as yesterday

He Yu felt that he loved to cry.

But she couldn't cry in front of He Fengjun, she would be scolded, but she couldn't bear this feeling, so Liu Ci saw it, and Shen Youqian saw it too.

She cries when she loses a fight, it hurts, she cries when she wins, and she cries when she finally wins, except when she bows her head to apologize.

Obviously at that time the most wronged.

She felt so tired.

Scenes from childhood to adulthood appeared in her eyes, and now it has passed, and thinking of going to work tomorrow, all the exhaustion turned into a huge wave and hit her, so she took a leave of absence.

Tomorrow, I have to go and see that unlucky ghost who was beaten by her.

She closed her eyes and didn't know when she fell asleep.

Liu Ci didn't know when he fell asleep, and when he woke up, it was already dawn.The house on her side looks brand new, and the furnishings all have a kind of air-conditioning, because no one has lived in it.

The scribbles under her arms made her wobble when she stood up for a long time.

He Yu said to stay calm, but he didn't know how long he would have to stay calm.

It was the same with her when the news about He Fengjun came last time.

Liu Ci really hates the word empathy, it's too difficult, it can't fully overlap emotionally, she can only try to understand her.

She walked out of the house and went to He Yu's place. He Yu was still sleeping in the room. The curtains in the room were drawn tightly, and no light came in. There was a protruding figure on the bed, who turned over.

Liu Ci closed the door, went to take a shower, and got up to cook.

The work group is still full of gossip about Chi Lian's marriage, and it's rare for Chi Lian herself to blend in with this group of people. She put down her airs and is no different from a normal person.

After all, getting what you want is a joy.

Liu Ci found that she had been stalked by Aite many times, and when she clicked on it, it was Chi Lian who asked her when she was going to get married.

Chi Lian also asked at the wedding, but at that time there were too many people and noisy, so the topic was not continued.

Liu Ci pressed her hand on the dialog box, and she realized that she didn't know.

This wedding was also organized by He Yu. She has always been very capable, and she can go through a set of procedures by herself, so Liu Ci shouldn't be worried at all.

When I was a child, the idleness that I gave people disappeared completely, and it was an unrivaled sense of security.

If it wasn't for what happened yesterday, Liu Ci might always feel this way.

- not yet settled.

She replied, followed by a continuous bombardment of emoticons.

Chi Lian replied in seconds: "Didn't you say this year?"

Liu Ci replied with a hmm.

She asked: "Why don't you know anything, He Yu is too thoughtful."

The voice that poked her alone was still very lively over there, but this sentence was not sharp at all, but turned into a kind of complaint similar to a friend.

Liu Ci: "I think so too."

Chi Lian: "I won't tell you anymore, you have to tell me anyway."

Liu Ci: "Why do you want me to get married so much? I didn't go to get a certificate with He Yu anyway."

The dialogue box showed that the other party was typing, and Chi Lian's answer came after a while——

-I'm afraid that Jiang Xiao still misses you, I like him so much, I want him to work hard to fall in love with me, it will be better if you are married.Whether you get the certificate or not doesn't affect your love for her anyway.

Liu Ci actually doesn't have any friends. She is a bit strict with her friends. Most of them just go to the end. There is nothing to talk about in terms of private life.

Chi Lian and she have been compared for many years, and after going around like this, it seems that they have almost gotten to know each other.

Liu Ci asked: "Do you think she loves me?"

Chi Lian: "Are you showing off?"

Liu Ci: "No."

Chi Lian sent another voice, "When I saw my dad before, I thought she didn't love you, but you are also very good, and no one can get in."

"Now...it's okay, she took care of you when receiving the bouquet that day, ah, this is weird, anyway, I think she loves you, why are you like this, showing off or something?"

Liu Ci said, "Thank you."

Chi Lian: "Then I will give less red envelopes."

Liu Ci: "No."

She made a joke.

He Yu woke up after dinner, the quality of the blackout curtains was too good, and the room was still pitch black. She sat up and stared blankly for a long time before realizing that Liu Ci was not here today.

