as yesterday

Liu Yu rarely talked to Liu Ci like this, and this sentence left her speechless.

She took a deep look at her sister, and suddenly hugged Liu Ci, "Sister."

She called out and didn't say anything more, which was her agreement. After she let go, she said I was leaving.

Liu Ci: "Be careful on the road."

Liu Yu got into the car, and Liu Ci stood downstairs, watching the car drive away.

When she was young, she lived in the same room with Liu Yu. They were family members. They were together for the first part of their lives, but there was a difference in the end.

She watched Liu Yu go to school to live in, to go to college, and finally to the car that someone married her to. Her younger sister moved into a new home and had a new family.

They will always be family and just as close, but they will never get along day and night after all.

Liu Ci is actually quite clingy, she has sentimentality in her nature, but it is difficult to reflect it on the outside, and in the end she can only concentrate on her pen.

She went upstairs and returned home, He Yu went to take a shower first, the bathroom door was open, she only had her hair unwashed, Liu Ci saw her awkward look, walked over and said, "I'll help you."

He Yu snorted, "Isn't this what it should be?"

Liu Ci also took a small bench and sat on it for He Yu to wash. He was always careful not to get the bandages.

He Yu: "Don't be afraid."

Liu Ci: "The doctors told you not to get wet."

He Yu: "It's dirty, I don't feel well if I don't wash it."

She was wearing summer pajamas, and there were bruises on her exposed arms, as well as on her face. Liu Ci felt distressed when she saw it at the police station, but now she shed tears just looking at it.

He Yu sighed, "Why are you still crying?"

Liu Ci couldn't do anything with her shaggy hair, and in the end He Yu solved it by herself. She got a little wet, but she didn't care, and only when she came out of the bathroom did she feel alive.

Liu Ci stood in front of the dining table and poured a glass of honey lemonade. He Yu walked over and took a sip.

"You don't ask me what Liu Yu told me?"

He Yu shook his head, "What can I ask?"

"That child likes you very much today."

He Yu nodded, "Don't you think it looks a bit like you?"

The wall clock in the living room pointed to one point, everything was silent, Liu Ci listened to the sound of the second hand turning, watched He Yu drinking from the water cup, shook his head and said, "It's not like me, it's like you."

It just looks like me in junior high school.

He Yu swallowed the honey lemonade, and said, "That's right."

There were still bruises on her face. The conflict was classified as a fight, but He Yu was not the first to strike. Xiao Yang was very surprised that He Yu could beat a man like this.

Although He Yu was tall among women and her frame was not small, she was a woman after all, and there was a huge disparity in strength between men and women. She could still beat people to the bone.

Blood was splattered everywhere, and beer bottles were copied.

The lamp above the kitchen has the same shape as a bird's nest, and the light is a bit fragmented, which makes the bruises on her face blend with the light of the old fragments, which makes Liu Ci feel strange.

It's not that she has never seen He Yu fight. She was there when he fought Liu Yuansheng. Liu Yuansheng was beaten to the bone and injured, and He Yu himself was not much better.But at that time, no one thought it was strange, because He Yu had been like this since she was a child, her emotions were externalized, she dared to love and hate.

Now everyone is no longer a child. Adults' actions, even if it is self-defense, He Yu's behavior always gives people a sense of disobedience.

"He Yu, look at me."

Liu Ci said.

He Yu smiled: "What are you doing, you're tired in the middle of the night, hurry up and go to sleep."

She doesn't look up.

"Look at me."

Liu Ci repeated it, He Yu raised her eyelids, Liu Ci held her face in her hands, but saw blood red.

He Yu's eyes were very red and bloodshot.

He Yu took Liu Ci's hand away, "Stop making trouble."

Liu Ci stretched out his hand again, "Can't you control yourself?"

He Yu turned his face away and stopped talking.

She turned around and took a step, Liu Ci grabbed her: "Are you talking? I feel so uncomfortable when you are like this!"

They were holding hands, but they pulled a long distance away. He Yu turned to look at her, and looked at the tears on Liu Ci's face. It surged out, together with confusion and despair, smashing the solid beach castle she built like a wave.

"Yeah! I can't control myself!! I'm sick, I'm an asshole like my father, does Liu Yu tell you to stay away from me?"

She roared suddenly, and finally broke the sound, like a taut bowstring suddenly snapped, the pain accumulated for many years rushed out with tears, those red eyes were like a ball of flames, Liu Ci was caught off guard by the flames shrouded.

He Yu didn't know how desperate her expression was, like someone standing on an isolated island burning the last firewood, calm and frightened.

She was trembling all over, and Liu Ci could feel that the hand she was holding He Yu was trembling along with. She couldn't tell if it was her shaking or He Yu's shaking, and that hand was about to break free gradually.

Liu Ci quickly grasped, but He Yu let go. Liu Ci's hand was still outstretched, and He Yu's hand had already dropped. The fine light fell on Liu Ci's body at this moment, and it was indeed He Yu who was cut.

"He Yu...No, she didn't."

He Yu's tears kept flowing, "Yes! She has! You are all afraid of me, right? In fact, Shao Qian is also... I know, I know, she is also afraid of me."

She was so excited, the calm before was like the opposite of this moment, reflecting the real He Yu that Liu Ci had tried so hard to see.

But he didn't expect this He Yu to be the opposite of her brilliance on the outside.

She was shaking, she was scared, she was desperate, she looked bad.

This day, the day I am with her, what am I doing.

I was taken care of by He Yu, I was taken care of by such a He Yu, I was taken care of very lightly, and I enjoyed her love as a matter of course.

What about He Yu?

