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The one who has been in easy contact with He Yu these years is Shen Youqian. He is really suitable to be a boss as He Yu said back then. He runs around every day for his milk tea business. Many people come to city B just to check in at his house. milk tea.

Shen Youqian's home is not too far from He Yu's side, but City B is not that big.

It was very cold at this point, He Yu wore a scarf, and when he drove to the place, he stopped the car, and Shen Yougan had already arrived.

He Yu: "Why are you so quick?"

Shen Youqian wrapped himself into a ball, which fits well with the words "Dongmei Down Jacket" on the back.

"I didn't sleep anyway."

The place they chose was a small shop, a serious casserole shop, on the street, but the shop was very small, with only four or five tables inside.

He Yu didn't eat a few bites at night, his mind was full of things, and he didn't have much appetite. Shen Yougan always liked to eat, otherwise he wouldn't have remained a fat man for so many years.

The owner of this store used to be located in Yanxinglong Alley, but moved earlier. He Yu loves her dumpling pot, and Shen Yougan ordered a miscellaneous pot.

The old lady was still the same old lady, with a limp, but she was very kind when she spoke.

She also couldn't recognize these two children who used to eat in her small shop many years ago.

Shen Yougan asked for a bottle of hot milk, poured half a cup for He Yu, "Here, look at your pale face."

He Yu: "You're so caring, Old Shen."

Shen Youqian was very helpful, "Otherwise, I wouldn't be able to marry a wife."

His wife is very beautiful, a famous flower in the university, no one would have expected that Shen Yougan, a brat who keeps his head down all day long, would pick it up.

He Yu was surprised when he first found out, but after seeing these two people together, he felt that it was very suitable.

Seeing that many of her friends around her were moving towards the established track, she was a little panicked at the beginning, but then she had no time to panic. When everything was over, looking back, she was no longer the majority of people.

"What happened? Ask me out in the middle of the night. Why don't you call me Liu Ci?"

Shen Youqian looked at He Yu, He Yu held the milk, lowered his head and took a breath, then groaned several times.

Shen Youqian: "Don't be gods."

He Yu: "What do you think Liu Ci's attitude is towards me?"

Shen You made a sound, and he took a sip of milk, "I'll be nice to you."

He Yu: "How nice?"

Shen Youqian: "Anyway, it's better than me."

His words made He Yu laugh, "Why are you so sour."

Shen You sighed, "I'm a guy who always hangs out with you, and I'm being discriminated against by sex. It's too painful."

He Yu said hello twice, "There is no gender discrimination against you."

Shen Youqian: "I still remember that you didn't let me blow bubbles."

He Yu: "Blow, Boss Shen is so rich now, buy ten or eight."

Shen Youqian shook his head: "Forget it, it's embarrassing."

He said seriously: "Liu Ci is always special to you, and you are also partial to Liu Ci."

He Yu: "Why am I biased?"

"You always divide your delicious food into words."

"You haven't?"

Shen Youqian stretched out his hand and gestured, "I only have so much."

He Yu: "That's because you have a big appetite."

Shen Youqian and He Yupin came to the casserole. The old lady walked very slowly. When the casserole was served with tongs, it was steaming and rumbling. Shen Yougan took a sip and said, "It smells like when I was a child."

He Yu: "Bring Liu Ci to eat next time."

Shen Youqian: "Look, I just said that you prefer Liuci."

He Yu: "Then do you think Liu Ci likes me?"

Shen Youqian: "I like you, who doesn't like you?"

He Yu felt embarrassed when he heard this, "Don't be poor."

Shen You blew on the potato flour he had picked up. The quail eggs were nestled at the bottom, steaming hot, and one bite warmed him up.

The dumplings were stuffed with pork and cabbage, and He Yu felt delicious after taking a bite.

"Seriously, Lao Shen, do you think Liu Ci likes me?"

Shen Youqian still replied: "I like it."

After two seconds, he seemed to come to his senses, "No way, that's what you mean?"

He has been in contact with such groups in his life as a man. Lian Xiaoli's madness has refreshed his understanding, but since these two are his good friends, he can only sigh in the end.

"Liu Ci...? I don't know, I'm asking you this kind of thing."

He Yu took a sip of the soup, it tasted even better after adding vinegar, she blew on the dumplings on the spoon, lowered her eyes, "She said she likes me."

Shen Yougan choked on the milk and coughed so loudly.

He Yu watched Shen You's face flushed with a dry cough, alarmed the old lady, and came over to pour a glass of warm water.

"As for?"

Shen Yougan stuttered in fright: "You, why are you so attractive to women? I have never seen a man chasing or chasing you since I grew up."

He Yu: "My heart is pierced, brother."

Shen Youqian: "Did Liu Ci tell you and you?"

He Yu: "Well, I took her to see Xiaoli today."

Shen Youqian calmed down for a while, "Is Xiaoli okay?"

He Yu: "The doctor said that she still has serious suicidal tendencies."

Shen Youqian sighed, "I don't know what to do about your affairs."

He Yu's chopsticks pierced a quail egg, her hand rested on her forehead, and the earring on her left ear was shining under the lamp. From the outside, she was still very attractive, and her temperament came from the inside out, which Shen Youqian had long known realized.

His friend has a unique charisma.

"But when you say that, I remember that Liu Ci didn't talk to Xiaoli very much before."

He Yu: "Yes, but I don't know it's because of this."

Shen Youqian: "Girls are like this... I didn't mean you're not a girl."

He Yu didn't argue with him either, "Old Shen, do you think I'm a failure?"

The wooden spoon collided with the casserole in her bowl, making a dull sound. He Yu's voice was a little low, emotionally tumbling, falling on the words, Shen Youqian didn't know how to answer her for a while.