There was a slight noise outside, she got out of bed and opened the door, Liu Ci was on the balcony changing the water for the rabbit's water bag, when she heard the sound, she turned her head, "It's up."

He Yu hummed and went to brush her teeth.

The ones on the table were still hot, He Yu glanced at them, but said nothing.

"have you eaten?"

After washing his face and coming out, He Yu asked Liu Ci.

"have eaten."

Liu Ci came over, she poured a glass of water, sat on the side holding the computer, looking at her things.

Eating alone and watching the computer alone, it was no different from their previous life.

"How long has it been?"

Liu Ci asked a question.

"Two days."

"Chi Lian asked us when we will get married today."

He Yu: "Why is she so annoyed that she doesn't stop after getting married?" For Liu Ci's sauerkraut minced meat and tofu soup, He Yu filled a bowl of rice and ate it with chili fried pork.

"Have we set a date?"

Liu Ci held up her glasses, she was wearing a light blue long dress, her hair was hanging on her shoulders, and she looked at He Yu.

He Yu lowered her head to eat, the green pepper was a bit spicy, she drank her saliva, "I haven't picked it yet."

"Then if we order tomorrow, let's make invitations first?"

He Yu: "Don't you think about what I said?"

"He Yu, I have already refused."

Liu Ci looked at He Yu with an unshakable stubbornness on her face. He Yu felt that he was on her face.

But they are not like that after all.

She herself is a soft-hearted person, but that doesn't mean she has unlimited limits.

Except for Liu Ci.

"you sure?"

Liu Ci nodded, "As I said, I will be with you forever."

He Yu: "Aren't you afraid of accidents?"

She was still eating with small bites, and this scene had happened countless times in their previous lives, but the topics were different.

"You are not afraid of anything in me."

He Yu snorted, "You are so nasty."

Liu Ci lowered his head, a little embarrassed, and held up the computer, "You don't like it just by telling you."

Holding the bowl, He Yu sighed, "Liu Ci."

Liu Ci hummed.

"I'm afraid of letting you down."

Liu Ci shook his head, "Your words mean that you will not let me down."

"Besides, there's no need to live up to it. Now that we're together, it's easy to get together and break up, but we still have feelings for each other. Why can we break up?"

He Yu: "I can't say no to you."

Obviously she was the one who talked the most, but she was persuaded by Liu Ci's argument.

After a long time, the tofu melted on her lips, and she said, "I'll try harder."

Liu Ci: "I'll accompany you to see a doctor."

He Yu: "Keep it a secret."

Liu Ci: "Of course."

The drunk who fought with He Yu last night was Yu Shunli. He Yu went to the hospital to change his dressing and went to see that person. The orthopedic department is on the [-]th floor. There are many people coming and going in the inpatient department every day. The gauze on He Yu's head is particularly conspicuous. But there are many more serious things here and there, and no one talks too much.

You have to wait for a long time for an elevator, and you get dizzy when you finally get in. He Yu protects Liu Ci and says squeeze, you will experience it when you see it.

When she got out of the elevator, she met Yu Xiaohe who came out to heat the lunch box, and He Yu asked her, "Aren't you going to class?"

The little girl was still wearing her school uniform, her sister's head was not sharp at all, her bangs were long, and she couldn't see her eyebrows when she raised her eyes. When she saw He Yu, she called her sister first.

"Lunch break, the teacher knows about my family's situation, so he won't talk about me."

He Yu: "Where's your mother?"

Yu Xiaohe: "It's opening a shop, the vegetable market is busy."

He Yu let out a cry, followed the child to the ward, Liu Ci followed behind, Yu Xiaohe noticed that day, there was a sense of intimacy that outsiders could feel, she asked: "Who is this sister?"

He Yu: "Girlfriend."

Yu Xiaohe let out a wow, looked at Liu Ci again, and didn't speak any more.

There are three people in one ward, her father's hospital bed is at the innermost, the geographical location is superior, and the city scenery can be seen outside the window, one hand folds plaster, and the head is wrapped like a fruit, and when he sees He Yu, he blows his beard and stares, "What are you doing here?"

