wait for freedom

Luo Qu finally tidied up Wang Xu's messy clothes. Luo Qu stared at Wang Xu's box in a daze. Wang Xu had already sat in the living room and smoked his fifth cigarette. The smell of smoke filled the living room and was choking.Luo went out of the room without stopping, and went back to his room. He couldn't stand the smell of smoke, and coughed whenever he smelled it. For this reason, Wang Xu hadn't smoked for a long time. I don't smoke at all when I get home.

Wang Xu, who was in junior high school, learned to smoke. He thought he was very good, and he had a cigarette in his mouth all day long.When he got to know Luo Xiang in high school, Wang Xu subconsciously didn't dare to smoke, and he didn't want to smoke. He felt that it was wrong to smoke around Luo Xiang. Once again, Wang Xu really wanted to smoke. He smoked one, and halfway through it When Luo Xiang saw it, Luo Xiang only said to him, "Smoking is bad for your health...cough cough cough...cough..." Then he was coughed and coughed by the smell of smoke, scaring Wang Xu He quickly pinched the cigarette, and then Wang Xu knew that Luo Qu couldn't stand the smell of cigarettes, and slowly started to quit smoking.

After the two went to college and lived together, Wang Xu couldn't smoke anymore. After all, they lived together. Luo Xiang always felt that according to the routine of normal novels, the two of them should support each other and grow old together.Of course, it is best that both parties can get the blessing of their parents. Luo Qu did not expect Wang Xu to be like himself. Live with yourself for the rest of your life, but at least you will refuse the blind date arranged by your parents, and live with yourself silently... Wang Xu before the age of 30 did indeed do this, but now Wang Xu, who is 32 years old, can't do it arrive.

Deep in Wang Xu's heart, there was always a thought, a thought he had had since high school: he would never catch up with Luo Xu.This idea came true, Wang Xu knew that he was selfish and weak, far less strong than Luo Xiang, he could not betray all relatives, even though he was the one who pulled Luo into his arms.Ever since Wang Xu and Luo Qu confessed that they were going to get married, Wang Xu would rather Luo Qu scold and beat him, but Luo Qu never did that. Luo Qu just shared the bed with Wang Xu silently, just like ordinary roommates, Wang Xu always hoped that Luo Qu would beat him up hard, so that he could see how ugly he was!

"You're moving out tomorrow...what would you like to eat tonight?...the last supper..."

Wang Xu suddenly looked up at Luo Xiang who was leaning against the kitchen door, put out the cigarette in the ashtray, and wiped his face, "I can eat anything...do what you are good at... .." I guess I won't be able to eat it again in the future, and the second half of the sentence rotted in Wang Xu's stomach.When Luo Xiang was cooking, Wang Xu stood at the door of the kitchen and watched the man cook for him. He remembered the scene of Luo Xiang cooking for the first time.

When the two were cooking for the first time, in order to ensure who was more talented in learning, one of them cooked a dish. The ending was terrible. The wall next to the stove in the kitchen was dark. The two of them had a tacit understanding, and they both cooked vegetarian dishes. Without daring to cut the meat, Wang Xu’s was directly mushy, so black that you could smell it and couldn’t eat it. Luo Xiang’s was a little bit better, not mushy, and even a little bit raw, salty and salty. .The two of them looked at each other for a long time, and finally concluded that Luo Xiang's technique was superior, so at least they wouldn't get confused!That afternoon, Luo Qu bought a dictionary and went home, thinking about practicing it when he was not in class.

Luo Xiang practiced for a while, and the stir-fry was pretty good, but occasionally he was still not sure about the heat. Luo Xiang thought that he should buy a fish and try it. The two of them went to the vegetable market to buy a fresh Fish, I killed the fish by myself. The two big boys killed the fish quite decently, but they didn't know what was in the belly of the fish, which things were thrown directly, and which things could not be broken... two After killing the fish, Luo Gou confidently followed the recipe and began to make relatively simple steamed fish. As you can imagine, the gall was broken and the fish scales were not scraped carefully enough. The appearance of the fish was quite normal. The scales of the fish in my mouth were still bitter with the chopsticks. The two of them pouted for a long time, drank a lot of water, and suppressed the bitterness. After that, the two of them bought fish and never killed the fish themselves again...

"Luo Xiang...do you have any fish at home...let's make a fish..."

"At home, I haven't bought fish these days...how about going to the supermarket to buy some..." Luo Xiang stopped what he was doing, took off his apron, walked past Wang Xu, and returned to the bedroom , put on a coat.

