as yesterday

Lian Xiaoli had good times and bad times, and He Yu didn't come here often, or their relationship had gradually cooled down after Lian Xiaoli threatened several times.

The number of the nursing home is Lian Xiaoli's biological father, and the other is He Yu.

Today's situation is very bad. Lian Xiaoli screamed to see her mother, almost going to hit the wall like crazy, but no one answered her father, so she had to call this backup number.

The nurse in charge of Lian Xiaoli had seen He Yu, and most of the names appeared in Lian Xiaoli's murmurs.

She has been here for several years, and Lian Xiaoli's condition has always been like this. When she is awake, she is very normal. Even ignoring the scars on her face, it can be seen that she is a beautiful woman.

When I'm crazy, I only call out such a name.

The intern nurse saw He Yu for the first time, and asked the person in charge outside, "Sister, what's the relationship between them?"

The nursing home did not allow visits, but the patients in this ward have always been He Yu.

"I don't know, don't be so curious."

The intern nurse groaned and glanced at the three people standing inside.

It feels weird.

"Thank you for coming to see me, did I bother you again?"

Lian Xiaoli's voice was weak. The needle in her hand was pulled out again because of struggling. There was a white tourniquet on it, and the patient's wristband was buttoned down to the minimum. It was still empty on her wrist.

Her memory is also fading, and she can't remember many things clearly.

Occasionally when He Yu came, she was not awake, so she just took a look from a distance.

But He Yu didn't come too often.

He Yu: "It's quite disturbing."

She was not polite at all, and Lian Xiaoli was not sad, as if she was used to it.

"I'm sorry."

I didn't mean sorry either.

Her gaze fell behind He Yu, as if trying to identify who it was.

Xie Yongyan didn't expect that the lunatic who rushed to school wearing a mask was really crazy, and lying sickly at this time made people feel unbearable.

She opened her mouth to say something, but couldn't.

"I've seen you."

Lian Xiaoli looked at Xie Yongyan, and she blinked. Even though there were ugly scars on her face, her eyes were as beautiful as before, but they seemed to be covered with something, making them not very clear.

"Your name... your name... I clearly remember."

"Oh...you like He Yu."

After a while, she pointed to Xie Yongyan and said, that expression was a little stunned, a little persistent, and a little unhappy at first glance.

Xie Yongyan hummed, "You hit me." Just after finishing the elective course that day, Xie Yongyan specially chose the same class as He Yu, which was Chinese Classical Garden Appreciation. Class ends at 302 o'clock, in classroom [-]b of Xingzhi Building.

There are many elective courses in this building, and the get out of class ends at the same time, so there are many students.

Standing beside He Yu, she complained to He Yu that the papers for the first class were so difficult, but when she first came out of the building, she was grabbed by the hair by a person, and she slapped him before she had time to react.

It was not very bright at night, but the slap was quick and painful, Xie Yongyan was stunned.

The people next to her also looked over. Standing in front of her was a man in a black overcoat with draped hair and a mask, almost looking at Xie Yongyan with hatred.

He Yu came to his senses, pulled Xie Yongyan behind him, grabbed Lian Xiaoli's wrist that was still about to strike with his other hand, and shouted, "What are you doing!"

Lian Xiaoli's eyes were red, she turned He Yu's social software homepage upside down, and also looked through many of her alumni's Weibo, finally found this person, and she also knew why He Yu didn't go there last weekend find her.

If He Yu doesn't come, she will never see the light. It's a kind of panic that is about to be lost. Lian Xiaoli finally went out by herself after so many years. Found it, and waited downstairs without saying a word.

For the first time, she felt that she was so far away from He Yu, as long as He Yu didn't look for her, she would lose him completely.

Lian Xiaoli's tears flowed down, the mask was wet, He Yu: "Xiaoli, when did you come here?"

Lian Xiaoli: "You avoid me."

He Yu: "I haven't."

"You're with her."

She pointed to Xie Yongyan who was covering her face. Xie Yongyan had never been beaten before at such a young age. At this time, she became rebellious and said, "Yeah, it's none of your business!"

Many people who came and went knew He Yu. After such a commotion, almost the whole courtyard knew that He Yu had a female friend who liked her even more than Xie Yongyan.

If He Yu had been a man, this biography might have been more romantic.

But the protagonists are all women, and the ambiguity is still ambiguous, but there are not so many guesses.

Lian Xiaoli was crazy, and regarded Xie Yongyan as an enemy. Xie Yongyan was slapped and angry, and the two of them actually started fighting.

He Yu was still not convinced when he pulled away.

Xie Yongyan hugged He Yu's arm and began to cry, Lian Xiaoli also cried, she looked at He Yu in distress, "Don't leave me behind."

He Yu had a headache.

Later, everyone knew that He Yu specialized in recruiting women, even if she wasn't in a relationship, it seemed that she liked women by default.

This is the first meeting between Lian Xiaoli and Xie Yongyan, a slap made a knot.Later, Lian Xiaoli came again, with a utility knife, and cut her wrists in front of Xie Yongyan. She was still wearing a black mask, and she was as thin as a spring willow, the branched one, precarious.

Xie Yongyan was frightened, she felt that this man was sick.

And He Yu was also warned by the teachers in the courtyard because of this incident. Lian Xiaoli almost sent messages to the social accounts of the people who interacted with He Yu, with bloody pictures, and someone called the police.

No one can stand this kind of person, Xie Yongyan gave up on chasing He Yu, a year later, she and Lian Xiaoli confronted each other from school to off-campus, and she was busy preparing to go abroad, the last time she ran into Lian Xiaoli, she Looking at the other party, with a bit of revenge, he tore off Lian Xiaoli's mask after saying that he had given up.