Is she in pain, she suppresses all emotions, and she is soft in the same way.

He Yu was standing a little more than two meters away from Liu Ci, but the light above her head shone beside Liu Ci, and she fell in the shadow of the lights that were not turned on, and the fragmentary lights just stingily swept over her slippers.

"No, He Yu, don't think about it..."

"I'm not thinking about it! It's always been like this!" He Yu interrupted Liu Ci, she was gasping for breath, and the wound on her forehead that had been stitched up and down was aggravated by her ups and downs, but He Yu had no time to take care of it, "Liu Yu You can accept me only because I seem to be able to take care of you, your family loves you, if I don't treat you well, she won't think me well!"

"There is also Shao Qian. I used to scare her when I got into fights. In fact, she often dared not look at me, but she still wants to be friends with me because she feels sorry for herself!"

"I'm the same as my dad..." He Yu closed her eyes, she took a deep breath, her pajamas were round neck, she raised her head and closed her eyes, and there was a trace of tears on her face, like blood in the dark.

It was very similar to the marks she saw Hong Lanwen being beaten and bleeding on the floor by He Fengjun when she was a child.

She was extremely afraid of this kind of behavior, but she didn't expect that she had grown into the appearance she hated the most.

In front of people, she tried her best to be considerate. She is Hong Lanwen's good daughter. She graduated from a prestigious school, works in a well-known Internet company, and is also well-known on the Internet.He is also a good friend of others, good-looking, cheerful and generous, very active in the atmosphere.In the eyes of the younger generation, she is a very reliable senior sister who can help without complaining and can provide some good employment channels.In the eyes of the students, her level is ok, her class is interesting, and she is worthy of the tuition fee.

Everything in the world is marked with a price, just like what He Fengjun spat on her when she was a child.

"It's money-losing goods."

She worked hard year after year, trying to make herself a valuable person. Someone confessed to her and said they loved her, and someone loved her so much that she had to.

But is that me?

Apart from the reasons why I don't love, do I really deserve to be loved like this?

He Yu always felt that she was standing on a cliff. He Fengjun's subtle influence on her was like a mountain wind, cold and sharp. After leaving him, she thought she could forget it and start over.

But can't.

There was a lock in the dilapidated building in Yanxinglong Lane, which was covered with rust, and she was locked there. Even if the bulldozer leveled the old alley, it could not open her locked body.

He Fengjun's mad death was a key, which could have opened the lock, but unexpectedly the key was broken inside, and even she herself was rusted.

"No, He Yu."

Liu Ci looked at He Yu, her dim eyesight did not prevent her from seeing the pinch mark on He Yu's neck, which was bruised and purple, which was shocking.

He Yu like this is so distressing.

Liu Ci bit her lip, a huge soreness surged up, she rushed to hug He Yu, He Yu had already lowered his hands, and didn't give her any response.

"Do you know why one of my ears is deaf?"

He Yu usually looked normal, no one noticed that she was actually recognized by her lips occasionally, not even Liu Ci.

Others thought she was only hard of hearing, but in fact her ear was no different from being deaf, she could only hear small voices, no matter how loudly she yelled at her, she would just laugh.

There was also a reason for Hong Lanwen's loud voice.

Liu Ci shook her head, she only knew this secret, but she didn't know why.

She suddenly hated herself for being like this, and never questioned her. Many things are hard to recover, like time gone forever, and wasted feelings.

Liu Ci's tears wet He Yu's pajamas.

He Yu closed her eyes, she was still trembling, her dry lips opened, and she uttered a sentence——

"My father called. When I was very young, my mother was not at home that day. I just felt buzzing. The TV, the table, and the bed were all spinning. I felt like vomiting..."

"It was too late when my mother came back."

He Yu was hugged tightly by Liu Ci, she always thought that she was a hard and useless rock, but it was not, it was He Yu who was smashed by this rock.

Fall out of the heart of rust soaked in tears.

Liu Ci is special.

He Yu knew about it a long time ago, but she didn't get to the bottom of it. She knew that she was a bomb, even if she consulted a doctor, it wouldn't help.Drug treatment can also cut the wire that He Fengjun tied up in his heart. The more she hates him, the more she looks like him.

From face, from thought to character.

From the outside to the inside, no matter how she pretends, she will eventually show her flaws.

There will also be a day when it is completely out of control.

He Yu was too afraid of that day.

Liu Ci was even more afraid of He Yu's leaving, so she hugged her closer, the warmth of each other was transmitted to each other, she closed her eyes, but her eyes were all about the past.

He Yu handed over the earphones. Occasionally they would sit together and listen to music, and change the earphones when they changed positions. He Yu always looked very happy.

So sometimes she can't hear at all?

"I really like this line of lyrics, do you think this tone..."

He Yu quickly hummed.

Liu Ci hit her.

He Yu ran away.

Sometimes it takes her a long time to learn to sing a new song.

It turned out that it wasn't because of the slow response, but because she couldn't hear clearly, maybe she couldn't hear.

The secret she was brooding over at the beginning was really a secret, neither she nor Lian Xiaoli found out about the real He Yu.

"No, He Yu, you'll be fine..."

Liu Ci repeated, He Yu didn't speak, she was hugged by Liu Ci stiffly, in the past, she would carry Liu Ci by heart, laughing and laughing all night.

A He Yu who can bring happiness to others.

It took a long time until Liu Ci didn't know how many times the second hand had passed before He Yu stretched out her hand. She pulled Liu Ci's hand away and said in a hoarse voice——

"Liu Ci, you leave me."

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Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Jiang Lansheng 2;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Jiang Lansheng 2;

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