wait for freedom

The two set the table to eat silently. There was nothing on the table except the sound of bowls and chopsticks colliding. Wang Xu would look up at Luo Xiang from time to time. Wang Xu wanted to say something, but felt that the rice choked him and made him unable to make a sound. .

Wang Xu imagined that after Luo Qu knew that he was going to get married, how Luo Qu would behave, no quarrels or crying, Luo Qu seemed to have always known that there would be such an ending, very calm, Wang Xu would think, why did his parents There is such a big emotional difference with Luo Gou, Wang Xu didn't tell Luo Gou that his parents knew about the two of them, because Luo Gou would not let him stay even if he told Luo Gou, although Luo Gou didn't say anything now, as if the ten Let go of the feelings for the coming year as soon as you say it, without nostalgia.

Yes, Wang Xu's parents knew about it. Wang Xu couldn't figure out what went wrong. How did his parents know about the two of them? Did they know about the two when they forced him to go on a blind date, or in the past two years?Wang Xu was so irritable that he felt like chewing wax.Although Luo Xiang didn't know that Wang Xu's parents knew about it, Luo Xiang vaguely felt it. After all, Wang Xu's parents looked at him with strange eyes, in a kind of disappointment?hostility?disgust? ...Maybe it is one of the emotional eyes, or it may contain all the emotional eyes...Anyway, it is a kind of unclear eyes looking at me...

"Wang Xu, mom has a girl for you. She looks great. Do you want to meet her? Go, you are old and you are over 30, get married quickly! Mom is still waiting to have a grandson It!" Mother Wang put the girl's photo in front of Wang Xu, wanting Wang Xu to take a look.

"Mom! I don't want to get married... I don't have much success at work, I don't have a house or a car... I don't want to get married!" Wang Xu pushed away the photo in Wang's mother's hand impatiently. , every new year is like this, do you have to get married! "Mom, I'm going back early this year. The company starts working early this year..."

"Shut up! The company goes to work early?? Do you think I'm your mother? I'm an idiot! Mom hasn't said it all these years, it doesn't mean that mom doesn't know! You go back so early to see who you really think I don't know!!?? You Are you willing to piss mom off to death!! Do you really think I don’t know anything!!” Ms. Wang looked at her son with tears streaming down her face.Wang Xu looked at his mother crying so sadly at a loss, he didn't understand, how did he know...

"Mom thought, you and Luo Xiang have a good relationship! It's nothing... just being together for a few years, and eventually you will find a girl to marry and live a normal life! Do you like Luo Xiang so much!! Mom, please..." Mother Wang beat Wang Xu with her hand, and Wang Xu was completely stunned.

"Mom... Mom you... what are you..."

"How did Mom know? Last time Mom went to see you and put an unused key under your bed sheet... There is no one sleeping in your room, right!! Mom was just guessing... I don't think it's possible... My son is so good, how could he like a man? Mom is so disappointed in you..."

"Mom! I like Luo Xiang! It's been ten years...don't force me to get married...I love him, mom, will you accept us..." Wang Xu said The son knelt in front of Wang Mama and begged his mother.

Does Mama Wang think the world is crazy?Boys don't like girls but like boys? ?what is this? ?Crazy? !

"No! If you dare to see Luo Xiang again, I will break your leg!! If you go to see him again, I will sever ties with your father! It is absolutely impossible for you to be with Luo Xiang!! Mendu No!" Mother Wang was already hysterical, she couldn't believe her son was so rebellious!In her mind, this is a disease!How can you do this!

But how can this be a disease...

Wang Xu looked at his mother, who was almost 70 years old, and didn't know what to say.

When Wang's father came back, Wang Xu had already been locked in the house by his mother, locked the door, and forced Wang Xu to swear not to look for Luo Xiang again.Wang Xu begged his father to let him go out, but his father was more determined than his mother. Hearing Wang Xu begging him to let him go out to meet Luo Xiang, he was so angry that he entered the room with a rolling pin and beat Wang Xu. , but Wang Xu said: "You hit me! After beating me, let me go to see Luo Xiang, dad." Wang's father hit Wang Xu, and when he heard Wang Xu say this, his heart was so angry. I fell ill...Wang Xu was so frightened that he hurriedly sent his father to the hospital. His mother was crying in the corridor of the hospital. Wang Xu wanted to talk to his mother, but Wang's mother refused to talk to him. Bar.

Wang Xu took care of his father in the hospital for a long time. No matter how long Wang Xu begged his parents, his mother went on a hunger strike. Mother Wang said to Wang Xu without eating anything, "Just watch me and your father die. ...." Wang Xu looked at his parents' white hair and was speechless.Later, Wang Xu agreed to his parents' request, and as a condition, let him accompany Luo Xiang for another year. The old couple thought it was only one year, okay, as long as the son came back obediently in the end.

