wait for freedom

Looking at Wang Xu packing up his things, Luo Xiang felt that he should help him, and started to help him fold his clothes. He knew that Wang Xu was looking at him, but he didn't want to look into Wang Xu's eyes. Both he and Wang Xu knew that he (Luo Xiang) was disappointed with Wang Xu (himself).

Luo Xiang still wanted to laugh when he folded his clothes. Since he knew Wang Xu, no... To be correct, since he lived in the same dormitory with Wang Xu, he knew that Wang Xu was a person who could not fold clothes, not Wang Xu He doesn't want to do it or don't want to learn to do it. He just doesn't know how to fold clothes. When I met Wang Xu, although they were at the same table, they were not in the same dormitory. After getting to know each other later, Wang Xu ran to change dormitories with Luo's dormitory classmates, and the two were in the same dormitory. After they were really together, Luo Qu only realized that Wang Xu was really a person who acted faster than thinking. Before he realized that he liked Luo Xiang, he knew that he was close to the water.

When the two of them got admitted to the same university, and Wang Xu finally got Luo Xiang's answer, the two began to do what ordinary couples would do, living together.

Luo Qu never knew that Wang Xu had so many small problems. He liked to hug things when he slept, grabbed the quilt with himself, snored occasionally, and couldn't fold clothes. He did other housework well, because Wang Xu was a little taller. , Changing light bulbs and so on are all done by Wang Xu, not to mention cooking, he can burn the kitchen down, and then there is no other way, Luo Xiang began to learn a little cooking, it can’t be said to be very delicious, At least the two of them will not starve to death.So Luo Xiang has always said that regardless of Wang Xuchang's appearance, he has nothing but brains, and even Wang Xu himself feels that if Luo Xiang is not by his side, he will starve to death.

Although the two were admitted to the same university, they applied for different majors, so the dormitories are different, the classrooms are different, and the class time is different, but the two who have decided to be together feel that the time together is too little, so they still rent a house It was more convenient, so the two of them moved out of the school dormitory at the beginning of the university.It was relatively cheap to rent a house around the school when I was in college. The two rented an unused house in the school staff community. It was not big, with two bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen and one bathroom. To them, this was theirs. You can be together unscrupulously, there is no need to be cautious in the dormitory, and there is no need to hide from your roommates to sneak a kiss. Luo Xiang feels that he has spent four years in college...free.

Luo Qu thinks that Wang Xu is so handicapped because he is used to it.

"Wang Xu, please put away the clothes that have been dried..."

It has been less than a week since we moved into our new home, and many places have not been cleaned. Luo Xiang was busy cleaning and called Wang Xu to help him. As a result, Wang Xu lay on his bed and groaned, "Honey...I don't I can fold clothes..."

Luo Xiang stopped sweeping the floor, took a broom, stood next to Wang Xu with one hand on his waist, and kicked Wang Xu's ass vigorously, "Hurry up! If you don't know how to fold clothes, you will always take them down." Bar!"

Seeing Luo Xiang, Wang Xu became a little angry, a little cowardly, ran to put away all the clothes, and came to Luo Xiang with the clothes basket in his arms, "Often... I packed it... .”

"Good dog... go and put your clothes on the bed... learn to fold clothes by yourself~" Luo Xiang always thought that his name didn't need to be too nice, Luo Xiang was arrested or something, but Wang Xu liked it very much Call yourself often, every time I listen to Luo Xiang, I feel that Wang Xu is barking, so that every time Wang Xu calls me often, I will pat him on the head and bark like a good dog, but Wang Xu usually just makes me angry Now, when you want to please yourself, you will call yourself often...

Luo Qu was pulled by Wang Xu, and the moment he turned to Wang Xu, he suddenly thought that Wang Xu hadn't asked him to go there for a long time. Since three or four years ago, Wang Xu told him for the first time that his parents were going to force him. After the blind date, because Wang Xu couldn't resist his parents' choice to get married, Luo Qu had quarreled with Wang Xu many times. The most serious time was when the two had a big fight, and all the things in the house were smashed. Many things in the house were newly replaced after that quarrel. , Something broke and replaced with a new one, but Luo Xiang felt that even if it was replaced with a new one, it would not be durable.

After college, the two moved once, from the staff dormitory of the school, and rented a house near the place where Li Luo went to work. The classmates at the university said that they had such a good relationship, like brothers. We had to live together when we were in college, and we had to live together after graduation for work, that is to say, occasionally a girl in the class looked at them and smiled ambiguously.Luo Xiang now feels that it would be nice if they were real brothers.

When we moved to a new home, there was nothing in the house. The two together went to buy household items, went to IKEA to buy a bed, and saw a double bed from a single bed.Wang Xu thought it was enough to buy a double bed, but Luo Xiang felt that he had to buy two double beds or a double bed for each person. Wang Xu thought it was a waste to buy two beds. I still remember the reason why Luo Xiangfei wanted to buy two beds, "If we two quarrel or get awkward, we must sleep separately! You must buy two beds!" After the bed is bought, then buy bedding, pillows, quilts and sheets... ...buy two of each, now... use one set per person...

