sad li bai

After the two of them finished eating, they walked along the main road in front of the hotel to digest their food. An Ling's strides were long, and two steps were as far as Xu Ning's three steps. Xu Ning pulled the drawstring under the down jacket and walked. Slower and slower.The two of them didn't have a lot to say, but they both felt that even if they were walking quietly, they would feel comfortable if they glanced at each other occasionally. The warmth in their mouths was warm, and they didn't feel cold in the bitter east wind.

It was past ten o'clock when we got back to the hotel. An Ling lay on the bed after taking a shower, turned on the TV in the hotel, and clicked on movies at will. He usually likes some action movies, but the fighting action on the TV is fierce. There was no way to attract his mind, the sound of running water from the bathroom disturbed his mind, Xu Ning's white skin was so delicate and smooth, it seemed attractive, he always wanted to touch it A few, and those slender, long, strong white legs.There is also a waist that seems to be able to wrap around his two hands. Just thinking about it makes his blood boil. He is a person who has had sex before. Since he was with Xu Ning, he has never done it again. He is reluctant to touch Xu Ning. Ning, two boys together are definitely different from boys and girls.He cherishes him very much.

The third year of high school was busy with schoolwork, Xu Ning studied hard and got good grades, so he was afraid of delaying his studies.Besides, he didn't want Xu Ning to regret it. They didn't have a decision now. Xu Ning was not the kind of person who played around. His seriousness in this relationship made An Ling feel pressured, and made An Ling unconsciously take this relationship seriously. When he went too far, he didn't really touch Xu Ning, he just rubbed it on Xu Ning's thigh until it turned red, as if he wanted to tear his skin.

But he and Xu Ning haven't seen each other for a long time, and he hasn't vented for a long time, not to mention that Xu Ning came out to meet him without telling his family, which made him feel very moved and even more passionate.He knew that it was wrong for him to instigate Xu Ning to come out to meet him, but he really felt that if he couldn't see Xu Ning again, and if he couldn't see the hot emotion in Xu Ning's eyes, he would be afraid, afraid that he wouldn't be able to grasp Xu Ning's heart.He would also secretly think that if he fell in love with Xu Ning, maybe he wouldn't be so worried, he wouldn't be so uncertain, he wouldn't be so yearning for Xu Ning's tender and pure body.

The sound of water stopped, An Ling turned his head, and pretended to casually glance at the bathroom door, but no one came out.Xu Ning didn't know what to do inside, there was no sound or shadow.

Xu Ning was also very nervous in the bathroom. It wasn't the first time he lived with An Ling, but today was different from usual. He came here after hundreds of kilometers, and he had no family or classmates. Their place confirmed that An Ling thought the same as him, and didn't want to break up after graduation, and didn't want to be separated.It always felt like the last barrier between him and An Ling had been lifted.

It is always easy for people to do impulsive things in strange places.He didn't know whether he was expecting more or fearing more. His fingers pulled the strap of the bathrobe so hard that his fingertips turned white. He stood at the door of the bathroom, and for a moment he didn't even dare to open the door of the bathroom. He took a deep breath , Suppressing the anxiety in his heart, the bathroom door was suddenly pushed open. An Ling was wearing black sports trousers underneath, and his upper body was slack, revealing a nice but not prominent muscle line. He looked at the face with a frightened expression Xu Ning, who was at one o'clock, spoke for a long time. "I thought you fainted from washing, and you won't come out for a long time."

"No, no." Xu Ning's hand pulled the strap harder and harder. He lowered his head and couldn't see his expression clearly. An Ling didn't speak anymore. He stretched out his hand, grabbed Xu Ning's hand, and pulled him out of the bathroom , he took Xu Ning to the bed, put Xu Ning on his shoulder, half embraced him and watched TV, held the remote control in one hand, and put one hand on Xu Ning's waist. The skin is smooth and moist, because the master's tension is tight, and the beautiful lines are collapsed from the chest to the hip bone.An Ling didn't dare to move his hands. He waited for a long time, but Xu Ning didn't relax. His breathing was sometimes rapid and sometimes weak with his breathing.He sighed, threw the remote control aside casually, turned around to face Xu Ning, watched him hold his breath quickly, and didn't dare to look at him, so he stretched out his hand to pinch his chin, forcing him to look His slender, slender eyes were sparkling, wet and pitiful, as if he was frightened, a small animal was caught by a hunter, and he was always waiting to be eaten.He kissed Xu Ning's smooth forehead.

"Ningning, don't be afraid of me. As long as you don't want to, I won't do anything. What I said before was to tease you. Go to sleep."

