wait for freedom

No one is born free.

This is a sentence that Luo Xiang suddenly thought of when he was standing at the door of the bedroom and watching Wang Xu packing clothes in the bedroom.

"Do you need me to help you..." Luo Xiang looked at Wang Xu folding his clothes and asked him awkwardly.

Wang Xu paused for a while while packing his clothes, "No..." Before he finished speaking, Luo Qu took the clothes in his hand.Wang Xu looked at Luo Xiang who was standing beside him busying himself, looked at his side face for a while, stared at Luo Xiang's slightly red eyes, "...I'm sorry..."

Luo Xiang acted as if he hadn’t heard it, or as if he had gotten used to it after listening too much, he didn’t speak...or maybe he didn’t know what to say, Luo Xiang only felt that he was beaten by his father with a broom back then. Dun's scar is only hurting now, it hurts so much, Luo Xiang feels that he can hardly lift his hands to pack clothes and just wants to curl up his whole body.

Seeing that Luo Xiang didn't reply, Wang Xu's already depressed mood sank little by little until it sank to the bottom, turning into a huge rock, pressing himself down, feeling that his whole body was flattened and unable to move. As if to prove that he can still move, Wang Xu tugged on Luo Xiang's arm, "Luo Xiang...you..."

Luo Qu's body pulled by Wang Xu turned to Wang Xu, but he still didn't raise his head, didn't speak, and was bored.

"Luo Xiang... can you say something! Can you say something..." Wang Xu was about to suffocate to death under the stone. Saying something, even a single word, can make me feel like I can breathe again... But Luo Xiang just didn't speak, just lowered his head, unconsciously pulling the clothes in his hands.

It's not that Luo Xiang doesn't want to say it, he just really doesn't know what to say...Should I wish you a happy marriage? ...or please don't get married? ...or...I love you...?

But do you still love...

Luo Qu and Wang Xu have been sleeping in separate rooms for a long time, Luo Qu doesn't quite understand, how could two people who are clearly in love end up in this situation where they want to love but dare not love?Tomorrow is the day when Wang Xu is going to move out. Luo Xiang stood at the door of the bedroom and watched Wang Xu packing up his things. He wanted to laugh a little. Wang Xu's technique of folding clothes was really bad, the sleeves were not straightened, and the neckline was not evened out. , Folded it a little bit and put it in the box...Luo Xiang suddenly felt that Wang Xu should learn to fold clothes back then, and he shouldn't have looked at Wang Xu's stern face and didn't want to fold clothes, so he was soft-hearted and refused to let him learn. .....What should his wife say about him after getting married...his wife...

"Luo Xiang! Let's...let's...together..." When Wang Xu, who was drunk, said in Luo Gou's ear, Luo Xiang thought, is this person crazy? ?Are you drunk? This is...

"Hey! Dude! Wake up! Wake up!" Luo Xiang almost slapped Wang Xu and Wang Xu, but Wang Xu still hugged Luo Xiang's neck and rubbed hard, muttering "OK... Luo Xiang...I'm serious...Let's...be together...I'm afraid I'll miss it...You're not mine...We can go to a university ... Renting a house outside... okay..."

Luo Xiang suddenly felt that God had seen him depressed, and suddenly showed mercy and gave him hope. He liked Wang Xu for a long time, but he also felt that Wang Xu must be drunk and talking nonsense.

From the time when Luo Xiang realized that his sexual orientation was different from ordinary people, he tried his best to avoid making friends with the male students in the class. He was always alone. Same thing, Luo Qu didn't dare to tell his parents, his teacher, or his friends, so he could only hold back.After holding it in for a long time, he got used to it, and then Wang Xu appeared in front of him. The two of them knew each other very simply, even at the same table. Going to be friends, slowly, Luo Gou felt that having a friend was pretty good, at least his life was much happier than before, and later, Luo Gou felt that his feelings for Wang Xu had changed, and he was no longer treating friends. Luo Xiang panicked and felt that he couldn't treat Wang Xu like this. Wang Xu treated him so well and was his best friend.Luo Gou decided to stay away from Wang Xu, and just watch him silently, but Wang Xu blocked his retreat abruptly. How did Wang Xu realize his feelings for Luo Gou? Xu never told him, and Luo Xiang never dared to ask, for fear that if he asked Wang Xu, he would regret it.