Wang Xu closed his eyes and followed along...

"Luo Xiang, what are we going to buy? These potato chips are delicious..." Wang Xu piled them into the shopping cart when he saw delicious ones. Put it back, "Luo Xiang, don't put it back...I want to eat it!"

"We are here to buy vegetables... why do you always take snacks, hurry up and go to the vegetable section..." Luo Xiang was very helpless, as expected, he came to buy vegetables for the first official cooking You shouldn't bring this foodie to the supermarket.

"I took the snacks because...in case you don't cook well, we can have something to pad our stomachs hehehe..."

Luo Xiang looked at Wang Xu's beating look, and didn't know what to say about him. He rolled his eyes at Wang Xu, shook his head, and went straight to the vegetable area. Wang Xu scratched his head and put the things in his hand Putting it back on the shelf, I pushed the shopping cart and followed it. There was no way, who made Luo Xiang the chef.

"Luo Xiang~ It's the first time you're cooking today... what can you do?" Wang Xu, who was pushing the shopping cart, pointed at the vegetables.

Luo didn't even look at him and threw out "scrambled eggs with tomato."

"Uh... just this one dish?!! We two old men... just eat a tomato scrambled egg??" Wang Xu looked at Luo Xiang with a calm expression on his face.

"Well... and potato shreds." Luo Xiang weighed two catties of potatoes and one catty of tomatoes, and put them in the shopping cart.

"Uh... Luo Xiang, don't we eat meat...?" Wang Xu secretly stared at the meat freezer.

"Eat, but I'm afraid I can't do it well, so I won't eat meat today, but I still need to buy some...Don't worry, let's buy more rice or steamed buns, let's all eat some rice and eat less vegetables , I can still starve you to death..." Luo Xiang didn't care about Wang Xu's disheveled expression, picked a few pieces of tenderloin, and put them in the shopping cart.

After the selection was over, the meal was a mess, and the two of them didn't know what seasoning to buy. They basically took the same seasoning in the seasoning area, and then they paid for it, and one of them went back to the place where they had just moved. Go into the small nest, and when everything is packed, it's time for dinner. Fortunately, the two of them didn't have classes that night, and there was no evening self-study. Luo Xiang decided to start making tomato scrambled eggs and potato shreds.

When the dishes were all ready, Wang Xu found out that Luo Xiang hadn’t really made shredded potatoes, but stir-fried tenderloin with potato slices. Wang Xu said that although the appearance was not so good, the taste was very good, so he praised Luo Xiang. Almost stuffed the rice in his mouth.Luo Xiang himself knew that this was actually the first time he was cooking formally, and the taste was just so-so, but he was still very happy seeing Wang Xu eat it all.After eating, Wang Xu consciously washed all the dishes. This was an agreement between the two of them. Luo Xiang worked hard to learn how to cook, and Wang Xu was responsible for washing dishes and vegetables, with a clear division of labor.

Wang Xu pushed the shopping cart and followed Luo Xiang, the same as when he was in college, but Wang Xu no longer piled some potato chips that both of them like to eat in the shopping cart.

"Luo Xiang, let's make potato chips and stir-fried tenderloin... It's been a long time." Wang Xu also had inexplicable emotions. , the two seldom open fire at home, let alone after Luo Xiang knew that he was going to get married.

"En...okay." Luo Xiang glanced at Wang Xu, who would no longer point fingers at vegetables, and took two pieces of tenderloin, so he no longer needed to buy extra meat for later use at home. ah......

The two bought two catties of potatoes, one catty of tomatoes, two tenderloins, and one fish, and went home...

It is no longer one person carrying two bags...

Wang Xu stood at the door of the kitchen and stared at Luo Xiang's back, Luo Xiang suddenly thought, why bother... "Don't stand at the door, go to the living room."

"En." Wang Xu replied, but didn't move.

Luo Xiang thought it was ridiculous, he thought viciously, if he really couldn't bear it, why did he choose to get married?Why can't we face the world together with ourselves?Why can't I be like myself... as desperate for freedom?Why bother now...

"Hiss—" Luo Xiang looked at the wound cut by the knife in a daze, and raised his hand to his eyes. His index finger was broken, and a drop of blood flowed out, hitting Luo Xiang's heart. It hurt, as if Luo is like tears that have not flowed out.

Wang Xu found a band-aid, put Luo Xiang's finger in his mouth and sucked it. There was a smell of raw meat, fishy, ​​blood, astringent, tears, and bitterness.Wang Xu felt that there was no more bitter taste than this taste, only bitterness, bitterness that could not be cried out.