Xu Ning was so dazed by the breath of the words whispered in his ear, his hands were pressed against An Ling's hot skin, so hot that he hardly dared to touch them.When An Ling kissed his forehead, he quickly closed his eyes and listened to An Ling's words.But what he said was different from what he thought. After hearing this, he quickly opened his eyes and saw An Ling getting up and getting out of bed. He immediately sat up and grabbed An Ling's wrist.With earnest eyes, he looked at An Ling as if he was afraid of being abandoned. An Ling smiled helplessly. He held that cool little hand behind his back and pressed it on his lower body. A temperature that cannot be ignored.

"Don't mess with me today. I've been holding back for a long time, and I can't control it easily. You can watch TV. I'll go to the bathroom and I'll be back when I'm done. Be good."

An Ling gently tore off Xu Ning's hand with his other hand, turned around and walked to the bathroom.

Xu Ning watched An Ling enter the bathroom, and there was the sound of water flowing. He thought for a while on the bed, then got up and walked to the bathroom door, and slowly pushed the bathroom door open.

When the bathroom was quiet, An Ling kissed Xu Ning's disfigured back, which was bruised and purple, and there were still dark purple circular marks in some places, which were caused by his accidental force when he was in love. of.He kissed lightly with distress, and the place where he touched still trembled pitifully.He turned Xu Ning around, lifted Xu Ning's chin, and looked at Xu Ning's face full of cockroaches, which still had the rosy glow of the passionate legacy just now.The eye sockets were wet and red, pitifully like a white rabbit being bullied.

Then he half-carried him to the faucet, and cleaned up the remains of the two of them.An Ling wiped his body clean at last, and when he put on his underwear, he saw Xu Ning standing dumbfounded under the water, and chuckled lightly.

"Why don't you hurry up and stand there all night?" He thought Xu Ning was shy, so he didn't go over.Just looking back, he opened the bathroom door and came out. The air outside was much cooler than the fresh air in the bathroom. He breathed out in a good mood and lay down on the bed.

"Come out quickly, Ningning, don't tell me to go in and catch you."

Xu Ning stood under the faucet, obviously just finished making out, the water flowing out was still hot, but his nose was sour, and he felt cold in his heart, he put his hands on his hips helplessly, looking at himself still flushed, imprinted The buttocks with fingerprints on them, the place used by men to have sex was still intact, An Ling didn't go in until the end.He didn't know what else he could do. He tried his best to do what he could and couldn't do. He even shamelessly came in to seduce An Ling while An Ling was taking a bath. He had never considered treating An Ling. Self-esteem, but he is still at a loss now. He doesn't know how to fill the huge hole in his heart. When he thinks that An Ling may still not be able to accept him as a boy, he feels empty, as if pressed in his body. An exhaust fan, blowing a wind stronger than the midwinter outside along its hollow.His eyes were red, and tears flowed down with the water.He couldn't open his mouth to ask An Ling why he refused to go in, because he had used up all his courage to come to this city, to enter An Ling's bathroom, to kiss An Ling when An Ling was playing with his buttocks.

He rinsed himself in a daze, wiped his red eye sockets, and stopped the water.As soon as the water flow stopped, the bathroom became quiet.Xu Ning walked to the mirror, wiped off the white air on the mirror with his hands, looked at the face exposed in the mirror, even though his face was still flushed, the liquid couldn't cover up the cold breath on that face, and his slender eyebrows raised Compared with girls, the corners of his eyes are too sharp, his nose bridge is straight, and his lips are thin. He knows that his face is a bit cold and handsome, and he can't show a warm smile or smile. Cute pear dimples, no full lips and sexy eyebrows.He forced a little smile, and poked the place where the pear dimple appeared with his fingertips, hoping that the marks made by his fingers would be more obvious. The sharp nails poked a deep red and purple imprint on the delicate skin of his face.He didn't care about the pain and continued poking hard.

Until An Ling's obviously angry face suddenly appeared behind him in the mirror.He put down his hands in a panic, and lowered his head, not daring to look at An Ling's expression.

An Ling waited outside for a long time, he meant that Xu Ning was shy and had to wait a while before coming out to see him, so he was considerate and waited a little longer.But when the sound of the water stopped and the water didn't come out, he couldn't stay still, worried that Xu Ning was not feeling well.As a result, as soon as he came in, he saw Xu Ning facing the mirror, torturing his own face.The smile on his face was strange and sad, even if the corners of his mouth were raised, there was no hint of happiness in those bright eyes.He grabbed Xu Ning's hands, but Xu Ning still lowered his head and refused to look at him.He was powerless and didn't know what to do.An Ling didn't know Xu Ning's mind either, he always felt that Xu Ning's mind was harder to understand than girls.He obviously likes him so much that he seems to be able to do anything, but every time after making out, he always looks like this.He was a little irritable and a little annoyed.I don't know how to treat Xu Ning, he obviously responded just now.

