to be born. It’s a big exercise for me.//@藏青粉野官方微博: The first episode and the second episode have been aired, and today we’re releasing our early ones concept draft...

Liu Ci didn't even know how to describe his current mood.

She thought that He Yu was not interested in these things at all, but she didn't expect that the other party had not only seen them, but also participated in such work.

It seems that there is a feeling that some kind of mind is being spied on.

Someone commented under He Yu's Weibo——

@可可球莱落不了：Which character in the original book does my wife like the most?I read this book several times without understanding it.

He Yuhui: "I like Ji Nanfeng, the growth line is written very well, especially the fighting scenes in the copy of the martial arts are very well written, and the latter one is written about supernatural, but I don't like it so much."

Liu Ci: "..."

I see you don't like anything.

She quit, intending to continue to slide, and gave this article a thumbs up when she didn't notice that she was sliding.

She posted advertisements on Weibo eight times a year. The last time she posted on Weibo was because she was sick. Readers forgave her for stopping updates. In the past, there was no record of likes at all, but now there is an advertisement, and the fans are ready to move, killing He Yu. 's Weibo.

Just after the meeting, He Yu made a cup of coffee and stood at the work station to rest for a while, but her phone buzzed, and the deputy supervisor at the next work place took a look at her——

"What's the matter, you exploded?"

The author has something to say: Thank you for catching bugs for me... I will change it together when I have time, otherwise the prompts will be annoying

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