It is impossible for people to have smooth sailing.

Shen Youqian is the closest to smooth sailing among them. Campus violence is just an insignificant thing in life in comparison. His parents are harmonious, and he has a good relationship with his parents. After starting a business and marrying Xihua, he can be regarded as a winner in life in the eyes of others.

Liu Ci, He Yu, and Lian Xiaoli were all inevitably burdened by their families, and they seemed to be living in chains.

And He Yu is slightly better than Liu Ci and Lian Xiaoli. Her mother is the most enlightened of all the mothers. Although the marriage is not happy, she will not restrain He Yu.

But He Yu's life was still not smooth, and this discomfort came from her friend.

I like her Lian Xiaoli.

It's finally over with Lian Xiaoli. When Liu Ci came back, he still had to solve the things that were not resolved back then, and the things that were not discovered back then.

Shen Youqian felt that it was He Yu anyway, but if it was someone else, he might also be devastated.

As long as He Yu was more cruel and left, Lian Xiaoli would do nothing, but He Yu was not such a person. She was too affectionate, and in the end she was stabbed bloody by this love, and the wound has not healed yet.

"Don't ask me what you think."

When Shen Yougan said that, he thought of Liu Ci's appearance, and the way she looked at He Yu casually, and sighed.

"Then do you like Liu Ci? Your mother is actually very worried about you, and occasionally sends me a message to talk about it."

Hong Lanwen liked Shen Yougan this little fat guy very much, and felt happy just watching it, and occasionally came here to bring something for Shen Yougan.

"I like it," He Yu said without hesitation, "But..."

"He Yu, you have a clear score on this, but I'm not worried about you. Xiaoli hasn't let you for so many years... I think you know it very well."

He Yu nodded, she was full after eating three or four dumplings, put down the spoon to support her face, "But Liu Ci is different from Xiaoli."

Shen Youqian: "Liu Ci's character is not yet well-mannered."

He Yu hummed, "So she has been holding back for so many years, and I didn't realize that she might have continued to hold back."

"She is the one who makes things difficult for herself the most, but I don't want her to be so difficult."

Shen Yougan's heart has been tempered over the years, and he has no other opinions on gender love.

"Don't be too foolish, respect each other."

He Yu: "I know."

Shen You sighed, wondering why this matter is so annoying, "Then you two live together now..."

He Yu: "It's nothing."

Shen Yougan thought to himself: This is a big problem, okay?

"I asked her to stay here. I can't let her go. Liu Ci doesn't like troublesome people. Besides, Liu Yu told me that she is not in good health. Old Shen, I'm really scared."

"Occasionally, I feel that I am too inhuman, but I don't want to compromise just to hold someone back. I really can't give Xiaoli what she wants, and that doesn't respect her. I can't even cheat her."

He Yu frowned, her whole body was covered with a very strong sadness, which was the last thing He Yu should have, but it accumulated day by day because of other people's demands.

"Don't think about it any more. To be honest, you've done enough, but... a lot of it involves emotions, and you can't figure it out."

Shen Youqian felt that this was also very hard work. If He Yu was a man, there might not be so many twists and turns.

It was not easy to distinguish the kind of feelings of the same sex before. Besides, Lian Xiaoli was sensitive and suspicious after being injured. She demanded wantonly, trying to turn herself into a vine and entangle He Yu forever, but she forgot that she had thorns. , the tighter she entangled, the more painful He Yu would be.

After Lian Xiaoli was diagnosed, He Yu drank all night, and Shen Yougan couldn't persuade her. She took the suicide note written by the other party's suicide attempt and read it for a long time. The paper still had blood stains, and it was crumpled after drying. He Yu looked at it while drinking, tears streaming down his face, and finally crumpled up the paper and stuffed it into his pocket.She drank very fiercely, she was a bit crazy about bottle blowing, Shen Yougan was afraid that she would get on top and jumped off the balcony.

But He Yu didn't say anything afterwards, and just passed by indifferently.

After several years, when Liu Ci came, it seemed to be back to the original point.

Shen Youqian began to feel that it was too much for him to bring them together for his own selfishness.

"It's too hard, Old Shen." He Yu lowered her head, and she took a deep breath, "I really don't want Liu Ci to be sad."

Shen Youqian patted her on the shoulder, "Similarly, Liu Ci doesn't want you to be sad either."

"Both of you are too considerate of others. Alas, you can't tell whether you like it or not. Then change your angle. Do you want to marry Liu Ci?"

He Yu: "I thought about it when I was a child."

Shen You laughed dryly, "I remember it all, but the adults also laughed at that time."

He Yu: "Yes."

Shen Youqian: "Maybe Liu Ci is serious, you are always heartless."

He Yu sighed, "When I was a child, I thought we would live together when we grow up. I was very naive then."

"But I'd be happy to live with Liu Ci for the rest of my life."

"No, if Liu Ci doesn't like you, you can consider this, but since you've started, you have to make it clear."

"He Yu, I'm not talking about you. It's useless for you to find me for this kind of thing. Why do I think you're getting more cowardly as you grow up?"

He Yu: "How to say?"

Shen Youqian: "If you were a teenager, you would only say that you don't care about him."

He Yu: "I'm over 30."

Shen Youqian: "The older I get, the more I go back."

He Yu sighed, "Old Shen, what I'm afraid of is not whether I dare or not, but I'm really a little afraid of this kind of thing."

"I can't afford to love, and I dare not love."

The author has something to say: ah... this one ordered a song "Ideal Thirty Years"

This article is so cool to write, I don’t feel this way in several books

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