"If you don't like it, I won't touch you in the future. What's the matter if you torture yourself alone." His voice was impatient and impatient, and he grabbed Xu Ning's hand with extra force.

"Don't touch me, touch that girl who studies art?" Xu Ning broke away from An Ling's grasping hand for the first time. An Ling has studied physical education for more than ten years. He has been training since he was a child, and his hand strength is much stronger than that of his peers. , he would hurt Xu Ning every time, but Xu Ning always felt that this kind of pain was happiness and sweetness, but today, after he took the initiative, even before the water on his body was dried, An Ling treated him Get angry, say what he doesn't like, and never touch him again, Xu Ning really feels very tired and sad, he doesn't know how else he can show how much he likes An Ling, he has already offered himself, An Ling He didn't even want it, he really didn't know what to do, he felt like his heart was full of weights made of lead, and his heart was overwhelmed, like metal poisoning, a kind of astringent, nausea Same pain.

"Which girl who studies art, just us two big men, where the hell is the girl who studies art?" An Ling impatiently ruffled his broken hair, he didn't dare to touch it because it looked very uncomfortable Xu Ning, who was fragile like Xu Ning who was about to break, felt the air in the bathroom gradually cooling down, looked at Xu Ning's body still naked, picked up the towel hanging from the wall and gently threw it on Xu Ning's body.Looking at Xu Ning's sad little face, he felt a throbbing pain in his heart. Xu Ning, who had blushed and dizzy, unconsciously bit his pale lips.It hurts just looking at him.

"Wipe it up quickly, don't make trouble, baby, you can say whatever you want, okay?" He couldn't figure out what was going on in Xu Ning's head, but it didn't stop him from feeling sorry for Xu Ning.

"It's the girl who walked with you, the girl who has two cute dimples when she smiles, the girl who lives in 404 next to you, the girl who studies art, and the girl who looks very good-looking."

In the evening, after Xu Ning and An Ling walked back to the hotel, they saw a very familiar figure from the back. His long chestnut brown hair was permed in big curls like waves, and the hair color was still shining under the dim light like A piece of smooth silk flutters in the air as the owner walks and moves around the slender waist wrapped in a woolen short windbreaker. The two graceful long legs look straight and long under the black leggings, lead gray The hip-wrapping skirt wraps the tight buttocks, which looks both girlish and cute, with a little bit of charm. It is very attractive from behind. He watched this girl enter the same hotel as them in front of them. , Pressed the elevator at the door of the elevator, and when they went up, they saw the girl open the door in the room next to An Ling. Looking at the delicate and pretty expression of the teenage girl, she looked extremely gentle and lovely, Xu Ning suddenly remembered that this girl was one of the people who had dinner with An Ling the day they left, and had taken art tuition with him some time ago Ban is an art student.

She was right next to An Ling, living in the same hotel as An Ling, so close, but An Ling never told him from the beginning to the end.He held back the suspicion at the bottom of his heart, and didn't show it to An Ling to notice, as if he didn't know the girl at all, and returned the same polite and strange smile until the girl went in.As soon as he entered their room, he let An Ling into the bathroom to take a bath, and he didn't dare to stay with An Ling, for fear that he would find his ugly expression of jealousy and jealousy. When An Ling came out, he cleaned up his mood before smiling He said hello and went in to take a shower.

But he still couldn't help his dark thoughts, couldn't help the vicious suspicion in his heart, so when An Ling went into the bathroom again, he mustered up the courage to go in, he wanted An Ling to know how much he liked him.Knowing that he likes him no less than other girls.

But An Ling still felt that he didn't like him, he really hated his own gender for the first time, because he really didn't know how he could make An Ling believe how much he liked him.

"You said Wen Wen, isn't that a special student in a school? She is good at it. Isn't it normal for her to be admitted to this school? Don't think about it, I have nothing to do with her." An Ling didn't know Xu Ning Why do you doubt him, but he doesn't care about the process at all, he looks at Xu Ning's red eyes, he is already at a loss, Xu Ning has always been obedient to him, never loses his temper, and never speaks loudly to him After all, that cold and desolate face was either flushed and shy, or frankly and directly expressing affection. It was the first time he showed this kind of hurt and sadness, even if he didn't blame him, he had already started to blame himself.

"Don't be angry, I really have nothing to do with her, trust me, Xu Ning." He gently grabbed Xu Ning's cold and pale hands at all times, brought them to his mouth, rubbed them with his breath, and gave them keep warm.