He Yu was very polite. She said Mr. Yu was well, and put the fruit basket on the bedside, "How are you?"

It's quite Chen Ken, she paid all the medical expenses, and she also let Yu Xiaohe's mother make a condition.

This guy has no problem with his legs, and the hospital is quite leisurely except for no alcohol, and the anti-Japanese drama is playing on his mobile phone.

"Don't you have points for your own hand?"

He Yu's head was wrapped with gauze, not like the one on the hospital bed wrapped in fruit, but it looked a little sick and weak, which made people feel distressed.

Yu Xiaohe put the lunch box in the cabinet and went to get a banana to eat. She looked at the time and said, Dad, I'm going to school.

The man blew his beard and stared and said, get lost.

He Yu also took a look at it politely, and when Yu Xiaohe left, she also left.

By the way, I went to the downstairs clinic to register for a test, and Liu Ci stayed with her all the time.

Yu Xiaohe went down with them in the elevator, and he didn't forget to say goodbye when he went out.

Liu Ci sighed: "It's really lively."

He Yu nodded, "Same as me."

She actually doesn't like children, but later found out that they are also divided.

She herself didn't want a child in her life, and raising a child was exhausting, and she felt this despair in Hong Lan's tattoo.

It's just that adults are good at comforting and picking out the bad things, saying that I am quite happy.

How happy?

The child grows up, works in peace and security, and lives in a stable life. The only thing missing is a partner, to get married and have a child.

This life, this is good, I will die with peace.

When Hong Lanwen said that, He Yu always didn't answer, she just stood aside with a smile.

She gave Hong Lan a lot of face.

Hong Lanwen also gave her face, she didn't talk too much when she found a girlfriend, even if she was going to marry Liu Ci, she wanted to tell everyone.

He Yu was able to survive until now, mostly due to Hong Lanwen, her support.

Psychological treatment takes a long time, how long does it take each time, and several times a week, Liu Ci listens more seriously than He Yu, because she has also lived like this.

They are all the group of people who seem to be doing well, but everyone has scars, and they will not heal without medicine after they grow up. Instead, they gnaw on their internal organs and can't sleep at night.

He Yu's test result was very bad. Seeing Liu Ci was so sad, she patted him on the shoulder. After making an appointment for the next treatment, she held the phone in front of Liu Ci and told him to look at it.

Liu Ci looked up, it was a WeChat dialog box.

Two pictures.

He Yu said, "Does our wedding dress look good?"

"Go try it tomorrow, the school girl called me."

She said it very easily, obviously she was the one who was sick in her heart, it almost became He Yu's instinct to make Liu Ci happy, now Liu Ci could feel He Yu's love for her more than ever.

She nodded, "I want to take a picture."

Liu Ci didn't like to take pictures when she was young, but she regretted it when she grew up. When Yang Chuo left, she didn't leave any photos. She originally had nothing, and her children were her burden, but she carried them again.

Later, Liu Hao grew up and loved taking pictures, but he was in awe of the eldest sister in the family, so he always asked for opinions when taking pictures.

Up to now, Liu Ci can't wait to shoot more, the time is short and long, she has to hold on tight.

The author has something to say: "Repentance Poem" is a nice tune

Someone sent me a private message on Weibo asking me about the ending, which I already said in green letters earlier.

The ninety chapters are over, there is no extra episode, it doesn't matter if you want to get a negative score, but now it seems that you have to deduct the moonstone?

Over the years, I have heard quite a few people say that my writing about love is just improvisation. I don’t know how to say it. I have my own opinion.

In fact, I would feel tired of the pure sweetness after writing it. Before I wrote this article, I didn’t expect to have so much resentment. Some people chatted with me privately and asked about my family. I don't have any personal similarities, so I really don't need to be associated with the author.

Some similarities are my travels, or my preference for watching film and television works, etc.

I personally pursue a sense of reality, it’s a feeling)) Wanjun’s power is still too difficult for me, and it may become disease-free□□

Well, I talk a lot, and some people ask me which day everyone will open voice chat, and I will talk about it on Weibo) Thank you for waiting for me to chat