Wang Xutian, who was in junior high school, was not afraid of anything. He almost walked sideways when he walked. In the words of Wang Xu after work, he was in the peak state of his life in the second year of junior high school, and he felt that he was awesome.So Wang Xu does everything, fights, smokes, drinks, the most irritating thing is that he has good grades, and later met Luo Xiang in high school, and felt that his cold deskmate had really good-looking eyes. Anywhere is good, I feel that Luo Gou is a person he can't catch up with, so Wang Xu pesters Luo Gou and becomes Luo Gou's friend, and later, he gets used to hugging Luo Gou, and then... ... and then I understood my thoughts on Luo Xiang...Maybe this is love at first sight...

If Wang Xu said it himself, he didn't understand why he fell in love with Luo Gou at first sight. It's not that he didn't have a girlfriend, nor was he not interested in girls. To put it mildly, Wang Xu felt that Luo Gou was the right person for him. .But Luo Qu was afraid, afraid that Wang Xu would be impulsive, drunk and dazzled, and Luo Qu didn't want God to take away hope, so he could only carefully support Wang Xu who was drunk, without speaking.

Wang Xu talked to himself for a while, but the other party didn't say anything, and was a little angry, "Why don't you talk! I'm confessing to you... Let me talk to you if you disagree... ..." Wang Xu, who was drunk, made Luo Xiang want to laugh, like a child who insisted on an answer, and would get angry and wronged if he didn't give the answer.

Luo Xiang hooked the corner of his mouth, and held Wang Xu's arm holding his neck with one hand, "Why did you say this suddenly? You are drunk, and you are talking nonsense..."

"I'm not drunk! I just like you... Do you agree with me? Hurry up and agree..."

Luo Xiang only felt that it was fortunate that the two of them escaped from the evening self-study, and they were playing with Wang Xu in a corner of the street, which is not a drunken madness. Fortunately, there were not many people on the road, and fortunately, they were all strangers.

"Wang Xu, you are really drunk. Let's discuss this matter when you wake up...get up, let's go back to school, and change to study at night." When the two returned to school, the dormitory door It's almost closed.When the two finally returned to the dormitory, Luo Qu put Wang Xu on the bed, looked at Wang Xu sleeping like a dead pig for a while, silently took off Wang Xu's shoes and socks, wiped his face with a towel, After the quilt was covered, the people in the dormitory still wondered what happened to these two people.

The next day was Saturday, and the school stipulated that he could only go home once every two weeks. This week, he was able to go home. When Wang Xu woke up and opened his eyes, he found that Luo Xiang had gone home early. Wang Xu scratched his head irritably. Remembering the stupid things he did last night, he felt that Luo Xiang was angry, and he felt that it was too much for Luo to run away before he woke up, so he got up and went to find Luo!

When he saw Luo Gou, Wang Xu didn't know what to say. He only knew that he couldn't coax him. If he coaxed Luo Gou, he would definitely be gone. When I grow up, I feel stupid. Originally, I was thinking that Wang Xu would not remember what I said when he was drunk, so I ran home early in the morning to relax my sleepless head all night. As a result... ....

"I'll just ask you, do you agree! Do you agree!"

Luo Xiang was a little silly and didn't know what to say, "Huh?...What are you talking about..."

"Luo Xiang, I like you... If you accept, let's be together..." Wang Xu stared into Luo Xiang's eyes and said a lot of words one by one.

Luo Xiang felt a little dazed. He listened to Wang Xu, and he could hear every word clearly, "Wang Xu, we are in our third year of high school, and the time is wrong...and you..."

"So, you don't hate me, you think the same about me as I do about you! Right!"

"Is it okay if we don't discuss this now... We are in the third year of high school, and the college entrance examination is coming soon... If, we are admitted to the same university, if you haven't given up at that time... Wait After entering university, I will give you the answer." Luo Xiang wants Wang Xu to think about it for a while, there are still three months before the college entrance examination, this time is enough for Wang Xu to understand many things...

The author has something to say: This article will be very short, it can be regarded as the essay of three fools. .So it may not be updated on time, maybe it will be finished in one day, or it may be procrastinated, but it will not be cheated, and it will definitely be finished.