When the two lived in this house with each other for three or four years, they almost had to move again because the landlord needed money and wanted to sell the house. Later, the two of them got together and worked for a while. I have accumulated a lot of savings, and this house is not bad, so why don’t I just buy it? After buying it, Wang Xu insisted that only one person’s name should be written in the household registration book. The names of the two...Perhaps, at that time, Wang Xu knew that he would lose Luo Xiang, so he wanted to make up for Luo Xiang in this way.

The period when the two bought the house was the beginning of Wang Xu's parents forcing Wang Xu to go on a blind date. Luo Xiang never knew that Wang Xu didn't tell his parents that he paid for the house himself, and it was Wang Xu's again later. When his parents came here to see Wang Xu, Wang Xu's mother said, "Wang Xu, you see, he bought a house after only three or four years of work. After that, he won't have to worry about marrying a wife. You see Look at you, I don’t even know where your savings from working for the past few years have gone..." Luo Xiang didn’t know if Wang Xu’s parents had noticed something, although Wang Xu didn’t confess to his parents like he did, but The two have been together since high school, and have met each other's parents so many times, it's hard to say whether Wang Xu's parents have noticed something.

After the Spring Festival of that year, after the two returned home, Wang Xu told Luo Gou about their blind date. Luo Gou was silent for a while, and suddenly joked, "Then do you fancy her girl? If you do, , when you get married, I will let you move our big bed, as your dowry hahahaha..." Before finishing speaking, Luo Qu was hugged by Wang Xu, and Wang Xu didn't say anything. Didn't say anything, Luo Xiang didn't say anything, the two of them hugged each other quietly for a while, and later they kept silent about it as if it had never happened, except that after the Chinese New Year every year, when Wang Xu was with his parents The time spent at home is getting longer and longer, and Luo Xiang is getting more and more silent...

Luo Xiang also felt that if he didn't speak anymore, Wang Xu would really go crazy, "I was joking before, saying that I would give you this bed as your dowry... But, the old bed... It's not good to put it in a new house, I..."

Wang Xu let go of the hand holding Luo Gou's arm, stared at Luo Gou for a long time, and took a deep breath, "Luo Gou...I'm sorry...I...I'm sorry ..." Wang Xu wanted to tell Luo Gou that he loved him, but all he could say was sorry, Wang Xu knew that he could no longer say I love you to Luo Gou, and that would only hurt Luo Gou even more.Wang Xu is selfish, he loves Luo Xiang in his heart, but he can't bear to look at his parents' old faces, begging himself to get married.

Luo Qu has never told Wang Xu how much he loves him, how much he doesn't want him to leave him to get married, how much he hates his parents, how much he hates him, how much he hates himself. The relationship of the past ten years seems to be nothing... I have no position to ask Wang Xu to do anything, and I am vulnerable.Luo Xiang sometimes thinks, if it’s gone, it’s gone, it’s not impossible to live alone, from the divorce of his parents to now...but he only has Wang Xu...

Luo Xiang was a little confused about his future.

When they were in college, Luo Xiang and Wang Xu imagined their future, going to the Netherlands to get married, adopt a child, live slowly, and raise a golden retriever when they are older.After work, the two raised a golden retriever, but later fell ill and died. Luo Xiang was very sad. When the golden retriever was cremated, Luo Xiang suddenly wondered in his mind if Wang Xu left him one day, would he be with the golden retriever? The end is the same...it may be different...but people always die...

After the golden retriever was gone, Luo Xiang no longer wanted to keep a dog. He was getting more and more busy with work and had no time to take care of the dog. Moreover, he and Wang Xu had more and more quarrels. , blind date, marriage, coming out, back and forth, quarrels come and go quickly, but something always feels wrong.There were too many quarrels, Luo Xiang was angry with himself, and ran home to tell his father that he liked men, and then he was beaten by his father and kicked out of the house.My mother called to ask Luo Xiang what was going on.At that time, Luo Qu was at home asking Wang Xu to help him apply medicine.Luo Qu's mother is a very fashionable woman. She couldn't stand Luo's father's rigidity in the early years, divorced, married a foreigner and went to live in another city. Can't you like girls...do you have a partner now...does he treat you well...well, I won't force you, and I don't have much Taking care of you, yourself... oh..."

Luo Qu knew that he had let his family down, but he felt that nothing was more important than allowing himself to live freely, but Wang Xu did not dare to take this freedom. It's too painful to feel that I can't be as free and easy as Luo Xiang.Sometimes Luo Xiang also feels stupid, why did he come out of the closet... At least now that Wang Xu is leaving, he can still have another home to return to, but there is no if, if there is a if, Luo Xiang may I won't talk to Wang Xu...but who knows what if...

The author has something to say: In fact, I wrote this article because of a game called Back to School, but I suddenly felt a little emotional. At the same time, I thought of "I'll Wait for You to 35" when I wrote it. There may be some The reference of the bridge section is also to remember Nankang. . . . . .Don't spray if you don't like it