"An Ling, are you so kind to everyone? Being so kind makes people reluctant to give up." Xu Ning looked at An Ling and lowered his head. He obviously had a violent temper, and when he was pampering you, he didn't care what you said. I’m not angry at anything, I’ll comfort you well, but when we parted, we were so indifferent and unreasonable. The person who told us to break up couldn’t believe that he was abandoned. Xu Jing was a living example of him before, because his appearance could easily be rejected. Abandoned girl, but he still doesn't have a face, knowing how dangerous An Ling is, but still stubbornly approaching, Yan Shu has already told himself that he will be hurt, and An Ling will be hurt unconsciously.But he still took the initiative again and again, even though An Ling refused to ask for it, he still cared about him and made out with him again and again.

He put his arms around An Ling's neck, and pressed his face against An Ling's broad chest. An Ling was still a big boy who had just grown up, and he could not conceal his steady aura, and his gestures were full of manliness.Xu Ning really couldn't imagine how many beautiful and enchanting girls would surround the fully grown An Ling, girls with soft bodies, and how long An Ling could endure for him, how long before he would finally tell him that he was sorry.

Like Xu Jing who was cruelly abandoned, he would also be cruelly pushed away by An Ling, and then with his own self-esteem shattered into powder, he couldn't believe that An Ling who was so kind to him would fall in love with others, and refused to accept the reality.

An Ling looked at Xu Ning who had stopped talking, thinking that he had finally escaped a catastrophe. He thought that Xu Ning had been bullied just now, so he made trouble unreasonably because he was unhappy.After venting his anger, he should be fine, so he picked up Xu Ning who hugged him and left the bathroom.

Xu Ning hasn't spoken since he got out of the bathroom. An Ling lay next to him and didn't know what to say. He looked at the white and smooth side face under the light, with a black shadow cast by his thick eyelashes, and was still trembling slightly. , like a timid butterfly falling down, Pu flapped his wings anxiously, seeing that Xu Ning didn't want to talk, An Ling sighed, and turned off the light.The room was plunged into darkness.

Xu Ning barely slept all night. He knew that An Ling would have a sports school exam tomorrow, and no matter how big things were, he closed his eyes to suppress his emotions.

At around eight o'clock in the morning, Xu Ning woke An Ling up with a faint smile on his face. As usual, An Ling was in a hazy sleep. Xu Ning's expression yesterday made him worry for a long time. After falling asleep and being woken up by Xu Ning, he looked at Xu Ning who seemed to be back to normal, and his heart seemed to finally drop to the ground.mumbling.

"Without Wenwen, don't be angry." The voice in the early morning did not regain consciousness. When Xu Ning heard Wenwen, the faint smile on his face that had been so hard to maintain also collapsed.

He took a deep breath, then patted An Ling's face lightly, "It's time to get up, An Ling, you still have to take the exam later."

An Ling finally got up in a daze, and finished cleaning up.Went down to have breakfast with Xu Ning.It was only 09:30 when Xu Ning sent An Ling to the university where he was taking the exam, and there was a long queue outside.An Ling found his admission ticket, looked at Xu Ning who had a normal expression beside him, and pointed to the bus plate on the other side of the road. The private cars at the school gate were blocked. At this time, the roads in this city are blocked. It's hard to get through, and the taxi is not as fast as the walk.

"The No. 12 bus should arrive in a few stops." Before they discussed, An Ling would not let Xu Ning accompany him during the exam, so Xu Ning went to visit the university he had been longing for before. After Ling finished the exam, he called him to pick him up. The two of them went out to have a good time, and sent Xu Ning back the next morning.

Xu Ning looked at the empty bus sign over there, and nodded.He looked at An Ling carefully, as if when he met him for the first time, his eyes were as if he could strip An Ling's clothes off, even though An Ling's face was already invincible, he was Embarrassed to see.He reached out and pressed Xu Ning's eyes.

"Don't watch it, I'll come back later and let you see enough."

"Well, An Ling, come on!" Xu Ning pulled An Ling's hand, held it in the palm of his hand and then let go, watching An Ling put his hand into his pocket.

"Don't wander around, just stroll around that school, and I'll accompany you for the rest." An Ling ruffled Xu Ning's hair.Glancing at him again, seeing that he was fine, he strode towards the team.

Xu Ning looked at the back of An Ling running away, and smiled, but his eyes were full of sadness. He felt empty in his heart, as if a big hole had been broken.Nothing can be filled, he saw himself crying in his heart, crying very embarrassingly.He turned around and didn't walk towards the bus stop. He waved for a taxi and got on the bus.

"Master, go to the train station, thank you."