Said the most exaggerated words since growing up——

"How can a person like you deserve to be a senior? You can see your face and the scars on your hands. Don't drag her down anymore."

He Yu's classmates and friends all respected Lian Xiaoli and stayed away from him, and then began to stay away from He Yu. Everyone was afraid of a madman, let alone a madman who would not want his life.

No matter how good He Yu is, everyone just wants to live.

He Yu went from being in a group to being alone, and even Xie Yongyan, who had been chasing her, had to leave.

Xie Yongyan knew early on that He Yu would not like her. It's not that feelings can't be cultivated, but the premise of cultivation is acceptance. He Yu didn't give her a step from the beginning, and she forced her to climb the ladder.

That might as well forget it.

She thought very openly, why bother to fall in love with a single flower, or studies are more important, but at least she really liked it, and she also felt very sad when He Yu was like this, she seized an opportunity to catch Lian Xiaoli, and humiliated him from beginning to end Give her a lot.

It's too shameful, this person is too annoying, how can there be someone who likes a person to become a shackle to bind others.

Is this love?

She asked Lian Xiaoli, "Do you really love her? The more you are like this, the less she will love you. Your dignity is what you give yourself."

"Before you love others, you must at least be a human being. Look at yourself in the mirror. Your heart is so dirty."

Xie Yongyan has always been quick to speak, and immediately said that she was going abroad, so there was no need to worry that she would be with He Yu.

"Senior sister doesn't love me either. Love is a very happy thing. If you do this, it will only make her sad."

Xie Yongyan was very open-minded, and she walked away gracefully. Before she left, she cheerfully invited people from the same circle as her and He Yu. During the expensive dinner, she implicitly hoped that everyone present would take care of He Yu.

He Yu said thank you, and gave Xie Yongyan a big hug before boarding the plane.

Xie Yongyan kissed her, she was like a butterfly, she came and went quickly, she said at that time: "Senior sister, I am very happy during the time I like you, and I hope you will be happy in the future."

"That Lian Xiaoli is too annoying, just break it up, you are too soft-hearted, and you can't help but push forward."

Later, they seldom contacted each other. He Yu was actually very close to each other. In fact, he rarely took the initiative to chat with people online.

She was cold and hot, and at the end was a cup of boiling water at just the right temperature, which made people feel comfortable and reminded me occasionally.

Xie Yongyan hadn't seen He Yu much after seeing each other for more than ten years. During the school celebration, she saw He Yuliao standing on the ground from a distance, and she only cooperated when others talked to her.

She had no idea how lonely she looked.

But Xie Yongyan is too clear that she is not the one to fill the vacancy, she is not He Yu's key, maybe He Yu is a lock like her, or maybe He Yu is someone else's key.

This time, it is because of her works that she has created sculptures that miss those years. He Yu is the eternal pink color of her school days, with a girlish envy. Unrequited love is a very pure emotion.

The love that is destined to end is not bitter because of the fermentation of memories.

She was very grateful to He Yu.

But he didn't expect that after all these years, He Yu still trapped himself in the cage.

Gentle people can always hurt themselves more than others. He Yu only mentioned to her once when she was a child that Lian Xiaoli was her uninvited guest in her youth.

Breaking in suddenly, and then accompanied by disaster, there is no peace.

Lian Xiaoli didn't seem to hear this sentence, she finally saw Liu Ci standing aside.

"who are you?"

She was staring at this woman, she was not tall, she was wearing an apricot-colored short woolen jacket, and inside was a navy blue and white mid-neck sweater, her face was a little thin, and she had single eyelids.

This look gave her a headache, as if she had seen it before.

"Lian Xiaoli, I'm Liu Ci."

Liu Ci stepped forward, He Yu had already let go of Lian Xiaoli's hand, Liu Ci stood beside He Yu, looked at Lian Xiaoli, "Have you forgotten me?"

"Liu Ci..."

Lian Xiaoli murmured, and after a while, she laughed again, "Didn't you leave? Didn't He Yu say you would never come back?"

She coughed intermittently while talking, and only after a while did she say, "I hate you."

Her eyes were empty and lifeless, like a mechanical puppet.

This sentence was disgusting and decisive, Xie Yongyan blinked behind her, feeling that she smelled something unusual.

Liu Ci looked at her, Lian Xiaoli was very different from the Lian Xiaoli in his memory, back then she loved to laugh, and was always clingy to He Yu, she liked to talk and talk, boys would like this.

They already knew that they hated each other.

They both knew each other's feelings for He Yu.

One wants to escape, the other wants to snatch.

I didn't expect to go around and go back to the original point.

The person who left has returned, but the person who accompanied him has not yet fully possessed it.

After all, the thread connecting them was not completely severed, and what was burned hastily back then was just a vain harmony.

At this time, a lunatic, no, in fact, everyone is a lunatic.

As early as in the ashes, he became a weirdo, lingering on his last breath and living on obsession.

Liu Ci wanted to be with He Yu, and Lian Xiaoli wanted He Yu's love.

But that He Yu didn't know anything, and she didn't love anyone.

Liu Ci: "Me too."

There was a sudden silence in the ward.

He Yu suddenly laughed, this laugh was a bit cold, but also a bit self-deprecating.

Laughing made Xie Yongyan get goosebumps. She had never seen He Yu like this. In her impression, He Yu was always brilliant, but the current He Yu was too cold.

He Yu said——

"You're all crazy."

The author has something to say: I haven’t changed much since November

There are too many things piled up together, two or three chapters a week are almost likely to be published together like this

everyone can stock up

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