sad li bai

Half of the time for the exam has passed, some students outside the school have dispersed, and the parents accompanying the exam also walked around, and some will come back after leaving for a while. The blocked road shows its usual appearance, An Ling He ran to the intersection to take a taxi, with the phone still in his hand, when he suddenly heard a notification tone for a text message, Xu Ning should be the only one sending text messages at such a coincident time, he sat in the car with a smile on his face, Check text messages.

"Thank you for staying with me for so long, An Ling, I am very happy, goodbye."

This came out of nowhere, and the content was almost equivalent to a text message to break up. For a moment, An Ling was completely stunned. He didn't even have time to put away the smile on his lips, and he was hit so dizzy that he didn't know where he was.It wasn't until the master impatiently increased the volume and asked where to go again that An Ling didn't react.

where to goAn Ling suddenly didn't know where he should go. He originally planned to find Xu Ning, but right now he didn't know where Xu Ning would be?

He had dumped many people before, so he seemed to understand the hidden and clearly conveyed intention behind this text message.When An Ling dumped someone, others said all the nasty things, and in order to get rid of them, he also said a lot of nasty things.But seeing Xu Ning's gentle text message, he lost all his strength, as if it was difficult for him to breathe for a moment.

An Ling thought that he would rather he didn't like Xu Ning so much, so that he could pretend that he didn't understand the text message, call back immediately, and ask Xu Ning what he was thinking, and even made an appointment with him a few hours before we parted. Well, I went to see the school, and made an appointment not to break up after graduation.Or because he doesn't like it that much, he can ignore what this text message is about, and stay with him if he wants to, and he doesn't care if he doesn't want to.

But now he didn't dare to do any of them, he was at a loss.He neither dared to call and ask what Xu Ning meant, nor did he dare to pretend he didn't see the text message.Because he cared so much, his heart began to throb, as if he had been running all the time until he couldn't get up, he couldn't breathe, and there was no oxygen in his chest, and his eyes were red in an instant.Even the master who kept asking where he was going impatiently seemed to sense that he was depressed, so he softened his tone unconsciously and asked again.

"Where are you going, boy?"

An Ling reported the hotel where he was staying. He was holding the phone so hard that the metallic paint leather on the phone case left clear finger marks, and he didn't feel any pain. He waited for a long time before opening the phone interface, like It was as heavy as a ten-kilogram sandbag on his wrist, and he replied to Xu Ning's text message slowly faster than the old man who had just started using his mobile phone. It was a cup of boiling hot water, which kept growing in size and filled his heart.Or pretend like nothing happened, "Where are you, didn't you agree to go to that university together?"

Xu Ning's text message was answered much faster than An Ling imagined. He thought that Xu Ning would ignore him after saying that kind of thing, but he heard the notification tone of the text message not long after he sent it.

"At the station, I bought an evening ticket and got on the train in a while."

When An Ling saw the text message, his body didn't even think about it for a moment, and he threw himself on the back of the driver's seat.

"Master, change the way, let's go to the train station." He shouted to the driver.

He was clueless and almost didn't know what text message to reply to Xu Ning, and he didn't even dare to tell Xu Ning that he was going to the train station to find him. He kept urging the driver to hurry up, knowing the time when the train left, but he couldn't help Don't worry, worry about other accidents, just like he doesn't understand why Xu Ning, who has always liked him, suddenly sent him such a text message, he panicked like opening a rabbit farm, countless The fluffy white rabbits all turned into spirits, jumping and calling in his heart, Xu Ning, Xu Ning, Xu Ning.

The notification tone of the text message suddenly rang again, and An Ling hardly dared to read the content of the text message. He was afraid that it was Xu Ning's text message, but he was also afraid that it was not Xu Ning's text message.Afraid that Xu Ning would say something, but also afraid that Xu Ning would not say anything.He wanted to get to the train station earlier, so he felt at ease holding Xu Ning.He nervously opened the text message.

"If you want to come, please don't come, I'm afraid I will regret it."