The two of them who had eaten put down their bowls and chopsticks and sat there in silence. Then Luo Xiang got up and went back to the room. Wang Xu was still washing the dishes.

After washing the dishes, Wang Xu returned to the room, looked at the neatly packed suitcases, suddenly picked up a red woolen scarf, rushed to the door of Luo Xiang's room, raised his hand to knock on the door, paused, then put it down again Wang Xu felt that he had no reason to do so, but felt unwilling, so he finally knocked on the door.Wang Xu stood for a long time, when Wang Xu was about to give up, Luo went to open the door, "Are you okay?"

Wang Xu went around Luo, opened Luo's closet, and took out the same woolen scarf, "Luo, can you leave your scarf to me..." Wang Xu felt that he was too It's shameless, it hurts Luo Xiang so much and still wants to keep Luo Xiang's things.

Luo Xiang calmly looked at Wang Xu's begging eyes, "I left it for you...then what should I bring?" Luo Xiang also felt that he was amazing, and at this time, he still thought that if the scarf was taken away , what to bring.

"I'll leave mine to you... please... please..."

Looking at the two identical scarves in Wang Xu's hand, Luo Xiang felt ironic.

This woolen scarf was given to me by Wang Xu. I bought it at the specialty store in that shopping plaza. Wang Xu gave it to me on my birthday. Two plastic mannequins in the window were wearing this woolen scarf together. It was very warm, and Luo Xiang was fascinated by it. Wang Xu took Luo to the store and bought this warm-looking scarf. Wang Xu put it on Luo's neck. The red color is very suitable for Luo. , making Luo Xiang white and tender, Wang Xu looked at Luo Xiang and smiled, Luo Xiang blushed a little, "What are you laughing at..."

"Laughing, it looks so good on you..." Wang Xu bent down and whispered next to Luo Xiang's ear, and Luo Xiang's ear turned red.

Luo Xiang glared at Wang Xu, turned around and bought one for himself, and threw it to Wang Xu, "Here!...We both wear... couple scarves..."

Wang Xu happily wrapped the scarf thrown into his arms around his neck, don't think I didn't hear it because the voice was so small!Couple scarves!

When the two of them were about to return home, Wang Xu suddenly wrapped the scarf around Luo Xiang's neck and wrapped it around his own neck, then wrapped his own scarf around Luo Xiang's neck, "Since It’s a couple’s scarf~Of course you have to wear it together~” While talking, he hugged Luo Xiang’s shoulders forcefully, Luo Xiang was a little dazed, but he didn’t break free from Wang Xu’s embrace. Occasionally, a passerby passed by, so he had the right to be the two brothers. Feelings are good.

These two scarves were bought after the two of them went to college. After a long time, the red color has faded a little, and the hair has fallen a bit. It was a warm scarf back then...why do you think it is so thin now? …

Luo Xiang didn't worry about it any more, and nodded, thinking that it was just a scarf, so let's exchange it... But whoever bought the item returned to whose hand it was.But suddenly Wang Xu wrapped his scarf around his neck. Luo Xiang was a little different, why did he suddenly wrap a scarf around himself? When he raised his head, he was hugged by Wang Xu.

Luo Qu was in a daze, he felt that Wang Xu was crying, but why did he cry? Isn't this your own choice?It's you who don't want me anymore...

"Luo Xiang!! Why didn't you scold me!! Why didn't you hit me!! It's all my fault!! Why didn't you speak out!!" Wang Xu buried his face in Luo Xiang's neck, his voice was clear Wearing a scarf, I feel a little hysterical.

"Wang Xu...I...I can't solve the problem even if I scold you and beat you...You have already made a decision, haven't you...Why bother? " Luo Xiang also hugged Wang Xu, trying to keep his voice from trembling, that's all right.

Wang Xu hugged Luo Gou quietly for a while, calmed down, let go of Luo Gou, without looking at Luo Gou again, went out of Luo Gou's room, closed the door, and sat down on the ground by Luo Gou's door, Holding the scarf in his hand, he supported his head with his hands, and the scarf blocked the sound of his tears.

However, the moment Wang Xu let go of him, Luo Qu shed tears. Luo Xiang couldn't hold it back, he couldn't control his tears anymore, and he was very glad that Wang Xu let him go without looking at him again.Luo Xiang blinked his eyes and found that the tears flowed even more. He wrapped the scarf, squatted down, and grabbed the scarf tightly with his hands. The tears soaked the scarf like money, but Luo Xiang didn't. He made a little noise, he knew that Wang Xu was outside, and he didn't leave.

The author has something to say: Maybe there are two more chapters at most and it will be over. . .I guess so. . .