An Ling seemed to be able to feel Xu Ning's despair, he didn't know why he would bring Xu Ning such feelings, so uneasy.He wanted to call and ask, but he gave up. He thought for a long time before compiling a text message.

"No matter what you think, you have no way back, Xu Ning, you dragged me to this road, I will never let go."

An Ling never thought that one day he would threaten others not to break up with him with such a fierce tone, and he never even thought that one day he would be so shameless that he didn't want to be separated from someone.He remembered that there was a scene where Yan Shu had broken up with him before. There was a girl who seemed to really like him and kept crying. He got impatient and walked away without saying a word.Yan Shu watched from the side and sighed and patted him on the shoulder, saying that he spoiled other people's likes and be careful of retribution in the future.

He thought of Xu Ning who obviously didn't do anything, liked what he liked so much, and made him so pitiful. He was so sad and sad, but he didn't even know where to start to comfort him, so he felt that he was useless , you can deeply understand Yan Shu's feeling when he said that they are not the same way, but they still don't want to separate.

This cautious, sad and reluctant emotion filled his entire chest, making him feel extremely sorry for the despair of that fool who obviously liked him so much and wanted to let him go.He smiled wryly for a moment, feeling that Yan Shu seemed to be right, his retribution had come.

Because he didn't know how to make Xu Ning believe that he, who was so unclean and sloppy that he didn't believe it, liked him so much.Can like for so long.Because I like him, I can change my way of life, change my future direction, and even think about the days to be with him in the next ten or 20 years.

He locked and slid the phone's screen several times, but still couldn't help calling Xu Ning.The phone was connected almost as soon as it rang. Before An Ling could speak, he heard a choked up voice over there, like a wounded kitten purring and swallowing saliva into its throat. The voice, the nasal sound that was always twitching because of the pain, made him feel distressed like a flood, drowning everything, and immediately asked if he didn't care about anything:

"What's the matter? I'll be right there."

"I-I don't know. I'm afraid you will come, and I'm afraid you won't come. An Ling, what should I do, I-"

Xu Ning's voice was low, so soft that it was almost inaudible. He uttered words intermittently, with slurred nasal sounds, but An Ling could still hear him clearly. He couldn't see or guess the expression on Xu Ning's face, the eyes. With a circle of red and a red nose tip, it must look like a poor rabbit. On the face that looks so cold and indifferent that it is not close to foreign objects, it is weird and harmonious.

Just like Xu Ning, who is obviously indifferent and not easy to get close to, and he and his family members are seldom expressing their emotions, but he can always express his feelings for An Ling clearly without any scruples, directly and undisguisedly, fiery and without retreat, making An Ling feel alive. She dragged her in front of him, forcing An Ling to face up to his feelings, not to be ambiguous at all.

Telling An Ling to sink in so deeply with him.

"Hey, don't think about anything, wait for me to go." An Ling put down the phone, he didn't know how to control his emotions to calm down, paid the money, and got out of the car.

When he got out of the car and walked into the station, he saw Xu Ning standing by the security gate, his waist tightly wrapped in a long windbreaker, thin and tall.His face was pale, but his eye sockets were red, and his pale pink lips were pursed into a straight line.Facing the security gate, there was an open gate. People who were eager to get in lined up outside the security gate. An Ling was at the last place, looking at Xu Ning's pretty face that was not easy to get close to. Looking forward, staring at the crowd in line, looking over one by one, disappointed and hopeful.

His hands were clenched unconsciously, his fingertips were blue and white.The wind was blowing outside, whistling along the security gate and into the station, the security inspector, who was conducting security inspection for others, tightened his heavy coat tightly, and couldn't help shivering, but Xu Ning seemed to let it go unknowingly. The gust of wind blew past him, and he was still guarding the security gate carefully, sweeping past everyone more professionally than the security staff.

When Xu Ning saw An Ling, his eyes fell on An Ling, and he refused to leave for a second.During An Ling's security check, he kept his eyes on her. Xu Ning's thoughts were very simple, and he didn't hide anything when he liked it, he was clean and straightforward.It made An Ling's heart so hot that he could hardly bear the urge to run to Xu Ning's side at once, hug Xu Ning and never let go.

But when An Ling stood in front of Xu Ning after the security check, he was rather timid.Not knowing what to do, he knew exactly what kind of person he was, and knew that he was the source of all Xu Ning's anxiety.I know Xu Ning's liking and reluctance, not leaving and leaving.But he really didn't know if he was sure to give Xu Ning an ending that he didn't regret, whether it was better to let Xu Ning suffer once, or to be entangled with him all the time, to suffer repeatedly.He also began to hesitate. He stood less than one meter away from Xu Ning, looked at Xu Ning's pale cheeks, and didn't know whether it was best for Xu Ning to move forward or leave.

Maybe Xu Ning himself can't tell how much he likes An Ling. He can lie to An Ling with a calm face, but he can't bear his departure. He can stop calling An Ling for a few days, but as long as An Ling Appeared, his mind could no longer accommodate anything else.He thought that he would refuse this too sweet temptation and leave the city altogether, but he ruined all his persistence in a text message from An Ling, and all the reasons were eclipsed the moment An Ling appeared.

He looked at An Ling standing in front of him, he didn't take the initiative to lean over, and he didn't have the domineering aggression he had before. He even showed a flustered and helpless look, standing in front of him at a loss, like a child who didn't know what to do when something happened. He began to feel distressed, he couldn't blame An Ling for making An Ling like this, he knew that An Ling liked him, but this liking wasn't enough to give him a trust that he wasn't afraid of anything.But the facts proved that he couldn't be indifferent to An Ling's departure. If An Ling really didn't show up today, he didn't know how sad he would be.

In the end, he couldn't bear it at all, and he was the one who couldn't let go. Today just made them both understand how much Xu Ning likes An Ling.

As for An Ling, how much weight does Xu Ning hold in your heart?

Xu Ning took a step forward, and the distance between him and An Ling got closer. He stretched out his hand and grabbed the zipper of An Ling's front. His slender fingers were pale and weak in the cold wind, but An Ling felt that hand, holding on to An Ling's front. It was his heart, tight, making his heart so tight that he couldn't breathe.He stretched out his hand and held Xu Ning's hand, the cold skin was not warm at all.

"Hands are so cold, you're wearing so little, and you're still standing in the wind." An Ling frowned, looking serious and unapproachable.But his hands wrapped Xu Ning's tightly, his fiery palm was completely different from the temperature of his tone.

"The sooner I see you, the sooner I can feel at ease." Xu Ning narrowed his eyes slightly, crooked like a new moon, with a warm smile, he didn't look like he was at odds at all, he was always like this, all of himself The grievance of swallowing alone, when you really can't swallow it, it will make a purring sound like a cat, put away all the sharp and sharp things like a baby, and scratch you a few times, and before you have time to feel the pain, he will quickly hug you close Asking for caress, unable to see his previous grievances.

How could An Ling not know his pain? Xu Ning, who is so proud and reckless, so indifferent and enthusiastic, can't help but lose his temper when he is sad, and dare not make you angry. Only by restraining your self-esteem can you take the initiative to show favor after losing your temper.How could Xu Ning be at ease when he came here? He obviously didn't want Xu Ning to leave, and he obviously wanted to come here sooner and see Xu Ning earlier.

An Ling felt very distressed, as if someone was holding a knife and cut each wound. The wound was not big, no blood flowed out, and the skin couldn't be broken, but it was a little bit red, with bulging bumps. pain.Burning itching pain.He stretched out his arms and gently hugged Xu Ning into his arms, treating him like the most precious, even more precious than the limited edition basketball signed by his favorite basketball star that his father gave him on his birthday Gift.

"Xu Ning, wait for me, I will definitely give you an explanation when I go back." An Ling's tone was heavy, the strength of his words and the gentleness of his body were his most sincere responses, Xu Ning's liking was pure and Precious, he must take it seriously.